Breakup Master Practice Manual [Comprehensive]

Neither the decorative candle holders for lighting nor the desk set in the center can add a touch of popularity to this dark room.

In the lifeless room, the black-haired young man who had been accompanied by silence all year round closed his eyes and said softly, "Is this the only thing Riho wants to ask?"

Mihai Riho came back to God.

"No."

"But do you care so much even if they are not people you know?"

Obviously knew the answer, but Osamu Dazai still wanted to hear the other party say it himself.

"Although it is a parallel world, people have something in common, and the essence will not change."

Yakai Riho felt that a string in her mind was slowly tightening, she looked at him without a moment, even though she couldn't see anything wrong from his expression.

"So even though they don't know me, I really hope they are all well."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes to avoid her staring, and said as if he was talking to himself: "The essence of human beings will not change." Then he hid all the emotions in his eyes and raised his eyes with a smile, "...Yes."

"The people you know are nice, so don't worry."

Osamu Dazai briefly mentioned this topic, but didn't go into details.

"Anything else to ask?"

Yakai Riho stared at the smiling black-haired young man for a while, then asked softly, "What about Mr. Dazai?"

The other party's eyelashes seemed to tremble slightly, and then he said casually: "Risui should have known from Nakaya that I succeeded the leader of Hong Kong gangsters four years ago, and Bai Lan also said just now that in the past few years I will The organization expanded into..."

"Not these."

Yakai Riho confirmed that the person in front of him deliberately excluded his emotions from everything.

"I know Mr. Dazai is very powerful, as if he can do anything."

"What I want to know is not what you did, but what you are now..."

"You said everyone is fine." After a pause, she continued, "But Mr. Dazai is not fine, is he?"

It is impossible for a human to truly exclude all their perceptions and emotions and become a robot.

Osamu Dazai didn't speak, he suddenly didn't want to continue listening.

He is fine, the person he guards and the things he looks forward to are coming to an end, so he should be happy.

"I feel that you don't like this leader position."

Perhaps it was the experience gained from Osamu Dazai in her own world, she felt that the person opposite was telling a meaning all the time.

—he is very tired.

"What exactly do you want to do?"

It seems that as long as you can achieve your goal, it doesn't matter what you become.

This time, the smile on the face of the black-haired young man sitting on the leader's seat completely disappeared, as if he was unable to put on his mask because he had been nakedly taken off, his whole face was terribly empty and indifferent.

He stared blankly at the girl who felt uncomfortable because of her current appearance.

"Since Riho is going back tomorrow, it doesn't matter if you don't need to know about this kind of thing one by one."

"It's just a parallel world anyway."

"After all, there's no way everything can go your way, right?"

"If you haven't come to this world, if you don't know..." Yakai Riho didn't flinch, and she still wanted to try to reach out her hand no matter what, "But since I saw it, I can't pretend that I don't know."

She thought of the conversation with Rin Orihara in the hot pot restaurant. Although she said that he and Osamu Dazai were cowards, she was also a coward, so she didn't dare to reach out even when she saw Osamu Dazai standing on the edge of the abyss.

Why do you want to reach out now even if you are afraid?

Probably because——

The Osamu Dazai she knew turned his back to the abyss and faced the light, but the person in front of him turned his back to the light and faced the abyss.

He embraced the darkness without resistance, teetering on the edge.

If you go back without doing anything, you will regret it.

But Yakai Riho didn't know what to say and what to do now.

"At the beginning, I couldn't understand why Mr. Dazai tried to commit suicide time and time again while saying he was afraid of pain."

"I also can't understand what is the so-called clear and energetic suicide."

"Obviously there is no such thing as a painless death in this world. Mr. Dazai should know that. Why do you keep trying new methods of suicide?"

"At that time, I thought that this might be Mr. Dazai's interest or hobby. I don't like to judge or interfere with other people's preferences, but only Mr. Dazai can't accept it no matter how many times."

Watching other people commit suicide... I can't get used to it.

"Especially after getting to know each other, it's even more impossible to ignore it."

So even if she was called in the middle of the night, saying which river to fish for people, she would get out of bed every time and rush over there in a hurry.

Then in the cold wind, Osamu Dazai looked at himself with an innocent look as he watched his wallet being washed away, wet all over his body, and thanked the person who rescued him before picking him up.

Then the two were walking back, Osamu Dazai insisted that it was not safe at night, and he wanted to send her back before leaving.

Since he knew it was not safe at night, why did he jump into the river in the middle of the night to trouble others and call her out.

In response to her whispered complaints, Osamu Dazai took off the extremely heavy and cold coat after soaking in water, and said casually: "Because I suddenly want to see Riho."

"If it was suicide, Riho would definitely rush over as soon as possible."

There was something inexplicable in his voice.

"Every time."

This is the first time I have seen such a strange way of wanting to meet.

In reality, she doesn't know how to swear at all, so she only dares to whisper in her heart.

But the other party still shook the water on his body unknowingly, said 'uh' and said: "By the way, Riho doesn't know how to spit or curse people at all. He hasn't once since we met. It's really boring."

Yakai Riho was shocked, is this person shaking M?Want to be scolded?

After the two walked for a while, she held back two words expressionlessly.

"Fool."

"Ok?"

Osamu Dazai stopped in his tracks, opened his eyes slightly, and then his face was dark, which made her nervous.

"Could it be..."

No way, didn't he just say that he couldn't swear?Just scolding a fool should...

"Is Riho replying to what I said 3 minutes ago?"

She seemed to see a light bulb suddenly light up on the other's forehead.

"Is it because I said that Riho can't swear, so I used the word 'idiot' to call me?"

"No, no, after all, is this really cursing rather than acting like a baby? Hahaha..."

"And why is the reflex arc so long, it took me 3 minutes to think about how to swear, but in the end I just said the word 'stupid' in a very low voice hahaha, I take back what I said before, it's boring, isn't this a good way to make me laugh Ha ha……"

Looking at the black-haired young man who was leaning forward and back with a smile, Mikai Riho said: "...What curse words do you want to hear, just tell me, and I'll scold you for you."

The laughter paused for a second, then grew louder.

"I don't know how to scold people."

Osamu Dazai put his hands in his still wet pockets and thought for a while.

"But it's probably——with you for so long, you bastard, what else can you do other than cause trouble, you work hard every day to clean up the mess for you, and you are shameless and unrepentant. It's been eight lifetimes to know you Mei, why don't you die like a rotten person...is that right?"

"Just to ask, where did you hear this?"

"I heard that poor woman crying and cursing while passing by the bridge tonight."

"Then you jumped into the river by yourself?"

"No, it's just that seeing the river under the sunset is so beautiful, I couldn't help but jumped down."

Dazai paused for a moment.

"What's your expression like?"

"I thought you were a little self-aware, but it turned out to be a disappointed expression that I thought too much."

"Oh, isn't this going to make fun of you?"

"Is this something exciting!?"

"It's easy to be bullied if you don't know how to swear at others. Of course, this refers to you like Riho. I just gave you a template, so you can learn from it."

"If Dazai is the teacher, you are the kind who misleads your children."

"And..." Yakai Riho turned her head and looked at the river flowing silently in the dark night, "Die or something... I can't tell you anyway."

"What if you really commit suicide?"

This person really can do it, he is usually so keen on suicide.

Osamu Dazai was quiet for a few seconds, and then lazily said: "...Is that so."

"In that case... Riho told me 'Go to hell'."

"!?"

"Then I immediately jumped into the river, and then Riho, who was full of guilt, would come to rescue me, and then he would be obedient to me, feeling like no matter what request I made, he would be granted."

"Isn't it enough for me to follow you now!?" Standing downstairs in her house, Yakai Riho gritted her teeth and let out a sigh of relief, "It would be fine if I followed you and didn't commit suicide."

"Any request?"

"Of course not."

"Then Riho will accompany me to die for love!"

Get out!Give me enough time, bastard!

A series of rage broke through the throat, came to the mouth and was suppressed, and finally turned into a powerless and helpless sentence——

"Stop messing around, Dazai."

In the dark, she was slightly stunned to see the expectant expression of the other party, and seemed a little surprised.

Then she reached out and rubbed the wet head of the other party. It didn't feel good, so she repeated it again.

"Stop it."

"It's very late, go back and rest early, see you tomorrow."

Although she knew that what the person in front of her said was always true and false, she was not very smart and couldn't distinguish every sentence, so she had to treat everything according to the truth.

"Also, if you really want to meet up, you can just call directly." Yakai Riho sighed, "And don't you have mobile phone video?"

"Meeting friends should be a happy thing, but when I received a call in the middle of the night and heard that my friend had committed suicide and was picked up to meet something... it was not a surprise at all but a shock."

"Friend...?"

The wind in the middle of the night was not strong, but it brought a hint of coolness. Mihai Riho, who came out in a hurry and didn't wear much, couldn't help shivering, but the young man opposite him who was completely soaked seemed to have lost his sense of temperature. Expression changes.

His hair was no longer dripping, and the dry black hair was brushed by the side of his face after being blown by the cold wind for a while. He smiled and said, "Rio will surely regret having a friend like me sooner or later."

Mihai Riho was confused, "Huh? ' With a sound.

The other party didn't answer, turned around, waved at her without looking back, and left.

For the next week, she received a call from the other party in her sleep on time every night.

What Dazai Osamu said was never true, and she regretted it.

"Every time I saw him committing suicide, I was frightened, and I almost cried in fright at first."

Yakai Riho sat in the office and slowly talked about getting along with Osamu Dazai in his own world.

Probably hope that Osamu Dazai of this world can feel some anger because of this, instead of the appearance of completely giving up on himself.

"But now he is fine, he looks gentler and more real than before."

Osamu Dazai, who was sitting behind the desk, also listened quietly, and he didn't care at all even though the documents piled up next to him had not been approved yet.

He has seen what the girl said time and time again in the book, but now he doesn't sound impatient.

The words spoken by the person involved subconsciously carried her subjective emotions and ideas, even content that was not described in the book.

The things the other party said were also intermittent, as if they said whatever came to mind, perhaps these were the things that impressed her deeply in her memory.

In the office, which is always so quiet that only the 'rustling' sound of the pen tip on the paper is left, it is the first time in four years that it has been popular for such a long time.

He looked at the girl who seemed to be completely immersed in his own thoughts, and occasionally complained while talking.

When the other party finally seemed embarrassed because he had said so much, Osamu Dazai, who had not interrupted, finally spoke.

"Sounds like fun."

I'm a little envious... the me in that world.

That Oda Saku is still alive, and he has found his girlfriend.

Although it is about to be broken up...

He closed his eyes, and there was a slight arc on his lips.

so good.

He heard the girl say with incomparable sincerity——

"Although I always cause trouble for others, in fact, it is very reliable at critical moments, and occasionally I can feel cute."

"I've always thought...it's really great that Mr. Dazai survived."

Then she murmured very quietly: "It would be better if you don't always think about suicide."