On How the Goddess Was Broken

Seemingly frightened by her words, Chris stared at her with wide eyes in astonishment, speechless for a moment.

The atmosphere was strangely silent and full of tension. Catherine lowered her head and squatted down. Her long hair covered her cheeks. Her body, which was so thin that it was almost turning into a piece of paper, couldn't help shaking violently. Tears were streaming down her cheeks. Madness raged.

She is afraid!How can you not be afraid?

Even though she has known for a long time that there are many people with some psychological problems in this world, they are not all lunatics, they are just "sick" and can be treated, but she is still afraid, especially recently when she finds herself It seems that hallucinations began to appear, and she would even do some strange things in a trance from time to time... She couldn't help but think of "Nina". At the end of the movie, "Nina" murdered herself crazily in the hallucination!

The tremendous pressure and panic almost drove her to collapse. She even worried every night that she would lose consciousness when she woke up and become a complete lunatic!She also often wonders if this is fate, fate, and the ending of "Nina" is a foreshadowing of something. Maybe one day in the future, she will also embark on that dead end.

The increasingly serious illness made her dare not speak to others. She was afraid of strange eyes from others, afraid that others would think she was a lunatic, and afraid that people she cared about would fear her and abandon her!

The girl who was full of despair gritted her teeth and cried uncontrollably. She squatted on the ground and hugged her knees. Her thin body was curled up into a small ball. The suppressed sobs in her throat were like the desperate and frightened whimpers of small animals, which made people worry. .

Suddenly, a warm embrace tightly hugged her cold and trembling body, the man's hand raised her face domineeringly, and his soft and warm lips kept kissing her forehead, eyes, and cheeks, delicate and gentle kisses Kissed away her tears little by little, as well as her fear and despair.

The lips kissed the corner of her lips, licking lingeringly, Catherine couldn't help wrapping around his neck, raised her head and responded jerky and fiercely, the lips and tongue intertwined, the water and milk blended, even the air was full of ambiguous passion breath.

It wasn't until Catherine was almost suffocated that Chris finally let her go, half lying on her body, forehead to forehead, lips kissing her face reluctantly, while being intimate and tender, he was also holding back.

Catherine's already loose pajamas were already crumbling, revealing a large piece of fragrant shoulders and crisp breasts. She clearly felt the hard and scorching heat against her lower abdomen, and her face could almost fry an egg.

"Baby." A hoarse voice still lingered in his ears, "Tell me, what happened to you."

Catherine's body stiffened immediately.

Chris sat up, hugged her tightly in his arms, and kept kissing her ears and eyes, not knowing whether he wanted to comfort her or seduce her with a beauty trick.

"Don't be afraid baby, iloveyou." Chris sighed softly, and said seriously: "Then you have to believe that I will be with you no matter what time, no matter what time, my shoulders and chest will be unconditionally for you to rely on. Tell me about your troubles, and let me work with you to find a solution, okay?"

Catherine was silent, and Chris didn't urge any more, but just waited patiently.

I don't know how long it took before I finally heard her voice that seemed a bit difficult, "I seem to be suffering from a mental illness..."

Chris's heart skipped a beat, but it didn't show on his face, but he said softly with a comforting taste, "What's the specifics? Baby, tell me about your specific performance, so that we can analyze it more accurately. illness."

Not knowing whether it was his attitude that comforted her, or whether his embrace felt too secure, Catherine didn't struggle too much.

"I always don't want to eat, and every time I force myself to finish eating, I vomit. I'm always hyperactive and can't sleep at night. I have to take sleeping pills to help me fall asleep, but when I fall asleep, I have a lot of weird nightmares... I always feel in a trance. ...has even begun to hallucinate recently..."

Once she opened her mouth, it seemed that it was not so difficult. Catherine put her hands around his naked waist, rubbed her head on his chest, and slowly told him about her changes and performance during this period.

Chris was terrified when he heard it, distressed and blamed himself. He could sometimes feel that her emotions were not right when he was on the phone with her, but he was fooled by her excuses!If he could find out earlier and pay attention to this problem earlier, maybe she wouldn't have to suffer for so long?

Thinking that she has been alone in fear for such a long time, suffering alone with fear, Chris wished he could just shoot himself to death with a brick!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby, I was so careless..." How dare you say you love her like this?It's too unqualified... The Real Madrid superstar lowered his head in frustration and annoyed, rubbing his chin against the top of her hair, like a big dog that has made a mistake, it's all wilted, let's not mention how pitiful that stupid look is.

Catherine was inexplicably soft in her heart. Before she could react, she reached out to his head and touched it.

The frustrated Real Madrid superstar immediately o(*￣︶￣*)o

"I'm going to contact a psychiatrist tomorrow..."

"No!" Catherine refused without hesitation.

"Don't be afraid, baby, it's not a big deal. Since you found it, you must treat it as soon as possible, otherwise it will definitely get worse!" Chris's expression was very serious.

Catherine turned her head away and didn't look into his eyes, "I'm not afraid to see a doctor, but if I want to receive treatment, the doctor will definitely ask me to give up "Black Swan", I can't do that!"

It is because of this drama that she cannot get rid of the influence of "Nina" because she is too involved in the drama, so she has psychological problems. If she wants to be treated, the premise is of course that she must get rid of "Nina" first.

Chris' face was extremely ugly, "Are you going to destroy yourself for a role or a movie!"

"No, you don't understand! I am the absolute heroine of this movie. If I stop halfway through it now, then this movie will really be over! Now this movie has been filmed for more than half, do you know what this concept is? If we want to change the heroine now, it means that most of this will have to be abolished and restarted! The money, time, and hard work of the entire crew are all in vain! ! This is no longer a question of whether I am willing to give up, but that I simply cannot give up!"

Looking at her stubborn little face, Chris felt extremely helpless.

"What about yourself? What about your body?"

"It won't take more than a month at most. This drama can be finished. I will definitely take care of myself. Don't worry, I cherish my own life more than anyone else. Once you find that the situation is getting worse, you don't need to tell me. I'm going to see a doctor right away, too."

Chris was silent for a while, and said with a strong attitude: "I can understand your plan, but you must promise me to see a doctor first. I must know how serious your current situation is!"

Catherine had a look of resistance on her face.

Chris knew that she herself was also afraid of going to the doctor, otherwise her senior was a psychologist, so what could be wrong with asking him for a little consultation first?

But Chris can also understand that a girl who is just 20 years old will inevitably panic when encountering such a sudden situation, especially many people actually misunderstand that those who go to see a psychiatrist are mentally ill and have mental problems. It is not surprising that it will be difficult to accept or even resist.

"Baby, you should know that this matter is non-negotiable. Sooner or later you have to see a doctor. Don't be afraid, I will accompany you. You are not alone, but..." Chris provoked Frowning, staring at her eyes with deep eyes, "Should you give me an identity?"

"What?" Catherine didn't react for a while, and was in a daze.

"We kissed so intensely just now, did you forget? Or do you not admit it after 'eating'?" The Real Madrid superstar looked at her with an aggrieved expression, "Honey, it's not a good habit to eat overlord meals."

Sure enough, Catherine was abducted by him and forgot about rejecting the psychiatrist, and glared at him angrily, "Who ate the king's meal? I don't remember what happened just now!"

Chris raised his eyebrows so high that the waves were about to rise to the sky, and he smiled ambiguously, "Honey, I give this hint full marks, it's really great, ok, then let's recollect it now." Kissed her lips.

After the passionate kiss was over, Catherine was so ashamed that she couldn't lift her head when she recovered and found herself straddling him.

"Baby, do you remember now?" A rogue attitude of "If you don't remember, then I will continue to kiss".

Catherine pulled his face angrily, "Why are you such a rascal!"

Chris shrugged helplessly, pouted with a smirk and tried to kiss him again. Catherine was so frightened that she wanted to run away, but she couldn't break free with his tight arms around her waist. She cried out dumbfoundingly: "Cris, enough ! You kissing maniac!"

"Kiss maniac? Oh, I like this name, dear, you really understand me, come on, come on, let's come together~~~" With half-closed eyes and pouted face *wretched, born with Gao Yuanhong's face has its own shy special effects without PS, it is so beautiful that people can't close their legs...

Catherine couldn't help laughing, lying on his body in a shapeless way, laughing tremblingly, almost dying of laughter.

"Well, well, congratulations on becoming a regular, dear boyfriend."

In order to hear her voice, he always forced himself to get up from his sleep in the early morning, overcome the difficulty of jet lag, and call her, just to chat for 10 minutes.

In order to see her, after working hard for several months, he finally got a little vacation and rushed here immediately.

When she was crying in despair, he would firmly tell her, don't worry, I'll let you lean on my shoulders.

When she is frightened, he will tell her gently, don't be afraid, I am here.

When she was happy, he laughed with her.

When she was unhappy, he deliberately played ugly to make her laugh.

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When you meet such a man, what are you still hesitating about?