[Korean Entertainment BTS] First Kiss

Ihadacrushonhim.

I once liked him briefly, passionately, but shyly.

"Hey, I have newly dyed my hair, you know the color, I don't have anything to do, I just want to tell you... I know we have sorted out the relationship, but, I just want to tell you... Got it, I won't do it in the future I'll call you again..." After hanging up the phone, you slowly touched the glass door of the convenience store.

On a cold day, the air is full of water vapor. If you put your hand on the stainless steel doorknob, it will leave a mark after a while.

The clerk is already looking at you.

You stopped at the door for too long...

Tears stayed in my eyes for too long...

You still have to step out, even if it is already raining outside, even though there is no one waiting outside the door anymore.

Kim Taehyung, I feel sad when you are not here, but I can only get used to your absence.

This story of two people finally came to an end...

Looking up at the sky, it is gloomy, but in fact, it is more vaguely seen from the gaps in the tall buildings.The raindrops floating in the air soak your hair bit by bit. You lower your head and look at the cracks in the bricks on the roadside. There are gray or round or flat marks...

"Love is like a shower. It came when I was not prepared, came to my side, and then left suddenly, leaving me alone in the unfinished memory."

I forgot where I saw this sentence, it is the best way to describe the relationship between you and Kim Taehyung.

He is your girlfriend's fiancé, commercial marriage, no love, but, what does that matter?

In the bar, five-colored lights sprinkled on his face. Originally, five-colored colors were mixed, but different colors were reflected on his face.

His back is facing you, you can only see the wine glass in his hand, shaking slowly, and was about to spill it several times, but stopped in time.You looked behind him in shock, but he didn't make much movement.

Walking up to him, "Taehyung, are you alone?"

"Yeah" Hearing your voice, he turned sideways to you, showing a smile, but then, he put down his wine glass and reached out to hold your hand. The warm feeling made you awake all of a sudden, and you struggled to take your hand out, but he didn't allow it. .

"If you like two people at the same time, then you have to choose the second one." The smile faded away, and what he said was obviously pleasing, but his expression was extremely serious, his eyes were fixed on you, showing no emotion.

"Why did you show up? Everything is fine, why do you want to shake my heart?" He shook off your hand and walked out the door quickly.

"That's right, why me? Obviously anyone else is fine, why me?" You smiled wryly, took his drink and drank it down in one gulp.

You walked out of the bar, looked up at the restaurant across the street that hadn't closed yet, pressed your phone to check the time—two o'clock in the morning.

There are only a few cars on the road, you stand on the side of the road and count the number of cars, your fingers rest on the dial interface, hesitating whether to call him or not.After a long time, my eyes were sore from the high beam light, I raised my hand to rub my eyes, but I couldn't stand still and fell towards the road.

"Can't you just call me? Is it so difficult?" You were already in his arms when you heard this sentence.His arms hug you tightly, you can clearly feel his temperature, hesitate whether to raise your arms, but hear his voice while hesitating.

"I don't want to either. But is there anything wrong with us? It's just that the time is wrong." You thought about it, and then said it.

"Since it's wrong, let him continue to be wrong." He let go of you, looked into your eyes and said, after finishing speaking, he leaned close to you "If you don't want to, just tell me" This is the last sentence he put on your lips talk.

Originally I wanted to hug him and kiss him, so why would I be willing to let him go?The hands were the first to react, and they were wrapped around his neck, unexpectedly touching a trace of coolness, it was the necklace you gave him.He reached out and took one of your hands and clasped your fingers tightly.Breathing is so messed up.At this moment, you forgot his identity and just wanted to go on like this.

"Shall we go to the beach together?" He put his head on your neck and hugged you from behind.

"Why do you want to go to the beach?" You wanted to tease him and said pretending not to want to.

"I have always wanted to go with my beloved. I want to watch each other's footprints on the beach being submerged by the waves, so that it seems to have remained in the ocean forever. In this way, will we be together forever?" You are in your ear As he spoke, his tone became more serious.Only then did you realize that he said that going to the beach was not a whim, but more like a promise.

"Yes" is the only answer that can be answered, isn't it?

The weather was perfect that day, the sun made you want to pull down your hat to shade the sun, but Kim Taehyung disagreed, he seemed to like your face with the sea in the background.Stopped you again and again, snatched your hat several times, put it on your head obediently after you pretended to be angry, and then pretended to be handsome, raised your eyes and smiled at you, and insisted on walking behind you.

"Hurry up, it's easy to see." You hooked your hands to signal him to hurry up, but you couldn't hear the sound of his footsteps speeding up.

He stopped suddenly, and the footsteps behind him disappeared.

This person, it was agreed that they are footprints together, so how can they go one after the other?

You turned around, there was still a bit of complaint and a bit of coquettishness on your face, and when you saw his eyes, you really froze in place and couldn't move your feet.

In his eyes, there was a bit of sweetness, a bit of reluctance, and a bit of hesitation. Time seemed to be on the Miller planet, and the passage of time was extremely slow.

You also realize that your life is not just a walk on the beach, you and him seem to be a midsummer night's dream that is out of reach.

"Let's go!" Press down the emotions in my heart.Now... we're in this together, aren't we?

He heard your words, saw the flying smile on your face, and laughed too, walked to you and took your hand.

In this way, the footprints of two people were left on the beach.

He stood not far away, resting his chin in one hand and staring at the footprints on the beach with the camera in the other, and at the slowly rising waves in the distance.

"Are you serious?" You couldn't help but ask him.

"Yes, yes. Don't talk yet."

You are also infected by him, watching the footprints not far away dipping into the sea water, gradually becoming blurred, and finally disappearing.

On the way home, you look at the coast that is gradually moving away, look at his face sideways, and smile when you look at it, and when you smile, his face becomes blurred and cool, and you reach out and touch it to find that it is own tears.

There are too many words that I haven't said yet, and the thoughts I haven't given to you must have lost their way.

Just a little longer, stay by my side for a little while, can't you bring everything?

You can only think about these words in your heart, some words, you can't say them just because you think about them.

At the end of the journey, no matter how much love the two parties have, they still have to return to reality.

He and his best friend are married in a family. They are equally involuntary, but she may like him, and she will give him the tenderness that you can't continue to give. This may be the only comfort left.

He stands in front of your door "So, is it a stranger in the future?"

"...well, I think... yes"

"……it is good"

I am happy with you...

I am also very happy with you...

I still can't let go of him, and I can't help but call him, so it's good to listen to his voice.

It's like when you have a fixed playlist, you seldom listen to new songs, but if one day, you accidentally hear something you like when you pass by a small street, you will download it and repeat the single until you die. So it’s not that you can’t love another person the same way you loved the first person, it’s just that you haven’t met the best one yet, when you accidentally meet, you will find that you haven’t lost the ability to love, it’s just that you haven’t met him That's all.

"You will eventually become what you dreamed of

No matter how far away it is from the present you

Not just a midsummer night's dream

because i can feel

The temperature in your heart at this moment"