It is clear

Not many people are willing to speak out about jealousy.

Jealousy is the most unbearable of all emotions, just like showing weakness, which is equivalent to handing over all the cards.

The same is true for Tan Yu, who doesn't think jealousy is healthy, and it can even be said to be dangerous.

Leaning on Xu Yan, he smelled some oily smoke from cooking, as well as a deeper fragrance, and said, "This kind of thinking makes me timid."

Xu Yan hugged him and could see the back of his neck.He raised his hand to touch the stubble at the bottom of the back of Tan Yu's head, it seemed that it had just been cut, and it was a bit thorny.

Recently, he often fell into a situation where he had nothing to say, he sighed, and sat with Tan Yudie, feeling that it was not a good time.

If you met at a younger age, you might be able to tell everything.

It doesn't work now. It's not that there is a lack of honesty or low self-esteem due to past experiences, but that people can't help but think too much when facing the person they want to cherish, and they don't know how to speak.

He could only caress Tan Yu in vain, hoping to convey some unexpressed words.

"His name is Ruan Zhou." Xu Yan tried to say, "He is an ex-boyfriend, I did meet him that day, and what he showed you is what happened in real life, I don't care about that..."

Tan Yu interrupted him: "I don't want to hear you say this."

"But I need to say, I don't want to make myself an annoying..." The mood seemed to improve because of Tan Yu's slight grievances, Xu Yan pinched his ears, "Pride and pride! Is that what you say? "

"I just don't think you need to explain this to me. Zhang Cheng took those photos, so you don't need to explain."

"Assuming you're right, but before we start, I want to tell you the truth."

Xu Yan remembered that in order to entertain his friends and loved ones, he prepared strawberry sparkling water, who knew that he forgot the only drink in the busy cooking just now.Tan Yu had to drive back tonight, so it was just right to drink sparkling water without a prescription.

He came out festively holding a huge glass jar and asked, "Is it pretty?"

Tan Yu nodded, the color of the glass jar was the best, and the color of the sparkling water became lighter as it went up, perfectly changing from dark red to light pink, very beautiful.

Following Xu Yan's command, he took out two small cups from the drawer under the coffee table and placed them on the table.

Xu Yan: "To be honest, I'm still a little nervous."

He took a sip of the sparkling water, and squinted his eyes from the stimulation of the cold drink: "There was nothing to say at the beginning, just like the beginning of all relationships, but it changed later. Ruan Zhou is not a long-term lover or a believer The guy with the words forever, he forced us into an open relationship."

He didn't open up his emotions. Although he confessed, he still maintained a decent candor.

Tan Yu remained silent, neither expressed nor commented.

Xu Yan picked up a few slices of strawberries with tweezers and put them in the cups of two people, and said lightly: "When I met him, I was in a very flustered and bewildered state, like a blind man touching an elephant. Maybe you won't like it at that time." my..."

"I don't have anything complicated to explain, but I was an asshole before." Tan Yu bit the flesh on his lower lip after speaking, "I made it clear, only Zhang Cheng is left, and I will take care of it."

It's really a unique pre-dating conversation, Xu Yan still finds it incredible before going to bed, confessing to each other like a primary school student, this kind of thing, even if he was really a primary school student, he never did it.

He couldn't help but thumped the pillow, feeling that his IQ would drop before they were really together.

Tan Yu thought it was nothing, he had done more straightforward things than this, not to mention some unspeakable past.

But getting this far with Xu Yan made him lose all drowsiness.

He didn't bring the paper back to Huifang's house, but hung it in the living room of his new house.There is no TV, instead, Xu Yan's words are hung side by side on the wall.

When it was almost full moon again, Tan Yu took out a bottle of wine from the refrigerator, and waited for the moon on the wall to fall asleep.

It seems that things go against each other when things are at their worst, and when things are at their worst, they are slowly getting better.

In just three to five days, Xu Yan's calligraphy classroom officially entered the preparatory stage, and his house could not be opened, just in time for the mahjong parlor in the community to be inspected, and it was rented out much cheaper than the market price.

He didn't even worry about the source of the students, he was already well-known in Sanmi, and with Yan Xueke's shouting, everything went unbelievably smoothly.

In the past, I wrote couplets to many people and shops to celebrate the New Year and wish the opening, but when it came time for my own business to open, Xu Yan didn't know how to write.

Tan Yu was more nervous than Master Xu, but whenever he had time, he would go to the classroom to help; even if he didn't have time, he would definitely send his assistant over.

In his spare time, he would go online to search a lot of couplets about business, but felt that the smell of copper was too strong, and there was no scent of ink at all.

The two were in a hurry, and the chat records on WeChat were all random couplets, which were also inappropriate.

Xu Yan's patience ran out, so he decided on a pair by drawing lots, and sent Tan Yu the location of the classroom before writing the couplet.

Tan Yu was still puzzled when he saw the location, but after a few seconds he realized it, and asked Hui Fang to borrow the white Jaguar and came to the door.

He hasn't been there for a few days. When he opened the door, the first thing he saw was a row of green plants with fat heads and big ears, like a shadow wall. Around the small plants, a young man in a plaid shirt was sitting at the table, and he heard a voice raised his head. Look at him: "Who are you looking for?"

"Find a Master Xu."

Xu Yan laughed: "I am!"

"I'm here to ask for calligraphy." It seemed that the guest of honor had used it backwards, so Tan Yu said again, "I beg him to write for my calligraphy classroom!"

"Okay."

Xu Yan took out a square inkstone from under the coffee table, which was an opening gift from Tan Yu in advance. He slowly ground the ink and measured the paper, and asked Tan Yu to tear the red paper for himself at the other end of the table.

Unlike Zhangcao and seal script before, Xu Yan wrote regular script this time, which was not very square. Tan Yu was "uneducated" and asked him, "What kind of character is this? It looks like regular script but doesn't look like it."

Xu Yan didn't pay attention to him immediately, and only after he finished writing the couplets did he say: "Zhong Yao's regular script, he is the originator of regular script, and the characters still have the feeling of official script that hasn't completely faded, so it should be round and flat, I think so cute."

"It's really cute." Tan Yu read the words backwards with his hands behind his back, "Can I search the Internet now and continue chatting with you?"

Xu Yan laughed outright, and waved his hands again and again to let him do whatever he wanted.

Tan Yu felt that he had a plan, so he searched regular script first, then Zhong Yao, made a comparison between the two, and went to see some of Zhong Yao's representative works.

He didn't expect a person's handwriting to be quite changeable. Anyway, at first glance, he would definitely not be able to recognize that it was written by a person.When I saw the "Declaration Form", the encyclopedia introduced that it was from Wang Xizhi.

He knew about Wang Xizhi, but his first impression was definitely Lan Tingxu's appearance. He asked, "Is Wang Xizhi's regular script so obedient?"

good?Xu Yan was amused by him again: "Did you mean the "Declaration Form"? That's pretty good."

Tan Yuzuo nodded like a master, and clicked on the next work, and he was happy as soon as the picture was displayed: "You wrote like this! "He Jiebiao"!"

"Yes yes yes!" Xu Yan had already written the second couplet and the horizontal script, and Master Xu personally put the horizontal script aside, "Isn't it cute?"

"Really!"

Tan Yu didn't have a deep understanding of calligraphy before, and he only thought that those fonts had only one form. He didn't expect that the same regular script, or even the characters written by one person, could have so many changes.

He asked, "Is Lishu the kind with silkworm head and swallow tail? Flat."

"You're not completely uneducated."

Being praised, Tan Yu happily looked for the representative works of Lishu. Looking at it this way, he could really see some residual shadows of Lishu in Zhong Yao's characters.

His brows and eyes were full of surprises: "When can you write the official script for me to read?"

Xu Yan's smile faded a bit: "Let's talk about it, I always feel heavy, and I will show you when the right opportunity comes."

The weather had cooled down, and it took some time to dry the words on the paper, and there were still a few small ink lumps that could not be dried, so Xu Yan simply took toilet paper and stained it.

There is no bright sign on the door of the calligraphy classroom, but a dark red wooden plaque with characters carved by Yan Xueke.I don't know who he asked to write the handwriting, but it is also beautiful, hanging on the door looks calm.

Tan Yu started to paste the couplets, stood on the chair and turned around to claim credit, just in time to see a woman approaching aggressively.

Xu Yan also heard the sound of walking, took a cigarette in his mouth in a hurry, and lit it against the wind before turning around: "Auntie, I will be angry if you come again."

Unexpectedly, it was his aunt. Tan Yu returned to the classroom with a chair, instead of going out directly, he stood not far from the door, staring at Wang Qiaoning.

Wang Qiaoning didn't talk nonsense, and stretched out his hand directly: "Your grandfather has bad legs, the weather is cold, and he can't walk, and he needs money to see a doctor."

It's a fact that Xu Deli's legs are not good. He's a poor, fastidious person, and he's very refined. Every year, he goes out to "appreciate the snow" when it first snows.I fell once a few years ago, and the root cause of the disease fell.

Xu Yan didn't shirk, and asked instead: "I have given the money now, how much will the old man's money be divided with me?"

"You don't know if your grandfather has money or not?"

Xu Yan smiled: "I know, he still has the money for selling human blood steamed buns hidden there, I guess it hasn't been spent yet."

Wang Qiaoning's face froze for a moment, and one eyebrow was raised high: "These are the wishes of the old man. If we do what we do, what will we do next?"

"That's unfortunate. I'm like my grandfather. I don't do business at a loss. When you bring his will, I will pay for it."

Tan Yu stepped forward in due course and stood behind Xu Yan.

He is not short, and although the facial features are beautiful, they don't have the aura of beating strangers when they are assembled.

Xu Yan spit out the half-burned cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his foot: "Auntie, I suggest you inquire about our family, and then come to me for money after you understand. Money is more important than life at any time. Isn't it?"

"Heh!" Wang Qiaoning snorted coldly. She took a few steps back and said with a smile, "Your business is about to open, and the parents of the students have to see who the teacher is. I will definitely publicize it to you."

These words already carried a substantial threat, Tan Yu took a step forward, and was immediately stopped by Xu Yan.

Xu Yan stood in front of him and said in a deep voice, "As long as you dare to come, I, Xu Yan, will stand here and wait for you."

He dragged Tan Yu back to the classroom without looking back.

The classroom is self-heating, and the space is not small. Although there are still a few days before the official start of classes, Xu Yan turned on the natural gas furnace early on. Compared with the cold wind outside, the inside is as warm as heaven.

"Will you drink tea or drink?" Xu Yan asked in a low voice without being affected at all.

Where did Tan Yu get the mood to drink water, and asked, "Is she always like this? Has she been here many times? Why didn't you ask me for help?"

Xu Yan thought this was strange, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.He took out a box of milk from the warming cabinet and was about to drink it when he saw that Wang Qiaoning had already left from the corner of his eye, so he raised his palm and went out.

Tan Yu was a little anxious, walked around a few steps, and saw him go out to pick up the cigarette butts he had just thrown, and couldn't help but smile.

"It's nothing." After Xu Yan came in, he continued, "She is also thunderous and rainy, and she is not a bad person. I can handle it."

Tan Yu was still worried: "I'll come over on the opening day."

"You're busy this morning... Besides, it's not like I can't handle it."

Tan Yu grabbed his arm: "What if there is an emergency, everything is just getting started, you can't afford it."

It was only then that Xu Yan found out what was wrong. He was not a child of twelve or thirteen years old, and he had experienced many things. Dealing with an aunt who was struggling with money was not a big deal, but Tan Yu cared about it.

"Tan Yu." He inserted the straw into the milk box and said calmly, "This is something I can handle."

Hearing this, Tan Yu suddenly withdrew his hand and climbed up to him visibly at a loss.The words that Hui Fang and the doctor had said slammed into his ears, he trembled, and quickly said, "I'm sorry."

Xu Yan glanced at him: "It's okay, if you care about it, you will be chaotic."

But no, it's not just about caring and chaos.

Tan Yu only felt that his heart was also in chaos. If Xu Yan hadn't drawn the boundary sensitively, he would definitely have caught up like many times in the past.

On the same day that Xu Yan left Sanmi to attend the seminar, Tan Yu sat in the familiar consulting room, touched the soft blanket under his hand, and stated: "I met someone who attracted me very much, but I seem to want to Started making mistakes."