[Comprehensive] The hero Fu Jiang is always doing things

The author has something to say: [The attention of the cold CP that went online suddenly: Guan Yue × Fu Er Zhou Mei ♀, yes, I am the cute pair of cold CP, ahhh, I have cut my thighs for too many years (covering my face and crying)]

I don't know which is worse: not knowing myself and being happy, or being fulfilled but feeling lonely.

――Daniel Case, "A Bouquet for Algernon"

in the cafe.

Tatsuzaki Sakurano: "Schopenhauer said 'no one can escape from their own individuality', what does Shinse-sama think?"

Shi Xin: "I don't agree with this, because personality also comes from the environment, whether it is the environment in the physical or cultural sense, and the environment is changing rapidly, so the personality will not remain unchanged. My point of view is that a person's life is not in the Pursue the self hidden in the heart, but keep creating the self.

This view of Schopenhauer determines that he is a pessimistic destiny theory.

But for me, the biggest problem with the theory of destiny is, how do you prove that the so-called 'fate' is the correct destiny?

oracle?Apocalypse?inspiration?How can you guarantee that it is not an excuse for your own fantasy and creation?

That is how the destiny theorist proves that destiny is not a product of his/her own creation. "

Ryuzaki Sakura tilted his head: "I thought you liked him very much."

Shi Xin: "I like his pessimistic and sharp temperament, but it doesn't mean I agree with all his views." She smiled and shook her head, "If I have to say, I still like Nietzsche."

"Then do you know why I like Ryoma-kun?" Ryuzaki Sakura pressed down the foam with a spoon.

Shi Xin shook her head, she could speculate, but it was always out of reason, that's why she was curious, what was the reason for treating another person as a dream.

Ryuzaki Sakurano: "At first, it was envy. How does it feel to have a clear goal like Ryoma-kun? How does it feel to continue with that goal even if it looks different in the eyes of others? I think, such a Ryoma You are very heartwarming."

At that time, the relationship was youthful and sweet, ignorant, but able to hold your head high, shy but not inferior.

"Later," she looked out the window, seeing people coming and going, "Fujiang Chuankami appeared."

All the things you were proud of were destroyed, and everything you thought you were good at was helpless in the face of absolute bewitchment. Just looking at such an inhuman existence made you feel hopeless.

"I began to be afraid to look at myself directly. What I want, what I don't want, what is happy, what is painful, as long as I don't look at them, it seems that I will not be noticed and destroyed by others."

Cover your ears, cover your eyes, pretend you have no desires, pretend you have no expectations.

Because of her mediocre talents, she had no choice but to spend her life as a mediocre person—behind such low self-esteem was actually just a fear of change.

She hid in the unchanging established safe area, looked at the person she yearned for, and comforted herself that it was untouchable, so choosing to stay away was the realistic choice.

However, deceiving herself to the end will only make her fall into more self-loathing and self-abandonment.

Shi Xin took a sip of hot cocoa, "You once asked me what to do if a person has no talent, I didn't finish what I said at that time."

She calmly said: "Then spend this life in a mediocre way. The life of the mediocre lies in the mediocrity of confidantes, and after that-doing your own pleasure."

"I also think that life is a tragedy, but Nietzsche is the opposite of Schopenhauer. He believes that people should face the suffering of life directly, gain the meaning of life in the struggle against fate, and enjoy the joy of life."

"So," the woman spread her hands, "accepting the fact that you are ordinary, and whether you should give up chasing your dreams are two different things."

Ryuzaki Sakura couldn't help laughing and said, "But you said that you made me give up my dream of being named Echizen Ryoma."

The corners of his mouth curled up, and Shi Xin confessed his little trick: "It's a different kind of aggressive method, because you have never seen other options, and you keep your head down and go forward on your own. turned into self-deception."

"You are obsessed with the difference between your talents and his. If you are obsessed with being ordinary like you, it is impossible to be happy."

"That's why I asked you to give up, so I took you to feel the happiness that even the so-called ordinary people have."

"Now, the real choice comes."

- "Which way do you choose?"

Ryuzaki Sakura looked at the woman in front of him: "You let me understand one thing, the rabbit is not in pain, the tortoise is not in pain, but being a tortoise with the heart of a rabbit is very painful."

Shi Xin crossed her arms and said bluntly, "So you can choose not to have this heart, just disguise yourself as a turtle."

Ryuzaki Sakura finally stopped bowing his head, but looked directly into her eyes, and looked at her firmly: "But, I am very happy to have it."

"Even if it may be a lifetime, I can't catch up with the rabbit's footsteps——"

"—But, because of this heart, I can see how vast it is where they stand."

"So, I'll just keep chasing like this, and drive forward at my own speed."

She smiled with small dimples, "I chose sports medicine based on my intuition, but now that I think about it clearly, I will choose this path because I don't want to experience the bad feeling of being powerless.

Whenever those people hurt, it's like a crack in a beautiful gem.

Maybe some people will choose to discard and choose other gemstones that look better, but I want to restore them, because every gemstone becomes eye-catching after countless carvings, so I don't want to see them dusty. "

Shi Xin looked at her with a smile, with a gentle expression: "I'm very happy with your choice."

Ryuzaki Sakura scratched his head: "Well, I feel like I wasted so much of your time, but I'm back where I was."

Shi Xin shook his head: "Why are you in the same place? You've already traveled a long way. Besides, it's only meaningful to spend time on interesting people."

Ryuzaki Sakura is rarely commented on being interesting, and she becomes shy: "Uh, I think I am very boring, and I am very stupid."

Shi Xin: "In this world, there are so many smart people, but fools are precious. Therefore, it is better to walk with maverick fools than to associate with mediocre smart people."

She gently touched the little girl's head, her eyes were gentle: "You are very interesting, little girl."

"When I was a child, when I was listening to the tortoise and the hare race, I thought," Ryuzaki Sakura felt the tenderness of the woman, and Ryuzaki Sakura rolled the corners of his eyes in a good mood, with a little girlishness, "Why doesn't a turtle swim in the water, but instead swims in the water?" Going to race the rabbit on the land."

Shi Xin said seriously: "Maybe it's because it's a tortoise and can't swim."

After finishing speaking, the two looked at each other, Ryuzaki Sakura laughed out loud, and Shi Xin also laughed out rarely.

Both of them are the type who seldom laugh so exaggeratedly. At least when Sakurano Ryuzaki covered her stomach and answered the phone, her voice was still trembling: "Hello?"

The voice over there paused and became slightly hoarse: "Are you crying?"

Ryuzaki Sakura wiped away the tears from laughing just now, and was stunned for a moment, "Uh, Ryoma-kun?" It seemed that he had misunderstood something, and she was about to explain.

Echizen Ryoma said in a calm voice, "I challenge Kawakami. Tomorrow afternoon, Ice Emperor Gymnasium."

Hit by this news, Sakurano Ryuzaki's eyes widened, "Huh!?"

Echizen Ryoma said slowly: "I can't think of any other way, so I can only do this, if you tomorrow..." He hesitated for a while, "Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to come."

Really, you are so clumsy, Ryoma-kun.

Ryuzaki Sakura softened her expression, "I will come, thank you, Ryoma-kun."

"...Don't say thank you."

Ryuzaki Sakura was a little amused, "Yes", "Then, please."

"Okay." The voice over there paused, and then said softly, "I'm sorry."

After hanging up the phone, Ryuzaki Sakura was stunned, why did Ryoma-kun say sorry.

A mobile phone was placed under her eyes, it was Shi Xin, and she glanced at the screen of the mobile phone without knowing it.

Screenshot of the homepage of "Pro Tennis Monthly", "Echizen Ryoma challenged Kawakami Tomie, what's the secret behind the rumored confidant's infighting!?"

Ryuzaki Sakurano: ...

Shi Xin shook the phone: "Not only that, there are reports and videos about Echizen Ryoma challenging Kawakami Tomie on the front pages of major sports forums and sports journals."

Ryuzaki Sakura quickly searched for the video, very good, she didn't need to use keywords for the top few searches, she could see it directly.

The teenager in the video still looked indifferent. When asked by the interviewer why he challenged Tomie Kawakami and whether it was related to the Wimbledon competition, he expressed his denial: "Such a scumbag who abuses his influence to bully others, I feel sorry for him." doubts about his eligibility as an athlete."

The reporter had a bewildered expression of being hit by the big gossip: "Scum... Excuse me, Echizen-kun, is it a personal grudge?"

"Personal grievances, of course," Echizen Ryoma sneered, "but because I have the self-esteem as an athlete anyway, I can't do things like him. In this case, it's better to use tennis to solve it."

"If he loses, he deserves a public apology to the people he bullied."

The interviewer asked: "What if you lose?"

Echizen Ryoma pushed down the brim of his hat and sneered, "I will quit the tennis world."

It was clearly about quitting the tennis world, but Shi Xin felt that the sneer was clearly a mocking sense of "how could I lose".

But Ryuzaki Sakura suddenly widened her eyes and stood up: "Back, back?"

Shi Xin rubbed his chin, and analyzed slowly: "Well, only when the chips are large enough can the momentum be created. Such an asymmetric chip will make Echizen Ryoma less aggressive as a challenger, and avoid being caught by the momentum behind Tomie Kawakami. Those who come back.

"However, in just half a day, it is amazing to be able to generate enthusiasm for the challenge on paper, the Internet and other places."

Moreover, every sentence in this video is extremely tricky, and at the same time, he cleverly did not mention Ryuzaki Sakurano's name. Shi Xin browsed through the comments roughly, and found that many hot comments were based on "My friend xxx was The truth about Fujiang’s bullying”, and it’s not just a compilation. The name-calling information shows the evidence, and quickly exposes the fact of bullying, perfectly blocking the mouths of righteous passers-by.

It seems that the evil done by Tomie Kawakami has finally come back.

Ryuzaki Sakura covered her forehead and said with difficulty: "I probably guessed who Ryoma-kun asked for help."

"Who?" Shi Xin raised an eyebrow.

Ryuzaki Sakura sighed: "Senior Guan Yue."

After finishing the phone call, Echizen Ryoma looked at the man who was tasting black tea in front of him, lowered the brim of his hat, and thanked awkwardly: "I'm sorry for your trouble, Senior Guanyue."

The mastermind behind the scenes—ah, no, Guan Yue, the envoy of justice, put down his teacup, curled his bangs, and narrowed his eyes: "Echizen-kun, there are conditions for me to help you."

Echizen Ryoma said very politely: "As long as it is within my ability..."

Guan Yue coughed and blushed slightly: "How is Zhou Mei?"

Echizen Ryoma: ...

The dark-green-haired boy thought blankly, this question is really difficult. As a boyfriend and an information expert, you don't know, how could he know how OB's senior sister is doing recently.

Guan Yue obviously didn't intend to get an answer from him, and started talking to himself very smoothly: "As a girlfriend, wouldn't it be too much to block all my boyfriend's messages!?"

Echizen Ryoma twitched the corner of his mouth, "Are you making Fuji-senpai angry again?"

No, no, it should be again and again——

Anyway, the reason why he became acquainted with Guan Yue, a senior from another school, was that every time Guan Yue was blacklisted for committing suicide, he asked his assistant Zhong Guoxiang to stand firm on his friend's side. , As a result, the dull Echizen Ryoma was used as a spearman, and he succeeded in hitting ghosts n times.

In the end, Fujizumi patted Echizen Ryoma on the shoulder and said, "Ryoma-kun, it's easy for you to be lonely for the rest of your life without knowing why."

Guan Yue clasped his hands, with a solemn expression: "But this time I'm definitely the right one!"

The person in front of him helped him after all, so Echizen Ryoma tried his best to control his expression, not showing his usual mocking face, keeping his face paralyzed, and perfunctorily said: "Hmm."

Guan Yue said excitedly: "Don't you think it's weird to think that your brother is more important than your boyfriend!?"

This is the reason again and again.

Echizen Ryoma looked up at the sky, only the devil would know that Ryuzaki has no younger brother.

"Anyway," Sakurano Ryuzaki rubbed his forehead, "The focus now is not who gave Ryoma-kun an idea, but whether Tomie Kawakami will agree."

Shi Xin firmly said: "Yes."

Ryuzaki Sakura asked curiously: "Why?" Master Shinse's tone was so firm, there must be a reason.

Shi Xin smiled and said: "This is the face of so many people falling into Fu Jiang, how could he hold back, if he would deal with it coldly, he wouldn't be Fu Jiang."

"What's more——" Her dark gray eyes became dark under the backlight, "Even if he doesn't want to accept it now, he has to accept it."

Ryuzaki Sakura nodded blankly, not understanding the meaning of "have to".

Smiling, Shi Xin looked at the system panel that only she could see.

【Longzaki Sakurano Favorability: 95】

[There is still one day before the life value is cleared]

Ah, very good.