whatever you do

Wang Yicong shuddered, and saw Ye Shu from the source of his line of sight. He felt a little uncomfortable, thinking that he was almost going too far away, so he hurried to save the scene: "Let us applaud Referee Gu and Judge Ye!"

Ye Shu pulled Gu Nianchen and waved to everyone as a greeting.

"I want to ask the evaluator, on what basis do you judge whether a person is in a daze?" Shi Jiayang asked bluntly.

"Yes, I also have this question." A student who participated in the competition raised his hand and said.

"This is an exclusive secret book, but I can guarantee that it will not be treated differently." Ye Shu said casually.

"Okay, if there is no problem, our game will start on time at 07:30, and there are about 5 minutes left. Everyone can share their experience."

All the contestants formed a circle on the glossy grass, and prizes were placed in the circle.After Wang Yicong finished speaking, he sat down next to Shi Jiayang. He just wanted to feel the atmosphere and would not participate in the competition.

Lin Naiwen wanted to record the activities, and took two symbolic photos, and kept them for the student union.Ye Shu and Gu Nianchen observed from outside the circle.

10 minutes before the start of the game, Ye Shu took a look and found that everyone was really like what Wang Yicong said, with empty eyes, staring straight at a place that hadn't changed, and some people didn't even move and played with wooden figures .

Shi Jiayang kept staring at the snack in the middle, wishing he could pounce on it and eat it.

Ye Shu felt that he and Gu Nianchen were no longer needed, so it depended on which one of them couldn't hold on first, laughed or gave up.

Thinking of this, he pulled Gu Nianchen to sit a little further away, and the two of them sat on the grass and watched the stars and talked about life.

It's early summer, most people are wearing short sleeves, Ye Shu is no exception, but Gu Nianchen is still wearing long sleeves.The air conditioner in the classroom is very cold, and the occasional wind that blows at night is also a bit cold.

"When you are in a daze when you are bored, what do you think about?" Ye Shu asked Gu Nianchen in a low voice.

"Miss you." Gu Nianchen blurted out.

"What do you think when you're not in a daze?"

"I still miss you."

"Today's love talk is pretty smooth, should I reply?" Ye Shu said with a smile, "Let me think about it."

"I'm telling the truth." Gu Nianchen said softly, "I'm not talking about love."

"I didn't say it was fake."

Ye Shu looked at the night sky and could occasionally see twinkling red dots, which were planes flying at night.

The lights of the big cities make the sky not purely black, but grayish white. Fortunately, today is a fine day. If you look carefully for a while, you can see many stars.

"Look carefully at the night sky." Ye Shu said to Gu Nianchen, "What can you see?"

"Star."

"Well. I remember when I first started school, I told you that I was the only star in my life, right?" Ye Shu said lightly, "It's not anymore."

Gu Nianchen understood what he meant, he looked at Ye Shu quietly, feeling that his heart was full of happiness, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" Ye Shu felt his gaze, "Why don't you look at the stars?"

"You look good."

"Prettier than the stars?"

"Prettier than the stars."

"Then you can watch it, anyway, I don't charge any money, it's free to watch, and you can watch it for a lifetime." Ye Shu said with a smile.

After a while, he remembered something, "Xiaotu, let me do a magic trick for you."

"Okay." Gu Nianchen nodded and looked at him seriously.

"It's over." Ye Shu said with a smile.

"Huh?" Gu Nianchen didn't see any of his movements.

"I've become more fond of you." Ye Shu said.

Gu Nianchen froze for a moment, and then smiled embarrassedly. He remembered that he told Ye Shu in 4.1. He was sincere at that time, and of course Ye Shu is sincere now.

"Xiaoshu, let's talk." Gu Nianchen said.

"Talk about what?"

"Talk about a relationship."

"Isn't it already talking?"

"Is it okay to talk about it for a lifetime?"

"my pleasure."

After Ye Shu finished speaking, he looked at Gu Nianchen and smiled, everything around him suddenly disappeared. Gu Nianchen only had Ye Shu and Ye Shu's smile in his eyes. At this moment, he suddenly felt that he was saved by this smile.

I am happy, I have been loved by others all the time, why do I cry, why do I feel that life is boring?He suddenly felt that his former self was particularly ridiculous, pathetic, and pathetic.

Ye Shu watched Gu Nianchen staring at him, although he was smiling, but his eyes were a little empty, so he shook his hand in front of him, Gu Nianchen grabbed his hand, and then clenched it tightly.

"I am fine."

"Are you really okay?" Ye Shu was a little worried, he had seen this situation many times.

"It's really fine, maybe it happened before." Gu Nianchen said, "But it was fine just now, and nothing will happen in the future."

"Little Tu, look into my eyes." Ye Shu suddenly became serious, "No matter what happens, you can tell me, we will solve it together, and I will always be by your side."

Gu Nianchen suppressed his smile, looked into Ye Shu's eyes for a while, and suddenly wanted to kiss Ye Shu, so he did so, but quickly pecked him on the face, just like Ye Shu often does like that.

Ye Shu stood there in a daze, his heart was pounding, he really wasn't to blame, this was the first time Gu Nianchen kissed him in front of outsiders on his own initiative.

There are already quite a few people blowing the wind on the grass. It is very common for couples to hug and kiss, and to abuse dogs openly, but very few couples are two boys.

Ye Shu never intended to cover up his relationship with Gu Nianchen, so he didn't care about others' opinions at all, and often went his own way.

So after he realized it, he smiled at Gu Nianchen and asked, "Little Tu, can you kiss me again?"

After Gu Nianchen heard what he said, he kissed him again and pecked him on the face.

"Hey." After being kissed, Ye Shu smirked.

Gu Nianchen glanced at him, and said slowly: "I'm sorry to make you worry, I know what you are worried about."

Ye Shu didn't speak, but suppressed his smile, and his heart lifted, he felt that Gu Nianchen was going to say something very important.

"You've seen me burst into tears sometimes, and sometimes I'm in a daze. This is not normal. I have depression, probably when I was in the first year of high school, but it's gone now."

"In the past, I firmly refused to admit that I was sick. The high school teacher reminded me tactfully out of kindness, but I ignored it. It was when I met you again in university that I faced myself and wanted to get better."

"I have always felt that I am not good enough for you. You are so good, like the sun, but my heart is dark. So the first time you said you liked me, I couldn't believe it. I thought it was an auditory hallucination."

"After the Spring Festival, I went to the doctor and prescribed medicine. I thought it was useless, but I still didn't throw it away thinking of you. I took one pill a day for two months."

"When Uncle Jiang left half a month ago, I was still thinking that you would leave me one day. It hurts to think about it. I thought it would be better to leave before then. Later you told me that you would not I will leave, I don't believe it, but thinking about me leaving, you will definitely be very sad, I still want to see you smile."

Hearing what Gu Nianchen said, Ye Shu held his hand tightly. He guessed that Gu Nianchen had a mental disorder, but he didn't expect it to be depression.

Gu Nianchen felt a little pain from being held by him, and patted the back of his hand with the other hand soothingly, "Now I'm healed, I'm really healed, I feel very happy, I've never been so happy in my life."

Ye Shu just stared at him and said nothing, Gu Nianchen smiled and kissed his forehead, "I'm happy, I won't cry anymore, I promise you."

Ye Shu knew what he said was true, Gu Nianchen tonight was something he had never met before.It is precisely because it has passed that Gu Nianchen can say it so calmly, he can not say it at all, Ye Shu knows that he is doing it to reassure himself.

But he was still very heartbroken and very angry. Thinking about when he didn't know, Gu Nianchen was thinking about messy things by himself. Maybe if he didn't think well, he would lose his life, and then he wouldn't be able to see him.

Thinking of how he walked alone in the dark for so long before, thinking of him saying that he was his light, thinking of how he didn't believe what he said, how could he not be angry or heartbroken?

The more Ye Shu thought about it, the more angry he became, and he unconsciously increased his strength. Seeing that Gu Nianchen's brows were frowning, he realized that he had hurt him.

He let go of his hand angrily, and said: "Who cares if you cry or not, just forget it if it hurts to death!"

Gu Nianchen noticed the anger in his tone, and followed his words: "Well, I'll forget it if it hurts to death."

"Do you dare to say the word 'death' again?" Ye Shu glared at him.

"Don't say it, I won't say it in the future." Gu Nianchen smiled flatteringly at him.

"Why are you so stupid? You said you are very smart in studying, why are you so stupid?" Ye Shu was still very angry.

"Well, I'm stupid." Gu Nianchen answered obediently.

"No, I'm so pissed off, you sit down by yourself." Ye Shu dropped this sentence, stood up and went back.

Gu Nianchen looked at his back and frowned, as if he had really pissed him off.

"Hey, that's enough dog food. Do you still remember that you are the assessor?" Seeing Ye Shu come back, Lin Naiwen teased, "Where's your little boyfriend, why didn't you come back with you?"

"Who knows?" Ye Shu replied indifferently.Then he looked at the group of people in front of him, "Aren't they boring, why are they still like wooden people?"

"It's just boring."

"Oh." Ye Shu replied, "It seems that I don't need me anymore, so I'll go back first."

"Oh, what's wrong with you, you're not right, tell me what's the matter..." Lin Naiwen said to Ye Shu's back.

Ye Shu waved his hand behind her back, indicating that it was all right.

"Ghosts believe it." Lin Naiwen whispered, and then turned his gaze to Gu Nianchen who was sitting there alone.

"What's wrong with Ye Shu? Didn't you two have a good time just now?" Lin Naiwen sat down beside Gu Nianchen and asked aloud.

"I made him angry." Gu Nianchen replied a little frustrated.

"Are you kidding me?" Lin Naiwen had a look of disbelief, "You made him angry? He should be the one who made you angry?"

"I really made him angry." Gu Nianchen shook his head, "It's my fault."

"Could it be because you kissed him just now?" Lin Naiwen tried to match Gu Nianchen's words, she knew that Ye Shu was not such a shy person, so it was obviously not the reason.

She had been peeking at them from time to time just now, eating sweets until she was full, why did she become like this in a blink of an eye?

"No." After Gu Nianchen said these two words, he didn't continue.

"No matter what the reason is, it's not a big deal." Seeing that Gu Nianchen didn't want to say anything, Lin Naiwen didn't continue to ask, and turned to enlighten him, "How can a young couple not quarrel? Being angry means that he cares about you."

"Just an apology. If the apology doesn't work, just hug him and say 'I love you' until he gets angry. If it doesn't work, kiss him hard until he doesn't get angry!"

Gu Nianchen laughed after hearing her words, "Then why don't you just kiss?"

The author has something to say: Stupid author: Xiaotu is all right, let’s sprinkle flowers~

Xiaotu: Hey, don't spill it, Xiaoshu is mad at me!