Hu Meizi

64.

Sun Du is a person who adjusts his emotions quickly.

When he faces those emotions that ordinary people cannot afford, he will also collapse and be at a loss, but it is only for a moment when he is knocked down, he will get up again, straighten out the messy emotions on his back, and then Step on your feet.

It is also this ability that allows him to survive until now.

He not only wants to live, but also lives better than anyone else.

Sun Du picked up an unlit cigarette, Xie Tang didn't like the smell of smoke, since he followed Xie Tang, he hasn't touched a cigarette.In fact, he is not addicted to smoking, but he just puts it between his lips and teeth to masturbate.

Sun Du was walking, walking alone in a dilapidated community in District B of City C.At the gate of the community is still the yellow kudzu tree that several children can't hold hands.

It is green day after day, year after year, with luxuriant branches and leaves, witnessing that people in this community come and go, come and go.

This community was the community where Wu Moqing adopted him at first, and it was also the community where his biological parents lived.In this community, he lived with his biological parents for 6 years and with Wu Moqing for 4 years.

He lived here for 10 years.

Today he sent Xie Tang a text message and came out by himself, saying that he wanted to be alone to relax and calm down, but in fact he didn't have a clue, he was just wandering around aimlessly.Walking around, he came here.

The torrential rain that lasted for more than a week finally stopped, and the whole city of C was filled with a sense of freshness after the rain. When people took a deep breath, they couldn't help being shocked.

Sun Du was wearing a black turtleneck sweater, black slacks and black ankle boots.He was covered in black from top to bottom, with only a frighteningly white face exposed. He was originally dressed in a permeable attire, but his scarlet smiling lips and the bright red at the corners of his eyes forced his face Gloomy turned into glamorous.

He was walking in the gray and white neighborhood, and people passing by already turned their heads to look at him from time to time.

Sun Du didn't care at all, and walked towards the fourth building on his own.The roads in this community are the same as in all old communities. They are spacious concrete roads. The ground is very rough. When he was a child, he once fell on the ground and broke a large piece of skin.

A few stone tables and stone chairs are placed in the middle, banyan trees, yellow Gelan and other miscellaneous trees are planted on both sides. A corner of the trousers fluttered out.

The fourth building is the building he lived in since childhood.When Wu Moqing adopted him to live in, the neighbors said that a bitch is harmful, ruining other people's families, and even getting a house.

Sun Du sat on the stone chair downstairs. He looked at the fourth building in front of him, but did not move for a long time.

In fact, he couldn't remember the voices and smiles of his biological parents for a long time.They had left the scene when Sun Du was too young.

Before the family was broken, they might have loved him and given Sun Du the same love and affection as countless other children, but before Sun Du had fully learned to love, understand, and accept love, they had already used it as his own. An absurd way out.

About them, the only thing Sun Du could think of was the panting man holding a kitchen knife, the woman bleeding all over the place, and the unknown person who died on one side.

Then the man with the knife yelled like crazy, dropped the knife and ran out, leaving only the young Sun Du hiding behind the door, and a big and warm doll behind him.

Wu Moqing had been telling him since she was a child that she was the chief culprit who ruined his family, and that she was a heinous bitch.

However, Sun Du just knew she was not.

Even Sun Du, who was young, traumatized, and unable to speak, knew that she was not.Even the neighbors said she was a murderer, and his relatives who liked to play football said she was the murderer who killed his parents, but he just knew that she was not.

She is just a poor ordinary woman who can laugh, cry and get angry, candid enough to hold a bottle of beer in one gulp, and has a knife mouth and a bean curd heart.

Sun Du quietly looked at the building in front of him.He had no intention of going forward.

This building, the world belonging to him and Wu Moqing, has been sold to others at a low price. After so many years, maybe others have sold it to others.

As time passes, it passes, and when some people are gone, they are gone.If you can't catch it, hold it firmly, or find it, that's life.

Sun Du finally lit the cigarette in his hand.

With a click, his lighter sparked and went out.

He was smoking Wu Moqing's favorite women's cigarette.Thin, the taste is also light, and there are circles of dark lines on the body of the cigarette.

Sun Du took a puff and slowly exhaled the smoke. Wipes of white smoke, like snakes, crawled along his lips and up his cheeks, leaving cold crawling marks, and finally dissipated in mid-air.

Sun Du's gorgeous face was blurred behind the curling smoke, and the dark brown eyes in his fox eyes were dim.

Wu Moqing is not a so-called good woman.

But she pulled, dragged, dragged the young Sun Du and ran out of the darkness.

There have been many years, the whole world, only their breathing each other.

Wu Moqing slapped a distinguished guest, just because the so-called distinguished guest said "call your son out to play", but she didn't expect that the woman who was always smiling and charming suddenly had a fit.Wu Moqing made trouble in the elementary school he attended because his head teacher deliberately scolded him in class, making the classmates hate him and exclude him, locking him in the toilet and not letting him out.

Wu Moqing is not a gentle person, she is aggressive and savage, she once made a big fuss in the vegetable market for a bag of expensive peppers.But this is Wu Moqing, who is clumsily but firmly learning to be a mother, learning to teach Sun Du what it means to love and be loved.

For a long time, Wu Moqing was the reason why the young Sun Du lived.

Wu Moqing told him to live, and he survived.

Sun Du extinguished the cigarette.

The thin yellow Gelan behind him floated a leaf and landed in front of him. Sun Du picked it up and looked at it in his palm.It is still a intact leaf with plump mesophyll and fine and clear veins.Its leaves are smooth, without the slightest curl or notch, just full of the blankness of leaving the tree suddenly.

As time passes, it passes, and when some people are gone, they are gone.If you can't catch it, hold it firmly, or find it, that's life.

Sun Du suddenly grinned.

He smiled, the pear dimples around his lips became prominent, his brows and eyes were full of spring, and the fox's eyes were full of autumn water, and the brilliance was dim. When he looked at people, his eyes seemed to have a pair of small hooks, making people itch.

Compared with before, he smiled even more beautifully.

He took out his mobile phone and checked the time. It was already 17:[-], which happened to be the time for Xie Tang to get off work.

Sun Du dialed Xie Tang's number, he stood up from the stone chair, and put the phone to his ear.

After a brief beep, Sun Du said, "Xie Tang—come and pick me up—"

His voice was cloyingly sweet like a molasses-coated fruit.

But his dark brown eyes were cold and dull.

The author says:

Dudu has been sweet for so long, it’s time to start making trouble, sweet, this article is sweet friends