Waiting for the bus at the waiting bar

The author has something to say: this chapter of this article is a bare update, I plan to continue after the Dragon Boat Festival if there is no stock

I arrived at the waiting bar according to the time agreed with her.

As soon as I entered the door, I heard the boss Mu Yao's joyful welcome: "Welcome, what do you want to drink——Sister Man! Or latte?"

I shook my head, pointed to Li Qian who was already seated with her back to me, and smiled at Mu Yao. She nodded knowingly and continued to work.

I quickly walked up to Li Qian and greeted her anxiously.

Li Qian smiled and said, "Sit down, I've ordered a half-sugar latte for you."

I looked at her in amazement: "What are you..."

"How do I know you like half-sugar latte? Hey, Feifei said it. Oh yes, she also told me that you like to drink at the waiting bar."

I nodded blankly, not quite sure what she meant by saying this, but I always felt weird: "She still tells you these things?"

The corner of Li Qian's mouth raised: "It's more than that... Uh, let's stop talking, let's drink something."

Seeing her hesitating in speaking, I felt uneasy, and asked tentatively: "It stands to reason that I and her... are ordinary friends, and she shouldn't tell other people about me, especially things like this. It's a little more personal. What else did she... say?"

Li Qian seemed to have a sense of helplessness that this topic could not be avoided, she sighed silently and then slowly said: "Then let me just say it, um, I asked you out on impulse, I thought about it for a long time on the way, and I have been hesitating to ask you out." Don't tell you the truth about Shang Fei and you being together. But I think you shouldn't have too many negative emotions because of your relationship not long ago!"

I was slightly taken aback when I heard the words: "The truth? What do you mean?"

Li Qian sighed, and seemed a little dissatisfied: "Our Shangfei is good at everything, but everyone spoils him, and he has become a 'little devil'. He does everything according to his preferences, regardless of the result. Hey, in fact, she and you The reason for dating is because I want to get angry with my boyfriend-I know this reason is very naive, but at her age, it is considered a big deal. Actually, if you were a stranger, I wouldn't care so much, but because You are a classmate of our family Chen Shao, and he is full of praise for you, I think, you are such a good girl, you should not be delayed by Shang Fei."

"Get angry with your boyfriend?" I didn't understand: "What do you mean? Xiao Fei, she treats me..."

Li Qian pursed her lips and comforted: "I'm sorry for Feifei, she had a boyfriend before, and she didn't know what happened during that time. She insisted on breaking up, and the boy disagreed, so she said I like girls, but the boy doesn't believe it, saying that he will only let go when he meets her girlfriend. But most people will not show this kind of thing on the surface, so she can't find someone to make up for it for a while, so she has to I went to a dating site like yours to look for, and then once, she showed me the relevant information of a person she liked. I was shocked at the time, thinking she was real, but she smiled and said it was just for fun. The people who watched the fun were worried, not because they were worried about her, but because they were afraid that she would hurt serious people's hearts by playing around. I saw you were very affectionate in the theater that day, and you were familiar with each other. Later, Chen Shao mentioned you a few times. In other words, I just remembered that you were the one who Shang Fei showed me the dating information at that time. I suddenly remembered the matter between her and her boyfriend, and I was very worried, because I was afraid that she would mess around—seeing you like this, I'm afraid I was really moved. I don't know what to say to express my apology. Anyway, please forgive Shang Fei. She is ignorant, and I didn't take her matter to heart. If I promised her to help her Make up the number, maybe she won't come to deliberately approach you. But in any case, a mistake is a mistake, and I don't know how to compensate you, so I have to tell the truth as soon as possible, hoping to stop the loss in time."

After listening to this passage, my heart was hit hard, and I didn't recover for a long time.

I don't know how I got out of the waiting bar, and I don't know how I got home, I just know that Shang Fei may not be serious, this fact made my heart stop for a long time.

I always felt uneasy when she said she was chasing me, and I was always worried that she was just playing for fun. After all, it is really difficult for a person like me to distinguish who is the same as me and who is different from me.

But those times together were so beautiful, so real—every morning, she would try to overcome sleepiness, clumsily cook me a not-so-appetizing breakfast, and every night, she would hold my arm and rub my hands. Only when I rest on my shoulders can I sleep peacefully... During those days and nights, in so many leisure time, she would be by my side, clinging to me like a kitten, we pressed the road together, cooked together, and threw ourselves together In bookstores and movie theaters, we used to ride bicycles around the river, and kissed each other's sweetness when no one was there...

Are those sweets that she deliberately faked?

for what?Even if it's to get rid of that boy in anger, that boy can't follow us day and night, so why does she still want to "act intimacy" with me every day?

No, I can't doubt Shang Fei's true feelings just because of Li Qian's words, maybe there is some misunderstanding: "Yes, I can't do this. I..." I took out my phone and wanted to call Shang Fei Faey, but when I looked at her name, I was in a daze for a long time. After a long time, I turned off the phone, collapsed on the sofa, and stared blankly at the ceiling.

The next day, I went to pick up Shang Fei from school as usual. When I was about to reach the school gate, I saw her talking to a boy, she looked very impatient, and even pushed and pulled each other. I was afraid that the boy would be unfavorable to Shang Fei, so I hurried Called her name.

The two of them turned their heads quickly when they heard the sound. When Shang Fei saw me, her distaste disappeared in an instant. She looked at me with bright eyes, and then turned her head to the boy and yelled: "See, this is my girlfriend. She looks better than you and is more mature than you, and the most important thing is that she is a girl and you are a boy! I have already said that I have unique hobbies, so please stop pestering me, don't you bother me!" He quickly ran to my side, hugged my arm as if no one else was there, raised his eyebrows at the boy as if showing off, and then dragged me away quickly.

"Phew, I finally got rid of that guy, he's really annoying, now it's over, he's finally going to disappear from my eyes! Haha - what's wrong with you?"

What's wrong with me?What can I do!Didn't your words remind me of what Li Qian said? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but wonder if what she just said was true?

"Who is that person?" I asked.

She looked at me playfully showing dimples: "Are you jealous? Oh, what's there to be jealous about? Don't you know my taste!"

I was a little impatient: "I mean, who is that person!"

She seemed to be aware of my emotional changes, looked at me, and thought for a few seconds before confessing honestly: "That is my ex-boyfriend, but don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who does splits. It's all over now, don't worry too much Yes I do!"

When I heard Li Qian's words again, I couldn't help but doubt the credibility of Shang Fei's words: "What happened to you and him, why did you break up?"

I don't know what expression I had when I asked this question, and I don't know how Shang Fei felt. I just felt her hand shaking while holding me, and then the ring became tighter.

"It's nothing, it still feels wrong, and I don't want to continue with him."

"Then you and I, because it feels right? It's that simple?"

Shang Fei slightly raised her head to look at me, and smiled slightly: "Who knows, maybe it's as simple as that. Why do you think so much! If you have wine today, you will be drunk today, and you will be tired if you think too much about a relationship. It's fine if you don't like it right now." ?”

A simple feeling, only thinking about the joy of the moment, not thinking about the future, can I really find a home for my feelings that have no place to rest?

I have been hurt by a girl once, and I understand the thoughts of my parents very well. Therefore, I have always been cautious and restrained when it comes to emotional matters, but she invaded my life unexpectedly, took my heart, and then turned around to others to laugh at me. She never knew how important being serious and responsible is to my relationship. In fact, she pursued me just to get rid of that ex-boyfriend in anger, and to ask for a moment of pleasure by the way...

That night, I couldn't help wrapping her in my body, and gnawed her delicate skin punitively. When I covered her lips, I felt tyrannical in my heart, wishing to bite her lying mouth , but I restrained myself and just tore her lightly before letting her go.

That night, she was greedy for my rare intimacy, but I went to Wushan with her because of the anger ignited by the fear that was suppressed in my heart...

After that day, I withdrew all my tenderness and kicked her out of my home!

I don't know how long she stood outside the door, I only know that from now on, the name Shang Fei has nothing to do with me!