【Raw noodles】black+honey

"Have you eaten well recently?" Luo Fusheng looked at Shen Yebai's dazzling back neck and thin shoulders and asked him.

"Yes, I have!"

Shen Ye replied with a smile, then found out the cup that Luo Fusheng used before, and started to wash it in the sink.

"you lost weight."

"It's just that the clothes are loose and look thin."

Shen Ye was still laughing, but was suddenly hugged by Luo Fusheng from behind, he struggled a little uncomfortably, even held his breath, and stopped washing the cup in his hand.

"What are you doing?"

"Let me hold you for a while..." Luo Fusheng hugged the seemingly weightless person in his arms, feeling the warmth slowly seeping through. "I just want to hug you."

The originally held breath suddenly changed into a rapid and trembling rhythm. Aware of this change, Luo Fusheng hugged him even harder.

"You let me go..."

There was suction in Shen Ye's voice, and the ending trembled as if he was about to cry.

"Don't let it go!"

"I don't like people touching me..." The small voice was nasal, like the cry of a little cub.

"I'm not someone else, I won't hurt you!"

As Luo Fusheng said, he pulled Shen Ye's body and imprisoned him between his arms.Shen Ye couldn't escape the kitchen countertop behind him, no matter how much he leaned back, he couldn't get much distance from Luo Fusheng.

With red eyes, suppressed tears, because he didn't want to be seen at this time, he tried his best to hide from the side of his face.

Luo Fusheng looked at it, and hugged him forcefully into his arms with some distress.

"I will never leave you alone again!

But Luo Fusheng's statement of the most true state of mind was met with fierce resistance from Shen Ye, and the person who was hugged in his arms who was still obedient suddenly struggled.

The biting lips and the tears running across his face, the fragile Shen Ye at this moment made Luo Fusheng's heart throb, he grabbed Shen Ye's chin, and kissed him involuntarily.

The crying became louder, Shen Ye grabbed the shirt on Luo Fusheng's chest, sobbing until his whole body trembled.

It was a kiss that was just tasted and ended, without any deep desire, just simply pressing the lips together, but it made Shen Ye cry as if someone had emptied his heart.

"You big liar... You have already applied for a qualification review..."

Unexpectedly, Shen Ye's entanglement point was this Luo Fusheng, because of this fact, he was speechless for a while.

Shen Ye stared at him with eyes red from crying. "You disliked me from the very beginning, you didn't even see me in person, you blocked my phone number, you didn't see anyone after registration, and in the end you left without even saying hello!"

"Didn't you always say that the system made a mistake? What do you mean by saying that now? Is it really fun to play tricks on me?"

"I didn't..." Luo Fusheng looked at him distressedly, "I really don't want you to face these things alone again."

Shen Ye looked at Luo Fusheng. "Are you sympathizing with me now?"

"It's not sympathy! I really want to take care of you!" Luo Fusheng squeezed Shen Ye's thin shoulders, "I just, I don't want to see you trembling alone! Seeing you like that makes me feel uncomfortable!"

When Shen Ye heard this, she smiled, but she shed more tears.

"Then have you ever thought about what should I do in the future if the result of the review is that my relationship with you is invalid?"

Luo Fusheng looked at him, as if he had made up his mind. "I'm going to undo it!"

Shen Ye shook his head. "It can't be revoked. Once you submit it, you can only wait for the result to come out." He looked at Luo Fusheng, "So don't say such things to me now. Before the result comes out, please stay away from me..."

If you can't always appear in my life, don't disturb my life!

Shen Ye looked at Luo Fusheng with trembling lips, but finally swallowed the last sentence.

There is no medicine for regret in this world. After making a phone call to consult that the reexamination could not be revoked, Luo Fusheng dropped his phone and leaned on the sofa in a somewhat dejected manner.

What people who are used to loneliness fear most is the despair of being forced to return to loneliness after opening their hearts to welcome the other person in.

If you arm yourself with iron walls and prevent anyone from entering, at least you can still maintain a self-sustaining peace.As long as there is this thing, one can face all kinds of difficulties in life alone without collapsing.

Luo Fu understands these things.Just like he spends his lonely time with drinking and drinking, and fights to dissipate the depression in his heart, he also always refuses others to enter the depths of his heart, those fragility and pain, loneliness and helplessness, he just needs to comfort himself, At daybreak, he is the second head of the Hong Gang who is omnipotent and untouchable.

Maybe Shen Ye is also arming himself with those smiles. Crying is useless. If you are too clingy, you may be hated. A gloomy child will not be popular anywhere. If you don’t smile, no one will like you. you.

Just like when he was a child, he felt that if he was not strong enough, he would not be needed by others.

People like them have been alone for too long, and any superficial things cannot enter the deepest part. Only by showing 100% sincerity can we exchange for that sincerity.

However, they have also been lonely for too long, and sometimes it is easy to be moved by the sincerity that appears in an instant.

Just like he confessed in the dark that he was afraid of the dark, and like Shen Ye, after hearing this, he empathized with the sentence "It's a coincidence that I'm afraid too."

Shen Ye took a rare sick leave. He had a fever last night. He coughed and got up in the middle of the night and swallowed two antipyretics.

He has been in poor health since he was a child, and he is prone to coughing when he is stimulated, and it is common for him to faint from coughing.When I grow up, those who are forced to run around will get better after practicing.It's just that whenever I feel lonely, I will catch a cold and have a fever, which has always been there.But he obviously hasn't had a cold for several years.

Even if I fall ill, no one will take care of me, but why do I still get sick because I feel lonely.

Shen Ye covered her head in the quilt and smiled wryly.Sure enough, since meeting Luo Fusheng, nothing good happened.

What about the predestined object?Why even if Hope came, he felt that life was even more difficult. It really must be something wrong with the system...

As Shen Ye thought about it, she shed a few more lines of tears in a daze.

Luo Fusheng, who hadn't slept all night, drove downstairs to Shen Ye's house early in the morning, wanting to wait for him to go out to take him to work, but no one came out until nine o'clock.

He looked at his watch and decided to go up and have a look.

For Luo Fusheng, such things as door locks have always been pediatrics. He was sent to study as a teacher when he was a child. Even if the door lock of Shen Ye's house is more complicated, he can still open it.

However, it is not good to do so, and it is too troublesome to open the door lock of Shen Ye's house.If possible, ask him for the key next time...

Luo Fusheng thought so, and the locks were finally opened.

Shen Ye's shoes when he went out are still there, so he should be at home, and further inside, the door of the bedroom is rarely ajar.Luo Fusheng gently pushed it away, and saw the shape of a person curled up in the quilt.

"Xiaoye, it's me, Luo Fusheng."

Luo Fusheng said hello, walked over and uncovered a corner of the quilt, only to see that there were still tears on Shen Ye's face, looking at those dry lips, Luo Fusheng put his hand on Shen Ye's face, touching it. It was unexpectedly hot when it arrived.Luo Fusheng touched Shen Ye's forehead instead, but it was still abnormally hot.

"Night!"

Luo Fusheng patted Shen Ye's face, seeing that the person finally opened his eyes, he was finally relieved.

"You have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital."

Shen Ye shook his head in confusion and refused. "I've taken medicine, and I'll be fine after two days of sleep."

Luo Fusheng listened to his usual tone. "Have you ever lived like this before?"

"……Um."

Shen Ye didn't want to say anything more because of the headache and brain fever. Seeing Luo Fusheng made him feel very bad. The illness was originally caused by loneliness, but seeing the culprit now made him want to cry even more.

"What are you doing here again?"

"I was going to take you to work."

Shen Ye felt even more sad when he heard it. "...Didn't I tell you to stay away from me!"

"I can't let you go."

"So what if we can't let it go, if the system calculates wrongly when the review results come out, we will just be strangers!"

Luo Fusheng looked at Shen Ye's crying face. "You accompanied me through such a difficult time, how could we be strangers. At least, you are also my friend, Luo Fusheng."

"I don't want to be your friend! You go! I beg you!"

The mask is shattered, and the heart wall is also shattered.

"You're right, I don't want to be your friend." Luo Fusheng looked at Shen Ye who was holding on. "You are my legal partner."

Luo Fusheng pressed Shen Ye's hand, grabbed his face, and kissed him forcibly. This was a deep, aggressive kiss that was different from last night.

Shen Ye's lips and teeth were pried open, and Luo Fusheng pinched his face in pain.

"The result will not change, and I will not let you go."

Luo Fusheng looked at Shen Ye and said as if swearing.