[Onmyoji] I don't want to be dog food

Facing the struggle of death, it is obviously not the first time, and he has already made a firm determination, but he is always tied down by some trivial things in his memory, just immersed in the edge of thinking.

In this way, I was bitten by them beyond recognition, bloody and bloody.

Ah, so ugly.

During this time, I also had a dream.I dreamed that I stood at the fork and watched, the white sun shone on the ground, and there was no one else at the scene except me.There were tiny cracks everywhere on the dry mud, the wind whistled in my ears, and my earlobe was blown by the wind.

How long have you been here?Is it really dead?

It also seems... not dead?

After the first cockcrow, the warm dawn breeze blew from the western horizon.However, the dark night will never leave. Before that, it seems that the coldness of this world is rushing towards me, and my soul is about to rot.

"My heart is still..." I pressed my chest, and the heart was still beating vigorously, steady and hot.I looked at myself, the shabby clothes, more than half of the sleeves were torn, the exposed skin was covered with deep scratches, and there were bloodstains that had dried up and turned red.

His whole body was in pain.

"Those wolves..." I murmured.There is only a pile of bones around him, not even rotten flesh.

"Hiss... hiss... there are a lot of werewolves nearby, and none of the nearby humans survived. Fortunately, you rolled into the grass and woke me up." A monster with a human body and a snake tail slid over the grass, holding a hand in his hand. Smoking the pipe, she took a puff of the cigarette and exhaled it.

"Well, did you save me?" I asked.

"Yes, I put the poisonous gas, and they ran away. The human beings lying over there have eaten their bones. You are very lucky, you have been lying here for more than ten days, and you haven't died yet." The snake-tailed female monster Tell me the details.

"It's been more than ten days... Has anyone come to look for me?" I was still holding on to hope, hoping that Ibaraki would come back to look for me.

"No, I live nearby. You were about to die, so I watched from there. According to my observation, you seem to be immortal." She looked me up and down, and took another puff of cigarette.

immortal?

That's not it, she's exaggerating too much.

Although I was gouged out by Shuten-douji at that time, I didn't die, and after being buried alive, I still didn't die, but at least I became a monster.Not long ago, after I was punched to death, I was reborn for no reason, and now...

Didn't die? !

The only important thing is... It's been more than ten days, and no one has come to see me?Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little sad.

"I don't care about living longer, but thank you anyway." I don't care about being dignified and elegant anymore, and I don't bow as deeply as before when thanking others.It's all done like this, why do you need those unnecessary etiquettes.

She suddenly said lightly: "Since you don't want to live anymore, how about keeping your heart as a reward?"

I pressed my chest, feeling a dull pain, sighed deeply, and said, "Heart, let me give it to you. This heart that is easy to get emotional, it's fine if you don't want it."

And the female monster was laughing and mocking at the moment: "You don't even want your heart, so why bother. Is it for a man?"

is it funny?Also, it's really funny to give up on yourself for a man.

How much I saw Ibaraki's painful appearance at this moment, so that I could relieve the sullenness in my heart.The banshee in front of me was like a long-lost friend, also like an old familiar friend, her words pierced my heart.I can't help but let go of all the burdens and pour out all the anger in my stomach.

"I've always wanted to get a response from that adult. I don't understand why everything has changed? Where is it different!! Is it different...? Has it changed...or...he shouldn't look at me anymore I just glanced at it. But, but once I saw... Seeing Lord Ibaraki, I'm still so damn cheap!!"

I was incoherent and didn't know what to express.Perhaps the resentment in my heart can no longer be described in words.Tears that had been held back for a long time slipped out from the sockets, erupting like a flood.I covered my face with my hands and finally cried out loudly.

Why the hell is it still there! !

I want to fight back and let them know how angry I am!

Although I am stupid, I still work hard to live my life. When I was living in Qingming, I worked hard every day and never neglected.However, despite my best efforts, my life has not changed, and people will not affirm my worth.

In short, waste wood is waste wood, and it is the same wherever you go.No matter who it is, only the innate strength is recognized.

But now, I have been deprived of even my only predictive ability.

So, my life is meaningless at all, I'm just a waste, so weak that I don't even have the qualifications to like others.

"It's so stupid, women in the world are too stupid and naive. The more you meet such a man, the more you have to protect yourself and devour him bit by bit." She reached out and pressed my shoulder, and then Holding my hand covering my face, those firm eyes seemed to shoot through my heart.

Everything she said touched my heart.Only the same people who have fallen in the end of the world can understand each other's pain and grief.

"Swallow...bit by bit, then... how should I swallow it?" Even though I stopped crying, sobbing, with a crying tone, I still couldn't stop the tears from falling.

She took out a handkerchief from her waist, handed it to me, and asked me to wipe off the unnecessary tears first, and then said slowly: "First grind his heart, and then swallow him into your stomach, as your own A worm in the stomach. Let him hate you, and you will always hate him, and then, remember the pain. Even if you recall the sweetness of the past, you will not shake a little bit, just thinking about how to torture Look at that damned man!"

I was surprised to hear such constructive words, which made my heart pause and I began to think carefully.

"What if, what if he likes someone else?" I asked.

When she mentioned this, she gritted her teeth and said, "Hiss... Those who show affection must die. Those who get married should die too."

I widened my eyes, took a deep breath, and the tears rolling in my red eyes were forced back by this timely golden sentence, and finally no more tears flowed out.Her words were concise and persuasive, allowing me to instantly understand the feelings that I could not express for many years.

Everyone said that I always look sympathetic to others, probably because of this reason!

Unmistakable, yes!I must hate people who go out of doubles and into pairs!

"I understand, so it's like this... so it's like this... so it's like this!! Since they can't get it, then they shouldn't think about being together, right?" After understanding the deep truth, I was excited again unable to speak fluently

She suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed loudly: "Hahaha!!! Hiss... hiss... good! People who have the same consciousness as me, want to join me? Although you are human."

"Human? No, my name is Sister Tianxiegui, and I am also a monster." Now, I will never admit that I am a human being. Being a human is too fragile, and being a monster can be stronger.

"Sister Tianxiegui, Qingji is my name." She began to introduce herself.

It's been a long time since I've heard someone call you that, I'm really not used to it, my brain feels like a twitch, and I recall the past: "Master Ibaraki...he used to like to call me ghost girl."

I often blame Ibaraki for calling me by the wrong name. As long as he doesn't arbitrarily shorten the title of "Sister Tianxiegui", we still have room for discussion.Unfortunately, not now.

"Then, ghost sister." Qing Ji changed her words.

When I heard someone call her "ghost girl", my heart seemed to be caught. I asked her inexplicably, "Why does Qing Ji call her that? This name makes me..."

"Don't forget the pain, this is a good way." Qing Ji curled up the snake's tail, exhaled a puff of smoke, and her expression became serious, "Hiss... remember that year, in that temple, I ordered I lit a fire, ignited the hay, and said to the monk, 'Go to hell!!!'. It was that fire that gave me the pleasure of killing someone I hated."

At this time, an extremely comfortable and happy scene emerged in my mind: the raging fire surrounded Ibaraki Doji, and the fire continued to burn for three days and three nights, and he was looking at me with helpless eyes, begging for help. He kowtowed his head to admit his mistake, and begged me to let it go.

Whenever I think of Ibaraki's distorted face, my whole body becomes hot, and an inexplicable sense of excitement is transmitted to every nerve in my body, and I can't rest for a long time.

Sure enough, everyone has been betrayed by men before, and they all know what it feels like to be abandoned.If it's not with Qing Ji, then I'm really sorry for us who are also fallen people in Tianya.

"Really? If I can really get revenge on him, I'm willing to try." I stretched out my palm and shook Qing Ji's hand.

The alliance has been made, and the day of revenge is just around the corner.

The author has something to say:

Kiyohime: Welcome to the FFF regiment, please hold up your torches.

After writing for so long, it is finally a question.

That's right, Ghost Girl will be a member of the FFF group in the future, and the organization will grow stronger and stronger, attracting more members, and the goal is to burn out all dog abuse.

Ibaraki: What is a best friend?

Shuten: What is red leaf?

Hongye: Who is Seimei-sama?

Seimei: Who am I, where am I?

What is Shura Field?nonexistent.