Delicacy

The two-day exam was finally over, and the students of No. [-] Middle School and Senior Two breathed a sigh of relief.In the last afternoon, taking three consecutive exams made most of the students feel overwhelmed.However, Qin Yuanmu is obviously not among them. At his speed, one afternoon is enough time for him to cover twenty sets of roll papers.

Today is Friday, which means that they can enjoy the long-awaited rest day after one more night of self-study and half-day class tomorrow morning, which is a full day and a half!The campus was full of cheerful atmosphere, Qin Yuanmu walked in front, Wang Ya pressed the phone keypad behind, and the two walked slowly towards the cafeteria.

Compared with the outrageous lunch, the breakfast and dinner in the cafeteria are much better. After all, steamed stuffed bun fried dough sticks and instant noodles are difficult to be extremely unpalatable.And the time for dinner is the most generous. The students in twos and threes in the cafeteria are roaming around, which makes people feel very relaxed.

"What are you eating, instant noodles?" Qin Yuanmu asked Wang Ya who never took his eyes off the screen.

"It's all right." Wang Ya was like a dementia, until she hit the corner of the table, she gritted her teeth and returned to her soul.Reluctantly stuffing the phone in his pocket, Wang Ya picked up a bowl and followed Qin Yuanmu to line up.

Qin Yuanmu looked at her: "Why didn't you run over to death? Have nothing to do other than dating every day?"

Wang Ya looked very contemptuous: "Isn't it a serious matter to fall in love? My brother has better grades than you in falling in love. If you are not convinced, go back to the classroom and read."

Qin Yuanmu shut up. In terms of performance, he really has no right to criticize Wang Ya.

Holding the instant noodles sprinkled with some kelp shreds on top, Qin Yuanmu and Wang Ya found a nearby table and sat down.

Wang Ya stirred the curly noodles with little interest: "Oh, Bacheng will change places next week, and I don't know if we will be far away."

Qin Yuanmu was taken aback, he actually didn't want to be separated from Wang Ya, but it was not because of any emotion, but because Qin Yuanmu really looked down on other people in the class.The boys were ugly as hell, and the girls were either blah, or too quiet, and Wang Ya's character was the one that suited him the most.And after finally getting acquainted with Wang Ya, Qin Yuanmu is really too lazy to start over with other people.

But on the surface, Qin Yuanmu didn't care: "Anyway, you're still in the same class, so why don't you continue to eat together? And you don't look at me every day, you just know how to chat. Does it make a difference if you sit together or not?"

"Yo Yo Yo?" Wang Ya laughed, "What's wrong, blame me for neglecting you?"

Qin Yuanmu heheed, but didn't speak.Wang Ya continued to be persistent: "Tell me, are you very reluctant to part with me?"

Qin Yuanmu looked at her narcissistic look, and his teeth itched angrily: "I can't bear to part with your uncle."

"Hey," Wang Ya sighed artificially, "It's okay, brother, I'll let you cook as I said, even if you don't sit together, you can eat with me from now on."

Seeing that Qin Yuanmu didn't speak, Wang Ya went on to say: "I'm serious, my dad's cooking is delicious, much better than the school cafeteria! But it's not as good as Lian Xiao's dad's cooking, I went there once last weekend I really recommend you to go to his restaurant."

Inexplicably involving Lian Xiao, Qin Yuanmu subconsciously reached into his pants pocket and took out a crumpled draft paper.Qin Yuanmu clicked his tongue and forgot to put it away, which is a pity.

Wang Ya stared at the waste paper in Qin Yuanmu's hand: "What is it, a love letter?"

"Suicide note!" Glaring at Wang Ya, Qin Yuanmu quickly stuffed it back.

Wang Ya is also habitually talking nonsense, and she doesn't believe that anyone would use such ugly paper to write a love letter.After eating a few mouthfuls of noodles, Wang Ya said, "Come with me to the gift shop after eating, and I'll pick some gifts for Wang Yang to send."

Qin Yuanmu had nothing to do anyway, so he nodded in agreement.

As a No. [-] middle school that has absorbed nearly half of the students in the city, except for the quality of the food, other aspects are very good.For example, the newly built large playground, swimming pool, library, and a dozen smaller shops, bookstores, fruit shops, gift shops, etc., almost meet the needs of students on campus.

Students with good family conditions can shuttle between various shops all year round and spend all kinds of consumption.And those poor students can only eat unpalatable cheap meals, and go to and from the dormitory, classroom and cafeteria every day.It's really rich people's wine and meat stinks, and there are frozen bones on the road.

There were a lot of people in the gift shop, and most of them were girls. Qin Yuanmu's scalp felt numb when he saw it.After Wang Ya was sent to squeeze in by herself, Qin Yuanmu went to the nearby fruit shop to buy watermelon.

Carrying two crescent-shaped watermelons, Qin Yuanmu waited for a long time at the intersection like two idiots, but Wang Ya did not come out.Qin Yuanmu looked around on tiptoe, and saw Wang Yana's superior stature from the window, and he was still picking and choosing like an aunt grabbing vegetables.

Qin Yuanmu turned his head in frustration, and suddenly saw Lian Xiao walking beside him.

Lian Xiao obviously just finished playing, and his skills are not very good, he is still interested, Lian Xiao fanned the wind with his clothes, wiped the sweat from his head and smiled: "Qin Yuanmu, where are you waiting for?"

"Wang Ya." Qin Yuanmu answered concisely, and suddenly saw something he had been thinking about for several days, Qin Yuanmu couldn't move his eyes away.

Lian Xiao also couldn't move his eyes, but what he was staring at was the watermelon in Qin Yuanmu's hand.

Qin Yuanmu gently raised his hand: "Be thirsty, eat."

"No, no, no!" Lian Xiao hurriedly waved his hands, as if he wasn't the one who asked for water with a shy face two days ago, "It's time to go to the fruit shop, I'll just go buy it."

After finishing speaking, Lian Xiao ran from Qin Yuanmu to the fruit shop, and Qin Yuanmu felt a cool breeze passing by.

The first time I drank my own water, I let him see my abs; this time I didn't want anything, so I let him see it for nothing; next time, will there be a bigger advantage?Qin Yuanmu looked at the figure of Lian Xiao striding into the fruit shop, and thought with some evil humor.

When Lian Xiao came out nibbling on the watermelon to say goodbye to Qin Yuanmu, Wang Ya still didn't see anyone.It wasn't until Qin Yuanmu's mediocre patience was about to run out that Wang Ya finally came out with big bags and small bags.

Qin Yuanmu didn't have any intention of helping her with it, and even handed her a piece of watermelon to make matters worse.Panting, Wang Ya threw all the things on the ground, took the watermelon, tore open the plastic bag and gnawed.

Looking at the time, it would be too late to go back to the dormitory for self-study, Qin Yuanmu followed Wang Ya and squatted down, gnawing watermelon at the intersection in a disfigured manner.

"I'm sure you squeezed me to death, these girls are crazy..." Wang Ya complained while eating, forgetting that she was also a member of the crazy girls.

Qin Yuanmu was about to say a few words to her, but when he raised his head, he saw a familiar figure and froze immediately.

Zhang Qing was wearing the short-sleeved clothes he often wore, and was walking with a tall girl, talking and laughing along the way.Zhang Qing didn't seem to see Qin Yuanmu at all, and walked past him without squinting.He leaned close to the girl's ear and didn't know what to say. The girl stared at him shyly and gave him two punches.

"Brother, brother?" Wang Ya saw Qin Yuanmu as if he had lost his soul, and followed his gaze, "Why do you know that girl? Are you a goddess?"

Qin Yuanmu took a deep breath, ignored Wang Ya, and continued to eat watermelon with big mouthfuls.

Wang Ya thought she had learned about Qin Yuanmu's sadness, and said in the tone of someone who has been there: "It's okay, there is no grass anywhere in the world, look at that woman, what kind of eyes are there? That man is just as malnourished, She is so short that she likes it, so we don't want her, ah."

Because of her height advantage, Wang Ya often attacks boys' heads. In Qin Yuanmu's eyes, Zhang Qing, who is so cute that he explodes, becomes worthless rags in Wang Ya's mouth.

After gnawing on the watermelon, Qin Yuanmu threw the skin to the trash can aside.With great strength, half of the watermelon rind bounced into the hole, and the remaining half splashed bright red juice on the barrel and fell to the ground.

Standing up suddenly, Qin Yuanmu said: "You go to class." After saying that, Qin Yuanmu walked away.

"Hey, where are you going?" Wang Ya stood up and shouted, but Qin Yuanmu turned a deaf ear and left more quickly.

Accompanied by the bell for evening self-study, Qin Yuanmu came to the empty laboratory building.The sky was dark or not, and the scene I saw was covered with a hazy layer of hair, but I couldn't see the stars.

After lighting a cigarette, Qin Yuanmu sat on the roof of the laboratory building with his legs crossed, feeling a bit melancholy. The breeze blowing brought the heat of late summer. Although the sun was off work, the concrete under his butt was still warm.Qin Yuanmu felt like an ice cream that was about to melt.

Qin Yuanmu felt that being busy would make people forget the past, and doing nothing was fine too, but now he found out that he was wrong.Even if he deceived himself and told himself that he didn't care about Zhang Qing anymore, the anger in his heart betrayed his true thoughts when he saw that scene just now.

It's not that easy to forget someone, even if that person doesn't have any feelings for you.

He hated himself, hated Zhang Qing, and was madly jealous of that girl.This seems to be the case with teenagers' feelings, they only care about their own thoughts.For a while Qin Yuanmu felt that Zhang Qing was not worthy of his sorrow, but for a while he wanted to pray to God, he was willing to lose everything and get Zhang Qing.

As the cigarettes were lit one by one, Qin Yuanmu coughed with a sore throat.In this almost masochistic feeling, he finally understood that Zhang Qing was different from him.He is a heretic, a monster, and Zhang Qing will find a woman to marry and have children sooner or later.

Yes, I am a monster... Qin Yuanmu thought with a wry smile, but why?

No reason, the world is like this, there is no such thing as "why".

Slight footsteps sounded behind him, Qin Yuanmu didn't bother to turn his head, and smashed the cigarette butt on the ground, splashing sparks in the darkened environment.Probably the teacher who patrols the school, skipping classes and smoking, the teaching office will inevitably have to go there.But how could Qin Yuanmu care about this at this time, even if it is hell, he doesn't mind going through it now.

But he didn't expect that the person who came was Wang Ya.

"You boys like to come here? When I broke up with my first-year high school partner, he also came here to smoke and cry." Wang Ya ran to him with a smile, "Oh, you didn't cry? It seems that you don't care about that little girl. Girls don't like it very much either."

Qin Yuanmu snorted coldly, like it?He wanted to kill that girl!

"What are you doing here?" Qin Yuanmu asked coldly, he didn't want to talk to anyone now.

"Let's see if my brother jumped off the building." Wang Ya smiled and sat down beside Qin Yuanmu, "Don't be too hard on yourself. There are plenty of women all over the world, so don't do the stupid thing of being hanged from a tree."

Qin Yuanmu ignored her, he felt that Wang Ya was really stupid, he didn't even understand the situation, so he tried to persuade him as if it was the real thing.

Seeing that Qin Yuanmu didn't speak, Wang Ya became anxious: "Don't be silent, this kind of thing has to be vented, you can tell me or howl, just don't be bored in your heart. Let me tell you , My aunt was like this at the beginning. When I divorced my first aunt, she didn't dare to tell others, so she was irritable in the room every day, and she became depressed..."

"Why are you so annoying!" Qin Yuanmu couldn't help shouting.

After calling Qin Yuanmu, he regretted it. No matter what, he shouldn't throw anger at the girl, but he couldn't take back what he said, so he could only keep silent and hope that Wang Ya would get angry and leave quickly.

Who knew that not only was Wang Ya not angry, but she laughed instead: "Look, it's much more comfortable to shout out? It's fate to meet each other. If you have any anger, just throw it at me, I won't care."

Qin Yuanmu turned his head. In the darkness, he could only see the outline of Wang Yana's black-rimmed glasses, but couldn't see her expression at this time.Qin Yuanmu sighed slightly in his heart, is this girl still a dick?

Wang Ya stood up and walked slowly to the side of the fence, with one foot on the railing, very bold and unruly.Maybe it's because of her height, Qin Yuanmu was born in this blurred back, and saw a bit of the temperament of a great man.

Qin Yuanmu hesitated, because at that moment just now, he suddenly had the urge to spit out all the questions.

Wang Ya pretended to be old-fashioned and said: "Brother, brother is someone who has experienced it, and I know that things like feelings cannot be forced. Isn't she just a girl, if you really can't do without her, go after her, you are better than that dwarf It looks much better, and I don't believe that girl is really blind."

"I don't like that girl, and I don't even know her." Qin Yuanmu hummed.

"Ah?" Wang Ya turned around in surprise, "Are you kidding me? I don't know why you are pretending to be broken-hearted here?"

"I like that dwarf."

When Qin Yuanmu said these words, he was not as excited as he imagined, as if he just told Wang Ya an unimportant matter.

Wang Ya stood motionless as if she had been acupunctured.

Qin Yuanmu took out a cigarette and put it on, but he didn't light it: "That guy's name is Zhang Qing, I'm a freshman classmate in high school, anyway, I like him a lot, if you feel disgusted..."

"No!" Wang Ya reacted greatly, "I rely on me to be too excited, do you like men?"

Qin Yuanmu nodded, wondering if Wang Ya saw the darkness.

"Damn, damn..." Wang Ya spun around like a donkey pulling a mill, "I mean, you don't even look at me directly, it's not that I'm unattractive..."

Qin Yuanmu held his breath in his heart, he really wanted to tell Wang Ya that even if he liked women, he didn't like Wang Ya.I still dislike the low-sightedness of other girls, where is she so good?With Wang Yang's wretched appearance, Zhang Qing can beat him ten blocks.

As soon as these words were said, Qin Yuanmu felt relieved, not too excited, nor particularly relaxed, but the inexplicable irritability these days has been relieved a lot.

Wang Ya suddenly began to gossip: "Then your classmate, does he know that you like him?"

Qin Yuanmu opened his mouth like a broken pot: "I know, I have never seen this girlfriend before, and I must have been scared by me, so I quickly found a girlfriend and checked whether my little brother is okay or not." .”

"Yo, then he's quite a scumbag." Wang Ya clicked her lips.

"Okay," Qin Yuanmu patted his buttocks and stood up, "I was quite annoyed at first, but after being disturbed by you like this, I don't even feel annoyed anymore."

Wang Ya laughed: "Nothing is best, let's go back to work, don't let Lao Wan catch me."

Qin Yuanmu walked in front, and Wang Ya followed behind him step by step.Both of them didn't say a word, and Qin Yuanmu stopped hesitantly until he walked out of the laboratory building and saw the lights of the teaching building.

"Don't tell me about this..." Qin Yuanmu's tone was a little blunt, he was not used to speaking in a begging tone.

Wang Ya waved her hand: "Who is your brother? Is it good to have a tight mouth? Hurry up and leave."

Turning around and continuing to walk, Qin Yuanmu felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.Wang Ya didn't know him for a long time, and she didn't seem like a tight-lipped person.But Qin Yuanmu just told her the deepest secret, and he didn't regret it, nor was he afraid.This is a very strange feeling. Qin Yuanmu originally thought that he would bury this secret in his heart for the rest of his life. It seems that he overestimated his ability to keep it secret.

Walking to the door of the classroom, Wang Yacai said again: "Brother, let me say something more. Feelings need to be fought bravely, but you can't force it. You and that are both men, so you can't ask for it. If you want to Come on, let yourself go, huh?"

"You have a lot of words." Qin Yuanmu gave Wang Ya a contemptuous look, pushed open the classroom door and strode in.

On the surface, he didn't care about it, but in Qin Yuanmu's heart, he had already remembered these words.