[Comprehensive] Those years when I was a twenty-five boy

I failed the psych evaluation, which I expected.

It was probably under house arrest, and I was confined to a house controlled by the government.I personally think it’s okay, all three meals are served, and someone will deliver any manga or game I want, it’s a five-star treatment, the dream life of a salted fish.Even Senior Azhai and Anwu were worried and impatient, and promised to let me return to the Secret Service as soon as possible.I didn't have any idea about this, and I smiled and comforted Senior Ango, who looked worried, that I would receive treatment from a psychiatrist and get out of the undercover state as soon as possible.

In fact, I don’t spend much time awake every day. It’s probably due to the relaxation and fatigue after the tension. I can sleep for 16 hours a day, eat and sleep, and eat and sleep. Occasionally, I feel like a piglet about to be sent to the slaughterhouse.Probably because the weather was so good today, I was sober. I asked for a bucket of paint and painted the outer walls of the house blue, the same blue as the sky.

is the color of that person's eyes.

Like the color of the blue sky.

If I was faster, could I have saved him?

Because of my supernatural powers, I was feared and coveted, and I tried to live the life of a blind person.I found a silk scarf to tie up my eyes, and groped around the house. After that, I fell down the stairs, my nose was bruised and my face was swollen, and my body was bruised one after another.

--so hard.

I bulged my cheeks, closed my eyes and walked slowly down while holding on to the handrail.

And I was so scared, it was really scary not seeing anything.Just like in the dream, it was endless darkness.

Before he knew it, the black hair faded to silvery white, and the worry in Ango-senpai's eyes overflowed.

"It's like in a TV series, I'm so sad that my hair turns gray overnight." I explained solemnly, "Or like the heroine in a Korean drama, I have albinism, senior, do you think I should go for a physical examination."

He rubbed my head and scheduled a physical for me.I know that albinism is a family hereditary disease, and generally it will not develop in the future, so I just said it casually at the time.The doctor couldn't find out the cause of the disease, so he only asked me to exercise more and pay attention to rest.

"I see." I smiled cutely, comforting Senior Ango who was worried about me over and over again.

Actively cooperating with the psychiatrist's treatment, the gentle young lady told me that I am getting better now, that I am working hard and will be cured soon.

I looked at her with a smile, "Because I want to return to work as soon as possible. Senior Ango is very worried about me. He is already troubled enough about dealing with work. I don't want him to worry anymore."

"Does Ms. Hanazaki like Sakaguchi-kun?" She asked with a smile, "I remember that he doesn't seem to have a girlfriend, why don't you try harder."

"Senior Ango's lover is his job." I puffed my cheeks, "I don't think I can win it over."

The psychiatrist laughed, and I laughed too.

In fact, I know that the so-called improvement is an illusion created by myself, and I have fooled the psychiatrist, the seniors, and everyone.

I am very ill.

There is a beast inside of me that roars in my dreams every night and devours me.

Its mouth and his stomach are thick darkness, like a black hole I fell into, seeing nothing and hearing nothing, never ending.

Then I woke up with a start and heard my own heartbeat beating.

Every night.

That's not okay, Hanazaki Li, then you belong to the party of justice, and you can sacrifice yourself to protect the people.You are from the Supernatural Secret Service Division of the Ministry of Internal Affairs. Whether it is a mafia or an organization, you are only performing undercover missions in it, and you are not a member of them.

I sat on the railing, dangling my legs, watching the waves below, hitting the cliff one after another.

I know the shift time of the patrolling personnel, the password of the iron gate, and the best escape route.I escaped from the blue house with nothing but a hand/gun.

"Detective Hanazaki?" A hesitant male voice came from behind.

"Huh?" I turned my head to look, and saw the black-haired young man in sportswear, and suddenly raised his eyebrows, "Sanada-kun, are you jogging in the morning?"

He frowned, "Your hair?"

"This color is popular recently, so I dyed it, does it look good?" I shrugged indifferently, "Don't call me a detective, I resigned from the Metropolitan Police Department early in the morning, and now I am a homeless person."

He froze for a moment, then quickly came to his senses, and sternly reprimanded, "It's too lax, how can you be so depraved as a contemporary youth. Besides, the railing is to protect pedestrians, what if you sit on it and fall into the sea."

"If you fall, you'll die. After all, I can't swim." I looked down and said softly.

"Nonsense!" He reached out and grabbed my arm and dragged me down. I didn't struggle and stood on the ground again.

"Your sense of responsibility is so heavy." I laughed, "As expected of a policeman."

"what are you doing here?"

"I'm waiting for the sunrise." With my hands on the railing, I tiptoed out, "I haven't seen the sunrise for a long time."

"Are you alone?" His brows frowned even tighter.

"Aren't you also running alone in the morning, you can't look down on single dogs."

"Today will be a good weather." I pinned my silver hair that was blown by the wind behind my ears, and I couldn't help squinting my eyes to show a satisfied smile, "Tomorrow will be a good weather, and the day after tomorrow will be the day after tomorrow. That's great."

"You?" His voice hesitated, "Did something happen to you?"

"I just suddenly felt that what someone said was quite correct. Aww, it's obviously a bad guy." I jumped up on the railing neatly, I put my hands behind my back and jumped to the side to avoid Genichiro Sanada stretching out The hand that came over said, "The weather is so good today, it is a good day for suicide."

"Don't come any closer." I took the pistol/gun out of my pocket.

"Senior, don't get any closer." I turned around and looked at them with my eyebrows bent.

"Don't get any closer." I aimed the gun at my temple.

"Lena!" Senior Anwu's forehead was dripping with sweat. He pursed his lips and comforted him softly, "Put down the gun first, and we'll talk slowly."

"Senior, don't work overtime in the future. Look at your current hairline. If you're bald, you won't be able to find a wife." I blinked and burst out laughing, "But seniors may have problems with work in the future." Marriage, um, no, I still hope that senior can find a wife who is fragrant and soft."

"Lena, listen to me—"

"Hanazaki Rina!" The young man's hair was like a dancing flame, as if it was about to ignite. "Put down the gun." With a tense face, he roared out as he spoke, "Did you hear me, I'll fucking let you put down the gun!"

"Master Chuya?" I wrinkled my nose, "If you're so fierce, you won't be able to find a wife. You should have killed me at that time, sorry for lying to you for so long." I bent my lips towards him , "It's a pity, I probably won't see the day when you grow taller, although I think you probably won't grow taller. Please say goodbye to Mr. Liu Lang for me, let him take care of himself, the promised summer I might miss my appointment."

"Don't show such a sad expression, the weather is so nice today, although it's a bit cold, but spring will come soon." Passing over everyone, I saw a black-haired young man with a rare dignified expression, his camel-colored windbreaker almost fly up.

"Thank you, it's great to meet you." I smiled and pulled the trigger.

"Lena!!!!!!" The last thing left on my retina was a hand, and I fell into eternal darkness.

It would be nice to die in such fine weather.