【Shinkoma】Love called hope

"Komaeda, wait until the hopeless remnants are gone."

At that time, his lover stood on the reef by the sea and smiled at him: "Let's get married."

They believe so much, that day will definitely come, because the power of the desperate remnant party has become weaker and weaker, and it can even be said to be stubborn in recent years. Hinata is at the core of the future organization, and he can know the changes in the situation.So his marriage proposal can be said to be full of confidence.

At that time, Hinata smiled so gently, holding the ring and even scratching the hair behind the ear a bit shyly, saying that he was too anxious now, but he said that this ring is a token, and from now on, he will definitely wear it for Komaeda himself superior.He gave his own to Komaeda, and Komaeda cherished it.

This is an isolated island, sometimes Komaeda thinks that he is like a wife waiting for her husband to come back, looking forward to seeing Hinata every day.

Yes, the two of them have persisted together for so long and worked hard for so long.

Finally one day.

The last remnant of despair disappeared, and the last touch of despair in the world was wiped away, and the tortured and riddled world laughed.

But Komaeda couldn't laugh...

Originally, he should be the happiest one, and he should be insanely happy.

He should be.

But he couldn't laugh.

From that day on, Komaeda Nagito's world ushered in despair.

"This world has finally wiped out the last hopeless remnant."

"Hope triumphs over despair in the end."

"Victory deserves the congratulations of all mankind, and the crisis before all mankind should not be underestimated."

"...what humans need today is not So Hinata."

"It's the outflow of the throne."

It is someone who can lead mankind out of the shadow of despair and make the world recover from it.

And that person will not be Hinata.

Komaeda wanted to laugh, laughing that he hadn't thought of it - even though he had been isolated from the outside world for so many years and stayed on the island for so many years, he didn't think that even if the so-called despair disappeared now... but human beings are still desperate. ...Otherwise, how could such a thing be done...

How could one easily kill a wartime hero...

Komaeda looked at those people in the future agency, the faces were so familiar and annoying.As early as when the ship docked, he saw that all the people from the future agency had come, and each of them put on the face of "it can't be helped"... What are you begging for...

Why...you have clearly done such an excessive thing...

Why are you still pretending...

why...

"Komaeda-kun, we hope that you can become the consort of Kamito."

"Komaeda-kun, only you can carry the hope of the new world, only you can continue the blood of the god seat."

"Komaeda-kun, I hope you can understand us!"

"Komaeda-kun..."

"Komaeda-kun!"

Komaeda just wanted to cover his ears and drive them all out of the world in his head, but he couldn't do it, he still saw that person—that person had a face so familiar to Komaeda, a familiar posture...but so cold ...

Komaeda's world was finally plunged into darkness.

And when he wakes up again.Komaeda felt that he was lying in his room, it was raining outside, the wind blew the raindrops on the window, crackling, he saw those eyes at first sight, red in the dark night, staring at himself... …

Komaeda suddenly felt a pain in his heart, he was grasped by something, he kept tightening it, he couldn't breathe, only his eyes that kept widening and the tears that kept flowing dry remained.He has long denied the possibility that Hinata has disappeared thousands of times in his mind...but the fact is now vividly in front of him.

How can it be simply accepted.

"From today onwards, you are my spouse." Kamito said after seeing him gradually calm down, his plain eyes swept over Komaeda, examining him from top to bottom.It's like appreciating your own possessions.Finally, his gaze stayed on Komaeda's stomach: "It's been ten hours since the operation ended, and you have a week of recuperation."

"Hands, surgery..." Komaeda finally spoke, his voice was hoarse like dry leaves, rubbing against the ground.

Ah, he remembered, those people from the future agency said, "carrying the hope of the new world", the hope of the new world...continuing the blood of the throne... what does this mean.

Even though the truth sounded so clearly in his ears, Komaeda was unwilling to accept the reality in his heart. His mind was filled with various sounds and images—the whispers of the throne, the hypocritical pleadings of the future agency, the years of despair, The red sky, Enoshima Junko's wild laughter when he died, the despairing eyes that see through everything...

Komaeda wanted to struggle, the churning in his mind made him nauseous, but his whole body and limbs were weak, and some organs that were artificially changed and manufactured from the inside of the body, which did not belong to this body, were now rapidly, closely fused with this body.

Komaeda felt it too, right?The degree of fit that is gradually accepted by the body, the artificially created hope, the artificially created carrier of hope...

"...Here, has it been remodeled..." Komaeda looked at the ceiling and said lightly.

The gust of wind outside has not stopped.

Kamito didn't respond to him, and Komaeda didn't look at him again.

In fact, God Throne also has part of the factors that contributed to this situation.

At that time, in the first high-level meeting of the future agency after the despair subsided, several big figures were deliberately excluded from the meeting.Those people made a plan to compress Hinata's personality and awaken the throne. At the same time, it is also one of the huge problems facing society today-most of the old, young and adults died because of the war. Today's population cannot make up for the development. A huge labor force is required, and at the same time, some technical personnel are also included in the number of deaths.

In other words, the outflow of the god seat may have become the only one.

While awakening the outflow of the seat of God, technicians from all sides conducted research based on him—and the result is regrettable that even if the genes of the seat of God were implanted into the mothers, most of the mothers would die because they could not bear it. die.Causes of death include dehydration, persistent high fever, organ failure, etc.

So they turned their attention from ordinary people to "super high school-level talents".

"Komaeda Nagito."

At that time, God Zuo spoke, and his aura made everyone present palpitate, but he said flatly: "Let him be my spouse."

Nagito Komaeda, at that time the future organization was also worried about his whereabouts.Now the seat of God actually speaks, and with the super high school-level lucky physique, this is an errand that kills two birds with one stone for the future agency.No reason not to nod yes.

No one considered Komaeda's feelings, just like they were ruthless when they made Hinata disappear.

Is it a week?

So what will happen to me a week later.

Komaeda had a dream, and that night, Hinata in that dream was still standing by the sea, talking to himself.

His eyes are so gentle, it makes Komaeda sink.

So he stretched out his hand, wanting to hold the palm that Hinata extended.

"Snapped--"

What was the sound of falling on the ground, Komaeda turned his face to look out the window, the heavy rain that had lasted all day and night finally stopped.He seemed to be the only one on the quiet island, Komaeda sat up, his head was empty, and so were his hands, empty.

He got out of bed and walked out the door. When he opened the door, he heard the sound from the kitchen, someone was making breakfast.

Ah, is that Hinata-kun?He is on vacation today, has he come over? If he has passed, why didn't he tell me...

He walked over at a faster pace, and what he saw was the seat of God sitting in front of the dining table, and a staff member in the kitchen who didn't say a word.

Yeah, he's not on the island now...

He is in a strange place, which may be the residence of the future agency for the seat of the gods. It is very quiet here, and he did not expect such a peaceful place in the world after despair.Komaeda sat on another chair opposite the divine seat, and he saw flowers on the dining table, which were pure white and extremely pure.

The maid walked out of the kitchen and served the last breakfast, and sent her blessings vigorously——

"Congratulations to the two newlyweds." Then he bowed and left after putting the morning newspaper on the corner of the table.

The sound of the door closing was harsh, at least in Komaeda's eyes.In addition, he saw the headline of the newspaper, ah...have those people reached this point...I...

Have nowhere to go...

Hyuga-kun is still alive, he must still be in the depths of this body...

Waiting for myself to wake him up, otherwise how could I have dreamed of him last night, so real and clear!

Komaeda has never been so confident in himself, but he is sure that he will definitely be able to wake up Hinata, as long as he finds the opportunity, as long as there is a chance!He looked at Kamizu who was sitting opposite, even if it was only a week's recuperation period, he would try his best to wake up Hinata.

Even if only for a week.

"Hey, I'm tired... I want to go out for a walk..." Komaeda put down the tableware, his face was still a little pale, after all, it was not long after the operation.Shenzuo looked at the newspaper, but didn't raise his eyes and didn't answer him.Komaeda was a little embarrassed, but he didn't care, and went to the entrance to go out by himself.

Just as he was changing his shoes, Kamito appeared and grabbed his wrist.

Even though he didn't speak, the emotion in his eyes told Komaeda - he didn't want him to step out of this room.

What is this, a disguised imprisonment?

Komaeda laughed, and instead of continuing to change his shoes, he pursed his lips and went back to the room with a gloomy expression.Shen Zuo saw these things in his eyes, but remained silent.In his opinion, any actions of Komaeda now are meaningless, he should recuperate his body within a week.

All other demands and actions are of no value.

During this week, Komaeda would often talk to Kamizu about the past, those things about the personality of "Hinata So", Hinata So's memory Kazuru can share, but not vice versa.So God knows that this person is someone Hinata Chong loves deeply, it is better to say that they loved each other deeply before...

Deeply in love, don't you?

Shen Zuo fumbled for the ring on his hand, the original promise had been fulfilled, it was just the same body with a different personality.

Why is this so unacceptable to Komaeda?

But he didn't think too much, because the one-week time limit was coming soon——

Today's Kamizu seems to be a little different. In the past, when I talked to him about the memory of Hinata, he would not pay attention to himself, but today is different. He will respond to every word he says from the morning, although sometimes it is just ordinary. Tone, even just nodded or looked at himself, but this made Komaeda feel that his hard work this week might have seen results...

As long as you persevere, Hinata-kun will definitely come back one day.

however--

"It seems to be very quiet today, and the maid in charge of cleaning didn't come." Komaeda said after dinner. He looked at Kamizu sitting on the sofa and didn't know what he was thinking. In fact, Kazuru was dealing with various things in front of the computer. Besides, whenever Komaeda could see him, he was always like this, sitting there without knowing what he was thinking.

Komaeda was standing in the distance, just looking at Kamiza, when suddenly the other party raised his eyes and glanced over——

Then he walked over, and at that moment, Komaeda sounded the alarm from the bottom of his heart, he turned around and backed up with stiff steps, his calves were trembling.

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Komaeda dreamed of Hinata again, this time he looked at himself from a distance, the waves were rolling, rising and falling.

Hinata looked at himself, his eyes had never been so complicated, that kind of reluctance and parting, Komaeda wanted to say something, but found that he could not make a sound, all the words were in his throat, he shouted desperately but did not make a sound sound.He wanted to grab Hinata, but found that he couldn't even get close.

He finally watched the sun go away.

Disappeared at that seaside, obviously his expression was still so reluctant, but he still left.

He didn't sleep well.

When Kamito found out, Komaeda had passed out and seemed to have been there for a while.He pulled out his lower body and looked at Komaeda under him, inexplicably... I don't know if it was the instinct of the body or what, Kamito leaned down and kissed him lightly, kissing his forehead trembling in the dream.

Komaeda looked quite embarrassed, and Kamito carried him to clean up.

He suddenly felt that Komaeda might be weaker than he thought. He had analyzed Komaeda's body value and it shouldn't be so weak.Or what went wrong, Kazuru didn't know, he just hugged the sleeping Komaeda tightly in his arms.

He also fell into a deep sleep for the first time in a long time.

God Zuo didn't miss it, and when he took him into his arms again, the man didn't resist——

"Creation."

The next day, Komaeda didn't take a step out of the room. He sat on the bed, the baggy clothes didn't fit him well, and only outlined his paleness and misery. Komaeda looked at the maid who brought in the food, full of doubts Worried eyes... What, that expression of "Why are you arguing when you're newly married?" is really... ignorant...

He obviously didn't know anything, and only believed in what was in front of him.

So Komaeda reached out and knocked over the dinner plate, like a wayward child, the maid couldn't help but screamed, and then immediately squatted down to pick up the debris.Shenzuo naturally heard the voice, which was within his expectation, so he didn't come over from the restaurant in a hurry, but waited for the maid to pack up and come out.

"Mr. God, do you need me to prepare another copy?"

"No need." Shenzuo stood up and walked inside.

When Kamito opened the door, Komaeda was staring at the light outside the window in a daze, and didn't look back when he heard the sound of the door opening.

Shen Zuo hugged him from behind and whispered in his ear, "Do you know where this is?"

Komaeda: "..."

His fingers trembled slightly.

"This is the residence that the Future Agency arranged for Hinata Chuang." He has been living here, even so, he still finds time to visit you every week.

In Kamizuru's memory, all the pictures he saw were from Hinata's perspective.

The Hinata he saw looked like he was trying his best, whether it was a future agency or something like hope.

The results of it.

What ushered in was his own disappearance.

Komaeda in Kamito's arms was visibly shaken, he retracted his gaze from looking outside, and stared at the room.

Is this the place where Hinata-kun rests? If it's here...

"So, do you want to die here?"

Died in the lover's house, showing the most embarrassing death.

"Or do you think it makes sense to do these resistances?"

His hands penetrated into Komaeda's clothes, caressing the other's cold skin, and his warm palms gently caressed his stomach.There might already be a life under there, which belongs to himself and Komaeda.

What Shenzuo didn't know was that he treated a person so tenderly.

But fortunately, Komaeda was very obedient for the next few days, and occasionally he would look over to Kazuru, as if looking at someone who no longer existed through his eyes.

It's impossible for Hinata Chuang to come back, as long as I'm still here one day.

Kazuru would still pull him into bed, but this time he was much gentler. Even though Komaeda still didn't stop resisting, Kazuru was already happy not to imprison him. After all, this level is still a bit flirtatious to Kazuru, so why not let it go Watching Komaeda's resistance and moaning, they are actually as delicious as his body.

He didn't know how his feelings for Komaeda began to change.

Or did he start to care so much from a long time ago, from Hinata's memory.

No one knows, except God seat himself.

Kamito was obsessed with kissing him, pity and cherished, if he closed his eyes, would he think it was Hinata back then.

Komaeda hadn't dreamed of Hinata for a long time, and he even thought that Hinata probably hated himself...

That's right... a piece of trash like me who betrayed him physically, even a person with the brains of Hinata-kun will be angry, he will probably never come back...

Hinata-kun...

Even if it's the last side, or sarcasm, don't miss it...

But he didn't...

However, he encountered a turning point.

As long as you catch it, you might be able to see Hinata-kun again.

Komaeda believed in his luck.

So, he waited.

With a pale face in front of him, Komaeda changed into a disinfectant suit and lay on the hospital bed, being pushed among the equipment in the various consulting rooms.

The unstoppable amazement of those people was in my ears, and the expressions on their faces were full of joy. They said——

"I didn't expect it to be really successful, a carrier of hope."

"It would be fine if it was him."

"As long as the blood from the seat of God continues, he must become a necessary existence."

By the way, there is that sentence——

"As expected of super high school level luck."

Ah……

Komaeda caressed his stomach, and the thoughts formed in his heart had gradually taken shape.That's right, I was lucky enough to be at the super high school level, and I had already waited for that opportunity.Hinata-kun, if misfortune can be exchanged for such luck!

But what about this child...

He is an embryo growing in my stomach. I am like an experimental mother. Is there any difference between me and a little white mouse?This child will be raised by the God Throne after birth, and he will become the second God Throne outflow according to his routine, and I will give birth to this embryo again and again, just like a machine.

Such a deformed family, right?

wrong……

So, it's okay, it's okay...

You don't have to come to this world anymore.

Even though he had expected it in his heart, Kamito still smiled when he saw the medical report, which is very rare.He even put away the report so that he can do future prenatal inspection based on the data.The medical staff who went with him to the consultation room were also very excited. They all believed that she was worthy of being chosen by the throne, and no one except him had the ability to be his wife.

Even if it was this kind of flattery, God Zuo was willing to listen to it at this time. Unlike the usual expressionless face, he could be regarded as relaxed and even happy now. How could the things revealed in his eyes be deceiving.It's really unimaginable that this will be the seat of God that is usually treated with trepidation by the future agency.

It's incredible, isn't it.

It turns out that this person will also know how to love and cherish.

"Ah, are you back?" Komaeda had already changed into his normal clothes when Kamito stepped into the consultation room, and there was no one around him, except for a hospital bed, there was nothing else to accompany him.Komaeda put his hands on his belly, he looked at the eyes of the gods, and smiled helplessly: "Sure enough, for a person like me... it's just a little monster in my stomach..." Others, whatever All gone.

God seat: "Come home with me."

Komaeda watched him come and pull him away from here, ah, these hands are obviously the same as in the image, but there is still something wrong... Hinata-kun, if it is Hinata-kun...

I definitely hope to send this child away with my own hands.