[Zongyingmi] If you are willing to grow up with me

Eleven years ago, I was lying on the grass in Fairy Valley, the sun was shining, the sky was blue, and above my head were lazy clouds and free white doves.The flowers, plants and trees are shaking in the warm wind, the ears are filled with chirping birds, and the tip of the nose is filled with the fragrance of grass and flowers.

At that time, she had many beautiful dreams in her mind, and the most frequent fantasy was to go out for a swim.The capital is prosperous and the rivers and lakes are happy, she has to go to see and experience them one by one.She feels that she is the most powerful person in the world, no one can defeat her, and she can have fun wherever she goes.She also wants to challenge those masters that Sister Jiu'er and Brother Eight have mentioned, and leave a name in the world, so that everyone knows Ye Shiyi!

Those naive dreams are right in front of you, as if you can grasp them as soon as you reach out.

Now that she came out, it was a different scene.

Three years, whether it is long or short, Eleven may not know enough about the strange world in front of her, but when she poisoned those special police officers, she also knew that she might have really caused trouble this time.

But if she didn't, she wouldn't be her.This is her true nature, her innate character.

But she really didn't feel happy when she did it.Because Frank is dead, no amount of doing can change that fact.

She remembered the silence of that moment.The cool wind in the middle of the night has already brought the feeling of winter, and the sky is full of stars, shining on everyone under the sky, but everyone's life is different.Maybe they are the same, but the most different one must be Eleven.

When she walked out of the house, the state police who stayed outside the house drew their guns on her. BAU did not draw their guns, but the expressions on their faces were similar to those of the state police.

It was also at that moment that Eleven vaguely thought that she was different from them.She could never be like them.

She looked at Rhett across the crowd and saw the anxiety and anxiety on his face.This is his world. She thought she had walked in, but it turned out that she had been wandering outside the door.

On this broken night, Eleven understood some profound realities for the first time, but he seemed to understand nothing.

But she still has some changes after all.

She recalled that when they first arrived, the SWAT police had already surrounded them, and the muzzles of those black holes were aimed at Frank inside the house.If it was before, she would have brought down these special police officers without saying a word, and there would have been no subsequent changes.

Also, the poison she gave those special police officers was not a deadly poison.

Thinking about it afterwards, Eleven didn't understand why he didn't do that at the time.Change and growth are both subtle, but subtle.

Her environment and the people around her have an influence on her. If she wants to survive here for a long time and stably, she must also accept some changes and grow.

Eleven didn't really realize this, but she had vaguely felt it.

When she opened the door from the hearing and saw all the members of the BAU team waiting outside, and noticed the worried and anxious expressions on their faces, this vague feeling became stronger. ——This hearing will not only investigate and interrogate her alone, but the entire BAU team.

The first to bear the brunt is Hotch, who is the team leader. Knowing that Eleven is not really qualified for the FBI, he let her get in touch with the case too much, and caused extremely "bad and serious" consequences.

The word "responsibility" is very heavy and cruel.Eleven felt it for the first time.

Compared with the unreliable ideals of being a hero, bandit, etc. when she was a child, Eleven is still working hard to become an FBI, so she cares more about being fired from BAU than being sued.

In the cool autumn evening, the FBI building under the afterglow of the setting sun is quiet and solemn, and Eleven is sitting on the steps in front of the building.

A white shadow stopped in front of him.The white shadow asked her coldly, "Do you still think you are suitable here?"

Eleven felt that this question was unfair. She had been fine before, only this time... this time...

But a conflict is often like a flash of light that can reveal many problems that have been lurking in the dark.

Eleven raised her head and looked at the tall buildings in front of her, which were rising like a bamboo, but she didn't really like it, because they blocked everything, if it wasn't for Rhett...

Yes, because Rhett is here.It's not that she can't see those problems, it's just that she doesn't think about them, and it's useless to think about them, because she is where Rhett is.

So she didn't answer Ye Shi's words, and asked with her legs dangling, "Did you find him?"

Ye Shi said, "Yes."

After thinking about it on Eleven, leaving BAU is not completely useless, at least if she wants to do something again, she doesn't need to worry about bad influence on the group.

Returning to the BAU office for the last time, Eleven touched the desk that belonged to him.After she had her own table, she always liked to squeeze a seat with Rhett, but she was reluctant to leave now.

She blinked her big black eyes, touched the table with her hand, and asked Hotch tentatively, "Can I take it away?"

Hotch: "..."

Rhett looked at her with some sadness, and Morgan, Garcia and others all looked at her with the same expression.Only she herself was still smiling.

The facts of her crime are so clear that everyone has nothing to say to excuse her injustice.They are all law enforcement officers, and it is their duty to uphold the law and punish crimes.

In the end, Garcia, who was in tears, couldn't help but said: "Aren't those special police...are they still alive? Are they...is it possible..." She couldn't say it because she knew it was impossible.

Eleven's big eyes are still full of youthful vitality, looking carefree.She said: "Don't worry, you won't get rid of me so easily, Rhett is here, and I won't go anywhere!"

"But..." Garcia hesitated to speak.

Eleven knew that everyone was worried about the public prosecution that the investigation team would bring, but she was not worried at all.

"Have you forgotten? If it doesn't work, I can use the time gem to escape home!"

She was joking. Even if she really wanted to go back to Immortal Valley, it must be because she wanted to go back, not because of these irrelevant reasons.

But Rhett was startled, and looked up at her suddenly, and the other members of the group also looked at her in silence.

She was still smiling, and said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. Stark and Nick Fury said that I don't have to run away, and—" Rhett noticed that there was a sudden contempt in her smiling eyes With a cold look on his face, "Those special police officers probably won't want me to leave!"

Hotch's eyes froze: "What do you mean? Isn't the poison of the special police detoxified?"

Eleven spread his hands and said: "Yes! I just remembered that I added something special to the poison, so the previous antidote is not very effective. In two days, those special police may There will be some trouble."

After she poisoned the special police team, no one asked her to detoxify, so they guessed that after her bottles and jars were taken away, the researchers cracked part of the poison and the antidote.But after she lost her martial arts, she had too many boring times, so she kept pace with the times.

Sure enough, people still have to be more diligent, and it is uncertain when they will be rewarded.Alas, I never imagined that I would have such an idea one day, it's so positive.

Hotch turned to make a phone call with a serious look on his face.Morgan and the others looked at her with complicated eyes, as if they didn't know what to say.

Not without sadness, she regards them as friends, very important friends.But there was an invisible line between her and them.

Her pride did not allow her to stay here anymore, she straightened her little back, picked up the potted plants on the table, the pen holder, the big cartoon backrest—these were all gifts they gave her before—and Rhett Hulala turned around and walked towards the elevator, like a child who ran away from home in a rage.

Some of the stiff air was broken in an instant, and everyone was a little sad and a little funny.

Morgan carried her back like a chicken.Rhett stroked her hair, and Garcia hugged her directly.

Eleven stubbornly turned his head to the side, ignoring them, but the original anger turned into a grievance stuck in his throat because of everyone's persuasion.

Morgan said seriously: "Eleven, you are my friend and family, you know I love you, and I still do, and nothing can change this. We are all very sad that Frank died, but you have to understand, Those SWAT officers shot because they saw a potential threat. That was their job and they did nothing wrong. We are the FBI and have constitutional rights, but that doesn't make us above the constitution .We, like every ordinary citizen, are bound by the law."

What Morgan said was the same as that of the chairman of the investigation committee.

She wanted to say that it was their constitution, their law, not hers!

But she didn't really say it, because she knew in her heart that if she wanted to stay here, she couldn't escape these laws.The world will not tolerate her willfulness unconditionally.

She might be able to get through it this time, but what about the next time?What should I do next time I encounter the same situation?

If she wanted to stay here, stay with Rhett, would she have to change herself?Just like those street trees whose branches have been cut off and grow quietly by the roadside.Like flowers and plants enclosed in a monotonous flowerbed...

Eleven couldn't fall asleep, and felt confused and uneasy in his heart, as if he had been running recklessly, and suddenly accidentally stepped on the ground, his heart was very stunned, he didn't know whether he should stand up and continue running, I don't know which direction to run.

It was a dark night outside, as if a gigantic box had its hood lowered, and then the lid was closed with a "snap", and countless chaos and unknowns were all locked inside.

Eleven pushed open the door, came to Rhett's room, lifted the quilt, and slipped into his arms.

Rhett didn't sleep either, he heard her door open, and heard her coming all the way.

Neither of them spoke for a moment.After a while, Eleven suddenly raised his head, "Boom!", and kissed him resoundingly on the neck.Then he buried his head on his shoulder and let out a smirk.

Rhett laughed too.

However, after laughing, he fell silent again.

They ran into a problem they couldn't just pass over with a smile.

After a long time, she said as if angry: "Maybe I should go back to Immortal Valley!" The night was very quiet, and her lowered voice could be heard clearly.

She didn't ask Rhett if he thought she was wrong too, if he thought the SWAT cops were right and she shouldn't have been wrong like that.She doesn't need to ask these, if one day she needs to ask, she won't stay here.

But Rhett knew that what she said was not out of anger, this was the second time she mentioned it today. "Didn't you say no..."

"Well," Eleven slipped into his arms, "but maybe I should go back now." Her tone was very calm, even a little strangely calm.

Rhett didn't know what to say.He has always known that she is like a wild thing - a plant that grows freely among flowers and plants, natural and pure, making people want to pick it back and treasure it, but they are afraid of damaging its root system.

Before the accident in Maryland, he was always worried that this real world was too small to accommodate her natural and bright flamboyance.

Consciously or subconsciously, he thought that if one day she touched the frigid boundary of reality, she and he might both face a choice.

Rhett wondered if she had already made that choice.What about him?He can only choose to stay, or not to stay.

He knew very well that he could keep her.As long as he speaks.But what about after staying?Cut off her sharp edges and trim her to fit the world?

Her soft hair brushed his neck and chin lightly like a feather, a little itchy, a little... sleepy... Rhett found that his eyelids were getting heavier and darker, and his consciousness was slowly dimming.

Eleven noticed it immediately. She jumped up from the bed, looked around and found no one, then leaned over to check Rhett, and was relieved when she saw that he had just passed out.

She snorted and muttered "Brother Tenth Bad Guy".

open the door.go downstairs.

The slender moon at the end of November is just a hook of light white, and the thin light shines on the figure under the night sky that seems to be a little colder than the moonlight.

Eleven ran over and said first, "Don't poison Reid in the future!"

Ye Shi didn't speak, turned around and walked forward.

Eleven followed behind, emphasizing unrelentingly: "Don't poison Reid in the future! Did you hear that, Brother Ten?!"

Ye Shi said: "If you really remember how I used poison in Immortal Valley, your friend won't die."

This knife is really accurate.Change eleven and don't speak.

Ye Shi said: "After this matter is settled, send me back to Immortal Valley. Whether you go back or not is up to you."

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