Acacia

Think long and long, hate long and long, and hate will only stop when you return. —— "Sauvignon Blanc · Bian Shui Liu"

Ban Xiaosong has not had a good night's sleep for two consecutive nights. Even though his body is exhausted, his brain is still working awake. Maybe he can seriously study a high school math problem. Zhang Cheng, who is the space vector? , and whether the following conditions are met... The skin is already fair, and the two dark circles are even more obvious, which is almost as good as the national treasure giant panda.There are always only two things that can make him worry all the time, one is baseball, and the other is Wu Tong.

Many times, many things, Ban Xiaosong is not because he doesn't understand the pros and cons, to be a good person, to make a happy ending for me, hello, everyone, but he doesn't want to pay attention to it.Only when encountering two things, Ban Xiaosong will work hard, even if the road ahead is uncertain and full of thorns.

Baseball, he won two championships, that's enough.

Wu Tong never belonged to him, how could he get it back after losing it?

Tried and failed, Ban Xiaosong has no more energy to face the next decade.

He is too familiar with the address of this house. He used to have the key here, so he doesn't know if he can still open it now.Ban Xiaosong put away the keys in his hand and knocked on the door.

"Come in." Wu Tong glanced, "Why don't you use the key?"

Ban Xiaosong, who was already nervous, couldn't turn his head around anymore, he put his hands in his pocket stiffly, "This is the key to my house."

Wu Tong laughed at himself, he didn't have any hope at all, but he still asked, "Yin Ke hasn't arrived yet, you should sit down first."

Ban Xiaosong sat on the ground, looking around cautiously, it was exactly the same as before.

"Drink?" Wu Tong handed the beer to Ban Xiaosong, and drank half of the glass in one gulp.

The irrefutable tone in his tone was beyond words, Ban Xiaosong took a sip, but he didn't dare to put it down, he swallowed it bit by bit, it was cold and bitter, and he covered his stomach with his hand, it shouldn't be so fragile.

"How are you doing recently?" Wu Tong asked seemingly unintentionally.

"Very good." Ban Xiaosong lowered his head, holding the beer can in both hands, and didn't want to say much.

"That's good." Wu Tong nodded, not knowing what to do.

"I, I am very..." Miss you.

The doorbell rang at this moment, "Go and open the door." Ban Xiaosong breathed a sigh of relief.

It was Yin Ke outside the door, "Where is Xiaosong?"

"This is my home, why don't you greet the master first?"

"Of course I know this is your home. You, I still need to greet you." Yin Ke smelled the smell of alcohol in the air and had a bad feeling. As soon as he pushed Wu Tong away, he saw a half-can of beer and curled up Ban Xiaosong in a ball.

"Xiaosong?" Yin Ke's pupils narrowed slightly, and he hugged Ban Xiaosong tightly, knowing that this guy was not listening to the doctor's orders.

Ban Xiaosong wanted to tell Yin Ke that he was fine, but his stomach cramping made him unable to speak.

Wu Tong tried his best to calm himself down, and stopped Yin Ke, "Put him on my bed, and I called Dr. Sun."

Yin Ke didn't want Ban Xiaosong to stay at Wu Tong's house for a while, but because of Ban Xiaosong's situation, he was still defeated, "How long will the doctor arrive?"

"immediately."

Yin Ke saw the cold sweat on Ban Xiaosong's forehead, and frowned, "Take care of him, I'll get him medicine."

Wu Tonggan was in a hurry but couldn't do anything. He sat on the edge of the bed weakly and held his hand tightly, as if this could relieve his pain.

Yin Ke handed the medicine to Ban Xiaosong's mouth and swallowed it habitually.The slightly hot water made Ban Xiaosong stop biting his lower lip tightly, his brows slightly relaxed, and his whole body was still curled up into a ball.

When the doorbell rang, Wu Tong hurried to open the door, and it was Dr. Sun.

"The two of you should wait outside."

Wu Tong and Yin Ke stood outside the door, one looked nervous, turned his head frequently, as if he could see the situation inside through the heavy door, the other seemed to be accustomed to it, closed his eyes and rested his mind, the bulging veins on his arms exposed his Inner anxiety.

Wu Tong suddenly said, "I remember...he has always been in good health, how did he become like this?"

Yin Ke opened his eyes and paused every word, "Your memory was also ten years ago."

Wu Tong was silent, the emptiness of the past ten years, no matter whether he was intentional or unintentional, had caused such consequences.

Yin Kelue raised the corner of his mouth, obviously he was the one who abandoned him, but he made a regretful expression, who did he show it to?

Suddenly, the door was opened, and Dr. Sun came out, "The patient has a stomach problem, why should he touch spicy things? It can be seen that he should be raised well, and this kind of problem should not happen. But recently, I am afraid that Improper rest, long-term insomnia, you can't ruin your body just because you are young, what will you do when you are old!"

Yin Ke just frowned when he heard about insomnia, and quickly replied, "Understood, I will urge him."

"I gave him sleep-promoting medicine, and he will be fine tomorrow after he sleeps. The medicine and instructions are here. It is for stomach problems, but it cannot be taken for a long time. These are traditional Chinese medicines to regulate the body. Don't treat it because of short-term Don’t take it if you don’t see any effect.”

"Yes, doctor." Yin Ke took the bag from Dr. Sun's hand.

"Doctor Sun, I'm sorry to trouble you." Wu Tong sent Dr. Sun to the door.

"No trouble, no trouble."

Wu Tong who came back again said to Yin Ke who was cooking the medicine, "Now can you tell me what happened in the past ten years?"

"It's all thanks to you." Without looking up, Yin Ke set a countdown on his mobile phone, "Didn't you find that Xiaosong is different from before? You didn't see you ten years ago. The answer given by Teacher Tao is Something happened at home. As a result, I couldn’t find you for the whole summer vacation. I called, but the phone didn’t answer. I went to look for you at home, but there was no one. It was only after school started that I found out through Director An that you had gone abroad to study.”

"It's not like this..." Wu Tong retorted subconsciously, but was interrupted by Yin Ke.

"You don't need to explain to me, just leave all your talk to Xiaosong." Yin Ke continued, "Xiaosong studied hard and didn't even play baseball. Although as a senior in high school, all extracurricular activities have stopped, But as the captain of the former baseball team, Xiaosong is qualified to give advice and impart experience every now and then. However, Xiaosong spends all his time studying and asks me to review for him every day. In order to find a way to get into the same exam as you Xiaosong set his sights on the top [-] universities in country M. The hard work paid off, and both of us entered HIU. But country M is so big, it is not so easy to find you. During the four years of university, Xiaosong Not only do you have to bear heavy schoolwork, but you also have to go to various universities to find you with the money you earn from part-time jobs. I thought he would keep looking for you, but one day, he came to me in a daze and told me that he was no longer looking for you. I packed up all the things related to you and threw them away. I told you this not to tell you how much Xiaosong loves you, but to tell you how desperate he is for you! Stop pestering Xiaosong."

Yin Ke's few words summed up Ban Xiaosong's ten years, but Wu Tong can understand how much Ban Xiaosong has paid for it without him saying more, and now he is like a bystander, listening to stories that have nothing to do with him, " I get it, I get it all."

"You don't understand anything!" Yin Ke glared angrily. He was about to say something, but the timer rang, and he swallowed what he had thought up. "I'd better wait for Xiaosong to tell you himself."

Wu Tong was devastated, leaning his back against the wall, his eyes out of focus.For a while, I don't know where to start.There are too many uncontrollable factors in this world.A fork in the road, whether it is left or right, is probably the best ending.And people often regret the present and yearn for another path.As everyone knows, even if it is reversed, people's psychology is still the same.In the end, I can only blame myself for being too weak, unable to protect a single person, and my glaring weakness turned one road into two roads.

"Xiao Song has come out, but you are still trapped in the past." It is my pleasure to see you unhappy.Yin Ke turned his back to Wu Tong, and didn't say the last sentence, "I'm sorry to bother you, I have to stay at your house for one night today."

Yin Ke pushed open the door, Ban Xiaosong was sleeping soundly, it seemed that he was not sleeping peacefully, and he kept muttering something in his mouth.He didn't want to listen to it, and repeated it over and over again, but there was always only the word Wu Tong.

When can you see me in your eyes?

When did I not stand by your side as a friend?

When, can you really put Wu Tong down instead of perfunctory?

Yin Ke caressed Ban Xiaosong's face, kept lowering his head, but still kissed his forehead.

Wu Tong was standing outside the door, punching the door frame, the severe pain in his hand did not wake him up.But he couldn't take a single step, he had no qualifications, no right to stop all this from happening.And who knows if Ban Xiaosong has ever really fallen in love with Yin Ke in the past ten years, but he is the culprit.

Ban Xiaosong opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Wu Tong's sleeping face, quiet and not intimidating.Wanting to reach out, he put down his hand with a wry smile, and peeked greedily.In a trance, it seems to have returned to the past time.Tired of playing at Wu Tong's house, he just stayed there, often Wu Tong was soft-hearted, coerced and lured, Ban Xiaosong half pushed and half agreed, and slept on the same bed as a matter of course.

Ban Xiaosong sat up, shook his head, stretched himself, and found Wu Tong and Yin Ke lying on both sides of him.I woke up all of a sudden, presumably because I had a sudden stomach problem yesterday, and I worked so hard to take care of it all night.Ban Xiaosong slowly moved to the side of the bed, not wanting to disturb their sleep.But Wu Tong put a hand on his waist, making him unable to move.Wu Tong rubbed unconsciously, all the heat sprayed on Ban Xiaosong's arm, it was numb and itchy, and the distance between him and him was getting closer and closer.Ban Xiaosong had no choice but to lie down again, and now he could clearly hear Wu Tong's heartbeat, but it was a pity that it was never because of him.

Ban Xiaosong moved towards Yin Ke, closed his eyes again, and soon fell asleep.Then Wu Tong opened his eyes, hugged Ban Xiaosong tightly, and fell asleep with his neck crossed.Yin Ke knew what Ban Xiaosong and Wu Tong were doing, but he didn't dare to cross the line, so he had no choice.