your time

The bright moon hangs high outside the window, and she sitting alone under the window is as blurred as if she is covered with a layer of luminous tulle.

Zhong Yanxu got up, stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, his arms tightened, and his lips and teeth lingered heavily on the marks left by the previous night's intense love.The big palm nimbly moved between the buttons of her clothes, unbuttoned them one by one, and brought her down on the bed with a little skill, with an inexplicable stubbornness in the deep eyes, directly ignoring what she just said What.

What exactly was said?I don't want to know, at least I don't want to hear it now.

Tan Luyu pushed him lightly, and pushed him away without any extra effort.Her voice is as clear and shallow as before, without any emotion; desire; color: "A Xu, let's break up."

It was as if he didn't know her suddenly, his nerves ached so badly that he became numb, and his eyes were no longer her cold face, but a little scarlet falling from the clean floor like a thorn Into the fundus.

"Okay." As soon as the deep voice came out, he suddenly realized that everything had been premonitioned since he saw her who shouldn't be here.

The cooling-off period after every quarrel is like a second injury to the wound. Love is a luxury that can only be taken care of carefully, and it can never withstand the slightest wear and tear.

Zhong Yanxu suddenly thought in a trance that he was five years older than Tan Luyu.

How far is five years?

It is probably so long that Zhong Yanxu can examine the possibility of the future of the two more calmly and rationally than Tan Luyu.

Letting go now is a life-long gamble for greater possibilities in the future.

He's already made up his mind to give it his all.

Tan Luyu's indifferent expression was defeated after hearing his answer, she laughed "puchi" and said, "won't you keep me here for a while?"

"..." As if he didn't expect her to say that, Zhong Yanxu was startled.

"I'm just kidding, I lied to you, I'm sorry." She smiled, tidied up the mess on her body, took advantage of the thin morning light, got up and left.

Not a single goodbye was said.

Her eyes seemed to be the same as before, with the same warm and peaceful light, and her love for him never disappeared without reservation.

And now as then.

The person in his arms stared at him without blinking, his fingertips were jumping between the stubble of his chin, a little itchy, but not as good as the itching to his heart.

Tan Luyu looked at him and thought of something, the arm around her waist suddenly exerted force, tightly confining her in her arms.She moved her eyelashes slightly, held his cheek with both hands, and kissed him lightly, trying to calm down the uneasiness in Zhong Yanxu's eyes.

Zhong Yanxu's well-articulated fingers were submerged in the long hair, and all five fingers came out in an instant, passing along one by one, spreading out the strands of ink-like hair.The four thin lips rolled and grinded, and the breath was extremely gentle.

"Axu..." She opened her lips and murmured during the interval of breathing.

He quickly took her lips in his mouth again, and the tip of his tongue penetrated into the gums to hook lightly.The arms gradually tightened, but there was no other movement, only intoxicated in this simple kiss.

He didn't say anything, but the gentle and lingering lick seemed to contain a thousand words.

Without the addition of words, you can see the deepest love in each other's hearts just by looking at each other.

Tan Luyu stroked his forehead hair with her fingers, the man's eyelashes trembled slightly in the morning light, but there was no sign of waking up.The dark blue under his eyes showed that he was busy and tired, and he was still grasping her arm weakly, grabbing it suddenly when she wanted to pull away.

"I'm going to work, you can sleep for a while." Tan Luyu leaned close to his ear and whispered.

However, the man didn't seem to be awake, he just blinked his eyes twice in a daze and fell into a deep sleep again, and he didn't let go of the hand that was holding him, as if he just subconsciously wanted to keep the people around him.Tan Luyu looked at his childish appearance, which was rare to see, and felt a different sense of peace in her heart while being amused. She stroked his tightly grasping fingers with her palm, as if coaxing a restless baby. Comforting, after he finally fell into a drowsy sleep, he gently peeled off his fingers.

Although it is a bit wasteful, it is still necessary to throw away the overnight dishes that have not been touched.Tan Luyu, who has always hated wasting food, was inexplicably full of pink bubbles when pouring out the food. Looking at these dishes, she regretted and couldn't help thinking that the crowd of tall men was more than enough for her, but it seemed crowded for Zhong Yanxu. In the small kitchen, her favorite dishes were cooking, and she looked at the wall clock from time to time, thinking about her late return, while slowing down the speed of cooking to prevent the cooked dishes from getting cold when she came back.

It is the smell of fireworks of life.

The man standing in the kitchen at that time was not a great director, not the god of many women, not a glittering title crown, just her boyfriend, her man, who she wanted to spend the rest of her life with If there is no accident, he will also be the father of her future child. The moment in the kitchen may be their daily routine in countless life fragments in the future, and she may never have the emotional emotion at this moment again, but this daily routine is like air. It exists in general, and this existence itself has already made her unable to resist engraving the word "happiness" on Yu Sheng in advance.

She closed the door softly with the slightly loud and tired snoring. The sun was not so violent in the hot summer morning. Tan Luyu walked to work as usual. Because it was the family hospital inside the hospital, there were many medical colleagues along the way. Tan Luyu, who seemed a little shy in the face of unfamiliar people, smiled uncharacteristically, and Yan Yanyu nodded and said hello to her one by one. Several nurses from the inpatient department who often deal with each other came over and jokingly asked her if something great had happened to her. , How could the cold flower bud on our chest be opened by everyone today.

Tan Luyu pursed her lips in embarrassment: "Well, I'm getting married, probably in the near future."

"Ah?" The nurse was surprised, "The rumors are true? Oh, it's just that they said you have a boyfriend. I always thought it was a random rumor!"

She smiled slightly: "It's true, but I haven't brought him to meet his colleagues, and their eyesight is too sharp, and they can see very accurately."

"After all, a group of old bachelors are bored every day, so they just focus on observing the beauties around them, which one has no one to attack," the nurse said with a smile, "They didn't see it, I think it's probably because you are too good, you know yourself If I can’t chase you, I’ll just find a reason, so that other bachelors don’t dare to chase me, and seek the psychological balance of being a loser, hahaha.”

Taking advantage of Tan Luyu's helplessness covering her lips and smiling, she quietly leaned into her ear and said, "After all, it's a little fairy that even our male god Shen can't handle."

Tan Luyu also admired the gossip spirit of this group of colleagues: "You all know this?"

"Hey, there are no secrets in the hospital."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and whispered to other colleagues about the new anecdotes and current events that he saw last night.

Tan Luyu shook her head with a smile. When she was abroad, she was used to keeping silent about other people's lives. Although it was a basic courtesy, she would sometimes be a little indifferent.The bustling colleagues around him are full of business spirit. Although they are full of gossip spirit, they are always teasing in good faith. If it is really a malicious revelation, as early as when Shen Jingchuan first entered Qingyuan, the scandal between the two of them had already been flying all over the sky.

Tan Luyu also started to get used to this kind of narrowness, and turned over with a smile. After all, the hospital itself is too indifferent. If people strictly abide by the three-point rule line, then going to work is really no different from serving a sentence.

The fact that she was going to get married was a happy event, and it was already spread among the people she knew as soon as she walked to the hospital. The possession of the "Flower of the High Mountain Outside the Chest" quickly became one of the hot topics of the day.

Tan Luyu accepted the ridicule and congratulations from everyone in the department with crooked eyes. Du Wan, who is used to being funny, has already started to act with her hands on her chest. Tan Luyu couldn't laugh or cry when she saw her goddess being robbed and she was about to die. Nurse Liu Yuan, who returned to work after her maternity leave, rolled her eyes and scolded him bluntly: "You're pretty good at acting. I'll tell my sister-in-law later so she can give you an Oscar?"

"Don't, don't, your sister-in-law doesn't like chasing dramas." Du Wan admitted her love with a smile.

When the department was enjoying itself, a gap was pushed open after two knocks on the door, and a young man wearing a black peaked cap squeezed in through the not-so-big gap. He looked like he was malnourished , unusually thin.

"Oh, the family members of bed 29, what's the matter?" Tan Luyu looked at the young man approaching her cautiously at the door.

"Oh, that..." He looked a little shy, speaking hesitantly, his voice was still very hoarse, "Actually, it's nothing important..."

Bed 29 was the case of mediastinal tumor combined with valvular heart disease that she received in the emergency department before. On the same day, she learned of her father's condition.

But now that her father has finished the previous chemotherapy, his condition is basically stable now, and he just needs regular check-ups, which made her breathe a sigh of relief.

"Oh, by the way, Xiao Tan, where are you going to get married? If you haven't booked a hotel yet, the one I got married with is not bad. I can introduce it to you, and it should give you a discount." Liu, who just got married in the same department last month, The doctor said.

"Ah? That's really great. In fact, the two of us don't understand anything, and we are a little worried about these trivial matters." Tan Luyu replied to him with a smile, and motioned the patient's family to sit down and said.

The young man hawed and hawed for a long time like a broken tape that suddenly jammed. He lowered the brim of his hat a little so that the people in front of him could not see his eyes clearly.

"Ms. Lin's recovery is not bad, but her health is not very good. The family members try to find ways to strengthen nutrition in the diet." Tan Luyu called up the medical records, combined with the memory of the last ward round, and listed the precautions one by one. He didn't notice the tense masseter muscles of the young man sitting across from him, and the subtle silence.

The author has something to say:

I have been sick for a few days, but fortunately I am still alive. I feel like I am a model of death. I went to have a barbecue with gastroenteritis, and I deserve it for dripping through the back of my hand_(:з」∠)_

But... BBQ is so delicious/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

It's so delicious that I still want to eat it again!Long live BBQ!What a little pain!BBQ is my life!

_(:з」∠)_I’m sorry don’t hit me, I’m not going to die before the end of this article (crying

Half of this chapter was coded before the illness, and the latter is coded just now. I don’t know if Ni Meng looks split. When I wrote it, I felt a little bit 233333

As usual, please leave a message and ask for collection (cheeky, the next update will not be so long, I apologize to the young lady on my knees!

By the way, thank you Miss Lianzi 1999 for the nutrient solution, I am such a cold and scumbag author, I really bother you 23333 love you (づ￣3￣)づ╭?～