[Onmyoji] I don't want to be dog food

What happened after that, I don't know.It's just that when I opened my eyes, I was in a cave with only a few candles around, and it was so dark that it didn't look like daytime.

I sat up and stroked my belly.

"Fortunately, he didn't die yet."

The voice came from behind me, I turned my head and looked, it was Qing Ji!

"The child is fine, and his fortune-telling is good." The bone girl sitting next to Qing Ji also spoke.

"Why am I here?" I touched my stomach again, but nothing was wrong.There is no shortage of meat, and there is also the heat of the fetus.

"It was a big brown bear that came here with you on its back. It was snowing heavily at that time, and you were covered in blood, which scared us." The bride took out a small handkerchief and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

how can that be possible?With blood all over his body, how could he still be alive?Unless something is protecting us, our mother and child can survive safely.

Just because I don't die doesn't mean the child won't die either.

"Big brown bear? Is it still there?" The first thing I could think of was the huge beast under Shuten Doji.

"That happened a few days ago. It was afraid that you would be starving, so it even found some honey. We fed you to eat it, otherwise, the baby would be lost." Qing Ji said.

Even the brown bear knows the existence of the little master, so why can't even Shuten-douji, who is his father, find out?It's ironic.

But, I can't blame him, I didn't let him know.Well, I still have to blame myself.

"If you can't keep it, you can't keep it. A monster like Shuten-douji is not worth keeping a child for him." I was about to leave, and let him freeze to death outside.

At this moment, Qing Ji opened her hand to block me, and suddenly she slapped me heavily on the right side of the face. There was even a clear and crisp sound of the slap in the cave, and there was a burning pain on my face immediately. .I covered that half of my face, unable to understand what Qing Ji was doing.

Qing Ji said with a tearing voice: "Forgot? He is also your flesh and blood, you don't want it anymore?!"

The new bride came over and rubbed my face for me, and said, "Yes. I think that even after I was born, Shuten-douji would regret it."

"I think it hurt him." I lowered my head, feeling ashamed that I didn't deserve to be a mother.

Who wants to harm their own children?

The death of a child is a painful pain.The child was killed by his own hands, it was a heart-pounding pain.If he was born, what's the point of surviving in this world where no one loves him?

"It's true that you committed the crime yourself, so you blame the child for the crime? Are you the eldest lady? It's fine to pretend to not let Shuten Dou know, and blame him and the child at the same time." Qing Ji continued. Go on, "Even if this child is an accident, you can't help throwing it away at will."

"I understand all of this." With my hands on my belly, I could feel the warmth of the fetus.Qing Ji's words finally woke me up.

All this time, it was my fault.

After everyone had calmed down, the original quiet atmosphere returned to the air. Qing Ji sighed and asked, "Then what are you going to do from now on?"

After thinking for a long time, I decided to untie the belt and try to make the waist feel less oppressive when I put it on again, leaving more room for the fetus to move.After doing this series of actions, I said to them: "You guys stay with me, I won't go back. I can't go anywhere."

After that, I settled down in the cave.

With the care of Qing Ji and the others, her health is getting better day by day.Occasionally, due to the weather, when you catch a cold and cough continuously, you will feel pain in your abdomen.

These, forbearance will pass.It's just that, without the company of my own partner, I always feel a little lonely.When I am bored, I will sew some clothes and make some small shoes for the unborn child.

During this pregnancy, my stomach is getting bigger day by day.It seemed that the child was eager to get out of the mother's womb, and didn't want to stay in the dark palace for a moment.He grew up extremely fast, and after only two or three months, the bride of the network said that she was about to give birth.

What? !Didn't you say you were pregnant in October?

Kelian Bride also said that monsters cannot be compared with humans.The pregnancy time of a monster's child is generally not long, and it will be born soon, but the growth rate has to slow down after birth, and the growth time of a year may be equivalent to the full moon of a human baby.

People put out the full moon wine, and I may have to put the full year wine!

Or maybe this is why youkai live longer than humans.It is said that the same is true for the gods. A thousand years of a little god is only equivalent to a few years old human children.

Just on the day when spring returned to the earth and the ice and snow melted, my stomach hurt badly and my amniotic fluid broke.

This child is very good at timing, knowing that his mother is afraid of the cold, so he waited until spring to be born.I am going to be a mother soon, and I am very nervous.I also thought of how my mother was worrying about my elder brother and them, and I really felt that this mother would be a bad one.

Fortunately, the bride of the network has experience and took the birth for me.

What makes me gratified is that he was cared for by so many women since he was born, which is actually not bad.

People say that giving birth to a woman is like going through the gates of hell.But now it seems that it is not too difficult.Just like now, as soon as I close my eyes, take a few breaths, and use a little more force, the baby comes out without the pain I imagined.

Maybe because he is the child of the King of Ghosts, he was especially proud of his mother when he was born.

When the child first came out, it was wrinkled and sticky, and its whole body was only about the size of the palm of an adult man.I lay down and rested, and handed it over to the bride and the others to clean the child's body.

After a while, Mrs. Luo came over with the baby in her arms and handed it to Qing Ji, who lowered it down again for me to see.

The child was tightly wrapped in swaddling clothes, only a small face was exposed, and he did not cry like ordinary children, and was surprisingly quiet.

"What a cute boy, it's been a long time since I've held a baby." The new bride was the one with the brightest smile.

"Have you figured out a name yet?" Qing Ji asked.

"For the time being... I can't think of it yet..." I recalled the books and poems I read before, but I couldn't think of a name for the child.

The most difficult thing is to come up with a name. It should not be too vulgar or too elegant. It should sound like a picture and be true to its name, because this is something that will last a lifetime!Also, I believe in feng shui and numerology, so I have to do a fortune-telling before naming my name.

"Then you should give it a baby name first. How about calling it...Little Gourd? A doll that looks like a gourd, just like his father." Qing Ji made a suggestion.

"That's a good baby name! It's easy to pronounce." The bone girl also agreed with a smile.

The little gourd was also grinning with its mouth open.

"Oh, I'm still laughing. It seems that this name suits your heart." The bride bent down and teased the child, "Qing Ji, don't put it down, I haven't hugged her as a mother yet."

"Why did I forget, come on, Hongye, hug me like this." Qing Ji put the child in my arms, grabbed my hand and wrapped it around the little gourd's head.

I turned slightly sideways, looked at the little gourd, couldn't contain my excitement, and kissed his forehead: "Little gourd...you really look like your father, but why don't you look like me at all... ..."

Little Hulu was born with red hair. Although it is sparse and not yet fully grown, when he grows up in the future, he may have the same maple red hair as his father.

"Isn't it normal to look like my father? What's more, your skin is not yours at all." Qing Ji's words hit the nail on the head like a gun, piercing deeply into my heart.

Yes, I used someone else's skin and renamed it Hongye.In order to retaliate, he went to please Shuten Doji instead of her, and made Ibaraki feel sad.In the end, none of this worked.

I can't get back to my previous identity, and I can't go back home.

"I forgot what I looked like before. He should also look like me?" I smiled wryly and touched my face.

"If you can't remember it yourself, we can't even remember it." Bone Girl said.

"Hongye, as a mother, you are strong, and you are not allowed to do stupid things again." Qing Ji frowned, and straightened the hair in front of my forehead for me.

Qing Ji is such a good woman, because she reminds me all the time that the little gourd can be born smoothly, otherwise, I'm afraid I will continue to make mistakes and deprive myself of the right to be a mother with my own hands.I leaned against Xiao Hulu's small forehead and said softly to him: "I'm sorry, mother will not be willful again in the future."

Then, the little gourd laughed cutely again, causing the women present to burst into laughter.

Because my body is relatively weak, I have not produced milk all the time.When the little gourd is hungry, it will take great pains.I've been looking for lactating females, hoping they'll be accommodating and feed the hungry gourds.

You were already hungry when you were in the stomach, and you will still be hungry when you come out of this world.In this regard, I am ashamed of myself.

However, within a few miles around, there were no animals to be seen.

I can only find the honey that brown bears regularly deliver, soak it in water, and temporarily fill the little gourd.

Fortunately, the brown bear will come to visit me every few days, and it also saw the little gourd.As long as the little gourd smiles, the brown bear will quickly turn around and cover its eyes.Afterwards, it found a female bear from nowhere, and specially fed the little gourd with milk and water.

The female bear was probably its mate, and seemed to have just given birth to a few cubs.

It wasn't until my body gradually recuperated and I had enough milk to feed the little gourd that the mother bear didn't come again.

"You are here again, have you been found?" I hugged the little gourd and said to the brown bear.

The big brown bear shook its paw, indicating that it was not found.

"Thank you, please don't tell him where I am in the future." I bowed to it, "Also... don't come running here again, I will take good care of the little gourd."

I can tell that the brown bears are coming less and less frequently, and I'm afraid Shuten-douji will soon find out.I think, as long as Shuten-douji doesn't come here, everything will be fine.

At this moment, the brown bear plopped down and said with its mouth open: "Madam, Madam, go back, go back. Little master, go back."

It turns out that this brown bear can talk!

It was also the first time I heard it speak. Although the sentences were not formed, but with its expression, I could probably understand what it meant.

I freed my hand to touch the brown bear's lowered head, and said, "It's okay. I plan to wait for the little gourd to grow up, and then take him to see his father, but it's not possible right now. So, please don't tell Shuten-doji."

It is very loyal, and I am also very grateful for the care it has been taking for the little gourd.However, the growth of Xiao Hulu requires a good environment, and it is not good to follow his father to learn to drink like a life.

Besides, I don't intend to see that man again.

The author has something to say:

I couldn't think of a good name for Xiao Jiutun, so I randomly picked up a small gourd.The little gourd who is forced to be trapped among women may become a master of women's clothing when he grows up.

Jiu Tun's father fainted from crying.

PS: I forgot that this was originally a funny article, the more I wrote it, the less funny it became.