[Onmyoji] I don't want to be dog food

The unrelenting cold wind drove back the spring that had just come.

I haven't seen Ibaraki again for several days.As usual, when the time comes, I get up, wash, eat, and do the same tasks as yesterday.

Received letters, answered letters, sent letters, looked after the yard.

After going home on a snowy day, my eyes are not working well.The objects, landscapes, and people I see are mostly white, and there are still some afterimages for me to judge things.Qingming was worried about me, so besides applying medicine for me every day, she also bought some food that was good for the eyes and secretly fed it to me.

In fact, he doesn't need to be too nervous. Snow blindness is a short-term symptom, and it will get better after a while.I often comfort him with words, but he comforts me with actions.

It is a good thing to be valued, and a good thing comes too suddenly, and it is easy to become a bad thing.

The first time I open my eyes every day, I will spread my five fingers to see if it is clear, whether it will be seen as four or six.Fortunately, everything is fine, at least not blind, eyes safe and sound.

The snowflakes are flying, the snow is white and flawless, what a beautiful scenery.It's not too cold when it snows, it's colder when the snow melts.Such a snowy scene makes people sleepless. Shikigami play snowballs and snow battles in the courtyard, and make homemade popsicles.I sat quietly by the window and watched alone, out of tune with them.

The snow light was so bright that it hurt my eyes. I quickly closed the window, and the noise of playing outside was instantly cut off.

A piece of cleanness.

I retreated into the bed again, clutching the small heater, staring at the ceiling in a daze.Think back to the daily work: receiving letters, writing letters, sending letters, collecting stamina sushi.I'm starting to get tired of this endless cycle of life.

I have changed, since Ibaraki came, I have completely changed.

Things that were taken for granted in the past have now been reversed, pouring out all the restlessness in the stomach.

Why do monsters live so long?With an extremely long lifespan, what is the meaning of existence?what can I do?What is the meaning of my existence?What else can you do if it's not dog food?After a hundred years of Qingming, where should I go?

When I have nothing to do, these questions have been invading my thoughts.Humans are busy because they have a short lifespan, and their grandeur can only be accomplished in a few decades.Monsters are very idle, so idle that they can only add some fun to the boring life by frightening and frightening human beings.

Whenever I confide these bad thoughts to the brothers of Tianxiegui, they will only reply: "Prank!"Living in the moment!

Early in the morning, someone knocked on the door, disrupting my thoughts.

I immediately set off to open the door, and through the crack, it was empty.Pulling the door with both hands, a tall figure blocked my sight.In an instant, a dress covered my entire head.The momentary darkness made me at a loss, and in a hurry, I tore off my clothes.Looking up, I saw Seimei wearing a blue yin-yang robe standing straight, and beckoning me with his eyes to look at the cherry tree.

Who was it just now?

What is the redhead hiding behind the cherry blossom tree going to do?

It was windy, and I couldn't let Qingming's father stand outside, so I brought him in and made him a cup of hot tea.I don't know where to put the clothes in my hand, I just fold them and put them in the closet.

After Qingming came in, she worriedly asked about my situation: "Is it better?"

I knelt down, nodded, and said, "Well, thank you, Dad."

He suggested: "Don't go out of the room recently, don't see strong light, otherwise it is easy to relapse."

I nodded again: "I understand."

Qingming's father sighed deeply, frowned, and tapped his head with the fan in his hand, clearly showing his anxiety.I have nothing to do now, what is he worrying about?

Qingming shifted his gaze to the closet and said, "Why are you putting away the new clothes? Why don't you try it?"

I wondered: "New... clothes?"

Qingming sighed again, tapped the fan on the palm of his hand, and said, "Ibaraki said your clothes are too old, let me buy one for you."

Hearing this, I don't know whether to cry or laugh.

The emotions of crying with joy are very complicated to express, especially for people who have no heart, it is even more difficult to express various expressions.I followed Qingming's father's gaze and stared at the closet for a long time.

I don't want to leave, let alone make any comments.Rather, I don't want to wear it, because I can't accept Ibaraki's kindness.Because I don't deserve his kindness at all, and I shouldn't accept it.

This is a matter of principle, and it is also the biggest problem I have encountered so far.

Saying that, I’m afraid it will make them sad, so I just responded: “Actually, it’s okay, it doesn’t get in the way, the original one can still be worn.”

Sure enough, after hearing my answer, Seimei closed his eyes and remained silent.After the hot steam rising from the teacup completely dissipated, Seimei poured the cold tea into his stomach in one gulp.

I don't understand his behavior of drinking cold tea. Anyway, I am a person who feels cold even after drinking hot wine.

Qingming took out a string of gleaming golden gouyu from his robe. The quality of the jade was very good, and there was a soul in it.He dangled the thing in front of me, then placed it next to me.Then he explained: "Ibaraki went to Karahara to brush up the imperial soul for you! After much deliberation, it turns out that only the naki soul is the most suitable for you, so bring it!"

This... this is the legendary... imperial soul?

I was so pleasantly surprised that I couldn't bear the excitement overflowing my chest.In front of Qingming's father, I wanted to pretend to be calm, and just asked lightly: "Soul?"

Seimei threw branches into the pit to make the fire more vigorous, and then explained further for me: "That's right, I was thinking, Ibaraki's skin is relatively fragile, and you can share some of the damage for him."

oh?This is the condition for buying me new clothes?

Hehe, sharing the damage is no problem, absolutely no problem.

With Nage Soul, I finally understand the reason for my existence in this world.I was a little excited, but also a little nervous, and the strength of holding the stove increased, and then I asked the most crucial question: "I'm fine. The question is, can I also play? "

As soon as the words fell, Qingming fell silent, and did not move his mouth for a long time.

He didn't speak, and neither did I.

After a long time, he replied shyly: "This... not yet, as you know, Kagura is getting angry about Sister Ibaraki recently."

Alas...it was a joy for nothing.

In order to prevent Dad Qingming from seeing my strangeness, I stood up, turned my head, and walked to the closet with small steps, smoothed out the wrinkles of the new clothes, carefully held them in both hands, and then turned to him and said: "I Understand."

He probably understood what I meant, and after putting down the teacup, he was about to leave: "It's good if you understand, Dad will leave first, come and find me if you have anything to do."

When I saw him push the door out, the skirt of his clothes was rolled up, bringing a gust of cold wind.During the short period of time when Qingming closed the door, he could vaguely see a red head next to the door, only a little bit exposed.From this, I probably know who the person who was hiding behind the door and eavesdropping just now is.

I waited until there was no shadow outside before I spread out the new clothes.

First feeling: good-looking, very good-looking.Exactly the same suit I used to wear when I was a human.

The author has something to say:

Sorry QAQ, I'm short, huh! !

The next chapter is the appearance of the super gentle Ichimokuren-sama!

This article is really laborious to write, so it will be even slower, because it takes a long time to QAQ for a chapter.It won't be a trap.