Delicacy

The reunion with Zhang Qing is like a ray of light piercing Qin Yuanmu's dark life.But they are not children after all, they each have their own jobs, and they can't get together every day, so the light shines for a few days at the beginning, and then dies silent in the darkness. The keynote of life.

"The more difficult the time, the more we have to work hard. This is the best time to reflect our corporate spirit! We should go to work and rest. There are such employees all over the street. What qualifications do we have to work in our bank? What we need are employees who are not afraid of hardships and have the courage to fight hard, and this is what our leaders admire most..."

It was almost ten o'clock in the evening, and Li Xiaoxiao was still babbling on the stage endlessly, saying some unnutritious clichés.

"Should I rest or not? Then she shouldn't live when it's time to live!" Ding Wen complained beside Qin Yuanmu, "What time the fuck is it? Li Xiaoxiao isn't tired? Is she Don’t you have no brains and don’t need to rest?”

"President Li doesn't have a big stomach, so he's good at farting." Qin Yuanmu looked at the stage with a sneer, wondering if it was a psychological effect, and he felt more and more that Li Xiaoxiao was not a person.

Tang Yan also looked irritated: "It's fine to have a meeting at night, but also on Friday night? Taking one day off every week will make people feel bad!"

It wasn't until a quarter past ten that Li Xiaoxiao finished his speech as if bound with a footcloth, and the employees left quickly, muttering, and rushed to the elevator.

Tang Lili stepped into the last vacant seat in the elevator without any risk, and complained to the colleagues beside her: "I can really babble, such a poor speech can be repeated all night, she should just write a movie!"

An employee at another outlet heard this, and said with a smile, "Lily dare not say that. If President Li takes it seriously, domestic films will be sad again."

The people in the elevator all laughed, they were all degenerates.

When they got out of the elevator on the first floor, everyone was in a hurry, trying to get home before eleven o'clock.Just as Qin Yuanmu was about to drive, Feng Fei stopped him behind him: "Yuanmu, remember to go to the real estate at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, it's our turn this week!"

Qin Yuanmu waved his hand to signal that he knew.

It's really bad luck, and such a day off for a week was ruthlessly deprived of it!Qin Yuanmu just wanted to drive into the city and run amok. He reckoned that he would not be able to sleep if he didn't eat An Ding today.

The sleeping pills bought by Qin Yuanmu were placed on the bedside. When Wu Fenfang first saw it, she was terrified. She thought Qin Yuanmu couldn't think about it, but later she found out that it was just insomnia.She also doesn't agree with Qin Yuanmu taking this kind of medicine at a young age, but there is no way, she is not a doctor, so she can't cure Qin Yuanmu's insomnia.

In the evening, Qin Yuanmu took the medicine, and was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone just after lying down. He picked up the mobile phone with a sullen expression. This month's salary has arrived, which is dozens of dollars less than last month.

Qin Yuanmu took a deep breath, got up and took another piece of Valium, otherwise he would be so angry that he wouldn't be able to fall asleep.It's better not to pay this broken salary. If you don't pay it, you can still have an expectation. If you pay it, you can only face the ruthless reality.

The increased dose was still useful, but Qin Yuanmu was still woken up by Wu Fenfang the next day. The alarm clock set failed its mission and failed to wake him up.

Maybe it was a side effect of the medicine. When Qin Yuanmu washed his face, he saw his face in the mirror was extremely ugly. Although he had enough sleep, he was still listless.

On Saturday morning, only Kubi was on his way to work, and Qin Yuanmu unfortunately became one of them.Arriving at the new real estate without hindrance, Feng Fei had already arrived and was pushing a table under the shade of a tree. It seemed that this was their base today.

"President Feng," Qin Yuanmu walked over to say hello, "Where are the people from the housing loan department? Let us work together, they haven't come yet?"

Feng Fei was also annoyed when he mentioned this: "Who knows, maybe he died in a car accident on the road."

Qin Yuanmu was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "President Feng, your temper has been quite strong recently."

Feng Fei sat down and wiped off his sweat: "They deserve to die, and I don't know which department started it, but now everyone has learned to go to the branch to catch coolies. My brother is still single until now, thanks to our business." .”

Feng Fei is almost 34 this year, and his hair is about to fall out, but he still has no wife. This has become a laughing stock in their bank.But Qin Yuanmu felt that if those people in the office could laugh, they would be too shameless.

It wasn't until 09:30 that the real estate started to come to customers. The account manager of the mortgage department was late, walked over slowly, and apologized without any sincerity: "Oh, I'm sorry, the traffic jam on the road came late. .”

Feng Fei laughed and said to her: "Xiao Zhang, you drove here from New York, right? I came here in the morning, and there were not many cars along the way."

Xiao Zhang's expression paused, and he said with a smile: "President Feng, we're going on a different path... Let's not talk about this, the real estate is full of people. You and this little brother go to market with leaflets, If there are customers who want to apply for a mortgage, just bring me here."

Qin Yuanmu didn't take the things she handed over, and asked, "Let's go to market? Then what are you doing?"

"I'm in charge of the registration." Xiao Zhang said naturally.

"You are in charge of you..." Before Qin Yuanmu could swear "Mom", Feng Fei dragged him away, and said in a low voice, "Let's go in, anyway, the sales department has air conditioning, so let her sit here alone Just wait, let's go in and rest."

Qin Yuanmu glared at Xiao Zhang, and said to Feng Fei: "President Feng, don't you think that our business is abnormal in both management and business models?"

Feng Fei smiled wryly: "That's why only deformed people can be in charge, but us normal people can't."

Qin Yuanmu stopped talking, just listen to the president, go in and throw the leaflets into the trash can, and find a place to catch up on sleep.

Housing prices have skyrocketed these years, and some people just need some people to invest, and the sales department is already full of people in the early morning.The sales lady in professional attire was busy shuttling through the crowd, explaining the apartment types and prices to all kinds of customers, breaking out in a sweat.

After working at the counter for a long time, Qin Yuanmu had an instinctive dislike for this noisy environment, so he threw the flyer on the table, and found a place in the corner to rest his eyes and close his eyes.

Not long after, when Qin Yuanmu was drowsy, he heard the sound of Feng Fei getting closer in the chaotic environment.

"Little sister, come and help us take a picture, we have to deal with the leaders in the work group... Thank you, thank you, I won't waste your time... Yuan Mu get up first, find a client to pose for a photo before going to sleep! "

Qin Yuanmu opened his eyes and saw Feng Fei walking towards him following a sales lady of a real estate.

Seeing that little sister's face, Qin Yuanmu suddenly became sober, why do he keep meeting acquaintances recently?Qin Yuanmu stood up slowly, and said to Wang Ya who was also shocked, "Brother?"

Feng Fei started gossiping immediately: "Why, do you know each other?"

Wang Ya looked at Qin Yuanmu's uniform, and hugged him around his neck with a smile: "Okay, brother, you look like a dog in what you are wearing now!"

Qin Yuanmu also looked at Wang Ya with a smile: "Let's go to each other, you are well dressed."

Feng Fei found an old man who seemed to be more talkative, and squeezed in front of Qin Yuanmu and Wang Ya: "You two, let's finish the business first and then talk? Yuanmu, where is your leaflet, did you throw it away?"

After the perfunctory posing, Qin Yuanmu was completely fine, and Wang Ya dragged him to the lounge, saying that he wanted to catch up on the old days.Qin Yuanmu didn't care, but asked Wang Ya: "Don't you have to go to work?"

Wang Ya rolled her eyes: "Brother, I'm waiting to be fired!"

After entering the lounge and isolating the noise outside, Qin Yuanmu immediately felt much more comfortable, and lay down on the sofa comfortably: "Brother, I sent you a message before, why didn't you reply to me?"

Wang Ya took out her mobile phone: "Don't mention it, I lost my previous mobile phone, quickly add my new number, and make an appointment when I'm free. You work in a bank now? Awesome, aren't you flattered?"

"How can you be happy when you go to work to earn money? You are all too naive." Qin Yuanmu almost vomited when he said such words recently, "What about you, brother? It's probably not easy to do it, right?"

Wang Ya sighed: "It's not that bad! Before I came here, I thought the sales lady was pretty. She stood in the air-conditioned room every day, didn't she just point at customers with a broken stick? I didn't know until I did it. You ruined the Milky Way, and you have to do this shitty job to pay off your debts in this life... Forget about this sad topic, what is your family Lian Xiao doing now? I haven't contacted him for a long time."

Qin Yuanmu was taken aback for a moment, this topic must be even more sad.

After grumbling for a long time, Qin Yuanmu said softly: "I don't know either..."

Wang Ya was stunned for a moment, then raised her head and looked at Qin Yuanmu with great reaction: "Brother, it's not what I imagined, is it? Aren't you doing well when you graduated from high school? Lian Xiao's doughy temper will definitely not quarrel with you ,what happens?"

"There have been many, many problems." Qin Yuanmu smiled bitterly, "Don't ask me, I really don't know what to say, and I don't know why my good life has become what it is now .”

Wang Ya was silent for a moment, and said quietly: "I still remember our high school days, I remember very clearly, I really thought that you and Lian Xiao would be together for the rest of your life and never be separated. Brother, you are not trying to prove it to me. Is there true love in the world?"

Qin Yuanmu's mind was a little swollen: "When I was young, I was not sensible..."

"Are you ignorant when you were young, or are you ignorant now?" Wang Ya looked straight at Qin Yuanmu, and the thick round lenses couldn't stop that look, "I don't believe that you will do things that are sorry for each other, and you can't do anything wrong. I don't believe that you guys would quarrel over trivial matters, what's wrong with you?"

Qin Yuanmu lowered his head and said, "I just don't love him anymore."

Wang Ya was stunned, and then put her foot on the heavy sofa, which made a harsh friction sound on the ground: "Qin Yuanmu, if I wasn't your brother, I would have to slap you now! You don't love him anymore? Qin Yuanmu Mu, do you have a fucking conscience? I don’t need to remind you how much Lian Xiao has done for you, now you can kick him aside just by saying that you don’t love him lightly?!”

Every time Wang Ya yelled, Qin Yuanmu's heart ached.But things have come to this, what can he do?

After shouting, Wang Ya seemed to realize that she had lost her composure, and sat back with a wry smile: "Really, fortunately, I still hope that one day I can attend your wedding. Sure enough, love and love are all bullshit, brains As soon as the temperature in the house drops, the other party is not pleasing to the eye... But my brother, you and Lian Xiao have been friends for many years, and you just broke up like this, don't you think about him?"

Qin Yuanmu gritted his teeth, how could he not have thought about it?Never thought, how could he hand in such a graduation work?I never thought, why does he still keep the ring and those torn papers?I never thought, why is he still single until now?

But what if I thought about it?Even if he wanted to kill him, Lian Xiao was gone.

"After I broke up with Lian Xiao," Qin Yuanmu said slowly, "life has become more and more difficult, in all aspects. Although I don't know why it became like this, I know that I did something wrong. Maybe this It’s my retribution. Haha, just like what you said, no matter how you make excuses for emotional problems, in the final analysis it’s your own fault. People should be responsible for their own choices, right?”

Seeing Qin Yuanmu's forced smile, Wang Ya felt sorry for him.She originally thought that Qin Yuanmu's poor condition today was due to being tired, but looking closely at the exhaustion in Qin Yuanmu's eyes, it was not difficult to find that this kind of turbidity that was dying was not formed by a day or two of despair.Today's Qin Yuanmu is like two completely different people from the Qin Yuanmu she saw at first sight. He no longer has those sharp auras on his body, and even reveals a bit of wimp and decadence.

The room was silent for a long time before Wang Ya said, "I don't know why, seeing you now, I suddenly want to resign. There are too many problems that people have to face in life, and the most comfortable way is to be free and easy. It's also the hardest. Life is short, and you have to spend a lot of energy dealing with endless shit, it's so fucking tiring to live..."

"Who says it's not..." Qin Yuanmu smiled wryly.

But at this moment in the hall outside, Feng Fei, who was supposed to be blowing on the air conditioner and playing with his mobile phone, had a stern expression on his face and was answering the phone.

"Okay, okay, I understand... But you don't really think about it? The current situation is indeed severe, but it is the same in all walks of life. If you leave, you may not be able to find a better one... Well, if this is the case, I I respect your opinion, and I will speak to the personnel department."

Putting down the phone, Feng Fei sighed deeply.Who doesn't want to go?But after leaving, where can I go?

After saying goodbye to Wang Ya, Feng Fei told Qin Yuanmu the news during dinner together.

"Lin Juan is going to resign?" Qin Yuanmu couldn't believe it. Lin Juan, the account manager of their branch, was usually the most cheerful. When she was with Ding Wen, she was always happy. It was a rare flavoring agent in their boring work.Such a cheerful girl, why did she suddenly resign?

Feng Fei smiled bitterly: "No matter whether you are crying or laughing on the surface, the pressure in your heart is the same. If it accumulates to a certain level, no one will be able to bear it. It doesn't matter if you leave. I listen to her tone. It will only be counterproductive to force you to stay." .”

Qin Yuanmu nodded, and suddenly said with a smile: "I want to go too."

Feng Fei smiled and said: "I dare not, how can I be the president if you are gone? Besides... It is normal to want to leave. I have been in the class for almost nine years, from the second year until now At this moment, I think about resigning every day in my mind. But it’s just thinking about it. If I really leave, I don’t even have leftovers to eat.”

"But President Feng, it's better to starve to death than to eat leftovers." Qin Yuanmu said.

Feng Fei shook his head: "You can't think that way, you will understand when you have a family in the future, people can't be so free and easy."

Qin Yuanmu smiled and said, "What you said, it's like you've got a family."

Feng Fei choked for a moment: "You kid, are you still laughing at me? Forget it, let's talk to you about something serious. Right now, every outlet is a radish and a hole. Lin Juan is hoping to recruit people from other outlets to fill her seat after leaving like this. It is impossible, although there are many idlers in various departments of the bank, but no one is willing to work in the branch, so the position of account manager is vacant... Do you have any ideas about this?"

As soon as Qin Yuanmu heard this, he became angry: "President Feng, you can find another person to toss about, I haven't fully understood the mess with the public, and now you have arranged a new job for me? Forget it."

Feng Fei said seriously: "This is actually a good opportunity. Generally speaking, tellers must have at least five years of experience before they can serve as account managers. Now that they are not accepted, this is your opportunity. Think about it, account managers are always better than tellers Bar?"

Qin Yuanmu chuckled: "Every post in the branch is full of stinky dog ​​shit, this one is just not that smelly, isn't it fragrant?"

"It's a little bit fragrant. Think about it carefully, this opportunity is very rare." Feng Fei didn't mean to be joking, Qin Yuanmu saw his cautious expression, and nodded to signal himself to think about it.

It has to be said that Feng Fei treated Qin Yuanmu well, knowing that the little brother had no intention of making progress, so he told Wu Fenfang about it.Although Wu Fenfang didn't know what a customer manager did, the manager sounded much more senior than the teller. As soon as Qin Yuanmu came home, Wu Fenfang dragged her into another chicken soup class.

Qin Yuanmu never had to listen to his mother's "suggestions", so after Lin Juan officially resigned, Qin's teller became Manager Qin.Many people in the industry mentioned this in a sour tone, saying that they became account managers less than half a year after joining the company, and that no one has been promoted so quickly in history.Qin Yuanmu couldn't help sneering in his heart, if those gossiping people were allowed to be this "fat job", I'm afraid they would all go to the president and cry for their parents.

Feng Fei respected Lin Juan's wishes before and never asked her to participate in any entertainment, but now it's different with Qin Yuanmu, boys don't have so many reasons.So Qin Yuanmu finally became the kind of bank clerk in the eyes of outsiders, and began to solicit business on the wine table.

Qin Yuanmu has almost never drank white wine. At the beginning, he would vomit almost every game, and the next day after drinking, he would walk in the air.But there is no time to rest during the day. Although the account manager does not need to directly serve the customers in the store, there are countless data to be reported every day. The deposit has increased or decreased, and the product marketing has been reported to the superior in detail. department.Qin Yuanmu felt that it would be better to serve customers. After all, customers also have something to talk about, but there is none in the industry.

In the past, it was just a little late to go home, but now it is commonplace to arrive home in the middle of the night.Wu Fenfang also felt sorry for Qin Yuanmu, but it was his job after all, and she couldn't do anything about it, so she could only make him hangover tea late at night when Qin Yuanmu came home late.

Maybe something like alcohol is really addictive, Qin Yuanmu drank it after a while, and slowly realized the fun from it.When Feng Fei mentioned going to the banquet at night again, he no longer scolded his mother in his heart, but was eager to try.

Only when his brain is completely burnt to a paste by alcohol can he imagine the life he should have lived in a blur.

He finally defeated Xue Yujie once, and Lian Xiao even cooked for him to encourage him.

Only when the nerves are anesthetized, Qin Yuanmu seems to be able to recall the initial feeling.In fact, the first bowl of noodles was not salty at all, really not salty.