May your heart be like mine

Putting down the teacup, I said to him: "This time I come to Tiangong, I will live in Xiwugong for a while, and I will come here often when I am free."

"Jiu'er, I saw you were absent-minded at the banquet before, but what's bothering you?"

I lowered my head and said: "There is indeed a headache. My father is going to take this opportunity of the gathering of the Eight Desolate Immortals to choose a husband for me."

Donghua put the tea on the coffee table, I looked up at him, his brows were deeply furrowed, and his face was a bit ugly.The body leans to the left, the left hand supports the head, and the right hand rests on the chest.

"Donghua, you..."

The pain of killing the heart, is it all the time?Is it impossible to pass the Buddhadharma after the number of kalpas?I wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, and suddenly felt that I had become timid.

I dare not touch a wound that is too painful; I dare not comfort a wound that is too deep; I dare not look at a reality that is too cruel.

I lowered my head again and said softly, "Donghua, it's just my father's wishful thinking. I will naturally try to escape."

But I know in my heart, can I escape?Actually I don't know.Is there any way?I don't have one yet.

"Did you ever hear about the Wenchang Immortal Official when you came to Tiangong this time?" Donghua asked.

I recalled what Chengyu told me, and replied awkwardly: "Wenchang is a mortal who practiced Taoism and became an immortal. He stayed in the fairy mountain of the lower realm for three years and was only recently brought up. It should be the one we met three years ago." .”

"Do you remember what I said at the time? Everything has a cause and an effect, and every effect must have a cause."

I looked at him stubbornly and seriously and said, "Donghua, I don't care what the cause or effect is, and I don't care who it is, anyway, I only think of you!"

Donghua looked at me indifferently and said, "Do you remember, the day you became the queen, I asked my seat to send you the map of the world?"

I was startled, and thought of the words Si Ming brought: Everything in the world is so insignificant, there is nothing worth thinking about.Some are sad, some are sad, some are heartbroken.The claws were embedded in the palm, and there was a slight pain.I said softly: "Feng Jiu was ignorant back then, but she didn't know that she was the emperor's fate. She insisted on staying by the emperor's side and hurt the emperor. Now Feng Jiu doesn't want to let the emperor suffer anymore."

Donghua's eyes were complicated, he lowered his eyes slowly, and raised them to look at me after a moment, his eyes were clear.He asked lightly, "What do you want to say?"

I stabilized my mood, and said with force and calmness: "There is water of forgetting love at Zheyan's side, so please forget about me, Dijun."

The air in the hall suddenly cooled down, and the sudden chill made me shiver unconsciously.I shouted wildly in my heart, who said that Emperor Donghua is now dressed in white, so everything is clear, Zheyan, I want to be a phoenix feather fan!

"Feng Yushan, that's a good idea!" Donghua said mockingly.I looked at him sadly again, and said aggrievedly: "I just love you."

"I know. But you seem to have a bad memory. Have you forgotten what I just said? I won't allow you to doubt me."

"Then what do you mean by the map of the four seas and eight barrens? Didn't you ask Si Ming to tell me at the time that everything on this map no longer exists after counting 10 years, even the four seas and eight barrens?" It will all look different. Everything in the world is so insignificant that there is nothing worth thinking about."

Thinking of what I said that day, I am a little unhappy, especially since Si Ming said it in public.

"In the past, I conquered the four seas and unified the eight wastelands. The map of the four seas and the eight wastelands is the representative of my achievements, and also a symbol of my supremacy in the world. I give it to you so that the four seas and the eight wastelands dare not despise about you."

"I knew it at the time. Before I left Thirteen Heavens, I told you that I was worried that my qualifications would not be convincing."

Donghua stood up and looked outside the study.He said softly: "There is one more thing, I hope you will be stronger after you succeed to the throne, and don't be forced by the situation to do things against your will."

I lowered my head and played with the teacup, and said, "No one can force me."

"It's getting late, if you live in Xiwu Palace, you should go back now."

I got up and walked towards him, hugged him gently from behind, leaned my face on his back, and after a long time, said: "Donghua, I will come to see you tomorrow when the matter is over, Jiuer."