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Diarmuid could not dispute the samurai's choice of allegiance to the monarch.

Because, that is exactly the belief that he chose to start this second life and decided to carry through to the end——

He has no pursuit of the Holy Grail itself, but regrets that he failed to be loyal to the monarch in his previous life. He hopes that in his second life, in the name of a knight, he can fulfill the duties that he failed to fulfill in his previous life, and serve a monarch until the end. at last.

In this case, how can he express his dissatisfaction with the warriors who stick to their loyalty?

However, when he finally saw his Master laying on the hospital bed covered with scars, until he died, never being able to meet his beloved again, Diarmuid asked himself uncontrollably: "Why do you choose to be loyal to your own monarch, but hurt another innocent person so far?"

He accumulated dissatisfaction with the samurai named Kimaro, but he was annoyed to find that he had no position to criticize.

But what did his Master do wrong? She is so beautiful and dazzling, and she deserves to laugh carefreely in the arms of her beloved.Why can't you get happiness in the end?

However, after all, the samurai is not like him, with so many restrictions, and his master is not like Granny, who possesses irreversible magic.

So she has nothing to do with Jun Malu, even if she knows that he is duplicity, she can only wait for his change of heart, but cannot break his heart of stone.

If only she could use geas to order and let the samurai take her away like Granny...

He is sure that Jun Ma Lu has no intention of loving her, but if he is not forced to the extreme, he will never give up his monarch.

...But this, doesn't it seem so hypocritical.

Diarmuid found that he couldn't help thinking of himself——

At the beginning of the elopement, everyone said that he did not do it voluntarily, because he was banned, so he had nothing to do, even if he was examined by the strictest chivalry, he was also blameless.

Yeah, if Granny hadn't used geas, he wouldn't have gone with her.

He will carry out his loyalty to the monarch...

Then, like this samurai, he will push his beloved into despair.

If he is forcibly taken away, Diarmuid firmly believes that this warrior will eventually be like himself, willingly guarding his master's side and becoming her husband.

However, if this is the case, because of the ban, you can put all the responsibility on women, saying "I can't help it, it's not my fault, I was forced to do this", until the end, I must Is it too hypocritical to guarantee your innocence?

Not only that, after becoming Granny's husband, Diarmuid still hoped that Granny would change her mind and return to Fenn's arms flawlessly during her 16-year escape.

Everywhere Finn traced them, he found a loaf of bread that had not been torn, or a loaf of raw, uncooked meat.This is the signal left by Diarmuid, indicating that Granny is still a virgin.

When they were resting in the forest, there was always a distance between his bed and her bed. When they stayed in the cave, he always slept in the corner farthest from her. on a rock.

So Granny was dissatisfied and anxiously seduced him in every possible way, making him restless, and even taunted him face to face: "You are a powerful fighter when you attack the city, but in my opinion, you are not as good as splashing on me!" This drop of water is bold."

When he was concentrating on his chivalry must be perfect, did he ignore Granny's thoughts and feelings?

Neither dare to look directly at one's own feelings, nor dare to take seriously the love given by others. Is this a way of loyalty, or a weak way of gaining fame?

Diarmuid did not regret choosing Granny.He did love her dearly.

But fish and bear's paw can't have both, he chose bear's paw, but regretted not fulfilling loyalty, so he decided to start a second life.

Because I have already obtained love, this time I will give up love completely and turn around to pursue loyalty.

... Can such behavior be regarded as insatiable greed?

As a heroic spirit summoned from the future in Chaldea, Diarmuid knew the outcome of the Holy Grail War in Fuyuki—he also knew his own outcome.

In the end, he was ordered to kill himself by the lord, and he spit out the curse with resentment, but maybe...the so-called lucky E was just the mocking punishment given by God for his greed?

In fact, after being summoned by A-Chan, Diarmuid seemed to be obedient when he met the Master for the first time, but he felt a little disappointed in his heart.

Because his master is a woman.

If possible, Diarmuid hopes that his Master is a male.It's not that he thinks women can't fight with him, it's just that he's self-conscious about how attractive his face is to the opposite sex.

Being admired by a lord's fiancée is bad indeed, but sometimes being admired by a lord himself can be distressing.

He just wants to be loyal, but he doesn't want to fall in love with his Master.

And what he poured out, those fiery and heartfelt words of allegiance, if it is a man, you can definitely feel his sincere determination, but if it is a woman, it is always easy to be regarded as words of love.

Although Diarmuid, who is known as the glorious appearance, was also surprised for a moment by the master's beauty, but in a sense, things became more troublesome.

Doctor Roman jokingly said that A-chan summoned Diarmuid probably because of the similarity that can also be called "brilliant appearance".

But at this moment, Diarmuid is convinced...

The common ground between them should be such a similar experience.

It's just that in the two similar stories, the samurai made completely opposite choices, so the girl also went to a completely different ending.

Junmaro seems to be himself who chose to be loyal to the monarch, and his master is Granny who has not received love.

...That's obviously his regret, isn't it?

did not serve the sovereign to the end—

That's why Diarmuid became a Heroic Spirit.

However, the story of choosing to be loyal to the end, why is it so sad.

If he had chosen the same path as Junmaro back then, would he still be a Heroic Spirit now?Or will he die without regret?Or, he would make a wish to meet Granny before she made a marriage contract with his monarch.So that he can justifiably become her husband?

After becoming A-chan's follower, Diarmuid restrained his behavior very much at first.

Respectful, but not enthusiastic.

But soon, he found that his Master didn't respond much to his handsome appearance.Maybe it was because his fiancé had just passed away, maybe it was because he was so beautiful, but no matter what, Diarmuid was slightly relieved.

His ideal monarch should be like this, calm, calm, stable, and powerful——

So he slowly paid his trust, and finally truly regarded the girl as his own monarch.

He said with great enthusiasm that he wanted to fight for her, the enthusiasm shown, even Misaki Hatta, who was an outsider before, was shocked by it, but Ah-chan was very calm.

——But that is exactly what Diarmuid is after, the kindness a lord should have.

He will not be regarded as a man, as a lover, and there will be no unnecessary affection and ambiguous admiration.

She regards him as a warrior, just her own warrior, and he is her subject, who will always be loyal and fight for her.

However, Diarmuid was always worried that such a rare stable and peaceful relationship would be broken one day, but he never thought that he would be the first to change his mind.

When he returned to reality from the dream, A-chan was no longer in the room.Although Diarmuid always knew that she didn't care too much about the servant, she didn't respond when he wasn't around for such a long time. head!

For the first time, Diarmuid felt helpless and uneasy because of such carelessness as the Master—if he was attacked while he was away——

He hurriedly followed the magic connection and found her on the first floor of the Barbara.

Zhou Fangzun no longer needs to stay in the room all day to control his emotions, so he took Anna to the playground at the suggestion of Shishu Tatara.Most of the Barbarians left with their king, leaving only Ah-chan and Kusanaru.

She didn't want to go out, and she wasn't familiar with the barbarians, so everyone didn't force her.

At this moment, Kusanagi was counting the liquor in the warehouse, and there was only Ah-chan in the hall, lying on the sofa in the corner of the first floor, with her eyes closed, her expression calm, as if she had fallen asleep again.

Only then did Diarmuid realize that his master seemed to be even more hopeless than before.

"...Master."

He showed his body, and stood beside A-chan for a long time, but he didn't get a call from her, so finally, the follower asked, "Are you awake?"

The sleep of aliens is Schrödinger's sleep.She could freely switch between a sweet deep sleep and a rest with eyes closed according to the situation, so Ah-chan opened her eyes at this moment and chose to just sleep lightly.

"What's the matter?" Her tone was a little lazy and weak, so she said softly, "Diarmuid?"

Before that, Diarmuid never paid attention to these details, but... he found that now, he could no longer just regard the girl in front of him as a monarch without gender symbols.

She is a young girl.

She was... "Granny" who didn't get love.

And when a man treats a woman of the opposite sex as a woman, many things will become very different.

Diarmuid stared at her slightly sleepy and ignorant expression, and was silent for a moment, as if he was deliberating whether he should ask or not, but he finally asked, "...do you hate me?"

At this moment, Ah-chan seemed to wake up a little bit.She sat up, showing a blank look, "——why do you ask?"

"I..." The follower hesitated to speak, "You..."

He struggled for a moment, and finally said: "Do you... still remember a man named Jun Ma Lu?"

A-chan froze in surprise.And seeing her expression, Diarmuid knew that she still remembered.

He didn't intend to pursue the secret of his master, he just wanted to ask: "...do you hate me?"

Ah-chan blinked her eyes, stroked her hair, and seemed a bit at a loss for a moment, "Because of Jun Malu?"

"……Yes."

The girl looked even more confused: "Why?"

"Because his loyalty hurt you."

"This..." Ah-chan finally understood what Diarmuid meant, she paused, lowered her brows and eyes in silence, as if caught in a long memory of the past.

"I was really annoyed at the time. In my opinion, his loyalty was stupid and stubborn, unreasonable like a drowning man holding on to a life-saving straw, and he was unwilling to let go no matter what. He always avoided me and rejected me. get away from me..."

"However, although I'm a little sad, I don't hate Junmaru. You too. Diarmuid." Achan smiled slightly, "I don't hate you either. Why should I hate you? Because you and Kimaro is the same, is he entangled with the woman of the person he is loyal to? But, I was the one who found Kimaro first, and you are the same—Grannie found you, right? In this sense, Maybe you and Junmalu are the innocent people."

"...I am not innocent." Diarmuid tightened his lips and knelt down on one knee, "It is not honorable to push all the mistakes on women for the sake of my reputation. Granny's love, just as the warrior loves you. With such feelings, I can't be said to be innocent. I have indeed betrayed my lord, whether it is because of Granny's prohibition or not, it is better Instead, the prohibition gave me an excuse to do what I wanted to do."

"And I was already with the one I love, but because of the so-called chivalry, I ignored her feelings and thoughts. It was just to make my reputation pure and flawless. In this way, I betrayed the monarch with insatiable greed. After that, I want to have a second life...Master, don't you feel disgusted when you see me like this?"

Ah-chan was silent for a longer time this time.It is rare to have such an in-depth discussion with a former human soul on such an important issue. For her, this is a test of whether she has fully understood the inner world of human beings after she disguised herself as a human being.

The alien had to think for a long time before slowly saying: "...Princess Granny, it seems that she has not become a heroic spirit."

"……Yes?"

"This shows that she feels that she has no unfulfilled wishes in her life, right?" A-chan slowly explained: "Women are difficult to satisfy. If you can make a woman have no regrets, then it means Diarmuid, you are very kind."

"You didn't hurt her, and you didn't let her down. On the contrary, didn't you always protect her and guard her, even if she was wayward and arrogant, you always obeyed her and doted on her?" Ah Chan stared tenderly Looking into the young man's dazed eyes, "So, why should I hate you like this?"

"A hypocrite doesn't admit to being hypocritical. A greedy person doesn't get upset. But you do."

"Your character is indeed noble, and your chivalry is unquestionable. Diarmuid, you are a servant I am proud of. How could I hate you?"

"Really?" Diarmuid looked at her blankly, "Do I make you proud?"

Ah-chan habitually stretched out her hand, lowered her brows and eyes softly, stroked the corners of his brows and eyes, and said softly: "Of course. You are my unparalleled chief knight."

And in this world, there is obviously nothing more exciting to this hero than the affirmation from the lord.

He lowered his head, held A-Chan's hand, put his forehead on the back of her hand reverently, and said in a hoarse voice: "It is also a joy beyond my expectation to be able to serve you."