Naruto's God's Will
Chapter 39 Understanding
Ever since Li Xun Huan had frightened those servants who were about to make a move, his life was finally much cleaner and more leisurely.At least, he no longer has to face those little birds who are obviously not familiar with you all day long, but they are not chirping at you.
However, such days only lasted for a few days, and the troublemaker came again later.It's just that this time the person seems to be a bit big, the servants in the mansion all avoided him, and no one dared to join him.
They did not offend him, of course Li Xun Huan was not interested in paying attention to these guys with upturned nostrils.However, things often develop unexpectedly.The object of their questioning turned out to be the mysterious Yang Yan.
This is really interesting!From the servant selection meeting, from everyone's attitude towards Yang Yan, and her slightly revealing skills, Li Xunhuan judged that she is an absolute strongman.As for the people who came to insult them, in Li Xunhuan's view, those with the highest strength were only at the level of elite jounin. Where did they get their confidence and confidence?
But the facts have proved that they have this ability.Of course, the premise is that they can't make a move. Once they make a move, they are also afraid of the dangerous consequences.Words have become their greatest weapon.All kinds of dirty and obscene words flowed out of the mouths of these people, just to target the beautiful and graceful woman in white clothes in front of her.
What surprised Li Xun Huan was that Yang Yan obviously had the ability to teach everyone a lesson, but she just sat quietly and didn't move a bit, allowing the other party to insult her.What's the matter?Confused Li Xunhuan asked an old man in the mansion.
It turned out to be so!No wonder she didn't resist, I'm afraid she was atoning for her sins.This involves a battle between the Yang Mansion and the local forces of the Land of Desolation a long time ago.Although the young Yang Yan has outstanding talent, she has not been liked by the elders in her family because of her long-term indifference and indifference.
In a big melee, she was besieged by the enemy.Under the long fight, the air and energy are exhausted, and life is at stake.Suddenly, shouts came from the battlefield. A big man with a big knife joined the standing circle forcefully, just to protect the little girl in front of him.
In the end, Yang Yan was lucky enough to escape, but the big man remained on the battlefield forever.This made the ruler of the Yang family feel very sorry. You must know that the big man was his most talented son, but it is a pity that he died fighting to save such a granddaughter who was not at the heart of the Yang family.
The white-haired man sent the black-haired man, and the pain made him hate Yang Yan to the extreme.However, in the end, he still restrained this emotion, and just expelled her to the Yang Mansion's exile place—Konggu, and at the same time, he turned a blind eye to the criticism of Yang Yan from other people in the Yang Mansion.
He has only one principle, no one is allowed to take action against her, and those who violate it will be severely punished.After all, Yang Yan is also the only blood of his other dead son, so he still has some basic blood relationship.
This situation has continued until now.It's just that, as Yang Yan's own strength grows stronger, her status in Yang's residence is getting higher and higher.As a result, fewer and fewer people chose to oppose her, and now only the children of the big man are left.
Your heart is not feeling well!Li Xun Huan silently thought that she might not be unkind, but that she has been cold and incomprehensible for a long time.Human beings always feel fear and hatred for the unpredictable and uncontrollable things.However, this situation should also end.
As her servant and her bodyguard, Li Xunhuan had the duty to protect Yang Yan, even if she didn't ask him.Moreover, after all these years, what she should repay and apologize for is enough.
Without her protection and deterrence, I am afraid that these people have long been sidelined in the power struggle in the mansion, and have been driven into history.
Li Xunhuan, who had no words, chose to strike.With Zhengyuan Palm in one hand, he clearly told everyone that Yang Yan will be guarded by him in the future, and you must not bully her.Although everyone wanted to resist, but their strength was inferior, they could only surrender in grief and indignation.
Yang Yan didn't say anything about it, and she didn't stop her, but she just gave Li Xun Huan a strange look for the first time, that look seemed to come from years.
Li Xun welcomed Yang Yan's gaze with a slight smile.
"You don't have to do this, they are just expressing a little resentment in their hearts." Yang Yan squeezed the blue hair next to her ear, and said softly.
"But you shouldn't always be responsible for this unwillingness. You have paid enough for his kindness." Li Xunhuan disagreed with Yang Yan's opinion. Since ancient times, the most hurtful thing is not the knife, but the words, with malicious words .
Even in June, it brings biting cold to people.It was also thanks to Yang Yan's indifferent and calm temperament that she was able to silently bear the viciousness for so many years.
Ordinary people, even if they can tolerate it at the time, will feel blocked in their hearts.Not to mention, I have been ignoring it and ignoring it.You must know that these bad words are not from strangers, but from close relatives who share the same blood.
"Since you have already done it, forget it, this matter ends here." Yang Yan waved her hand, turned and left.
"What is hiding in your heart?" Li Xun Huan thought while looking at the slim figure who left.
Because of Yang Yan's deliberate suppression of this matter, not many outsiders knew about it.However, what they can notice is that the male servants around Yang Yan have seen a lot fewer scenes these days, and those young men and young ladies who also came to trouble the young lady have never set foot in the empty valley since then.
Li Xun Huan's disappearance, although they were a little curious, they didn't care too much, he was just a new servant in the mansion no matter how old he was, even though his status was a bit special.
But the latter incident sparked a heated discussion. You must know that those people were respected because of their status, and the second lady did not resist forcefully, so they almost regarded this place as a place to vent their anger.
None of the servants here have been beaten and scolded by them, but because of the second lady, they dare not resist.Even later, they never appeared in front of them, leaving the second young lady to face the bad words alone every time.
It's not that they don't respect the second lady, but they know that those people don't dare to face the second lady despite their harsh words.So the second lady is safe, but they are in danger of dying in the face of those people.
Therefore, although they want to show their loyalty, it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages when they are not strong enough and their masters do not encourage them.
Until now, Li Xun Huan's strength is much higher than everyone else's, so he can and will take action to maintain the cleanliness here.
☆, justice
遥想
Flying wide and horizontal knife immediately, bending bow to shoot the big bug
The Wumu battlefield counts troops, swallows all tigers with arrogance
□□ Slam Fang Qiu, fight against heaven and earth
In the troubled times, the souls are devastated, seeing the sky weeping blood
The brave have no fear, weed out the strong and help the weak, and the building will collapse
Justice, the horn of the times, always resounds in the depths of human souls.If you don't check for a while, your soul will be shrouded in smoke, and justice will be buried in the shadows.However, the dawn suddenly appeared, and the bright hope came to the world again.
The way of swordsmanship, martial arts, and the way of darkness is the way of justice that abandons one's personal identity and resolutely wakes up without regrets. It is also the way of twelve masks that create the legend of Motun.
God Ape: The cold wind blows, the weeds hang down, the past is hard to come back
White clouds floating, mind blurred, who can wait for the autumn and Shang period
Wild wolf: There are dust and wine marks on his clothes, and he travels everywhere without being ecstasy; this body fits the poet Wei, and the drizzle and breeze enter the mountain gate
Qilin: half god, half saint and half immortal, all Confucianism and Taoism are all sages; there are thousands of volumes of real books in the mind, and half the sky of civil and military is mastered
Silver Leopard: In the Xiaoao Eight Domains, solo majestic, accustomed to Xuanying without a trace, Ren Taixu, bleak and whistling
Phoenix: The sky and the river are all the same color without any dust, and fish and dragons dive to watch the Taoist body; how can heaven and man have two meanings?Dao is not in vain only in people
Goshawk: Conquering clothes and turning dust into clouds and smoke, the rivers and lakes have been left behind for years; sword idiots and knives are crazy in the world, now I will take the mantle off my shoulders
Golden Lion: One flute and one sword flatten the business, and bear the mad reputation for 15 years
White Tiger: half involved in the turbid current and half seated in the clean, leaning on the zither to chant Guangling Wen, cold sword silently listening to the gentleman's will, looking down on the world and laughing at the world of mortals
Suzaku: Hold your head high and scream in the wind; you can find your opponent and discuss the sword together, and the heights are too cold
Cloud Beast: The world is like chess, the world is unpredictable, laugh all heroes
Red Dragon: Double Moon Tears, Red Dragon Appears, Blood Eyes open to kill and block demon waves
Xuanwu: The villain has the vigor of a villain, the rules have regular eyebrows; the killer has the angle of a killer, and the game has the charm of a game
Justice in the dark, we stand shoulder to shoulder, rather bear the sins of the world.
☆、Li Xunhuan
one,
what is love?No one can understand in detail.
How many people deny that there is love, love is only a synonym for the same interests; how many people admit that there is love, but it is only rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea;
So, does love exist?Existence, what is it?
I don't understand love, I have never had it, and how have I ever understood it.Thinking out of thin air, how can it be like experiencing it personally?After experiencing it, can you understand whether it is love?
I don't understand, but want to understand.Now the personal experience is not real, so I can only pretend to others and talk about what I think is love.
There is a poem called "The Third Kind of Love". Two people who are clearly in love cannot be together due to objective reasons.Then I think, if two people who love each other cannot be together due to subjective reasons, it will be deeper than that and deserve the first kind of love.
Lin Shiyin (from the TV series Xiao Li Feidao) was betrothed to her cousin Li Xunhuan since she was a child. The two grew up together as childhood sweethearts.
But the children of the rivers and lakes, wandering in the rivers and lakes, are also tired of the rivers and lakes.How can people avoid the bloody storms in the rivers and lakes, whether they are in the rivers and lakes or not?Lin Shiyin, as the daughter of the master of the Demon Sword Sect, naturally couldn't get rid of the rivers and lakes.The feud in the rivers and lakes, the family was ruined overnight.
Lin Shiyin was trapped on the altar.Her body was trapped, her parents were killed, she hated, resented, angry, and sad, but never despaired.She understands that he will not forget him and will not abandon her.When his life was in danger, he descended from the sky, threw a knife in one hand, frightened everyone, and rescued her from prison.
Lin Shiyin happily thought that from then on, she and him could live happily together.But she didn't understand that as the "Master Liuru" of the Jianghu, the third person in the weapon list, Li Xunhuan has been involved in the Jianghu for too long, now he can't belong to her, belongs to her, only belongs to the Jianghu.He wanted to retire with her and grow old slowly, but Jianghu refused to agree, they were eager to target him, persecute him, and forbid him to withdraw from the Jianghu.
Li Xunhuan finally understood that he couldn't give her stable happiness, and following him, she could only be fearful and bloody.He had no choice but to let go. He thought that the brother-in-law who had saved their lives could bear the entrustment, but the fact was that the brother-in-law did fall in love with her, so he decided to give her to him.
Lin Shiyin saw Li Xun Huan smiling with fake face and acting every time, she felt like a knife was piercing her heart, resenting him, angering him, hurting him, but in the end she didn't hate him.Lin Shiyin loves Li Xunhuan, the love is so painful, since he thinks that she can be happy and safe with Long Xiaoyun, even if she doesn't love him, even if she and him are both scarred, she still chooses to listen to him and marry Long Xiaoyun. Xiao Yun.Because of this, she can reassure him.
The first kind of love I thought was not being with you for a long time, not being sentimental at this moment, but knowing at this moment that he (she) can only give up her (him) because he loves her (him).
two,
I, Li Xunhuan.Born in a famous family, with outstanding knowledge, father and son have three loves.
With a flying knife in one hand, he fought all over the rivers and lakes, and the name of "Liu Ru Gongzi" resounded throughout the martial arts.
The first ten years of Jianghu belonged to Shen Lang, and now the ten years will belong to me without exaggeration.
I should be proud and happy, but I'm not worthy
I should be happy and fulfilled, but I don't deserve it
I should be cozy and laid back, but I don't deserve it
I am a dignified Tanhua, a martial arts hero, and my name is well-known in temples and rivers and lakes. Everyone envies me for my talents and skills, but I know that I don't want all of these.All I want is to retire from the rivers and lakes with my beloved and live a leisurely life.
I couldn't do it, so I reluctantly pushed Shiyin to my elder brother Long Xiaoyun, thinking that he could bring her the future.
I was wrong, outrageously wrong, and hurt Shiyin.A stable life cannot heal the wounds of the soul.What hurts me even more is that what I entrusted to someone else is Long Xiaoyun—a hypocrite.
Shiyin died because of me and him.On her deathbed, she wanted us to reconcile, but I knew that was impossible.He hates me to the bottom, although I want to forgive him, but there is no room in my heart.So, he died, by his own hands.
Mo Chou also died, because she felt sorry for him, obviously she came to kill me, but she killed him, so she wanted to make amends.I didn't have time to save her.
I spent a few years in Li Yuan in a daze.I wanted to accompany Shiyin, but I didn't dare, I couldn't find Xiaoyun, I was afraid she would blame me.I have to find Xiaoyun.
One day, a letter came from the capital. The matter was urgent and serious. I had no way to refuse it, nor did I want to refuse it.The capital is well-informed, maybe I can find Xiaoyun.
Sure enough, Xiaoyun came to the capital.I am very happy, although he is here to kill me.Once, he was indeed able to kill me. Although I regret not teaching him well, I am still very happy to see Shiyin.
I survived because someone saved me.Her name is Yang Yan, and everyone calls her Jinghong Fairy.She is very beautiful, bright and colorful.She vowed to make me fall in love, and then dump me, to let others know that Xiao Li Feidao is just an ordinary man.
My heart gave Shiyin, so I refused and avoided others.Unexpectedly, she did not give up.With the same hatred and hatred several times, life and death go hand in hand, and our hearts are slowly getting closer.Strictly speaking, my feelings for her are very strange, not a passionate love, more like a pity.Properly speaking, like a father and daughter more than a lover.She is attached to me, and I cherish her.
Later, she still died because of me.All my thoughts were lost, the rivers and lakes disappeared, and Xiao Li's flying knife became an absolute legend.
However, such days only lasted for a few days, and the troublemaker came again later.It's just that this time the person seems to be a bit big, the servants in the mansion all avoided him, and no one dared to join him.
They did not offend him, of course Li Xun Huan was not interested in paying attention to these guys with upturned nostrils.However, things often develop unexpectedly.The object of their questioning turned out to be the mysterious Yang Yan.
This is really interesting!From the servant selection meeting, from everyone's attitude towards Yang Yan, and her slightly revealing skills, Li Xunhuan judged that she is an absolute strongman.As for the people who came to insult them, in Li Xunhuan's view, those with the highest strength were only at the level of elite jounin. Where did they get their confidence and confidence?
But the facts have proved that they have this ability.Of course, the premise is that they can't make a move. Once they make a move, they are also afraid of the dangerous consequences.Words have become their greatest weapon.All kinds of dirty and obscene words flowed out of the mouths of these people, just to target the beautiful and graceful woman in white clothes in front of her.
What surprised Li Xun Huan was that Yang Yan obviously had the ability to teach everyone a lesson, but she just sat quietly and didn't move a bit, allowing the other party to insult her.What's the matter?Confused Li Xunhuan asked an old man in the mansion.
It turned out to be so!No wonder she didn't resist, I'm afraid she was atoning for her sins.This involves a battle between the Yang Mansion and the local forces of the Land of Desolation a long time ago.Although the young Yang Yan has outstanding talent, she has not been liked by the elders in her family because of her long-term indifference and indifference.
In a big melee, she was besieged by the enemy.Under the long fight, the air and energy are exhausted, and life is at stake.Suddenly, shouts came from the battlefield. A big man with a big knife joined the standing circle forcefully, just to protect the little girl in front of him.
In the end, Yang Yan was lucky enough to escape, but the big man remained on the battlefield forever.This made the ruler of the Yang family feel very sorry. You must know that the big man was his most talented son, but it is a pity that he died fighting to save such a granddaughter who was not at the heart of the Yang family.
The white-haired man sent the black-haired man, and the pain made him hate Yang Yan to the extreme.However, in the end, he still restrained this emotion, and just expelled her to the Yang Mansion's exile place—Konggu, and at the same time, he turned a blind eye to the criticism of Yang Yan from other people in the Yang Mansion.
He has only one principle, no one is allowed to take action against her, and those who violate it will be severely punished.After all, Yang Yan is also the only blood of his other dead son, so he still has some basic blood relationship.
This situation has continued until now.It's just that, as Yang Yan's own strength grows stronger, her status in Yang's residence is getting higher and higher.As a result, fewer and fewer people chose to oppose her, and now only the children of the big man are left.
Your heart is not feeling well!Li Xun Huan silently thought that she might not be unkind, but that she has been cold and incomprehensible for a long time.Human beings always feel fear and hatred for the unpredictable and uncontrollable things.However, this situation should also end.
As her servant and her bodyguard, Li Xunhuan had the duty to protect Yang Yan, even if she didn't ask him.Moreover, after all these years, what she should repay and apologize for is enough.
Without her protection and deterrence, I am afraid that these people have long been sidelined in the power struggle in the mansion, and have been driven into history.
Li Xunhuan, who had no words, chose to strike.With Zhengyuan Palm in one hand, he clearly told everyone that Yang Yan will be guarded by him in the future, and you must not bully her.Although everyone wanted to resist, but their strength was inferior, they could only surrender in grief and indignation.
Yang Yan didn't say anything about it, and she didn't stop her, but she just gave Li Xun Huan a strange look for the first time, that look seemed to come from years.
Li Xun welcomed Yang Yan's gaze with a slight smile.
"You don't have to do this, they are just expressing a little resentment in their hearts." Yang Yan squeezed the blue hair next to her ear, and said softly.
"But you shouldn't always be responsible for this unwillingness. You have paid enough for his kindness." Li Xunhuan disagreed with Yang Yan's opinion. Since ancient times, the most hurtful thing is not the knife, but the words, with malicious words .
Even in June, it brings biting cold to people.It was also thanks to Yang Yan's indifferent and calm temperament that she was able to silently bear the viciousness for so many years.
Ordinary people, even if they can tolerate it at the time, will feel blocked in their hearts.Not to mention, I have been ignoring it and ignoring it.You must know that these bad words are not from strangers, but from close relatives who share the same blood.
"Since you have already done it, forget it, this matter ends here." Yang Yan waved her hand, turned and left.
"What is hiding in your heart?" Li Xun Huan thought while looking at the slim figure who left.
Because of Yang Yan's deliberate suppression of this matter, not many outsiders knew about it.However, what they can notice is that the male servants around Yang Yan have seen a lot fewer scenes these days, and those young men and young ladies who also came to trouble the young lady have never set foot in the empty valley since then.
Li Xun Huan's disappearance, although they were a little curious, they didn't care too much, he was just a new servant in the mansion no matter how old he was, even though his status was a bit special.
But the latter incident sparked a heated discussion. You must know that those people were respected because of their status, and the second lady did not resist forcefully, so they almost regarded this place as a place to vent their anger.
None of the servants here have been beaten and scolded by them, but because of the second lady, they dare not resist.Even later, they never appeared in front of them, leaving the second young lady to face the bad words alone every time.
It's not that they don't respect the second lady, but they know that those people don't dare to face the second lady despite their harsh words.So the second lady is safe, but they are in danger of dying in the face of those people.
Therefore, although they want to show their loyalty, it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages when they are not strong enough and their masters do not encourage them.
Until now, Li Xun Huan's strength is much higher than everyone else's, so he can and will take action to maintain the cleanliness here.
☆, justice
遥想
Flying wide and horizontal knife immediately, bending bow to shoot the big bug
The Wumu battlefield counts troops, swallows all tigers with arrogance
□□ Slam Fang Qiu, fight against heaven and earth
In the troubled times, the souls are devastated, seeing the sky weeping blood
The brave have no fear, weed out the strong and help the weak, and the building will collapse
Justice, the horn of the times, always resounds in the depths of human souls.If you don't check for a while, your soul will be shrouded in smoke, and justice will be buried in the shadows.However, the dawn suddenly appeared, and the bright hope came to the world again.
The way of swordsmanship, martial arts, and the way of darkness is the way of justice that abandons one's personal identity and resolutely wakes up without regrets. It is also the way of twelve masks that create the legend of Motun.
God Ape: The cold wind blows, the weeds hang down, the past is hard to come back
White clouds floating, mind blurred, who can wait for the autumn and Shang period
Wild wolf: There are dust and wine marks on his clothes, and he travels everywhere without being ecstasy; this body fits the poet Wei, and the drizzle and breeze enter the mountain gate
Qilin: half god, half saint and half immortal, all Confucianism and Taoism are all sages; there are thousands of volumes of real books in the mind, and half the sky of civil and military is mastered
Silver Leopard: In the Xiaoao Eight Domains, solo majestic, accustomed to Xuanying without a trace, Ren Taixu, bleak and whistling
Phoenix: The sky and the river are all the same color without any dust, and fish and dragons dive to watch the Taoist body; how can heaven and man have two meanings?Dao is not in vain only in people
Goshawk: Conquering clothes and turning dust into clouds and smoke, the rivers and lakes have been left behind for years; sword idiots and knives are crazy in the world, now I will take the mantle off my shoulders
Golden Lion: One flute and one sword flatten the business, and bear the mad reputation for 15 years
White Tiger: half involved in the turbid current and half seated in the clean, leaning on the zither to chant Guangling Wen, cold sword silently listening to the gentleman's will, looking down on the world and laughing at the world of mortals
Suzaku: Hold your head high and scream in the wind; you can find your opponent and discuss the sword together, and the heights are too cold
Cloud Beast: The world is like chess, the world is unpredictable, laugh all heroes
Red Dragon: Double Moon Tears, Red Dragon Appears, Blood Eyes open to kill and block demon waves
Xuanwu: The villain has the vigor of a villain, the rules have regular eyebrows; the killer has the angle of a killer, and the game has the charm of a game
Justice in the dark, we stand shoulder to shoulder, rather bear the sins of the world.
☆、Li Xunhuan
one,
what is love?No one can understand in detail.
How many people deny that there is love, love is only a synonym for the same interests; how many people admit that there is love, but it is only rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea;
So, does love exist?Existence, what is it?
I don't understand love, I have never had it, and how have I ever understood it.Thinking out of thin air, how can it be like experiencing it personally?After experiencing it, can you understand whether it is love?
I don't understand, but want to understand.Now the personal experience is not real, so I can only pretend to others and talk about what I think is love.
There is a poem called "The Third Kind of Love". Two people who are clearly in love cannot be together due to objective reasons.Then I think, if two people who love each other cannot be together due to subjective reasons, it will be deeper than that and deserve the first kind of love.
Lin Shiyin (from the TV series Xiao Li Feidao) was betrothed to her cousin Li Xunhuan since she was a child. The two grew up together as childhood sweethearts.
But the children of the rivers and lakes, wandering in the rivers and lakes, are also tired of the rivers and lakes.How can people avoid the bloody storms in the rivers and lakes, whether they are in the rivers and lakes or not?Lin Shiyin, as the daughter of the master of the Demon Sword Sect, naturally couldn't get rid of the rivers and lakes.The feud in the rivers and lakes, the family was ruined overnight.
Lin Shiyin was trapped on the altar.Her body was trapped, her parents were killed, she hated, resented, angry, and sad, but never despaired.She understands that he will not forget him and will not abandon her.When his life was in danger, he descended from the sky, threw a knife in one hand, frightened everyone, and rescued her from prison.
Lin Shiyin happily thought that from then on, she and him could live happily together.But she didn't understand that as the "Master Liuru" of the Jianghu, the third person in the weapon list, Li Xunhuan has been involved in the Jianghu for too long, now he can't belong to her, belongs to her, only belongs to the Jianghu.He wanted to retire with her and grow old slowly, but Jianghu refused to agree, they were eager to target him, persecute him, and forbid him to withdraw from the Jianghu.
Li Xunhuan finally understood that he couldn't give her stable happiness, and following him, she could only be fearful and bloody.He had no choice but to let go. He thought that the brother-in-law who had saved their lives could bear the entrustment, but the fact was that the brother-in-law did fall in love with her, so he decided to give her to him.
Lin Shiyin saw Li Xun Huan smiling with fake face and acting every time, she felt like a knife was piercing her heart, resenting him, angering him, hurting him, but in the end she didn't hate him.Lin Shiyin loves Li Xunhuan, the love is so painful, since he thinks that she can be happy and safe with Long Xiaoyun, even if she doesn't love him, even if she and him are both scarred, she still chooses to listen to him and marry Long Xiaoyun. Xiao Yun.Because of this, she can reassure him.
The first kind of love I thought was not being with you for a long time, not being sentimental at this moment, but knowing at this moment that he (she) can only give up her (him) because he loves her (him).
two,
I, Li Xunhuan.Born in a famous family, with outstanding knowledge, father and son have three loves.
With a flying knife in one hand, he fought all over the rivers and lakes, and the name of "Liu Ru Gongzi" resounded throughout the martial arts.
The first ten years of Jianghu belonged to Shen Lang, and now the ten years will belong to me without exaggeration.
I should be proud and happy, but I'm not worthy
I should be happy and fulfilled, but I don't deserve it
I should be cozy and laid back, but I don't deserve it
I am a dignified Tanhua, a martial arts hero, and my name is well-known in temples and rivers and lakes. Everyone envies me for my talents and skills, but I know that I don't want all of these.All I want is to retire from the rivers and lakes with my beloved and live a leisurely life.
I couldn't do it, so I reluctantly pushed Shiyin to my elder brother Long Xiaoyun, thinking that he could bring her the future.
I was wrong, outrageously wrong, and hurt Shiyin.A stable life cannot heal the wounds of the soul.What hurts me even more is that what I entrusted to someone else is Long Xiaoyun—a hypocrite.
Shiyin died because of me and him.On her deathbed, she wanted us to reconcile, but I knew that was impossible.He hates me to the bottom, although I want to forgive him, but there is no room in my heart.So, he died, by his own hands.
Mo Chou also died, because she felt sorry for him, obviously she came to kill me, but she killed him, so she wanted to make amends.I didn't have time to save her.
I spent a few years in Li Yuan in a daze.I wanted to accompany Shiyin, but I didn't dare, I couldn't find Xiaoyun, I was afraid she would blame me.I have to find Xiaoyun.
One day, a letter came from the capital. The matter was urgent and serious. I had no way to refuse it, nor did I want to refuse it.The capital is well-informed, maybe I can find Xiaoyun.
Sure enough, Xiaoyun came to the capital.I am very happy, although he is here to kill me.Once, he was indeed able to kill me. Although I regret not teaching him well, I am still very happy to see Shiyin.
I survived because someone saved me.Her name is Yang Yan, and everyone calls her Jinghong Fairy.She is very beautiful, bright and colorful.She vowed to make me fall in love, and then dump me, to let others know that Xiao Li Feidao is just an ordinary man.
My heart gave Shiyin, so I refused and avoided others.Unexpectedly, she did not give up.With the same hatred and hatred several times, life and death go hand in hand, and our hearts are slowly getting closer.Strictly speaking, my feelings for her are very strange, not a passionate love, more like a pity.Properly speaking, like a father and daughter more than a lover.She is attached to me, and I cherish her.
Later, she still died because of me.All my thoughts were lost, the rivers and lakes disappeared, and Xiao Li's flying knife became an absolute legend.
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