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"Pfft."

The sound of a knife cutting into flesh.

The blood solidified at that moment, and the pain spread to the limbs and bones through the wound.

"I" clutched the wound and fell down with pain on my face.

……

huh... huh...

I lay prone on the ground, gasping for breath, and it took a long time for my trembling hands to calm down.

As soon as I close my eyes, the picture before my death keeps replaying in my mind.

Such a scene made me feel very painful physically and mentally. Every time I heard that voice, the severe pain I experienced in the dream would appear on my body. There was a dull pain in my lower abdomen, and my chest seemed to be squeezed and I was a little out of breath.

It wasn't a dream, so even with the help of the nightmare eater, it wouldn't help.

Not right.

I'm... very wrong.

After regaining memory in Sanriyue's dream that day, it seemed that a second person had appeared in his body——

Under the influence of "her", my temperament became irritable, I couldn't concentrate, and my behavior became rougher.

The memory of being killed repeatedly appeared in my mind, and there was a deep and dark voice in my heart constantly clamoring for "change" and "revenge".

"Change" the history of your own death.

"Revenge" on the retrograde army who killed him for no reason and the government of time that researched the retrograde army.

This……

Not my wish.

But under the instigation of "her" words and the playback of the scene before death, my consciousness was gradually affected. In just a few days, I couldn't be as sure of my thoughts as I was at first.

Why is it "I" who died?

How innocent is "I" who was killed by the retrograde army?

Negative emotions such as resentment and resentment often take advantage of my trance and occupy my mind.

If this continues...

I was about to be assimilated by "her".

"Kuukou," Ah Shi's voice sounded outside the door, "Sister Ah Chao, I bought something."

I took a deep breath and sat up limply.

I asked Ashi to buy a tool for repairing the sword—in this era when the spiritual power of the god judge is limited and cannot be obtained by the sword man, I can't just watch Naginata Green get injured all the time, so I can only find another way.

I want to enter Naginata Green's main body sword.

Naginata green shook his head, "A Zhao..."

I cut off half of what he said, "Don't say it."

My tone was not good, and I regretted it as soon as I finished speaking, "I'm sorry."

Naginata Midori presented his body to me, and responded wordlessly.

A green shimmering naginata lay on the table. I picked up the tool and began to powder and oil it, and then wiped it clean with imperial sword paper.There seems to be some kind of connection between the main body and Fusangshen. When I touch the naginata, the green surface of the naginata is not visible, but a few emotions will flash in the bottom of the eyes. His lips turned and his head was silent.

As a complete layman in repairing the body sword, I barely completed this task.

At this time, Naginata Green's complexion was much better than before, but it was not completely healed after all.

Naginata Midori thanked me, then paused, "Ah Chao, I've finished repairing it, please call me if you need anything."

I said "oh", pursed my lips and explained, "I... have been having nightmares a lot lately, so I'm not in a good mood. If there is something wrong with my tone of voice or bad manners, please don't take it too seriously."

Fu Sangshen slowly frowned, "A nightmare..."

He didn't care at all that I treated him badly, only that I was having nightmares and being out of spirits.

After finishing the work on Naginata Green, I am going to find something to do in the garden again.

In the current situation, only if I fall into a busy state, I will have no time to be influenced by another "I".

Ah Shi was waving a small wooden sword in the courtyard—this was a gadget he had brought along from the swordsmith.

Boys have a sword in hand, so they can't help showing a bit of arrogance, even if they don't have the foundation, they still have to play a few times.

Seeing that Naginata Midori and I were watching, Ashi waved it harder.

In him, I saw the shadow of Ah Shi for no reason.

Naginata Green might not be able to see Ashi's disorderly swordsmanship, so he stepped forward to give some guidance, and within a short while the little boy took Naginata Green as his teacher.

"Sister Ah Chao, when I learn swordsmanship, I can protect grandma and you!"

The boy said to me with bright eyes.

I suddenly remembered that when I met Okita-kun three years later, he asked me "How is your swordsmanship?"

Maybe now is the opportunity.

So I decided in my heart, "I want to learn too."

If I can learn swordsmanship, my heart will be stronger.

I wanted to cut "her" out of my mind.

Although, "she" is "I".

Naginata green will naturally not refuse my request, but right now I don't have a small wooden sword, so I temporarily put it on hold.

I walked from the courtyard to my room, and suddenly found a small bag of snacks on the veranda outside the shoji door.

I soon realized it was a gift from Okita-kun.

Since that day when he returned my scarf and handkerchief with a bag of snacks, he has brought some snacks over from time to time.It's just that every time I see dim sum but no people, I can't help but feel a little bit sorry.I originally made dim sum, but the taste was really bad, and then I sewed gloves and winter socks together with my grandmother’s suggestion, but I have never seen Okita-kun until now... Ashi said that he has been busy these days I didn't see Okita-kun.

I bent down to pick up the snack, took a piece and put it in my mouth.

The lack of energy also affected my appetite. The sweet and greasy snacks lost their appeal to me before. I chewed a few mouthfuls and put them down resentfully.

Suddenly something fell on my hair, cool, but not rain.

I turned my head and watched the snowflakes slowly fall down.

Snowing.

"Wow! It's snowing!!!" Ashi shouted excitedly.

I stretched out my hand to catch a piece of snow, and the white snowflakes quickly turned into water and flowed down the lines of my hands.

I heard a slight smile, and Xiao Zi trembled, I followed the direction Xiao Zi pointed, and there seemed to be someone hiding behind the thick branch—maybe it was Okita-kun!

As soon as this idea appeared in my mind, my body ran over there before my thoughts, and the man came out from behind the tree when he heard footsteps, and appeared in front of me.

It was Okita-kun.

He looked at me with a smile, "Ah Chao."

It is no longer the unfamiliar "Miss A Chao", but "A Chao".

When I saw Okita again after a few days, I suddenly lost my words and stood stiffly in place with my hands hanging by my sides.

"Are the pastries still delicious?"

"Well, it's delicious." I replied timidly.

Okita still smiled, "Really?"

"Slightly sweet..."

"Well," he said, "then I'll buy another one next time."

The decision to give me snacks after I went underground on my own.

Okita's eyes fell on my hair, and he was silent for a few seconds, "I have something else I want to give you."

"what?"

"It was a gift from a colleague at work for his wife. He bought an extra one and gave it to me..." Okita whispered, "I don't have any female friends, so I wanted to... give it to you. "

Okita took out something wrapped in a handkerchief from the front of his front, lifted the handkerchief with his clean and slender hands, and a simple and lovely hairpin appeared in front of him.

what……

I am silent.

Okita-kun's hands were spread out in the air, and gradually tightened a little.

Okita-kun considers me a friend, so he wants to give me a hairpin.

I reached out and took it, "Thank you, but my hair is relatively short...maybe I can't wear it for the time being."

Okita breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes sparkled, "It's okay, wait for the day when your hair grows long and you can wear it."

Sanriyue once said that my hair has never grown, and even the bangs that are easiest to grow have always maintained their original length.

My current body... can I really grow long hair and wear hairpins?

……

Thinking of this problem, the irritability that had been suppressed with great difficulty surfaced again.

I brought my attention back to the matter at hand, and noticed Okita Hikaru's bare hands and neck covered by the collar, "Please wait for me here."

Then I quickly ran back to the room, took out all the rewards I had made for Okita-kun, held them in my arms and ran out the door, the closer I got to Okita-kun, the slower my pace slowed down.

During this period of time, my brain is really chaotic...

It's not uncommon to give scarves and gloves to close friends in this world, but now it's ancient times... I always feel that it's not appropriate.

But now that I have run out, the things in my hands have been seen... It would be even more impolite to take them back.

In the end, I handed the item to Okita-kun.

"Recently, I was making gloves and winter socks for Ah Shi with my grandma...I made more..." I said a lame excuse, and pursed my lips a little shyly, "...um."

Okita-kun also let out a "huh" and laughed.

Seeing him take it, I breathed a sigh of relief, "These are for Soujiro, Soujiro won't have to return them to me in the future... If, if there is a need to mend... No, nothing..."

Almost said that if you need to mend, come to me.

Okita smiled and said, "I know."

The snow fell harder and harder.

It was just a few flakes of snow as thin as cicada's wings, which melted when they fell on the ground, and then gradually became denser, covering the ground with a thin layer of white gauze.

He stared at me, his lips slightly opened and closed, "..."

"Sister Ah Chao!"

Suddenly Ah Shi's voice sounded behind him.

Okita-kun withdrew his hand, and looked away as if to cover up, "You go back first, I will look for you next time."

I let out a "huh" and trotted back to the house with Ah Shi who was looking for me.

The old grandma brought hot soup for me, and looked at me with a kind smile, "Send it away?"

"Ah, what, what..."

The old grandma laughed again, "I saw it all, you ran in in a hurry, took those things and went out."

I blushed, "Well, I sent it out...but I don't know if it's appropriate."

"Isn't it suitable?" the old lady sighed, "In this way, we can meet again."

I am embarrassed.

The old grandma looked at me with a smile, and Ah Shi looked at me in a daze, "What is what? Why do we meet or not?"

"No." I hastily denied.

I pretended to take a sip of the hot soup, but I couldn't hold it steady and turned it over a bit. The scalding liquid fell onto my clothes, scalding my skin through a layer of clothes.I quickly pulled the clothes out so that it wouldn't stick to my skin, and then the hairpin that Okita-kun gave me fell out.

Grandma picked it up.

I explained, "He gave this to me. He said it was a gift from a friend for his wife. I bought an extra one and gave it to him."

The old lady laughed, "This is not a hairpin for my wife."

"A long time ago, Grandpa Ashi gave me a similar one... I really miss it."

Grandma is lost in memories.

Ah Shi also recalled, "Ah! Sister Ah Chao has someone she likes!"

Then he started pestering me to ask who it was, and Soujiro was written all over his face.

I was a little irritable, but I knew I couldn't vent it on Ah Shi, so I suppressed my temper and chatted with him for a while, then went back to my room to do things.

In the morning, I opened my eyes, and a layer of cold sweat oozed from my back.

Thinking of the scene before "I" died...

"Ouch!"

As my personal dagger, Xiao Zi is very clear about my state.

He flew in front of me, looking at me with concern in his purple eyes.

I reached out weakly to caress his flat, bony head.

It's the same at the beginning and end of every night.

Only the nightmare and the busy state without distractions are safe.

I force myself to wake up, writhe up out of bed, and focus on everything I do, from getting dressed to making the bed to washing up.

Opening the door leading to the courtyard, I froze for a moment.

The outside of the house is covered with silver, and the sky and the earth are white.

It was the first snowfall, and although there was sunshine outside, the temperature was much colder than when it was snowing.I put my hands together and exhaled hot air, which instantly turned into white air in such weather.I added a thick coat, and opened the shoji door again,

The world in the early morning is extremely quiet, and the sound of snow falling on the branches can be heard quietly.

I stepped on the snow and made a footprint on the soft snow.I slowed down, walked carefully, and before I knew it, I came to the tree that I met with Okita yesterday. The tree was covered with snowflakes, pure white and flawless, the color of a crane——

babble--? !

The white-haired Fu Sangshen, wearing a white hood, sat on a branch and swayed his legs. The white hair seemed to blend in with the background behind him.

Seeing my eyes widen in astonishment, the man blinked and greeted me, "Yo."

"... Tsurumaru." I called out his name softly.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga pressed the branches under his body, leaned down and looked at me, "Huh?"

"Come down." I said domineeringly.

Tsurumaru looked at me for a moment, then jumped down from the tree, as light as a flying crane.

His hood was lifted, revealing the young man's silvery hair, which formed a beautiful arc in the air.

Tsurumaru...

...Could it be a dream?

I took a step forward and reached out to touch him.

But the fingertips were caught by the cold hands of the young man, his five fingers were sandwiched between my fingers, and he brought me into his arms with his fingers crossed.Tsurumaru's ambiguous breath rang in the ear, and the place where it was blown instantly became hot, "A Chao."

Then he called out my name.

I pushed against his chest.

Tsurumaru didn't let go, acting like a rogue, "I want to hug you."

"It's not my fault that I'm sick," I said.

My coat is full of cold air, and wearing a thin Tsurumaru hugs me like this. It is easy to get sick—especially a cold.

"Fu Sangshen won't be sick." Tsurumaru said with a smile, holding him tighter, "But if I have to say it, I am indeed sick."

"what?"

Tsurumaru rested his head on my shoulder, his broken hair scratched my face, his tone was relaxed, "Don't worry."

"I am Tsurumaru Kuninaga, and I have found a cure for that disease!"

As he spoke, he suddenly hugged me, his golden eyes flashed with a dazzling stream of light.

Suddenly Xuankong couldn't help but let me hug his neck tightly, "What, what's wrong?"

"Ah Chao, you are taking it easy."

"I haven't laughed all the time, are you in a bad mood?"

"Did something happen here?"

I didn't answer Tsurumaru.

"Tsurumaru, why are you here all of a sudden?"

"After knowing that you came to this era, Qingguang and I made an expedition to find you in this era, but this time we were not as lucky as last time. We searched for you separately for a long time, and we only asked me to find you here last night. Tsurumaru blinked as he spoke, "This time, I'm also the first to discover you."

I said "um".

"So, what's going on?"

He looked at me, his eyes focused.

I replied, "It's okay..."

From Tsurumaru's appearance until now, I found myself in a relatively relaxed state.

Maybe Tsurumaru can help me...but now is not the time to tell the truth.

Hearing such an answer, Tsurumaru didn't continue to ask, which made me heave a sigh of relief.

He suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist, "Then let's go play?"

"After all, no one else is here, just the two of us, let's go shopping?"

It was Naginata Midori's voice that answered him.

"Let go of Ah Chao."

Naginata Midori, who got up early, bumped into my meeting with Tsurumaru.

Tsurumaru raised his eyes and noticed Naginata Midori smiled, "Don't let it go, why should I let it go?"

It turned out to be playing tricks again.

Facing Tsurumaru like this, Naginata Midori stepped forward and took my other hand.

The hands of the two Fu Sangshen were equally warm, and both were a little cold.

"Brother." I subconsciously called Naginato Midori my brother.

Tsurumaru let out an "oh" and let go of his hand, "So it's my brother."

The author has something to say: The author of the last chapter said something that was changed later, and the last sentence forgot to delete x

(Continued) The god judge held resentment for his own death, and was induced to blacken and become a historical revisionist, and became the god judge who went back to Gunhonmaru.But before it was put in to become a retrospective army Honmaru god judge, he lost his memory due to some accidents, the memory of becoming a god judge was erased, his blackened temperament was sealed, and what was left was the innocent and lively girl before becoming a god judge (Hey), the mind and spiritual power are very pure.

Even if you come into contact with the dark retrograde army, you can wash away the dark breath (so you can't smell the retrograde army on your body when you contact Tsurumaru at first), but if you get injured, you will bring the retrograde army's breath (A Chao was swollen by the gun green shot Shoulder, Ishikirimaru felt foul smell when inspecting it)

[The above are all private settings, which may be different from other wife's settings, but mine can justify itself w]

Um... I want to ask... Is there any little angel who wants Ah Chao's biography?

I want to collect a book after it is finished. A little angel told me that I want a diary, but the consignment agency studio recommended to me by my friend is to print ten copies, so... If there are more than seven little angels If you want, I will find that studio to open a pre-sale after the draft is finished, and write a few more episodes to put in, if it is not enough, forget it qwq

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