[Onmyoji] There are fox sui sui

How would you feel when you saw your tombstone?

ridiculous?absurd?unbelievable?

Before actually encountering this situation, perhaps many people will laugh it off.

But these are probably not as good as when you see your own photo when you die, and you don't even recognize yourself.

Obviously that is already a shadow in the old days, it will not grow up, it will not have other expressions, it will always be frozen at the moment when the flash lights up.

"So that's what I look like," she thought.

Ah Xuan didn't have time to think about why she suddenly returned to this world, she was desperately recalling the past.

Ever since she traveled through time, she has made a plan not to go back, and put the memories of the past in the corner of her memory. Only in this way can she work hard to accept a different world view and live a different life.

Everything that was once thought to be disconnected was connected again, making her frantically rummage through the pile of old papers.

What are the parents like?

I just remember caring about her.

What does brother look like?

Just remember being excellent.

What does a friend look like?

I just remember that they used to be inseparable.

Even, when she thought of these keywords, the first thing that popped up was the people or demons who had helped her over the years.

No matter how hard she tried to remember, it was like fishing for moons in water. Those who were close in the past had become paper figures, limp and unable to stand up.

Just like exquisite and luxurious jewelry, if it is not put in a sealed bag and regularly removed from moisture and dust, it will be oxidized beyond recognition when it is found out, leaving only scars.

The existence of this tombstone not only made Ah Chen realize how deeply she was separated from the past, but also dispelled a small wish in her heart.

She was an ordinary person before time travel, her life was stable and happy, she never thought that she would lose everything overnight, or in such an abrupt way.Deep down in her heart, she actually resists this world, a life that is completely different from everything she is familiar with, and a world full of dangers, these are not what Ah Xuan wants.

The rapid adaptation shown after coming to this world is nothing but self-paralysis that comes and goes.

"Why does it have to be me?" She tried desperately not to think about it.

Although the worst case is that there is no way to go back, but maybe there will be good luck, and one day I will be able to go home.

Deep down, she still prayed so.

But it's different now. Her tombstone stands here, which means that the girl named "Tao Xuan" has been buried or cremated. In other words, she is dead.

Even, she has forgotten many memories of the past.

Oblivion is the epilogue of destruction.

She can't go home.

She is clearly alive and well.

Ah Xuan frowned, staring at the small photo.Among the clouds, thousands of raindrops fell from the sky, pattering down on the tombstone, making the gray stone tablet mottled.

A few drops of rain fell on the face of the smiling girl in the photo, and the rain flowed down the girl's cheeks like a few tears.

The raindrops fell on the photo, blurring the girl's face. Only then did Ah Ling come back to her senses, and hastily stretched out her hand to erase the water droplets on the photo, but her hand passed through the photo, showing a translucent texture.

The rain is unreasonable, no matter how much you like the clear sky, or you insist on going your own way and getting bigger and bigger, every drop of rain has passed through Ah Xuan's body, landed on the ground, and shattered into a flower with a thud.

it's too cold.

"I thought I was going home." Ah Xuan thought, "So I'm just passing by."

It's like passing by a dessert shop when I was a child, and I can only look at the fragrant strawberry cake through the glass window.

Vaguely, Ah Xuan heard someone calling her name, she raised her head in a daze, and all she could see was the gray sky.

Suddenly, the sky turned.

Ah Xuan opened her eyes abruptly, just in time to meet a pair of golden eyes.

The owner of the eyes was too close to her, allowing her to feel the perfect face at a close distance, and she was shocked for a while.

"...The demon fox?"

Ah Xuan hesitated to speak. Although she had known that Yaohu had a beautiful face in the past, it was the first time she had seen it with her own eyes, and she was inevitably shocked.

"Ah."

At this time, the distance between the two is too close. I have to say that the demon fox has a very good foundation. Usually, when looking down at others, there will always be realistic and embarrassing situations such as double chins or blemishes on the face, but the demon fox is a type that has no dead ends. Can't fault it at all.

"Did something happen to me?"

Going to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, Yaohu probably didn't have the hobby of coming to her casually. Thinking of herself in another world just now, Ah Xuan immediately realized that something was wrong with her.

The looking down position is fine for flirting, but it's not the right situation for the situation, and it's not comfortable at all.

Yaohu straightened up and sat down, snorting coldly: "I don't know, I just touched the side of your neck just now, it's a little cold."

...What kind of answer is this?

Just when she felt that Yaohu didn't speak well, Ah Xie came to her senses.

The monster's body temperature is low, if it touches the human body, it will only feel warm and scorching, and what the fox said means that her body temperature is lower than that of the monster in the state she was in just now.

Isn't that almost like a dead man!

But since the demon fox touched the side of her neck, it should be to measure her pulse and body temperature, although he should be attracted by the life connection of the blood contract.

But at this time, being able to wake her up and appear by her side still makes Ah Xuan feel warm, no matter what his purpose is.

"Thank you. I will pay attention to my physical condition. If there is another time, I will release the contract..."

"That's all?" Yaohu interrupted Ah Xuan's words.

"Hey?"

"Xiaosheng did come here because of the contract, but he is not Xiaosheng who has just walked the line of life and death." Yaohu continued, "Although Xiaosheng's conduct is not good, he has no hobby of receiving rewards for nothing. If I didn’t do it, I can’t afford this thank you.”

"Taking a life, is this how you feel? Does Xiaosheng look like someone who is so fragile that he needs to be comforted by someone who just died?"

This person, Yaohu, always speaks with a gun and a stick, which is extremely stinging. If he is a person with a little bit of vision, he will have left when Ah Xuan thanked him.

The two were silent for a long while, each other was surprisingly quiet, Ah Xuan suddenly whispered: "...Then what do you think I should say?"

She looked at the demon fox and asked helplessly for the first time: "Should I say "great"?"

Ever since she came to this world, she has always been well-behaved and sensible, trying not to make requests, not to cause trouble to others, even when she was with the big tengu, she knew that the big tengu would not hurt her, and would mention some harmless things The request is also after the two are more familiar with each other.

If you are self-willed and hated, you will not be able to survive in this world on your own.If you want to rely on something, even if it is of little value, you must have a non-disgusting appearance. You must control the emotions you reveal, and a proper wayward appearance is a sign of trust. If something goes wrong, you must restrain yourself.

Hidden under the calm and accepting appearance is a heart that is always restless and apprehensive. In fact, she was already trembling with fright.

Presenting her inner hesitation in front of Yaohu at this moment is not because she trusts him so much, but at this moment someone happened to be in front of her and asked such words, so hot emotions poured out.

Even she herself didn't know what was the point of asking Yaohu such an ambiguous question, she couldn't possibly tell him about time travel.

People’s words can’t be articulated, shouldn’t be said, and can’t be said even if they are rotten in the heart. What can be said is just what they want to say, and there is only one person who is willing to listen.

"You can say whatever you want." This sentence came to his lips, but he couldn't say it.

Yaohu felt that his state was really not right these few days. If he had been perfunctory in the past, he would have a lot of things to say, so he could say it without changing his face.

Just kidding, is it necessary for him to care about the insignificant emotions of a human being and be a bosom friend who enlightens people?In this world, who hasn't had any disappointments? Taking oneself too seriously and relying on others is of no use at all.

Maybe it was because he remembered that woman not long ago, and even dug out some of his older memories.

The young fox demon covered in blood in his memory woke up from the ground, with a roar full of hatred and fury lingering in his ears.

"Why?! Why are you the one who survived! For a guy like you, what's the difference between being alive and dead?!"

"I want to live! I want revenge! How could I lose to a fragile guy like you!!"

"You're obviously just...!!"

But that voice eventually dissipated, and with it his unforgettable hatred, it disappeared forever.

And the only person who heard his unwilling words also had the same doubts as him.

"Why... is it me?"

Yaohu looked at Ah Ling, the girl's face was reflected in his golden eyes, and he suddenly put the young fox's face on her face.

Before that, he had always thought that Ah Xie was just a little clever girl, not strong enough, and it was okay to judge the situation. Although such girls are not very common, they are not very rare.

What made him interested in observing Ah Xuan was some incompatible traits in Ah Xuan.

This girl always abides by a certain bottom line, which is different from the moral bottom line of Ootengu or Yuan Boya. It is a kind of natural respect for the legal system.

It is not out of recognition of morality or rules, nor is it out of horrible disobedience, but more like living in a world that values ​​​​rules since childhood, and subtly established a bottom line in her heart, making her trust the law and not Will easily break the rules, and behave in the world.

It's like she shot to stop the drunk, not only because she felt that the drunk's behavior was wrong, but also because she wanted to prevent the child from taking it for granted.

This is undoubtedly naive in this era of demons and ghosts running around. Even the human aristocrats trample the law under their feet. The rules are a joke here.

And the big tengu obviously wouldn't instill such thoughts in her, so the situation of Ah Xie seemed very special.

Although she looks like a girl with many people around her, sometimes she feels like she doesn't belong to this world at all.At this moment, Ah Xuan's appearance corroborated Yaohu's conjecture.

Like a wandering ghost.

Yaohu suddenly wanted to know what it would be like if he met Ah Xuan when he met that woman.

What would she say if she met that young fox demon who couldn't find her place and was wandering around the world?

He stretched out his hand, picked up the girl's loose hair, and gently brushed it behind her ears.

At least it's still a cute lonely ghost.

"I don't know." He sighed lowly, "But when you want to say it, I'm here."