I Woke up to Find I Have a Child

It was so heart-wrenching, Jiang Lingyuan stood behind the bar depressedly, muttering: "I shouldn't have come with you, let you walk home by yourself."

Usually Jiang Lingyuan doesn't come here often, let alone be a bartender herself. The last time she heard her sister say that Ye Mingxin was going to the tavern, she wanted to annoy Ye Mingxin, so she ran over and returned it to the original bartender Take a vacation.But this time, she heard that her sister and Ye Mingxin were going to have a long talk all night, and had a good chat, and she followed her because she was afraid that her sister would drink too much and no one would care about her.

Speaking of it, it was a lot of hard work, but it's a pity that they all fed the heartless Jiang Lingyan.

……

As the night deepened, the two of them became more and more energetic as they drank. The resident singer in the back was changed. In the noisy and quiet environment, it is also a special taste.

Jiang Lingyan's face was a little red, which was the effect of alcohol, but she was not drunk yet.

Jiang Lingyan's wine taste is considered the best among the crowd, and she can drink a thousand cups, but after a certain point, she will become more eager to talk than usual. Of course, she is still rational, but she talks too much.

For example, now, it is that node.

"A misstep will cause eternal hatred... Can you imagine how she described our first night?"

Ye Mingxin imagined for a while, "Yes."

Jiang Lingyan: "..."

Jiang Lingyan pushed away the small wine glass in front of her, and put her arms on the bar instead, "I'm not complaining, nor am I impatient, it's just... Occasionally, I feel a little tired, do you understand that feeling? , the sky was full of fog, and there was knee-deep snow under my feet. I tried my best to move forward, trying to find a way out of this situation. I have perseverance and perseverance, but... why can't I seem to see it? What about the future?"

Ye Mingxin comforted her and said: "The future is invisible and intangible. Don't pursue such distant and empty things. Isn't Section Chief Shen already living with you? This is progress."

Jiang Lingyan lowered her eyes, "That's what I want to live in, and she doesn't want me to go there. For example, today, when I said I wouldn't go back tonight, she smiled as if she had picked up 500 yuan."

Ye Ming was silent in his heart. Isn't Shen Sangluo always like that? When Han Feixu went to her house, she didn't care about it in various ways and wished she would leave quickly. Her personality is like this.

But Fa Xiao's heart was obviously weakened by the alcohol, so she could only follow her words and ask, "Then what do you want her to do?"

Jiang Lingyan sighed, "I just want her to tell me whether she likes me or not, and whether she is willing to develop with me to the next step."

Ye Mingxin was speechless, "Didn't she already tell you?"

Jiang Lingyan raised her head and looked at her indifferently.

I found out that I really didn't know about Fa Xiao, rather than committing a woman's common fault, pretending to be hypocritical here.She raised her eyebrows high, "You really... that's Section Chief Shen. The state educates us to adapt measures to local conditions, prescribe the right medicine, and target poverty alleviation. You've been chasing her for so long, don't you know her character?"

What a mess, Jiang Lingyan frowned, "The point is, don't follow Han Feixu's example."

Ye Ming paused, and explained: "She doesn't like you, so she will let you live in her house? She doesn't want to develop the next step with you, and will sleep with you for so long? If she didn't have these thoughts, she would let you live in her house? You live in her house, so what is it, sugar daddy, spare tire, making friends with sex, the above three categories, do you think Chief Shen, who has abided by his inner principles all his life, can do it."

Jiang Lingyuan supported her face with her hands, making herself into a delicate flower. She said quietly: "I've said all this, but she doesn't believe me. As calm as she is during the day, she becomes more entangled at night." , You said you are tired. But there is no way, who made you fall in love with a person who develops feelings like a tortoise, choose it yourself, and bear it yourself."

"Everyone understands the truth, but if you put it on yourself, you will worry about gains and losses." Jiang Lingyan raised her eyes and looked at Ye Mingxin who was next to her. "Didn't you always think that Han Feixu didn't like you, but that character?"

Hearing her words, Ye Mingxin fell silent.

"Look, it's all the same. When you talk about other people's reasoning, you can't do it when you talk about yourself. If you like someone, you will always worry about gains and losses. If you are particularly confident in facing love, there are only two possibilities. One, that person overcooked the buns, and two, she didn't like her deeply enough."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Lingyan sighed melancholy, then raised her head, and knocked on the table to her sister, "Sister, bring me another drink."

Jiang Lingyuan: "..." Why did she speak the Northeast dialect?

She frowned and looked at the two elder sisters, both of whom were clearly interested, but at this moment they were all in a depressed mood. Jiang Lingyuan looked at them blankly for a while, then she turned her head and turned to the air Roll your eyes, and then, bang!

Jiang Lingyuan slammed her fist on the bar table, which was made of solid wood, and she was able to make such a loud sound on it, one can imagine how much strength she used.

Jiang Lingyan and Ye Mingxin raised their heads instantly and looked at her in astonishment. Jiang Lingyuan raised one leg and wanted to stand on the bar table domineeringly, but later found that she couldn't do it with her short legs, so she had to give up resentfully.

The other guests in the tavern all looked over, even the resident singer stopped moving, everyone thought that someone was going to mess things up.

Jiang Lingyuan yelled at them aggressively: "What are you looking at! Eat yours, play with yours, if you scare you, then I will pay for it today!"

"And you!" Jiang Lingyuan pointed fiercely at the resident singer, "Keep singing! Your appearance fee is doubled today!"

……

Jiang Lingyan couldn't take it anymore, she was about to stand up while supporting the table, "Jiang Lingyuan, what's wrong with your brain, you smashed the table suddenly, are you trying to scare someone to death!"

Before the words finished, Jiang Lingyuan slapped the table again, "Sit down for me!"

Today, Jiang Lingyan was yelled at by her sister for the only time in her life.

She didn't react for a while, she stared blankly at Jiang Lingyuan, and sat down subconsciously. Ye Mingxin thought it was funny, and as soon as the corners of her lips curled up, Jiang Lingyuan turned her head and almost pointed her index finger at the tip of her nose, "No laugh!"

Seeing that both of them were subdued by her, Jiang Lingyuan felt a sense of pride in her heart. Fortunately, after a while, she remembered that she still had something to say.Fortunately, she remembered, otherwise, when the two of them reacted, the current situation would have to be completely reversed.

Jiang Lingyuan looked at Jiang Lingyan with resentment, "You are still my sister, how could our Jiang family give birth to such an incomprehensible guy like you."

This sentence, replace elder sister with younger sister, is what Jiang Lingyan often said to Jiang Lingyuan.

Jiang Lingyan was full of black lines, and opened her mouth to refute, but Jiang Lingyuan didn't give her a chance to interrupt, "How long have you been entangled with Section Chief Shen, more than half a year, who can't tell that Section Chief Shen likes you, Even my driver can see it, but she still doesn't admit it, why? Her own personality is part of the reason, but that can't be changed. The only thing you can work hard for and change is yourself. Think about how the two of you met and how you got together, starting with that kind of beginning, can Chief Shen not resist you?"

"Your approach was wrong from the very beginning, stalking and confessing all kinds of things, what's the use of it, Chief Shen still has a gap in his heart, if you talk about it at the beginning, it means you don't mind , and then tell her not to mind, start as a friend and pursue her quietly, how could she still be like this now."

Jiang Lingyan looked at her sister with silly eyes, "It's good for you. When you found out that she ignored you, you simply planned a second one-night stand. If I were Section Chief Shen, I would have kicked you to the South Pole, Shen Ke I don’t do that much, what do you think is the reason?”

A guest in the distance replied in a low voice: "Because of love?"

Jiang Lingyuan immediately snapped her fingers, "Look, even people know about it!"

Jiang Lingyan: "..."

The resident singer is still singing, but no one listens to her singing anymore. Everyone listens to Jiang Lingyuan scolding her sister. This kind of scene is rare in a hundred years.

Not to mention the amount of information exposed in the scolding words, it turns out that Miss Jiang already has a date, and the date was born from a one-night stand!Oh my god!

Jiang Lingyan wanted to refute, but she opened her mouth for a long time, but she couldn't utter a word of rebuttal, because what her sister said was right, but she was a fan of the authorities.

Ye Mingxin didn't dare to say a word, just watched Jiang Lingyuan say that Jiang Lingyan was speechless, she intuitively felt that she was the next one to be fucked, she kept silent, just about to find an excuse to escape, when she saw Jiang Lingyan Kite looked at herself, she squinted her eyes slightly, her pupils emitted a signal to lock on the target and start attacking.

……

Facing Ye Mingxin, Jiang Lingyuan was not so excited anymore. There was a difference between closeness and intimacy, so naturally she would not disrespect Ye Mingxin in public.

"I'll just ask you something, what's wrong with liking your character?"

When she asked this question, she didn't want to hear Ye Mingxin's answer, staring into Ye Mingxin's eyes, she said coldly, "You are my rival in love, I don't want to tell you this if I can, but I like Han Fei anyway Xu has been here for so many years, even if she doesn't like her in the future, I hope she can be happy, instead of facing you who can only be pessimistic every day."

"I like Han Feixu because I fell in love with her character. At the beginning, her face and character didn't stir up any waves in my heart. I started from the role and gradually wanted to know her. , do you know when I fell in love with her? It started when you took her to the Golden Horse Gala."

"You definitely don't know about it, even she doesn't know. I was also in that party, I sat behind you, the whole party, I kept staring at her back, I watched her dealing with all kinds of people , I saw how she clapped and laughed, and I saw what kind of expression she showed after winning the award. It started from that time. You all think that I don’t like her, but her character, but I’m not stupid, I I can distinguish between reality and pictures. At the beginning, I liked her character, but in the end, I fell in love with her. Do you think that I just wasted these seven years on one character? I'm not that stupid."

Even to Jiang Lingyan, Jiang Lingyuan has never analyzed her own mental journey. It has been seven years, and this is the first time she has said these words to others.Because she liked other people's girlfriends before, she never expressed her feelings to the public. She knew that what she did was immoral, and she didn't want to hear sympathy or contempt from others.

In fact, no one will despise her, she has done a good job, falling in love with others is out of her control, she did not intervene between Han Feixu and Ye Mingxin, and even saw their faces, no matter how sad she was, She didn't say how much she missed.She did all this silently, no one knew how hard she had been through these years.

Originally, she planned to keep these words in her heart for the rest of her life.After I said it today, I felt a lot lighter in my heart, but also a lot sour. Jiang Lingyuan is a crybaby, she lowered her head, blinked quickly, and blinked away the water vapor, then raised her head again, "So Ah, what happened to liking your character? Does that mean she doesn’t love you? There are many people who fall in love at first sight. What those people like at the beginning is just a face. In the end, those people also walked in The palace of marriage has also fulfilled what it promised at the wedding, no matter what happens, it will never leave. Do you think that they are not in love, and what they love is just that face?"

The example Jiang Lingyuan gave was herself. Ye Mingxin discovered for the first time that Jiang Lingyuan's feelings for Han Feixu were so sincere and deep. She thought she would be unhappy, but after savoring the taste in her heart carefully, She found that she had no idea of ​​being jealous at all.

Jiang Lingyuan was really looking out for the two of them. Although she said how much she hated Ye Mingxin, if she really hated her, she wouldn't have said such things to Ye Mingxin.

Jiang Lingyuan's voice lowered, and she lowered her head, "You have questioned me for seven years, and even Han Feixu himself thinks that what I like is a paper man. I will explain and refute at the beginning, Later, I was tired and didn’t bother to explain, and you all felt that I had nothing to say, so I acquiesced. No one knew how I felt in my heart, no one understood my real thoughts, and my hard work and sincerity were treated as children by you Do you know how much it breaks my heart?"

"So," Jiang Lingyuan paused, she raised her eyes, and looked at Ye Mingxin seriously, "I beg you, have some confidence in yourself, and don't let Han Feixu feel my feelings. The past In the past seven years, all of you have questioned me, and none of the words that Han Feixu said to me can hurt people more."

Ye Mingxin pursed her lips, and after a while, she nodded, "I understand, thank you, Lingyuan."

Jiang Lingyan's mood also sank, she looked at Jiang Lingyuan guiltily, "I'm sorry, I don't know, it's my fault..."

She stretched out her hand to hold her sister's hand, Jiang Lingyuan sniffed, she moved her hand away, pretending to be relaxed and said: "It's over, everyone's first love is difficult, and I'm not the only one like this, It doesn't matter, I will find a lover who belongs to me and loves me very much in the future, the past... just treat it as accumulating experience points."

The shadow of her first love was so deep that she actually put the attribute of "belonging to me alone" at the forefront of her future lover. Jiang Lingyan felt distressed, but it was hard to say anything else. Yuan already understands everything, and she has already given up. Now is the stage of licking the wound and gradually healing. Outsiders can help, but the help is not great. The main thing is for her to bear it slowly and carry it slowly.

The other guests gradually started chatting and having fun again, but the three people here didn't talk anymore, and they didn't know what they were thinking. Ye Mingxin shook her wine glass, and suddenly, she raised her head.

"Jiang Er."

Jiang Lingyuan: "...What are you doing!"

She was called by her name just now, but now it's changed back to Jiang Er, who the hell!

Ye Mingxin smiled slightly, "How about I introduce someone to you?"

Jiang Lingyuan did intend to fall in love once, but Jiang Lingyan introduced a bunch of them to her, and she was not satisfied, and she didn't want to go just looking at the photos, she said indifferently: "What can you introduce to me, it won't be Xiao Hua in the entertainment industry, right? I don’t want it, the current Xiao Hua’s acting skills are too bad.”

...Finding a partner also requires good acting skills, what kind of rule is this.

Ye Ming was silent, "It's not a little flower, it's a big flower, and you've seen it before, I think you had a good impression of her last time."

Jiang Lingyuan recalled the big flowers she had seen, and Ye Mingxin also saw them...

Jiang Lingyuan was stunned, "You mean sister Lin Yi?"

Ye Mingxin nodded, "Yes, it's just her. How about I help you arrange it?"

Jiang Lingyuan hesitated for a long time, "Is this okay? She doesn't seem to be interested in me in that way..."

"Whether there is, we can't tell," Ye Ming said in a persuasive manner, "Let's see and see, she is also planning to change her career as a director and producer now, and she won't make too many movies in the future, and she plans to settle in China, isn't it right for you? what?"

"Then, that's fine." Jiang Lingyuan agreed, and it was the first time she agreed to go on a blind date. Jiang Lingyuan was embarrassed and blushed.

She found an excuse, and ran to the warehouse to calm down. Jiang Lingyan frowned and thought for a while, "Lin Yi? She seems to be two years older than me."

"Doesn't your sister just like mature ones?"

Jiang Lingyan said slowly: "That's what she said, but when she fell in love with Han Feixu, Han Feixu was immature at that time."

"It's just a try, and it's good to distract her."

Jiang Lingyan nodded slightly, and after a while, she thought of another question, "No, you asked Lin Yi if she didn't agree, what should I do, I don't want Lingyuan to be hit again."

"Don't worry," Ye Mingxin took a sip of his wine, smiling meaningfully, "Lin Yi is just like her."

……

This evening, all five of them had new gains.The next day, when everyone went to work, Wei Xun came to pick up Han Feixu. When he arrived at the set, Han Feixu went straight to Ye Mingxin and came to her side. Han Feixu took advantage of no one's attention and gently hooked her little finger.

Ye Mingxin looked up at her, while Han Feixu showed her a very bright smile.

Ye Mingxin also laughed, "I'm in such a good mood today, it seems that Section Chief Shen is quite attractive."

"She has no charm. You are the one with the most charm. After seeing you, my mood will become very, very good, because you are my mood freshener."

One of Han Feixu's characteristics is that she likes to speak earthy love words without changing her face, but she doesn't say them often because she is used to being such a person who listens to love words.

Ye Ming was stunned to receive such a silly confession early in the morning.

Han Feixu thought she didn't understand, so she looked around again to make sure no one was peeking or listening, she immediately leaned down, and quickly whispered in Ye Mingxin's ear: "It means, I love you, so I love you Glad to see you, this is the power of love."

After speaking, she got up quickly and tried to pretend to be calm, but her ears were already red.

She looked at Ye Mingxin's face nervously, afraid that she would show that faint and distrustful expression again, but she didn't.

Ye Mingxin stood up from the makeup chair, and kissed Han Feixu's ear tip lightly. This action was so small that it was almost impossible to notice what they were doing, but Han Feixu was still stunned all of a sudden. She quickly stopped Ye Mingxin, "This is a public place! We haven't made it public yet, I don't want to make it public in this way, go and stand a little further away..."

"I love you too."

A confession as light as a feather fell on Han Feixu's ear. It was like a pause button, which immediately paused all Han Feixu's movements. Two seconds later, she raised her eyes and looked at Ye Mingxin.

It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, because the eyes can express a lot of emotions, and can let others see the mood of the owner of the eyes intuitively. For example, now, Han Feixu sees a strong sense of happiness in Ye Mingxin's eyes.

If it wasn't for the occasion, Han Feixu wanted to jump up and rush into Ye Ming's arms, clinging to her tightly, and would not come down for a whole day.

Of course, this is impossible, Ye Mingxin is one kilogram lighter than her, and cannot bear her weight at all.

Hugging is impossible, but she can laugh. The corners of Han Feixu’s mouth are flying into the sky. Ye Mingxin stood aside and watched without stopping. In the end, Nie Kaiyuan couldn’t stand it anymore, and passed behind her as if nothing had happened. , reminded in a low voice: "Don't laugh, don't you see that everyone is looking at you? Those who don't know think you have mental problems."

……

Yiyi only left for two days. When she returned to her home, she felt that the atmosphere at home was completely different. It seemed to be quite good before, but now, it is even better.

Mommy bathed her, and Mommy read fairy tales to her. After the bath was delicious, Yiyi lay on her little bed. Ye Mingxin kissed her on the forehead, said goodnight to her, and then walked out.

Han Feixu still had the task of coaxing her to sleep. She turned to the unfinished page of the fairy tale book and was about to read it when Yiyi leaned towards her and asked her, "Mom, can we still read it?" Divorce?"

Han Feixu: "..."

She couldn't help laughing, "Little girl, how can I divorce you?"

Yiyi scratched her head, no, she seemed to have used the wrong word, after thinking for a long time, she finally thought of the correct word, "Then mom, shall we still move?"

Before, Han Feixu explained the meaning of divorce to Yiyi. She said that divorce means moving. Now half a year has passed, and Yiyi has always remembered that. She was unwilling to move at the beginning, and she is even more unwilling now, but until now , she dared to ask her mother this question.

Hearing her words, Han Feixu remembered what she had said. She suddenly thought that although Yiyi was only four years old, she already understood a lot, and children are sensitive, and can perceive a lot from the expressions of adults. The matter, their divorce before, should have brought a lot of influence to Yiyi.

Han Feixu tucked the corner of the quilt for her, and she laughed, "I won't move, we will live here from now on, and we will never move again."