don't worry about life

Perhaps, we were doomed from the very beginning. ——Yang Lian.

"Get out of the way, you are the last sun, I don't want to kill you." Yang Lian held a sword in one hand and pointed at Zi Gui, her eyes were cold and filled with undisguised hatred.

"My aunt is dead, and my nine older brothers are also dead. The current ending is already a loss for both sides. If the fight continues, it will only cause chaos in the Three Realms and kill more innocent people." Zigui said to Yang Lian, and then ordered the surrounding heavenly soldiers The sky will leave, saying that it is enough to have myself here.

"Cold-blooded and ruthless, rule the Three Realms with a set of rotten rules of heaven, such a heaven, don't mind it." Yang Lian said, stabbing with a sword, and the weapons collided, making a "dang" sound.

"Cousin!" Looking at each other, Zi Gui clearly saw the hatred and pain in Yang Lian's eyes, "Cousin, if Auntie is still here, she will never want to see you brothers and sisters like this, ignoring the Three Realms!"

"But my mother is dead, the Three Realms? What does the Three Realms have to do with me?" The pain in Yang Lian's eyes was even worse, her expression was slightly dazed, the long sword in her hand had been taken away by Zigui, Yang Lian closed her eyes, "You kill me. "

"I've already killed my aunt, and I won't kill my cousin again." Zi Gui threw the long sword into the clouds, "Go away."

"You..." Yang Lian opened her eyes and looked at him, but in the end she didn't say anything, picked up the long sword in the clouds, turned and left.

Yuquan Mountain, Jinxia Cave.

Daoist Yuding in a dark green Taoist robe sat cross-legged on the futon, closed his eyes to practice, and sensed Yang Lian's return, but did not open his eyes, and said: "Yang Jian is alone, and the heavens can't stop him. You go, if you go out An accident, how can I be sorry for him?"

"Master, I..."

"I know, you also hate Tianting and want to take revenge together." Hearing this, Yang Lian lowered her head.

"Master, will Second Brother really be fine? Jade Emperor..."

Suddenly, the ground was shaken, and Master Yuding suddenly opened his eyes, counted with his fingers, and Yang Lian looked at him in shock: "Master, did something happen to my second brother?"

"Heavenly Court has invited reinforcements, it's Western Golden Cicada, but don't worry, the two can only fight to a tie." Seeing that Yang Lian was about to go out again, Master Yuding quickly called her back, "Come back!"

Seeing Yang Lian stop, Master Yu Ding said: "What are you in such a hurry for, don't worry, you can just stay here honestly and don't go out again."

"Master!" Daoist Yuding closed his eyes again, and no matter how Yang Lian called, he ignored her.

Yang Lian had no choice but to sit by the entrance of the cave, looking at the sky, imagining what was going on above the clouds.Second Brother, you must come back, otherwise, Third Sister will never live alone.

However, when Yang Lian opened her eyes again, she saw Zi Gui.

"It's you? Where's my second brother?" Yang Lian stood up, a little panicked, staggered and almost fell, Zigui supported her, "What happened to my second brother!"

"No, Tianting and your second brother have already ceased fighting." Zigui quickly explained and comforted him, "The Queen Mother persuaded His Majesty, and the Jade Emperor decided to recruit you."

"Recruitment?" Yang Lian couldn't help sneering, threw Zigui away, and immediately flew to the heaven, Zigui hurriedly chased after seeing this.

Outside the Nantian Gate, Yang Lian saw Yang Jian confronting the Queen Mother, and stepped forward quickly: "Second Brother." There was unconcealable worry in her eyes.

"Third Sister, you are here." Yang Jian nodded slightly to her, then turned to look at the Queen Mother, Zi Gui also chased up at this time, the Queen Mother opened the imperial decree, and declared: Confer Yang Jian as Zhaohui Xiansheng Erlang Zhenjun, Stationed at Guanjiangkou, named Yang Lian as the Three Holy Mothers of Huashan Mountain in Xiyue, and stationed at Huashan Mountain.

"Accept the order?"

Yang Lian looked at the imperial decree in the hands of the Queen Mother, and then looked at Yang Jian who was obviously hesitant, her thoughts turned back and forth, and finally persuaded softly: "Second brother, the master also said that if we continue to fight, it will only endanger the Three Realms. Why not..."

"Okay." Yang Jian accepted the imperial edict and said coldly, "But, from now on, Yang Jian will only listen to the tune, not the announcement."

The two took the imperial decree and turned to leave. Zigui looked at Yang Lian's back with dim eyes.

A few years later, the Conferred God War begins.

Huashan.

"Why are you here?" Yang Lian, who was playing chess alone, raised her head and saw that it was Zi Gui who came, "Aren't you afraid that the Jade Emperor and the Queen Mother will find out? Be careful not to burn yourself."

"Yang Jian went to participate in the Battle of Conferred Gods. I think I can't take care of you. I just came to see you." Zi Gui smiled and sat down opposite Yang Lian. "However, I'm also a little strange. Why didn't you go?"

"Master said that my going would only cause trouble for my second brother, so I'm not allowed to go." Yang Lian felt angry when she thought of this, and she might not be able to see her second brother for a long time, "You came just in time to play chess with me. "

"Okay." Zigui responded with a smile.

"Hey! Can't you let me do it again?" Once again, Yang Lian stared at Zi Gui unwillingly after being swallowed up by all the chess pieces, and then immediately changed into a pitiful look, "Cousin, just let me Once, okay?"

"When playing chess, where is there any talk of making people?" Zi Gui was helpless.

"I don't care." Yang Lian bit her lip, very unhappy, "If it were my second brother, he would definitely let me."

Zigui looked at Yang Lian who looked like a little girl on the opposite side with a smile, nodded and said: "Okay, then let's play another game. This time, I will definitely let you win, okay?"

"Okay." Yang Lian immediately beamed with joy.

"No, no, I made a mistake at that step just now, and I have to go again."

"Hey..." Under Yang Lian's tilted head and squinting eyes, Zigui swallowed the phrase "I can't regret the game".

After playing chess, Yang Lian made tea for Zigui and said softly, "Thank you, come and play with me."

There was also a bit of bitterness in Zigui's smile: "You said back then that this heaven was cold and ruthless, and you were right. Now I am the only one left in the Golden Crow Temple, only to realize that even the scorching sun can't warm me up. heart of."

"Cousin Zigui." Yang Lian put the teacup in Zigui's hand.

"You...recognized me?" Zigui was startled by the title, "I thought you would always hate me."

"I have never hated you. I only hate Heaven, the Jade Emperor and the Queen Mother." Yang Lian hooked her lips, feeling a little self-deprecating, "You were right, I can't, for my own sake Hatred, disregarding the Three Realms."

"It's good if you understand." Zigui picked up the teacup and took a sip, "Good tea."

"I usually have nothing to do when I have nothing to do. I just make tea, play chess, and then pick some peach blossoms to make wine. It's too boring, so I just do some boring things to pass the time." Flowing clouds and flowing water are truly beautiful.

"Speaking of which, that day at Nantianmen, it was the first time I saw your brother and sister in the same place, but the feeling you gave me was quite different from the previous few times." Zigui finally expressed his doubts.

Yang Lian paused, raised her eyes and looked at Zigui: "What kind of person does my cousin think Yang Lian is?" Without waiting for Zigui's answer, Yang Lian said again: "Cold-hearted, or indifferent and cruel?"

"Like my aunt, you are a very tough person. You are also like Yang Jian. You are proud and arrogant. You are not afraid of death or the authority of the Jade Emperor, but you are afraid that your loved ones around you will be hurt." Zigui held Yang Lian "Cousin, can you let go of your hatred? I know that what you said outside the Nantian Gate was against your will. I still remember that you once said that the Three Realms have nothing to do with you, so you are just afraid of Yang Jian and The Heavenly Court will really burn everything together."

Yang Lian was in a daze for a while, and then slowly said: "When the family changed, I was still young, and I felt the pain of family ruin, which was not as deep as the second brother. The second brother once told me that he named me. Hope, I can be like the lotus flower, pure and flawless. But he forgot, the lotus flower comes from the mud. Do you know that hope is often more painful than no hope.

"Since I met your eldest brother and told my second brother that my mother is not dead, my second brother's desire to learn from a teacher has become stronger. In the past, my second brother seldom mentioned his parents and eldest brother. Looking at the moon at night, at that time, I didn't understand.

"But he knew that his mother was not dead, and he wanted to rescue her. He began to tell me what a warm home I had, and told me how happy our family of three would be when he rescued my mother. But, two My brother failed, and my mother really left forever. I hate Heaven for shattering my hopes, and I hate Heaven even more for shattering my second brother’s hopes. You know, these two kinds of hatred are actually different."

"You hate Tianting for hurting you, and you hate it even more for Tianting hurting the person you love the most." Hearing Yang Lian's narration, Zigui understood, "You think Yang Jian was disappointed that he couldn't rescue Auntie, You don't want to let his hopes and expectations of you come to nothing again, so no matter how much you hate, you never show it in front of him, and you will always be a pure and innocent sister in front of him."

Yang Lian closed her eyes, covering all the emotions in her eyes, and nodded slightly.

"Why are you bothering?" Zi Gui held Yang Lian's hand tightly, wanting to give her support and comfort.

During the Conferred God War, Zigui often came to Huashan to accompany Yang Lian, but since the end of the Conferred God War, Zigui never came again. Later, after Monkey King made a big disturbance in the Heavenly Palace, Yang Jian became the god of justice, and Yang Lian often went to heaven to visit, By the way, I will also go to the Golden Crow Temple.

"It's hard for you to remember to come and see me every time you go to heaven." Zi Gui watched Yang Lian make tea, only to find it pleasing to the eye.

"Your Golden Crow Temple is almost as deserted as the Moon Palace. I'm worried. If I don't come again, I'm afraid you won't be able to talk." Yang Lian smiled playfully, "What's more, I'm alone in Huashan, and I'm just as lonely. "

"Lonely people should be with lonely people." Zigui looked at Yang Lian fondly.

Yang Lian put the lotus lantern on the table and stared at it: "I have a hunch that the lotus lantern is about to take human form, and there will be someone to accompany me in Huashan in the future."

"Made out? You mean... the lamp spirit?" Zi Gui asked in surprise.

"That's right." Yang Lian smiled.

Zigui stared at the peach groves all over Huashan in mid-air. On the way from Heaven to Huashan, the face of Yang Lian involuntarily appeared in his mind. Some looked at him with hatred in their eyes, some sneered at him, and even more More, but she acted like a baby to him playfully, and naturally, when she said "I fell in love with a mortal", she looked indifferent.

He didn't know whether he should come to Huashan or not. He should come to see his aunt because of emotion and reason. However, he was afraid of seeing Yang Lian and was eager to see Yang Lian. He also wanted to see Yang Lian now. , how are you doing?

"Why are you here?" Yang Lian was a little surprised when she saw him.

"I..." Zigui quickly adjusted his emotions, "I heard that my aunt was released, so I came to visit."

"Follow me." Yang Lian walked in front and led the way for him.Zigui followed her, looking at her back, with strong emotions in his heart, cousin, this is the home you are running now?Is this the life you want?