[Korean Entertainment BTS] First Kiss

You in Daegu received a message from Min Yoongi immediately after the MMA Awards Ceremony. As always, there was no other words, just a sentence of "I won the award". This is also the way you have always communicated.

For you, there is no need to repeatedly guess the mood of the other party, he will always take off the mask in front of you at the first time;

For him, you never have to think about complex social relationships, worrying about whether he will think too much, he is always the one who understands you best.

In 2017, BTS began to become popular in an all-round way, and the increasing number of itineraries consumed the video time that originally belonged to the two of you. Only sporadic messages sent at night were replied at noon the next day.

Does he not care about you?No, he was just too busy to have time for his lover.

Min Yoongi, if there is a piece of seesaw between me and you, I hope you will always be on the high side, and I will give silently on the heavy side...

I met and fell in love with Min Yoongi when he was not called "SUGA". He was an ordinary boy in Daegu, but he loved music to the point of disregarding his family's opposition.

"It's the best thing to dream that more people can hear your music." This is what he would say at the end of his late-night composing.

He will listen to the song carefully after the arrangement is over, tilt his head and ask you if there is anything else you need to modify, and then you will leave the studio together and go to the rice cake stand by the road.

Daegu is not too cold in the middle of the night, the evening breeze is blowing gently, and you can vaguely smell the fragrance of azaleas blooming on the nearby hillside. You and Min Yoongi both have a music dream, so that your songs can be heard by more people not only It's his dream, and it's yours too.

Later, you both agreed to go to Seoul to participate in the competition, and he wanted to use this to stay in Seoul.Although Seoul is so strange, it is a place where dreams can come true.But you missed the appointment, there was a sudden change at home, and your mother fell ill. Between your dream and your family, you can only choose one.

The wind blowing through the rice fields, the swaying branches, the birds screaming across the sky, the clouds hanging on the blue scenery, this is all the beautiful collections you can think of, but on this day, he is leaving you.

"You wait for me, I will definitely go to Seoul in a year." You said with tears in his arms when you sent him away.

"Okay. Ami won't cry. Seoul and Daegu are very close. I can come back often. Let's eat rice cakes together, okay?" He is not good at comforting people, he patted you on the back, but what he said was you What you want to hear the most at the moment, you can't bear him, but sometimes it's like this, you can't choose.

He turned and left, looking at his back, he was weak but strong, like a child with the appearance of an adult, just like this, he carried his luggage and walked towards a different life.

At this moment, you understand that the so-called love is heartache and pain, and the so-called parting seems to be more painful than heartache...

You went to him once, a few days before the award ceremony.

You are walking in Han River Park, the sun is about to set, the sky is pink and purple, and there are some fragments of light, but the temperature is just right for people to travel. The high-speed street lights on the side of the Han River are very rare, but they can be connected into a bunch of smart cars when driving. line, is this where he's been all along?So beautiful, but so strange.

You have been texting each other, you are standing downstairs in the company, waiting for him to meet him after practice, after thinking about it, you think it is impossible, if the fans find out, it will cause him even more trouble, so you look up, With little hope, I wanted to see his face through the window.

Suddenly, you saw his figure flash past the window, and then turned back to look at you.You didn't tell him that you came to Seoul, but when you saw him coming over, you immediately lowered your head and pretended to be a passerby and left step by step.

You dare not look back, you are afraid to see his face, you are afraid that you will not be able to hold back and hug him and tell him how much you miss him.

The phone rang, and it was him.

"Ami, is that you? Are you in Seoul?" His slightly suspicious voice came.

"No, how could I be in Seoul." You replied in a brisk tone.

"Really, that's why I misread, there was someone who looked too much like you just now." He was a little disappointed, he didn't speak, and there was a rustling walking sound on the phone, "Ami, I miss you" His The voice came in a low voice.

"I miss you too." You weren't that sad at first, but his missing hit your heart like this, and you could hardly hold back the tears in an instant. You didn't dare to continue, raised your hand and pressed Hang up.

Sometimes, parting is not because you don't love anymore, but because you love too much, so much that you drive yourself out of the world of two people in order to make the other person happy.

You stared at the text message from Min Yoongi in a daze, you didn't know what to reply to him.Fiddled with the mobile phone in his hand, watching the news for a while, watching the video for a while, trying to forget that text message, but there was a voice in his heart that kept clamoring, clamoring for his longing, his own reluctance.

That's it for the phone call, this time it's a video call.

He hasn't removed his makeup yet, it looks like he is in an empty dressing room, the light softly shines on him, his expression is blurred, he gently pinches his brows with his hands, he looks extremely tired, and the one he just got is at hand trophy.

"Ami, did you see it?" Seeing you, the corners of his mouth instantly curled up, and the brilliance appeared in his eyes again.

You take a deep breath, "Min Yoongi, let's break up. I can't be satisfied with this, it's impossible for us to stay like this forever" You pause and then say "You have your own way, and I have my own life. This is so tiring , isn't it?"

The light in his eyes faded instantly, showing a trace of surprise, his mouth opened and closed but no sound came out, and then the phone was put on the table, and the manager's voice came, "SUGA, let's go, there is an advertisement at five o'clock Shooting." "Okay, got it." Then, in the dark, you saw his tightly closed lips flash past, followed by the blurred color of his clothes, and then the merciless hang up...

After that, your world has no color.

You try not to think about him, but book your ticket to Seoul anyway.He's in a good place and you can't be the spoiler of it all, but on the other hand you're desperate to make sure for yourself that he's doing well, all just to see him one more time.

Passing by is fate, penetration is love.

The love between you and him was not destroyed by distance, nor faded by time, but finally ended because of the ever-widening distance in life...

You didn't expect him to come to Daegu. When he opened the door, you stood up and couldn't believe that he was standing in front of you at this moment.

He was dressed in black, his hat covered most of his face, he slowly raised his head, you saw his eyes, he pulled you into his arms, and said slowly, "I tried not to see you, you broke up with me Yes, you said you can't be satisfied with this." His tone was a little tough and aggressive, "I know, you want to start your life again, and I don't want to hurt you, but I can't control my heart that wants to get closer to you. Heart. Let's stop torturing each other, shall we?" he almost begged.

"I've already booked a ticket." You looked at him.

"What ticket? Where are you going?"

"Seoul. Go find my Min Yoongi."

Min Yoongi, you are like the hot sun at noon, and the cold moon in the early morning, like a cup of hot water at 53 degrees, and like the cold beer that you just drank, gurgling and foaming, all of them make me unable to let go a cent.

Forget it, now that you are excellent, I will become excellent, and I will slowly work hard to keep up with your footsteps and become the person who makes you feel happy.