Lop-Eared Guard

Yan Yi's suit vest and polka dot tie were thrown aside, the French shirt was half open, and the white skin under the collarbone was dotted with reddish hickey marks.

After a gentle caress, Yan Yi's legs were still limp, and the rabbit's tail was wet. He leaned on the armrest of the sofa and wiped the gap between his legs with a paper towel.

Lu Shangjin only unzipped his trousers from the beginning to the end, and stretched out two tissues to help him wipe the dripping from his legs.

Yan Yi's cheeks were red and hot, and he shoved Lu Shangjin's shoulder in embarrassment: "Go away...I'll wipe it myself..."

Lu Shangjin stopped at the right time, stopped at the distance Yan Yi pushed him away, held a tissue in his hand, and looked at him a little disappointed.

Yan Yi didn't notice Lu Shangjin's hurt eyes, wiped off the dripping outside, and reached for the trousers thrown on the back of the sofa.

"You always get it inside... I, I will get pregnant." Yan Yi bit his lips and put his clothes on neatly, and went to the pier mirror to straighten the crumpled shirt.

The body was suddenly embraced from behind.

Alpha is tall and handsome, a bit taller than him, and when his chin rests on his shoulders, he looks like a large, gentle dog.

"So you don't want to give birth to me..." Lu Shangjin pressed the tip of his nose behind his ear apologetically, "Then I will wear a condom next time."

He thought that Yan Yi cared so much about the fake child that he must want a child.He just didn't dare to ask, as long as Yan Yi didn't take the initiative to refuse, Lu Shangjin would be able to deceive himself and let nature take its course.

Maybe, I just don't want to give birth to me... This question has been stuffed in my heart, I want to ask it, but I don't know who can answer it.

"What are you talking about?" Yan Yi was stunned for a moment, and then smiled brightly, "I just don't want to have a child too early, we are still young, and you have your career, and when I don't need any more nutritional injections, go too Find a job that I like, and don't want the kids to take up too much of our time together right now. Well, of course I would be happy if I had one."

Lu Shangjin didn't react for a long time, silently digesting Yan Yi's words in his mind.

It turned out that Yan Yi was imagining their future alone when he was in his 20s.

Why would you long for a child to that extent later?Lu Shangjin pursed her lips, closed her eyes and leaned slightly on Yan Yi's head.

Maybe just like him now, Lu Shangjin hopes to have a child, so that when Yan Yi wakes up and wants to leave him, there will be someone around him that Yan Yi will miss.

"Having a baby is scary, right?" Yan Yi put his hand on his waist and stroked it, "I'm afraid of pain."

"I'm here." Lu Shangjin said hoarsely, "Your Alpha won't hurt you." At that time, he will inject two powerful energy doses in advance to ensure the supply of soothing pheromones.

"My alpha..." Yan Yi lowered his head, looking very happy.After thinking for a long time, I finally decided to comfort his alpha, "Don't be too sorry about the fit, it's okay, with you... I really feel very comfortable, or you don't need to be so gentle, I won't hurt a little feeling bad……"

This is what Yan Yi said at the age of 23.At that time, he had already lost his temper, and he was always a little cautious when speaking.

"No!" Lu Shangjin shivered suddenly, and sternly refused.

Yan Yi was startled, the fingertips that supported Lu Shangjin trembled, and moved away carefully, but was grabbed by Lu Shangjin and squeezed back into the palm of his hand.

"Yanyan, I promise," Lu Shangjin hugged his body tightly as if looking for comfort, "I will treat you well and won't make you hurt a little... Promise me that you will never leave me when you are 27... "

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand." Yan Yi's expression relaxed, "Why are you so afraid? Do I make you feel uneasy?"

Lu Shangjin nodded.

"Treat me more." Lu Shangjin lightly supported Yan Yi's cheek, lowered his head and kissed him, "Promise me...promise me."

Yan Yi turned around and tiptoed to respond to the kiss, it seemed that he didn't do a good job, which made his alpha worry about gains and losses.

He found a pen and paper from the wine cabinet in the lounge, leaned over and wrote a paragraph with elegant and beautiful strokes.

It read: "I'll love you too at 27."

Also signed his name in the lower right corner.

"Promise you." Yan Yi stuffed the note into Lu Shangjin's hand, and released a soothing pheromone to him, "If you don't do it, you can sue me."

Lu Shangjin smiled: "Who would accept such a boring appeal."

Yan Yi watched him treasure the note into cubes and put it in his pocket, warm water flowed through his heart.

As the charity auction drew to a close, Lu Shangjin had to show up again, while Yan Yi stayed on the second floor, drinking orange juice while sitting where he could see the booth.

It happened that Tan Meng was also on the second floor, and came over to chat with Yan Yi with two pieces of chocolate almond cake.

"I took two yuan, do you want to eat it?" Tan Meng sat on the high stool. Butterfly Omega was very petite. Sitting on the high stool, her two slender legs swayed slightly, "Lu... always go to the booth Already."

Lu Shangjin repeatedly asked them not to mention the name "Lu Shangjin" in front of Yan Yi to provoke him, and Lu Shangjin collected all the documents with his name on them at home.

Yan Yi seemed to pause for a moment, Tan Meng immediately changed the subject, took out a hardcover book from his backpack and pushed it to Yan Yi, "My new book is out in a commemorative edition, and the last one is for you."

"My God, thank you." Yan Yi stroked the plastic packaging box happily, "It's very cool."

"Actually, I have a club that only accepts omega, and the members are relatively high-level. If you are interested, come and have a look at my place?" Tan Meng leaned against the long table and crossed her legs, holding a large glass of orange juice and sucking.

The closing speech began at the booth on the first floor, and I would like to express my sincere thanks to the organizer of the exhibition, Mr. Lu Shangjin.

Yan Yi stared blankly at the words "Lu Shangjin" on the screen, and his whole body froze.

Tan Meng immediately wanted to pull Yan Yi away, but Yan Yi sat on the high stool in a daze, staring at those three words.

He suddenly couldn't remember what his alpha's name was.

For several months, he didn't think about what his alpha's name was, because he was sure he knew it.

What's more, when he was at home, he rarely had the opportunity to come into contact with Alpha's name.

"Ayan..." Tan Meng didn't stop her anymore.He is also a member of the high-level omega, and he can empathize with some of Yan Yi's injuries.

It will be a matter of time to restore memory, and Lu Shangjin has to face it no matter how he escapes.

Yan Yi recovered from his astonishment, stood up in a daze, walked to the wrought iron railing, stared blankly at Alpha who was speaking indifferently on the booth.

His name is Lu Shangjin.

The somewhat dauntingly disgusting name in memory belongs to his alpha.

Yan Yi couldn't explain why he hated this name, but felt a little pain in his stomach and nausea.

His mind went blank for a while, until something was pulled out of his mouth, Yan Yi finally saw Alpha standing in front of him panting.

Lu Shangjin took the cigarette butt from Yan Yi's mouth, held it in front of Yan Yi and snuffed it out with his thumb and forefinger, and asked helplessly, "Why did you go to the rooftop to smoke?"

When Lu Shangjin heard his name read aloud, he knew it was over.

It's all over.

"I don't know." Yan Yi leaned lightly on the fence of the roof, "I don't know how I became so proficient in smoking for the first time."

"Did you hide anything from me?" Yan Yi raised his face slightly, looked at him deeply, curled up Lu Shangjin's tie with his fingertips, and looked inquiringly.

Lu Shangjin hugged him tremblingly, and lowered his head to Yan Yi's shoulder. He didn't know how many more times he could hug him, as long as he could give him a quick death.

On the contrary, Yan Yi's heart softened, and he patted Lu Shangjin on the back: "You just happen to have the same name as someone I don't like, it's not your fault."

"You hate him?" Lu Shangjin felt his blood pressure go up.

"It's annoying." Yan Yi replied perfunctorily, "Otherwise, how could I remember it so deeply."

Lu Shangjin had nothing to say, the heart was sliced ​​horizontally by a small blade, and then scraped vertically into pieces, leaving a puddle of fine blood.

After the jewelry exhibition ended, the two returned home as usual, the difference was that Yan Yi was covered with a thin layer of ice, alienated and indifferent.

It started to snow a little.

There is a ginkgo tree outside the window of Lu Shangjin's office, which has lost all its leaves as early as autumn, leaving only one branch standing precariously on the pile of snow.

A gust of cold wind came, and Lu Shangjin shivered. Looking out of the window, the last lingering leaf was spinning and falling.

Full of tenderness and sweetness, he chases the light and wades through the swamp, seemingly fleeing but sinking.

The moment the ginkgo leaves fell into the thin snow, Lu Shangjin got up and left.

Twenty degrees below zero, Lu Shangjin was wearing only a suit and shirt, sitting in the car that was not yet warm, and twisted the fire with his stiff hands.

It was snowing and the road was slippery, there was a traffic jam in the middle, the company was not far from home, Lu Shangjin threw the car on the side of the road, took off his tie and ran towards home in the cold wind.

Standing in the empty living room, Lu Shangjin's hair was still dripping, and there was a circle of mud on the edge of the leather shoes, leaving a series of footprints on the smooth floor.

The car key slipped from the palm of his hand and fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

Lu Shangjin knelt on the ground, listening blankly to the slow sound of the clock in the silent home.

"It's so early to get off work today." There was a rustling sound of changing shoes and hanging clothes from behind, "I came back from Tanmeng's and brought you some snacks."

Yan Yi looked at the dirty muddy floor under Lu Shangjin's feet in surprise: "What are you going to do, don't you think about it?"

Lu Shangjin suddenly rushed over and took Yan Yi into his arms, panting quickly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Please tell me when you leave home, is that okay?"

"Okay..." Yan Yi wanted to get a mop, but was picked up by Lu Shangjin and stuffed into the bathroom.

"I'll delay later." Lu Shangjin refused to let him go.

On the bed, Lu Shangjin still released soothing pheromones without restraint. He was indeed too tired today, and fell asleep faster than Yan Yi.

When sleeping, Lu Shangjin always hugged him tightly from behind, with the tip of his nose against his neck, breathing peacefully behind his neck, if he didn't fall asleep with the smell of Yan Yi, he couldn't fall asleep.

Yan Yi turned sideways and closed his eyes for a while, put his hands on the big hands tightly wrapped around his waist, and wanted to separate Lu Shangjin's hands to go to the bathroom.

The arms around her waist tightened in panic, and Lu Shangjin babbled wildly in her sleep, "Don't go...I'll change, I'll change everything..."

Recently his alpha has been having trouble sleeping, and has nightmares every night.

Yan Yi gently opened his hand, turned around and stuffed the quilt with his own smell into Lu Shangjin's arms for him to hold, and quietly went to the bathroom.

When he returned after pouring a glass of water, the headlights in the bedroom were blindingly bright.

Lu Shangjin sat on the bed holding his head in pain, his eyes were bloodshot when he looked up at Yan Yi.

Yan Yi hurried to the bedside, released the alpha that comforting pheromone gave him, and handed the cup in his hand to his lips.

"Drink some water. Didn't sleep again, okay?"

Lu Shangjin looked haggard, looked at him helplessly, and muttered happily: "Ah, you're still here."

Yan Yi touched his forehead, it was hot.

Lu Shangjin's bloodshot eyes were covered with tears, and he grabbed Yan Yi's wrist with his trembling hands, and placed it on his parched and hot lips, clinging to the tattoo on the root of his ring finger.