equal loudness curve

At 11:30 in the morning, there are many people on the Jiuyan Bridge, and the bar street by the bridge is the best time for business. There are hundreds of thousands to millions of cars parked on the roadside of this bustling place, and the resident singers in the bar Also ecstatically singing.

At this time, Zhu Qunfei and Bie Han were sitting outside a bar, with wooden stools and wooden tables, a dozen beers on the table and a small desk lamp were dimly lit, but they could not illuminate the thick night, so the two sitting face to face Personally, half of the outline of the face was in the darkness, Bie Han just watched Zhu Qunfei drink a whole bottle by himself, without asking him what happened.

Until Bie Han's cell phone rang, he opened it and saw that it was a message from Tang Zhuojian on the Battle.net mobile terminal.

[A piece of candy]: I'm so mad, I will never let Tang Moyan come to me again, I can't hold my milk anymore, I died more than 16 times on the 30th floor, MMP!

[A piece of candy]: Where have you been?When are you coming back?

Bie Han showed a slight smile, it turned out that there was someone waiting for him at home, that's how it was.

Give [a piece of candy]: You go to bed first, I still have a while.

"Laughing so happily, Tang Zhuo see?" Zhu Qunfei was finally willing to speak, staring at Bie Han with a pair of bright red eyes.

Bie Han didn't deliberately restrain his expression, and nodded slightly: "Yes."

So Zhu Qunfei poured himself another cup, and said while pouring, "My heart is getting cold, don't give me dog food, why are you dripping, are we together?"

Don't be cold-hearted about where the dog food was sprinkled, he didn't say anything, he just smiled, but he still pretended to be calm and replied: "Not yet."

"Not yet? Have you confessed your love to him? Does he know?" After drinking the glass that was just full, the sound of Zhu Qunfei knocking on the table became louder.

Bie Han shook his head: "Not yet...but he knows."

Zhu Qunfei hissed, took Bie Han's wine glass, filled it up, pushed it back, and said thoughtfully, "Didn't tell him? He knew? What do you mean? Then how did he know?" ?”

Bie Han shrugged: "He's not stupid, he knew about it a long time ago, and he's avoiding me."

"Ah?" Zhu Qunfei couldn't understand, "Then what are you two doing? Is he hiding from you? Do you still want to be together?"

Bie Han refused the cigarette Zhu Qunfei handed over, drank a glass of beer, and said slowly: "I don't know, just let it be, take one step at a time, stay together if you can, forget it if you can't." He didn't have that much Obsession, good and bad things happen all the time, always have to face, when that day, everything will be solved, he rarely regrets the past, and rarely worries about the future.

Zhu Qunfei gave a "tsk", clinked glasses with each other after filling up the two, and drank it down in one gulp.

"Then does he like you?"

Bie Han nodded slightly: "Yes."

"Damn it, how did you know?" Zhu Qunfei was already dizzy, but now he was even more dizzy because of the relationship between the two of them.

Bie Han said indifferently: "Feeling, can't you feel whether a person likes you or not?"

"Oh, Mom, you two like each other and are you still together? Why are you going around?"

"I don't know what he's thinking, I'm still waiting for him." Bie Han said, drinking another glass.

"Why are you in such a good mood?" Zhu Qunfei asked inexplicably, pointing his fingers at the table, "Everything seems to be nothing when it comes to you, it's like playing with a top-quality rare mount. , Exploding a titan is also like playing, chasing someone-hey, forget it, I haven’t caught up yet, is your mother’s life ruined? Be careful, I will report you!"

The corner of Bie Han's mouth twitched, and he said helplessly: "It's because you didn't see the troublesome things you encountered."

"What's bothering you? Don't you just worry about chasing after Tang Zhuo? You say that you are good-looking, a good-looking talent, 1.8 meters tall, and a golden bachelor. My daughter-in-law." Zhu Qunfei said while gesticulating, hoping to draw a perfect Biehan, and then touched his chin with his hand, "This Tang Zhuo sees a split personality..."

"Split personality? Is there a problem?" Bie Han interrupted Zhu Qunfei before he could finish speaking. This meant that he was ready to protect his wife, causing Zhu Qunfei to roll his eyes to the sky and snort.

"You're still protecting me like this before we're together?"

Bie Han smiled awkwardly but politely: "That's because I have a sense of proportion. Do you think that if you were sitting in front of Tang Zhuojian, you would still be able to speak calmly?"

Zhu Qunfei thought about it for a while, Bie Han said something out of the blue, and Tang Zhuo saw that he was more angry than others, so he really wanted to die of anger.

He sighed, his thoughts drifted away: "Actually, when I was a child, I was quite divided. When I was happy, I was crazy. When I was unhappy, I couldn't talk at all. I had a bad temper and a bad personality..."

"You think it's not now?"

"..." Zhu Qunfei threw the table and stopped talking!

Sitting here for half an hour, he didn't say why he called people out in the middle of the night. Bie Han glanced across the river, and when he turned around, he asked, "So you asked me to come out just to talk to me about Tang Zhuojian?"

"How can it be?" Zhu Qunfei waved his hand heartbrokenly, feeling that Bie Han had made up his mind not to let him be emotional, "Didn't you just hang out just now, ouch, what to say, I actually wanted to tell you about my playing eighth About the knife."

"Hit eight knives?" Bie Han couldn't bear it anymore, "Can you speak Mandarin?"

"Just break up, eh, break up, tsk, why don't you speak Mandarin? I speak standard Mandarin! We don't have dialects in Northeast China, we learn Mandarin from birth!" Zhu Qunfei explained, but later felt that the explanation didn't make sense, so he simply waved his hand and He leaned his head close to Bie Han, and asked him in a low voice, "I can't tell you, let me ask you, do you think—— am I handsome?"

"..."

Zhu Qunfei grinned, showing two rows of not-so-white teeth: "Then why do you think those girls broke up with me?"

"Don't want to dream of riding a herd of pigs and flying in the sky every night?" Bie Han said without any fluctuations in his tone, as if he was stating a fact.

Zhu Qunfei covered his head, and after a long silence, he raised his head again, and said weakly: "Sooner or later, I will be pissed off by you and Tang Zhuo, why don't you two go to the Tucao meeting?"

There are always people coming and going at Jiuyan Bridge at night, and it happened that the resident singer in the bar suddenly sang "Empty".

24 hours a day

always be busy

It's ridiculous to say how boring

It's ridiculous to say

empty like something is missing

everything is empty

empty

The empty world and the empty mood, Zhu Qunfei who drank was even more psychedelic when listening to this psychedelic rock, he felt like he was floating in mid-air, as if a group of pigs were really flying him.

The clouds were too thick, and the journey up was bumpy. Zhu Qunfei chose to fall vertically from a high altitude, and his thoughts were smashed down.

"Tell me." He shook his head, looked directly at Bie Han and said, "Did I go too far with Li Shiguang?"

"Yo?"

Hearing that this name could be said from Zhu Qunfei's mouth in his lifetime, Bie Han felt a little surprised. Zhu Qunfei sat here and drank so much for a long time just to give himself courage, so that he could say these three things without any effort. words?

"Why did you suddenly think of him?" Bie Han asked.

Zhu Qunfei waved his hands irritably: "I just suddenly remembered that I have been busy during this period of time, and I haven't thought about it. It has been like this since I broke up with Hu Jie. I always feel that something is twisted, unorganized, and annoying. "

Some people seem to have things that don't exist when they don't think about them. Once they think about them, they will be overwhelmed.

Bie Han raised his head slightly, and finally looked at Zhu Qunfei squarely: "Why do you feel that you have treated him too much?"

"Because, because, our relationship was so good before. If I have something to eat, I won't starve him, and if he has something to play, he won't idle me. I think this is a brother for a lifetime. I didn't expect that I would like to be him." Brother, he wants to fuck." Zhu Qunfei said as if he was laughing at himself.

Bie Han held back his smile, thought for a while and said, "Then do you resent it?"

Zhu Qunfei hesitated for a moment and shook his head: "I can accept that this happened to others, but it just happened to me. I was shocked at the time, and my worldview collapsed, but now it's gone. I have made so many girlfriends. I still haven’t found what I lacked, so I wonder if it’s because of him.”

Bie Han didn't deny it, he knew that Zhu Qunfei was not stupid at all, he saw many things clearly, but those trivial things in life were too small for him, he didn't like to care about them, instead he seemed the most heartless one .

"Then have you ever thought about why it might be because of him?" Bie Han asked.

Zhu Qunfei nodded and shook his head: "If I don't think about it, I feel like I will think of a lot of things from the past."

"Don't want to think about it or don't dare to think about it?" Bie Han didn't give him too many opportunities to protect himself, and asked directly, which stunned Zhu Qunfei, because he only knew that he refused to recall this memory, but he didn't think about whether it was because he didn't want to or dare not.

"No, no, don't want to?" Zhu Qunfei frowned and hesitated, "Don't dare, I don't know."

Bie Han sighed, and sat up straight: "Why don't you know? I just said that you can feel whether a person likes you or not. You also understand what you think, but you just don't want to face it. I’ll never figure it out.”

Obviously the matter is right in front of him, and he has already given the answer in his heart, but his brain consciously bypasses it, at least Bie Han rarely does this kind of thing.

Zhu Qunfei thought for a while, as if he was in the last desperate struggle, to see if he should overthrow the idea that he has been deepening and describing for himself for the past four years, and admit that he is interested in a person who has been hurt by him for four years. It's difficult, even if you admit it, you can't face the person who has been hurt so much by yourself.

Don't be in a hurry, wait for him to think slowly, and occasionally say a few words to draw out those words that are hard for him to say.

"You think you might like him, but you dare not admit that you do too, do you?"

"Or the fear that it's been so long that he might have a change of heart?"

"His confession to you in the team channel is almost becoming a daily routine for Warcraft players."

"You can try and respond to him, and you may get more responses you want."

"I know what I think best, just face it."

"All unreasonable things will pass one by one, don't think that if you can't make it through, it's the end."

Zhu Qunfei has been sitting there, staring at a certain place for a long time, his eyes are ever-changing, and his mind is constantly churning and beating the stones on the shore.

It's almost time to land, but still hesitating.

"I want to, why talk to him?" Zhu Qunfei's last question before returning to shore.

Bie Han shrugged: "No matter how much you ask, he won't refuse."

"I, I dare not!"

"If you don't dare, no one will help you."

"Okay, I'll do some mental construction again."

At two o'clock in the morning, this bar street is still noisy.

"I'm sleepy, I'm going back." After a conversation, Zhu Qunfei stood up, glanced at Bie Han, then at Bie Han's car parked not far away, and said in a daze, "No matter how you look at it, You should give me a ride back along the way."

"No matter which street we take, we don't go along the way." Bie Han replied, and he was not moved by Zhu Qunfei's pitiful eyes. After a moment, he smiled, "Forget it, I will charge you 50 yuan for friendship."

"?"

"Tang Zhuo sees that you also charge for your car?" Zhu Qunfei was shocked.

But this is obviously impossible, the two of them paid the bill and walked towards the car, only then did Bie Han answer him: "Why do you want to compare yourself to him?"

"?"

"Farewell, master, do you have any friends who love you so much?"

"Yes, but it's negligible."

"Are you a double-standard dog?!"

"If the other standard you mentioned is Zhuo Jian, then I am."

Zhu Qunfei didn't want to talk to him anymore, anyway, Bie Han was just getting annoyed with his mouth, and he had too many problems to think about now.

But time did not wait for him to figure out how to actually act.

He was too busy during this time, even after drinking, he woke up the next day with a headache and had to go back to work.

"What is he busy with?" Tang Zhuo Jian asked once during the period.

"The composition of the Spring Festival Gala, and the score." Bie Han replied, "I don't have enough time, so those who work overtime every day, didn't go home, and fell asleep in the recording studio."

Tang Zhuo saw that whenever he went to the recording studio these days, Zhu Qunfei’s door was always closed, and all kinds of music came from inside. Occasionally, when the door opened, Zhu Qunfei came out with a haggard face to go to the bathroom, or to get a takeaway, and then Lock yourself in, as if it's been around since just before New Year's Day.

Tang Zhuojian nodded, and looked worriedly at the door that had been closed for half a month: "I hope he pays attention to his health."

I just said that I hope he pays attention to his health. That night, after the two of them had dinner at home, Tang Zhuo Jian called Zhu Qunfei after cleaning up the kitchen, and made sure that he was still working in the recording studio. Come out and turn on the fire to make soup.

It's been a while since I played the game, but I still haven't seen a piece of candy online. When Biehan came out, he smelled a fresh fragrance, and then found the source of the fragrance in the kitchen.

"Didn't you just eat?" Bie Han took a look and found fish soup in the pot.

Seeing that Tang Zhuo was waiting beside him, he nodded and said, "Well, I plan to send Zhu Qunfei there later. He has locked himself up for a long time, and he stayed up late to catch up with work. I'm afraid he won't be able to hold on."

So Bie Han saw that there were some nutrients, vitamins, etc. beside him, he frowned, leaned against the door, and said lazily with a slight smile: "You care about him so much?"

Tang Zhuojian glanced at him, and said casually: "Caring makes chaos, and I just read a news article about sudden death from staying up late..."

"..." Okay, this reason is acceptable.

"But I won't be happy if you use my kitchen to make soup for others."

Then Tang Zhuo saw that his whole body froze, he turned his head in embarrassment and asked, "No, can't you?"

"Of course not." Bie Han said categorically, seeing Tang Zhuo's embarrassed and bewildered look, he smiled, "Just kidding, will you send it to him later?"

"Ah."

"I am with you."

Zhu Qunfei, who was writing the score and writing in a daze, suddenly sneezed and suddenly felt a little more awake. He looked up and wondered why it was a bit cold with the windows closed?

There was only Zhu Qunfei in the recording studio, and what accompanied him was the thick fog and cold air outside the window, as well as the cold winter night.

When Bie Han and Tang Zhuo saw him, he was struggling to input notes into the computer with a keyboard.

"I bought some vitamin supplements for you, as well as the soup I just made. I've been eating here all the time, right? It's better to add some nutrition, the body is important."

Zhu Qunfei almost knelt down when he knew Tang Zhuojian's intentions.

"I didn't expect you to be the one who cared about me the most. Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. In a lonely world, the only things that accompany me are loneliness and strong alcohol, and only despair and death await me!" Zhu Qunfei sadly pretended to be about to cry, and even wiped his tears with his hand.

Tang Zhuo, who was really thinking about him at first, saw Zhu Qunfei looking at Zhu Qunfei like a fool at this moment, and then regretted: "I really need to stay up late, it turns out that staying up late will reduce people's IQ to such a degree, it's quite scary."

Zhu Qunfei didn't plan to come out in his emotional world, Tang Zhuo saw that he couldn't stand him, so he told him to drink the soup quickly, and the pot had to be taken back!

"The fish soup is nutritious and delicious. It's not bad. If I have such a daughter-in-law, I can laugh." While drinking, Zhu Qunfei opened his mouth to talk again before swallowing, regardless of what he was talking about.

"Daughter-in-law, your uncle's." Tang Zhuojian gave him a look.

Bie Han said indifferently: "Drink your soup, this can't stop your mouth, can it?"

Zhu Qunfei wolfed down a few more mouthfuls, not caring about the expressions of the people next to him, and said as usual: "Oh my god, which daughter-in-law can cook fish soup and pick out all the thorns in the fish?" Ah? Mrs. Bie is mighty, Mrs. Bie is amazing! Mrs. Bie is number one in the world!" As he spoke, he gave Tang Zhuojian a thumbs up.

When Tang Zhuo saw that he was about to attack, Bie Han stretched out his hand to stop him and dragged him behind him, before he said indifferently: "Do you know why pigs are eaten?"

"why?"

"Because I'm so fat, I always want to fly in the sky."

"..."

Zhu Qunfei gave Bie Han a disgusted look, and muttered, "I'm not fat."

"That's why I divided you into a group of pigs to fly in the sky." Bie Han smiled.

"..."

The two of them didn't stay for long, and they left after Zhu Qunfei finished enjoying the hot love fish soup. Before leaving, Tang Zhuojian told him to rest quickly and don't stay up all night. If he couldn't finish it, he could ask others for help.

Zhu Qunfei nodded happily: "Yes! Thank you, Mrs. Bie, for making the loving fish soup!"

Love fish soup, huh, huh.

Tang Zhuojian likes to go his own way, regardless of his own way, even though he doesn't think he is a good person, but he always warms others, Bie Han doesn't want to blame his kind side, so he can only put this overturned vinegar on Zhu Qunfei's head .

On the way home, he kept a dark face and didn't want to talk, smelling the residual fresh fragrance made him feel very uncomfortable.

But Tang Zhuojian was unaware of Bie Han's surging inner activities.