Supreme pardon

"Wen Ren Jue is not what you imagined, you..." Feeling confused, Bai Tan didn't know where to start.

Unexpectedly, Misu actually...

"I can see what kind of person he is, Bai Tan, you said before you came out that day, as long as it is what I want, as long as it is what you can achieve, you will help me, right?"

"Yes, I said so, but..."

"But what?" Misu interrupted directly, and said with a sneer, "You just regretted it, but you just didn't want it. If that's the case, you can just say it."

"No!" Bai Tan was in a daze, "Even if I leave Wen Ren Jue, you may not be able to get him, and do you really understand what kind of person he is?"

Although at the beginning I felt that Misu had thoughts about Wenrenjue, but after getting along with people, the grudge in my heart has long been let go. Unexpectedly, Misu's silence all the time is not giving up.

"I just want you to leave voluntarily. As for whether I can get it or not, that's my business." Different from the previous docile performance, the person on the other end of the phone spoke very coldly.

It's not that Bai Tan didn't notice the abnormality of the person, but he attributed all this to the distorted personality caused by the last injury, "I..." His complexion changed for a long time, and many thoughts surged in his heart, but he opened his mouth several times, but spit out a The words are so at a loss that I can't continue.

Holding the microphone, Bai Tan's eyes were empty.

After coming to Earth for so many years, although he never gave up the idea of ​​returning to the interstellar, but after adapting to life on Earth, how long has he not seriously considered this issue?

When did he subconsciously think that he couldn't go back?

After the earth was reduced to an exile planet, he had only entered but not exited. He knew this, so maybe from the very beginning, he was mentally prepared that he could not go back?

It's just that with my own temper and personality, if something is too difficult to accept for a while, I will instinctively enlighten myself not to pay attention to it.

And every day and night after that...

Every moment the earth breathes, he accepts this fact slowly and unconsciously.

Until someone pokes at the most critical place...

What makes him feel that it doesn't matter if he can't go back in the future, and he can still live happily here?

Is it Zhu Ge's friends, or have they had a close relationship... Wen Ren Jue?

The Bai family is a conservative family from the bottom of their hearts, and skin-to-skin relationships are more important to him.

Because he is not only a direct descendant of the Bai family, but also the guardian of the sacred tree of the Interstellar Human Alliance. His integrity itself is the family's dedication and belief in the Human Alliance.

If... if Wen Ren Jue is to be given up, wouldn't it be too pitiful for him to stay on earth from now on?

Ignoring the practical problems of life, just talking about psychology...

Sweat broke out from the palm of his hand at some point, but Bai Tan stubbornly refused to let go of his fingers, holding the microphone, he maintained his previous movements stiff until this moment...

He had to admit his psychological dependence on Wen Ren Jue.

If in the past it was fear and attachment, trying to live beside people to seek space, then after having that layer of physical relationship, fear has become dependence.

Although he is cruel and gloomy, and impatient with himself every day, Wen Renjue also seriously told him that in the future there will only be himself by his side...

So, on this isolated and helpless planet, I actually regard the other party as my family?

Is this also the reason why he is becoming more and more presumptuous around people...

Human beings, speaking of it, spiritual communication is important, but qualitative change still depends on the body. So, Bai Tan doesn't know why such an irrelevant idea suddenly popped up in his confused mind, but he just couldn't stop himself. Recalling the room where a ray of light came in, the dust that rose with the twilight, and the gaze of someone leaning down to look at him.

"Bai Tan..." The cold voice became weak, Bai Tan pinched the microphone to hold his breath, and suddenly had a thought of pretending not to be there.

"Why is it so unfair between people?" A self-deprecating and feeble laugh came from the other end of the phone dryly, pursing his lips, but Bai Tan didn't make a sound.

Misu knew that he was listening, and breathed hard on the other end, "You lived a good life since you were a child, and you were guarded by everyone around you. Have you ever been afraid?"

"Fear of not being able to eat enough, fear of a war, and even more fear of aliens who don't know where they come from and suddenly snatch your relatives..."

"You know, sometimes I really envy your willful behavior, but anyone with such a personality must have had a well-protected childhood. It may not be given to you by your family, but also the environment you live in. You can't imagine that...all the children on earth were forced to grow up."

"Because, none of us can live past 50, so no matter how disturbed we are, we will struggle to get through every day."

"Do you think Zhu Ge and the others are the same as you? You are different. Even though people like Wu Mingzhe have a good living environment because of the family they were born in, they are also oppressed by this planet. Everyone understands from the beginning We are just a group of prisoners who are bound and imprisoned, no matter how brilliant we are, we are just birds in other people's cages."

"Every person on earth you have met has buried anxiety in his heart before the emergence of crystal nucleus energy. Only people like you who are always full of hope for the future will have this stability."

"Do you know why Zhuge and the others like to get close to you?"

"Although they don't say it, in fact, subconsciously or secretly, we are all envious of you and the sense of stability that you interstellar humans have taken for granted in your life. Isn't it ridiculous?"

It's not funny, at least Bai Tan can't laugh now.

If it was said that he and Wenren Jue were all on his mind just now, but now, as the person was talking to himself over there, he suddenly felt extremely sad.

"Do you know the difference between yourself and other garbage people?" Misu completely put aside the initial topic, as if calling to talk to him specially, and asked gently on the phone.

Bai Tan didn't make a sound, he waited for someone to give him an answer.

"Purity, you are really a very pure person, is that why Wen Ren Jue allowed you to stay by his side?" Asking and answering herself, Misu's voice suddenly fell again.

"You must have been born in a very good family in Interstellar. Compared with other garbage people, you lived a higher life, and even if you came to Earth..."

"You also met Wenren Jue very quickly. He is just like your former family, protecting you well. For you, is your current life different from Interstellar?"

"Even if the earth is not as good as Interstellar, in this environment, your life is no different from that in Interstellar, right?"

"Bai Tan... why is your life so good?"

"Is it true that if fate favors a person, it will treat him preferentially from head to toe, and if it hates a person, it will always destroy him when he sees hope?"

"White sandalwood...why? Why did I think that everything bestowed on me by the crystal nucleus energy could finally allow me to live like a normal human being, but fate made me feel that I am no longer worthy of getting everything I want... "

"What about you? You were born to belong to the stars, even if you fell to the earth, you have not been tainted by misfortune. I'm sorry, I know that this kind of thinking is very selfish, but Bai Tan, I can't help it, I really can't help it, these days I kept thinking, why didn't someone come to save me like I saved you that day?"

"Misu, I..."

"Bai Tan, will you give it to me? Fate has given you so much, so just give him to me, will you?"

"Misu, I didn't let you pursue him. If you like Wenren Jue, you can pursue him, but he is a person, not an object, and he is not something I can give you if I want. Moreover, you really feel that you are Is it right for him?"

"All I want is a chance, Bai Tan, you just ask you to give me a chance to get him..." With a trembling voice, Misu made a desperate plea, "Is that not the case?"

"Misu," Bai Tan struggled, "Even if I... promise you, I still want to make sure that the Wenren Jue you like is really the one you saw?"

"If it's possible," Bai Tan said weakly, staring at the wall with a bloodless face, "I want to advise you to stay away from him, but you must not listen?"

"You want to go back to Interstellar, right? You said that you entered the earth by mistake, Bai Tan, as long as you go back, as long as you leave this world that doesn't belong to you, you will still be the same you as before, and you will lose nothing."

"I know..." Shaking his head silently, Bai Tan said sadly: "You must think that I want to reject you by saying this, but no, Misu, I promise you."

"I promise you to leave him. I can compensate you for everything I can repay you. It's just this liquidation. After that, you have to face it. Whether you can get what you want or not, it's your business."

"Of course!" Hearing Bai Tan's sudden agreement, Misu's voice rose instantly.

Bai Tan was too lazy to care about the excitement in his words, he said seriously into the microphone: "Misu, I promise you because the thing you suffered for me tortures me all the time, but it doesn't mean that I agree with you The choice I made today, I think you have to think twice about getting close to Wenren Jue. Also, although I think I should do everything I can to repay you, I still feel that what you did today This thing is not right."

"My mind is in a mess right now, but don't worry, I won't go back on what I promised you. In two days, after two days, I will personally break up with Wen Renjue. After that..."

"We don't owe each other any more."