The Beauty of Onmyoji
Chapter 56 56
Although favorability is especially needed, Miki is very pessimistic whether it is about men or love.
In her opinion, favorability and love are two different things.
Favorability represents one person's affection for another person. This kind of affection can be subdivided into family affection, friendship, love, and other complex emotions, such as Daitengu's pursuit of Hei Qingming, and fraternity like Yimulian.
Like Ootengu to Kuro Seimei, Yuan Hiroya to Kagura, Yanyanluo to Shakuki, and Ibaraki to Shuten, all of them should have a favorable opinion of over [-].
From this point of view, there is no need for her to take advantage of the love of male monsters, but in fact, she has no choice at all.
First of all, she has no blood relationship with these male monsters, and she can't think of a way to pretend to be the long-lost sister or sister of the other party. The way of family affection is blocked for her.
As for friendship, she has tried, but this is too slow, and she has no hobby of resonating with male demons. The only thing she is good at is dancing.
She had thought more than once that it would be great if she had the superb piano skills of Master Chanwan, then she could definitely win the friendship of Yaoqin Master, Wannianzhu, and Yuan Boya with this.She also tried to learn, but the superb piano skills not only need time and effort, but also need a certain talent, which she does not have.
Therefore, all that is left before her is the road of love between men and women. It seems that there are many choices, but in the end, there is no choice at all.
And love, in Miki’s view, makes people possessive, jealous, and selfish. Even Seimei Abe, whom she trusted in the past, is not a saint. action.
So, when she heard Ibaraki's words, Miki felt very complicated.
How to put it, no matter whether he can do it or not, just because he can say such a thing makes Miki feel that she has never understood Ibaraki Doji before.
The image of Ibaraki Doji in her heart has always been Jiu Tun's follower, and he always said some misleading words. I don't understand human language.
And he has another attitude towards her, moody and angry, casually lowering her favor. Just now when Mei Ji heard that his favor has dropped, she felt terrified.
She has been reincarnated for so long, and now she can watch the Yasha massacre without changing her face, but her goodwill can make her feel scared.
She has always been afraid of Ibaraki. If she was afraid of Ibaraki killing her at the beginning, then she was afraid that he would fall in love with her again at some point.
This reincarnation was really unusual, she had come this far with Ibaraki, and even yelled at him, but he couldn't fight back, and he wanted to help her end the reincarnation.
In the past, I saw him being so special to Jiuten, but now he is so special to her, Miki can't deny it even if she wants to. When she heard Ibaraki say that just now, she felt very moved.
In him, she felt a kind of tolerance that was different from Yimulian fraternity, but a kind of tolerance that was treated specially.
Especially when he was the most difficult target for her to attack, his sudden tolerance made her feel so clearly.
Perhaps, tolerance is not appropriate, and forgiveness is even more similar.
Such a strategy made Meiji feel deeply guilty, which is why she would sincerely bless each person after completing a strategy.
In her subconscious, she was sorry for them. She liked Yimulian first and Two-faced Buddha second. To a greater extent, it was because these two people did not like her, which made her feel much less guilty. .
And Ibaraki actually told her that it was his responsibility to save her from suffering, so even though his favorability was as high as 95, he didn't say anything to stop her, and let her not think so much.
Meggie couldn't help asking: "Do you really not care?"
Ibaraki replied frankly: "Of course I care about it. It would be very unpleasant for any woman to date another man, not even a close friend. I was hiding in the closet at the time and almost rushed out."
Meggie suddenly remembered that when Jiu Tun watched him take a bath, there was a cry like a pig being slaughtered from the sky, she looked at Ibaraki: "Hey, did you do it on purpose?"
At that time, he had to follow Jiu Tun and her, Jiu Tun was going crazy, and he was still pretending to be stupid.
"What time?"
"The last time Shuten came to look for me, you suddenly appeared while I was taking a shower."
"Oh, that time, I didn't think much about it at the time, and I thought I should stop you, so I came out." Ibaraki said, most of the time he acted on his intuition, and then he looked at Miki and explained: "Don't worry , I didn’t know anything at that time, but now that I know, I won’t ruin your business.”
Meggie was really puzzled, "Why do you think you can control it? Why do you think that next time you won't stop me without thinking twice?"
Ibaraki replied: "Because from the very beginning, I felt that your smile was fake. You were obviously unhappy, but you just wanted to pretend that you were happy. I hope you end this cycle of reincarnation as soon as possible, so that you don't suffer any more."
"...Don't you suspect? Maybe I just made up a story? Don't you want to help me in other ways? Don't you think it's a bad thing for me to do so?"
Ibaraki patted Miki's head reassuringly, and explained one by one: "First of all, I said that I trust you, and I will trust you. Then, I intuitively feel that you are not lying. Although it is unbelievable, this is indeed the most likely s answer."
"What about other ways?" Meiji asked, just like Hei Qingming, he didn't want her to use the strategy method, he always believed that as long as he reversed the yin and yang, he could help her, and, "You don't think Am I that bad?"
Ibaraki replied truthfully: "But, apart from fighting, I can't do anything else. If it weren't for Abe Seimei this time, I wouldn't be able to find you. Besides, why do I feel so bad? I have even pretended to be a woman to deceive a man. What."
"..."
There are too many slots and I don’t know how to complain!
She almost forgot how his arm was broken!
Seeing Miki looking at him strangely, Ibaraki quickly explained his behavior: "I was not as strong as I am now, and it took a lot of effort to eat those people with spiritual power, so I turned into a beautiful woman first." If I cheat them, if I eat them again, even if I can't eat them, they will take pity on me and let me go."
"Then you were chopped off?" Maggie asked.
"That's right, Tsuna Watanabe's spiritual power is too strong. I was hungry at the time, so I was impatient. I should have lied to him more." Ibaraki still regretted it when he said it.
"……and after?"
"Later, I was hacked and my arm was broken. I went to get it back." Ibaraki replied.
Miki looked at Ibaraki's empty cuff and asked, "What about your arm?"
"Oh, it's placed in hell. I found that using the power of ghosts to call out the arm from hell to attack the enemy will be stronger, so I didn't install it."
"..."
Miki felt that he was convinced by Ibaraki.
Ibaraki said confidently: "So, what's the point of you just cheating on your favor, who hasn't cheated before, I can teach you some tricks."
"...Thank you, no need."
Convincing, really convincing, I have only heard it from hearsay before, this is the first time I have heard him speak, and I guess Ibaraki Doji is the only one who speaks such a thing so confidently.
Ibaraki Doji went on to say: "So, don't feel pressured. When I heard you talking, I felt that you were blaming yourself. It's none of your business. It's their fault that they were cheated. You just ate them, no Is that natural too?"
Meiji has been reincarnated for so long and blamed herself for so long, but this is the first person who told her not to blame herself.Although I still feel a little sorry, I suddenly feel that the burden on my body is much, much lighter.
Miki thanked: "Thank you, Ibaraki, thank you for telling me this, I feel much better."
"You just think too much, you should follow the meaning of that system first, and attack the rest of the people first, after all, we have no other way now, and you have never succeeded before, just try and see What will happen if you succeed?"
Meiji nodded again and again, and then asked, "What about you?"
Ibaraki replied: "I will find a way to retain my memory. In that case, even if the memory will be erased, I can still remember you. I think, since you said that Abe Seimei's memory can be awakened, then it means that there is something wrong with it." There is a way."
Meiji said with a complicated mood: "Actually, you don't need to work hard to find a way. If you can really clear your memory, it will be a good thing for everyone."
Ibaraki said: "You are here again, and you are too lenient. Whether it is a good thing or a bad thing is up to me to decide. This is my business."
"But……"
"No, but, don't think too much about it. It's a very simple matter. Don't make it so complicated. The life of a monster is very long. As long as I have memory, I can come to you. And, really If I can't find you, or if I'm tired of looking, I won't look for you." Ibaraki said with a relaxed face.
Seeing Ibaraki Doji's relaxed expression, Miki's mood became more relaxed than ever.
When Ibaraki Doji said this, she felt that she, including Abe Seimei, had complicated things.
At the beginning, she and Abe Seimei thought of many ways to fight the system. They tried many times, but each time they became more and more desperate.
But Ibaraki Doji never thought about confrontation at all. His thinking was too direct. He felt that there was an obvious way in front of him, and he never succeeded. Why didn't he try first?
Moreover, unlike Kuro Seimei who wanted to keep her, Ibaraki Doji did not plan to explore such a difficult method, but just wanted to keep his own memory.
This plan is much simpler and more feasible than keeping her.
Maybe it's not because Abe Seimei is inferior to Ibaraki Doji, but their identities determine their thinking. After all, one is a human being who can only live for 100 years, and the other is a monster with a long life. Ibaraki Doji has the confidence to say, let her end first Painful, and then find her slowly.
To a certain extent, Ibaraki Doji's directness and simplicity are really remarkable, and the corner of Miki's mouth curled into a relaxed smile.
She used to think too much, but in fact there was no need for it at all. Just like what Ibaraki Doji said, he couldn't find her, or if he was tired of looking, he just stopped looking. He is so open-minded, why should she think about it? bitter.
"Ibaraki, thank you."
Thank you for making me feel relaxed for the first time.
The author has something to say: Ibaraki’s behavior towards Miki’s Raiders should be the most tolerant and understandable among all people. After all, he used to be a big boss in the Raiders world, but it just turned over a bit miserably (covering his face and laughing
----
Thank you Pippi, Jiulan Xueya X2, the arrival of the European Emperor, the rhyme of the sunny day, and a ignorant chestnut. , Mu Shang, Sen Dian's mines, thank you ziwwer for the rocket launcher, okay~
In her opinion, favorability and love are two different things.
Favorability represents one person's affection for another person. This kind of affection can be subdivided into family affection, friendship, love, and other complex emotions, such as Daitengu's pursuit of Hei Qingming, and fraternity like Yimulian.
Like Ootengu to Kuro Seimei, Yuan Hiroya to Kagura, Yanyanluo to Shakuki, and Ibaraki to Shuten, all of them should have a favorable opinion of over [-].
From this point of view, there is no need for her to take advantage of the love of male monsters, but in fact, she has no choice at all.
First of all, she has no blood relationship with these male monsters, and she can't think of a way to pretend to be the long-lost sister or sister of the other party. The way of family affection is blocked for her.
As for friendship, she has tried, but this is too slow, and she has no hobby of resonating with male demons. The only thing she is good at is dancing.
She had thought more than once that it would be great if she had the superb piano skills of Master Chanwan, then she could definitely win the friendship of Yaoqin Master, Wannianzhu, and Yuan Boya with this.She also tried to learn, but the superb piano skills not only need time and effort, but also need a certain talent, which she does not have.
Therefore, all that is left before her is the road of love between men and women. It seems that there are many choices, but in the end, there is no choice at all.
And love, in Miki’s view, makes people possessive, jealous, and selfish. Even Seimei Abe, whom she trusted in the past, is not a saint. action.
So, when she heard Ibaraki's words, Miki felt very complicated.
How to put it, no matter whether he can do it or not, just because he can say such a thing makes Miki feel that she has never understood Ibaraki Doji before.
The image of Ibaraki Doji in her heart has always been Jiu Tun's follower, and he always said some misleading words. I don't understand human language.
And he has another attitude towards her, moody and angry, casually lowering her favor. Just now when Mei Ji heard that his favor has dropped, she felt terrified.
She has been reincarnated for so long, and now she can watch the Yasha massacre without changing her face, but her goodwill can make her feel scared.
She has always been afraid of Ibaraki. If she was afraid of Ibaraki killing her at the beginning, then she was afraid that he would fall in love with her again at some point.
This reincarnation was really unusual, she had come this far with Ibaraki, and even yelled at him, but he couldn't fight back, and he wanted to help her end the reincarnation.
In the past, I saw him being so special to Jiuten, but now he is so special to her, Miki can't deny it even if she wants to. When she heard Ibaraki say that just now, she felt very moved.
In him, she felt a kind of tolerance that was different from Yimulian fraternity, but a kind of tolerance that was treated specially.
Especially when he was the most difficult target for her to attack, his sudden tolerance made her feel so clearly.
Perhaps, tolerance is not appropriate, and forgiveness is even more similar.
Such a strategy made Meiji feel deeply guilty, which is why she would sincerely bless each person after completing a strategy.
In her subconscious, she was sorry for them. She liked Yimulian first and Two-faced Buddha second. To a greater extent, it was because these two people did not like her, which made her feel much less guilty. .
And Ibaraki actually told her that it was his responsibility to save her from suffering, so even though his favorability was as high as 95, he didn't say anything to stop her, and let her not think so much.
Meggie couldn't help asking: "Do you really not care?"
Ibaraki replied frankly: "Of course I care about it. It would be very unpleasant for any woman to date another man, not even a close friend. I was hiding in the closet at the time and almost rushed out."
Meggie suddenly remembered that when Jiu Tun watched him take a bath, there was a cry like a pig being slaughtered from the sky, she looked at Ibaraki: "Hey, did you do it on purpose?"
At that time, he had to follow Jiu Tun and her, Jiu Tun was going crazy, and he was still pretending to be stupid.
"What time?"
"The last time Shuten came to look for me, you suddenly appeared while I was taking a shower."
"Oh, that time, I didn't think much about it at the time, and I thought I should stop you, so I came out." Ibaraki said, most of the time he acted on his intuition, and then he looked at Miki and explained: "Don't worry , I didn’t know anything at that time, but now that I know, I won’t ruin your business.”
Meggie was really puzzled, "Why do you think you can control it? Why do you think that next time you won't stop me without thinking twice?"
Ibaraki replied: "Because from the very beginning, I felt that your smile was fake. You were obviously unhappy, but you just wanted to pretend that you were happy. I hope you end this cycle of reincarnation as soon as possible, so that you don't suffer any more."
"...Don't you suspect? Maybe I just made up a story? Don't you want to help me in other ways? Don't you think it's a bad thing for me to do so?"
Ibaraki patted Miki's head reassuringly, and explained one by one: "First of all, I said that I trust you, and I will trust you. Then, I intuitively feel that you are not lying. Although it is unbelievable, this is indeed the most likely s answer."
"What about other ways?" Meiji asked, just like Hei Qingming, he didn't want her to use the strategy method, he always believed that as long as he reversed the yin and yang, he could help her, and, "You don't think Am I that bad?"
Ibaraki replied truthfully: "But, apart from fighting, I can't do anything else. If it weren't for Abe Seimei this time, I wouldn't be able to find you. Besides, why do I feel so bad? I have even pretended to be a woman to deceive a man. What."
"..."
There are too many slots and I don’t know how to complain!
She almost forgot how his arm was broken!
Seeing Miki looking at him strangely, Ibaraki quickly explained his behavior: "I was not as strong as I am now, and it took a lot of effort to eat those people with spiritual power, so I turned into a beautiful woman first." If I cheat them, if I eat them again, even if I can't eat them, they will take pity on me and let me go."
"Then you were chopped off?" Maggie asked.
"That's right, Tsuna Watanabe's spiritual power is too strong. I was hungry at the time, so I was impatient. I should have lied to him more." Ibaraki still regretted it when he said it.
"……and after?"
"Later, I was hacked and my arm was broken. I went to get it back." Ibaraki replied.
Miki looked at Ibaraki's empty cuff and asked, "What about your arm?"
"Oh, it's placed in hell. I found that using the power of ghosts to call out the arm from hell to attack the enemy will be stronger, so I didn't install it."
"..."
Miki felt that he was convinced by Ibaraki.
Ibaraki said confidently: "So, what's the point of you just cheating on your favor, who hasn't cheated before, I can teach you some tricks."
"...Thank you, no need."
Convincing, really convincing, I have only heard it from hearsay before, this is the first time I have heard him speak, and I guess Ibaraki Doji is the only one who speaks such a thing so confidently.
Ibaraki Doji went on to say: "So, don't feel pressured. When I heard you talking, I felt that you were blaming yourself. It's none of your business. It's their fault that they were cheated. You just ate them, no Is that natural too?"
Meiji has been reincarnated for so long and blamed herself for so long, but this is the first person who told her not to blame herself.Although I still feel a little sorry, I suddenly feel that the burden on my body is much, much lighter.
Miki thanked: "Thank you, Ibaraki, thank you for telling me this, I feel much better."
"You just think too much, you should follow the meaning of that system first, and attack the rest of the people first, after all, we have no other way now, and you have never succeeded before, just try and see What will happen if you succeed?"
Meiji nodded again and again, and then asked, "What about you?"
Ibaraki replied: "I will find a way to retain my memory. In that case, even if the memory will be erased, I can still remember you. I think, since you said that Abe Seimei's memory can be awakened, then it means that there is something wrong with it." There is a way."
Meiji said with a complicated mood: "Actually, you don't need to work hard to find a way. If you can really clear your memory, it will be a good thing for everyone."
Ibaraki said: "You are here again, and you are too lenient. Whether it is a good thing or a bad thing is up to me to decide. This is my business."
"But……"
"No, but, don't think too much about it. It's a very simple matter. Don't make it so complicated. The life of a monster is very long. As long as I have memory, I can come to you. And, really If I can't find you, or if I'm tired of looking, I won't look for you." Ibaraki said with a relaxed face.
Seeing Ibaraki Doji's relaxed expression, Miki's mood became more relaxed than ever.
When Ibaraki Doji said this, she felt that she, including Abe Seimei, had complicated things.
At the beginning, she and Abe Seimei thought of many ways to fight the system. They tried many times, but each time they became more and more desperate.
But Ibaraki Doji never thought about confrontation at all. His thinking was too direct. He felt that there was an obvious way in front of him, and he never succeeded. Why didn't he try first?
Moreover, unlike Kuro Seimei who wanted to keep her, Ibaraki Doji did not plan to explore such a difficult method, but just wanted to keep his own memory.
This plan is much simpler and more feasible than keeping her.
Maybe it's not because Abe Seimei is inferior to Ibaraki Doji, but their identities determine their thinking. After all, one is a human being who can only live for 100 years, and the other is a monster with a long life. Ibaraki Doji has the confidence to say, let her end first Painful, and then find her slowly.
To a certain extent, Ibaraki Doji's directness and simplicity are really remarkable, and the corner of Miki's mouth curled into a relaxed smile.
She used to think too much, but in fact there was no need for it at all. Just like what Ibaraki Doji said, he couldn't find her, or if he was tired of looking, he just stopped looking. He is so open-minded, why should she think about it? bitter.
"Ibaraki, thank you."
Thank you for making me feel relaxed for the first time.
The author has something to say: Ibaraki’s behavior towards Miki’s Raiders should be the most tolerant and understandable among all people. After all, he used to be a big boss in the Raiders world, but it just turned over a bit miserably (covering his face and laughing
----
Thank you Pippi, Jiulan Xueya X2, the arrival of the European Emperor, the rhyme of the sunny day, and a ignorant chestnut. , Mu Shang, Sen Dian's mines, thank you ziwwer for the rocket launcher, okay~
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