[British and American Drama] Mental Correction

[Chapter 35]

[Observation failed, mission ended. ] After the cold inorganic electronic voice finished speaking indifferently, Claire's vision fell into darkness.When she opened her eyes again, the familiar and strange room came into view again.

She sat silently on the bedside for a long time, staring blankly at the front, until the sky outside the window showed the white belly after dawn, and she whispered hoarsely:

"I want to go back."

No one responded to her.

After being silent, she finally roared like a madman: "I want to go back! I fucking said I want to go back!!!"

Claire stood up, such strong limbs and freely moving body brought an indescribable freshness, but it disappeared after a short touch. At this moment, she only wanted to know one thing: "How can I see you?" To Hill?"

Even without closing her eyes, Claire was able to see Hill in her memory over and over again. The sight of her lover cutting the corner of her lips with tears made her heart ache!However, however!She is the one who caused all this!

None of this would have happened if she hadn't said she wanted to see his smile!

The system never responded, and then Claire sneered: "If your purpose of appearing here is to torture me, then congratulations, you have succeeded!"

Her expression twisted: "Aren't you very afraid that I will do something harmful to society? Then answer my question! Otherwise..." She turned her head to look at the closed window. The morning outside the window looked bright and fresh, but This kind of morning light can't bring her the slightest feeling of warmth——

"Otherwise, here I am, planting a bomb."

"Bang~ I will fly to the sky with you and many people~"

[What do you want to know? ] The system finally made a sound, and in exchange for Claire’s cold snort, she even lazily leaned on the bed: "Is it really a machine, even if it is intelligent, it is still stupid." She laughed: "Just now, you revealed your greatest weakness .”

[What do you want to know? ] The system asks again.

"I want to know, who is the joker, why Hill became the evil in that world? Can we meet again? Can I go back to the past?"

[joker is Hill, did you forget, his full name is HillJoeKerr. ] Claire is reluctant to admit that she has never known Hill's last name.She frowned and didn't ask again: "You haven't answered my question yet."

[We will meet again, in the future, but I don’t know exactly when. ] Claire was stunned, she stood up: "You mean Hill is still in Gotham???"

ohmygod... She paced back and forth in the room, and countless scenes of meeting Hill quickly flashed through her mind. It is now 2002... Hill, now Hill is 29 years old!God, is he married?How is he doing now?Had he really ruined his face as she had seen him...?

Claire thought a lot, until she saw her silhouette through the glass window of the cupboard.

The loose sweater made her look even thinner. Her face was pale and her eyes were blue. It was obvious that she had not slept very well. Her sluggish complexion made her scarred face look lifeless, and even her eyes were gloomy. ...she looks awful.

Should such a self really go to see Hill?

Is she really ready?

What does Hill think of himself?Is it such a listless look?Is such a failed social disorder?Was it her with mild self-destructive urges (she thought about the explosion she mentioned a few minutes ago, and she knew it wasn't a casual threat).

[She, she's not ready yet. ] Claire clearly realized this, and began to regret that she had lived her life like this.

In an indescribably complicated state of mind, Claire made an appointment with Dr. Hannibal on the phone, and quickly left the house... She decided to go to the school to go through the relevant procedures, and she was going to go back to the university for classes.

At this moment, an unprecedented force supported Claire to walk out of the room.She still wears the hood, which makes her feel safe, but Claire can feel the strength emerging from the bottom of her heart, supporting her and giving her the courage to face criticism.

[She decides to be better, at least the closest to what Hill remembers her, before going to Gotham to meet him. ]

She is eager to make this meeting beautiful and meaningful.

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However, all this is obviously not easy.

Claire waited at the door of the Academic Affairs Office, silently listening to Professor Smith's teaching.In his words, the school has recently been considering whether to continue to reserve her student status. If Mrs. Vidor hadn't been persistent, the school would never have allowed her to waste her studies indefinitely.

She only spoke about her other plans this time when Professor Smith said she was tired. She hoped to retake courses and take criminal psychology at the same time. Being late for class, she won't slow down the progress too far...

There are many other things like this. Professor Smith did not agree with Claire's idea at the beginning. In his opinion, Claire, who majored in finance, did not have much energy to study criminal psychology at the same time. Unfortunately, the college does not support the transfer of majors. She was simply curious about criminal psychology, and there was no need to tell him so solemnly. Such behavior would make Smith feel inexplicable.

Claire didn't explain much, but simply conveyed some of her own physiognomy, then took the book and went to the nearest classroom.

When Claire arrived in the classroom, the lecturer professor had already started class. She hesitated at the door for a long time before plucking up the courage to enter through the back door. Fortunately, the professor teaching this time was not very popular, or it should be said that most For people, it is just a class that has always been curious about the style of painting. Only when the FBI or only well-known detectives come to the class will there be overcrowded scenes.

She sat quietly in the last row of the classroom.

The subject of this topic is [sex/abnormality].The person who is used as the material of the crime is the well-known criminal Sagawa Issei.He is a typical cannibal.Since she had just experienced a similar case not long ago, Claire was also more serious when taking notes.

Sagawa Issei is a modern novelist, but anyone who knows a little about him will know that she cut off her thigh and arm after killing a classmate girl at his Sorbonne University in Paris in 1981. Part of the meat to eat.

This incident was a sensation at the time, but Sagawa Issei was judged to be seriously mentally ill by virtue of the power of his father's family, and was then extradited back to Japan and released the following year.Since his release, he has written 18 books on cannibalism, which are unrepentant and full of his worship and fantasies about human flesh...and is now a well-known author in Japan.

Of course, what the professor is talking about is not his lack of guilt after the crime, but his impression of his cannibalism and sexual tendency in his childhood.

Claire listened carefully. In the process, she learned that Kazumasa Sagawa was a typical antisocial personality disorder. Being fully developed in the mother's womb, there is also a natural contempt for women.

After discovering his cannibalistic tendencies and sexual relief different from ordinary people in his early years, his father sent him to study in France, and here he found another paradise for himself - he found white women tall, plump and beautiful !It's completely different from him!

And this longing made him express a stronger desire, that is to eat them.In today's society, there are still many cases of criminals with cannibalistic tendencies, including Farrell who was captured some time ago, which was also explained as one of the cases.Claire silently put down the pen in her hand. In fact, she didn't really want to understand the criminal psychology of these criminals. Even now, recalling Farrell still feels unreasonable, disgusting, and weird.

But Claire is still in the classroom, because she has another short conversation with the system.During the conversation, she gradually realized that she was likely to encounter criminals like Farrell again in reality.

No one can protect her, and not every time Claire can fool the other party just right, lower the psychological defense line of others and win some life for herself.

If Claire can't protect herself, then it is very likely that she will lose the chance to see Hill before she becomes better.Such imagination made her decide to understand and study criminal psychology.

Claire turned the pen in her hand, and when she encouraged herself to take notes again, a familiar yet unfamiliar voice sounded behind her: "excuseme? Can you lend me your notes? I think I'm too late~"

Claire froze for a moment inexplicably, turned her head sideways following the voice, and a face that she hadn't seen for many years appeared in front of her again.

He has a head of smooth and thick black short hair, which is completely styled at the back of his head, revealing an extremely smooth and full forehead. His clear blue eyes seem to reflect the clouds in the sky. When looking at people, he always has the illusion of affection.

There was a natural smile on the man's lips, and he was looking at Claire inquiringly——

He is Steven Toth.

Claire's first lover, they spent college time together, and then parted forever in the bloody massacre in Eden Lake in 2004... But who would have thought that they would meet again one day?

Claire was terribly confused.Who would have thought that they would meet again in 2002 (not 1999).

But in the reality at this moment, she and Steven were no longer lovers, and even met for the first time.

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In the end, Issei Sagawa is the real story, he is a complete pervert, it is really disgusting, why should I check the information...