equal loudness curve

The spring in Chengdu was wiped out overnight. At this moment, it is somewhat like the night sky in midsummer, with a thorough and cool breeze.

Tang Zhuo saw that he didn't want to talk, Bie Han didn't make a sound either, just sat quietly beside him, after a long while, he ordered a takeaway with his mobile phone.

Tang Zhuowian is rarely trapped by emotions, but that was when his life was functioning normally, and now his life has been disturbed.

Yes, everyone scolds, what an easy thing, you can do it with just a few fingers, or a few friends will block him in sunny or cloudy weather, or just pour a bottle of water on him , are small and short memories, but to him it is a siege.

The trapped beast is still fighting, and the maliciousness that passes by will eventually form a cage.

He's not alone, and he's afraid that the person he loves the most will be implicated, even if no one really cares, what they're doing now is just a period of ego carnival.

Bie Han ordered a bunch of barbecues and a case of beer, and they arrived within half an hour.Looking at the two mouth-watering barbecues, Tang Zhuojian couldn't laugh or cry: "Not long ago, the dean said that I was fat, and I know the reason."

Bie Han unbuttoned the food bag, and the unique smell of barbecue came over his face.

"What do you want to eat first?" Bie Han put away each variety and let Tang Zhuo Jian choose.

"Potato cubes." Tang Zhuojian glanced at it and said casually.

So Bie Han picked up a bunch of potatoes and bit them into his mouth, gently held them between his teeth, then turned his head and kissed Tang Zhuojian.

"Why are you..."

Tang Zhuojian found that Bie Han liked to kiss him a little bit, and the familiar taste in his mouth was now replaced by the smell of barbecued potatoes, and the potato was sent from his mouth, and then Bie Han let him go, saying with a smile : "I wanted to help you bite it off like this, but I was afraid that you would choke on it."

Tang Zhuojian glared at him, but blushed slightly, chewing this unusual piece of potato, and when he finished eating, Bie Han repeated the same action just now, until a bunch of four pieces All the potatoes were eaten.

Tang Zhuo saw that his breathing was not steady, so he slapped Bie Han: "Don't make trouble!"

"I'm not making trouble, I'm very quiet." Bie Han said seriously.

It's just... I can't get angry even if I want to.

Stopping Bie Han from taking the barbecue again, Tang Zhuojian said directly: "Don't feed me!"

Bie Han looked at him strangely, then looked at the potato in his hand, hesitantly said: "But, this is what I want to eat."

Tang Zhuojian: "..."

Come on, you're awesome, you're the biggest, no fuck.

When the wine was full, the two clinked glasses and drank it all in one gulp.

Since Tang Zhuojian moved in, the sofa bed in the living room has not been put up, although Tang Zhuojian has never slept outside since the two confirmed their relationship.His suitcase was still placed by the wall, and Bie Han pointed to the two suitcases and said, "Put away your suitcases, take out your clothes and hang them in my closet, I'll make room for you, and you can do whatever else you want." Where to put it."

Tang Zhuojian looked at his suitcase, and then at Bie Han: "Are you planning to officially let me live in your house?"

"It wasn't formal before? Why? You still want to have a move-in ceremony?" Bie Han spoke in his standard tone of voice again.

Tang Zhuo rolled his eyes, filled himself with wine and went to clink glasses with Bie Han, but was avoided.

"What are you doing?" Tang Zhuojian didn't understand why he wanted to hide, but after Bie Han hid, he took the initiative to clink glasses with Tang Zhuojian, and then took his arm.

"Here, hand over a glass of wine." Bie Han said with a smile.

Seeing that Tang Zhuo didn't dare to move, he was afraid of spilling the wine, so he could only yell, "Who wants to have a cup of wine with you!"

But don't care about it, he just forced Tang Zhuojian to drink it quickly, and then Tang Zhuojian obeyed, after drinking it, he just felt that this was another really fragrant series.

Tang Zhuojian felt that he was doomed, and he could always bring out "nothing on the lips, but honesty on the body" to the extreme in front of Bie Han.

The barbecue was quickly finished, and the remaining barbecue skewers were scattered on the coffee table in a mess, and the oil was poured out without paying attention, splashing the nose with a spicy oily smell.But the two of them didn't care about it, they just slumped on the sofa, half lying and half sitting, drinking and chatting one glass after another, and then felt that it was troublesome to keep pouring, so they just took the bottle and blew.

If this is considered to have entered the summer, this night can also be called a summer night for the time being.

At this time in Chengdu, it was still a little cold in the early morning, but the two of them kept the windows closed. Tang Zhuo opened the window when he felt bored, and the cool wind blew in. He shivered and shrank back in a daze. sofa bed.

After a few bottles of wine, both of them were dizzy. Tang Zhuojian was still half lying on the sofa bed at first, and then he moved into Bie Han's arms. Bie Han gently hugged him, and from time to time Take a few sips.

"Hello." Tang Zhuojian poked Bie Han's arm with his hand, he half-closed his eyes, and asked lazily, "What have you been up to these two months?"

He never asked, but he was still very curious about what Bie Han was doing so often during this period of time.

Bie Han waited for a while before speaking: "I can't tell you yet, I'll talk about it when I'm sure." He has been working on various procedures during this time, including the cooperation with Wei Qing's shareholding company, Tang Zhuojian's future development Both the model and the direction must have a preliminary positioning, but in fact the process is almost done, and the only thing left to do is to wait until the matter is over and the contract will be formally signed, but at the last moment, he still doesn't want Tang Zhuojian to know, saying that he wants 100% confirmation It's okay, in fact, there is still an element of wanting to surprise him in the middle.

Tang Zhuo saw that he didn't hesitate to ask, but just nodded: "Oh, you can't tell me now, so it has something to do with me?"

"Yes."

"Okay." Tang Zhuojian was anxiously waiting for Bie Han to tell him about it one day in the future.

A case of beer was half finished by two people, Tang Zhuojian shook the bottle that was about to bottom out, and said weakly: "Do you think... Do I want to clarify?"

He was still thinking about it.Bie Han did these things originally to distract Tang Zhuo Jian, but the numbness is only temporary after all.

"It's not much different. You want fans to admit that you're crazy. It's impossible. If you want to commit a crime...you can't tell."

Tang Zhuojian sat up a little bit, and said wearily: "Actually, I think what Li Shirui said is right. I don't have money, it doesn't matter if I don't have a backer, and I don't even dare to sign a contract or gamble, so I won't get a chance. Sometimes... ...I also feel very sorry, singing... seems to suddenly become a wish, not a dream."

It is not easy to insist on one thing for ten years, but he still persisted.

Bie Han hugged his hand even harder: "Well, there is a huge difference between being a singer and not coming out, but no matter what... I will accompany you."

Tang Zhuojian smiled wryly: "I know that the news on Weibo was sent by Li Shirui. There are many things that only he knows, and there are many things that he doesn't know at all. It's just that I don't understand what he wants to do. I just don't want to sign a contract, it's not that I don't want to I signed with him, and I was not the only one who refused, I just..." He paused and continued, "I really don't want to be the so-called traffic niche nowadays, for them singing or acting is just work, or even just vanity heart, but singing is my dream, I love it, I love every melody, every note, every sound that every instrument makes, every soul, it's not just the vibrations of the air, it's... love and courage."

Bie Han took a big gulp of beer for himself, put down another empty bottle, and answered him: "Yeah." He turned his head, saw Tang Zhuojian's face was very red, reached out to touch it, it was very hot, he must have drunk a lot , Tang Zhuojian grabbed that hand, put it near his mouth and touched the back of his hand with his lips.

The voice that came out was a bit muffled: "I want...to let everyone see the soul in the song, which is different from the current song that is just shouted twice in the recording studio and produced after various treatments, but I No way, I don't have any right to speak, and I can't fight them."

"You will get what you want." Bie Han looked at him tenderly, letting him play tricks on the back of his hand, kissing it, then licking it with his tongue, or directly picking up a small piece of meat with his teeth, making others Han can't laugh or cry.When Tang Zhuo saw that he was enjoying himself, he pulled out his hand and opened another bottle of wine, and said softly, "You know, I am here, and I will accompany you."

Tang Zhuojian was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed: "Hey, do you know what I was thinking just now?"

"what?"

"I was thinking, are you the one who will stay with me for the rest of my life?" Tang Zhuo said with a smile. A picture of a long, long time later suddenly appeared in his mind just now. There.He doesn't like to think about these hypotheses about the future, it's too illusory, it's the first time he sees a picture like the one in his mind just now.

Waiting for Tang Zhuo to see was also silence, very similar to the short period of time he was silent just now, and then Bie Han leaned against his ear as if whispering softly: "It's not long, daughter-in-law, should I be happy when you think so long? Well - let's put it this way, life is really long, and I don't know what's going to happen in the future, but if you want to sing, I want to be your mixer, if you want to play therapy, I want to be you Tank, you need me, I am here... I want to be here, I want to... accompany you for the rest of my life."

The moonlight was deep, just like when we first saw him in black.

Tang Zhuo saw that "moved" emotions rarely appeared, maybe because he drank too much, he believed everything Bie Han said, he turned his head and leaned forward to kiss Biehan, smelling of alcohol all over his body, but also full of joy , as if I finally got my favorite childhood toy, holding the remote control to watch the plane fly around and then returning to my arms, holding him, hugging, kissing, pure love, hot, crazy, leaving no room for it .

I borrowed a beam of light from the sun, just so that you can see me calling for help in the dark when you pass by.

Emotionally tipsy.

When they were young, the pure two friends sat under the starry sky, lit the bonfire, played the guitar, sang songs, drank wine, and talked all night long, loving very restrained.

The two of them didn't know how they fell asleep in the end, and fell asleep on the sofa bed in the living room with the smell of alcohol and barbecue all over their bodies.

A good night's sleep.

Those dark, depressing, unknown things.

Those let go, indifferent, forgotten past.

Those silent, empty, numb past.

Those who let go, let go, wake up themselves.

life goes on.

Tang Zhuo saw that there was no one around when he woke up the next day, but he was covered with a thin quilt. He sat up limply, and saw that the coffee table that had been messed up last night had been cleaned up. He didn't know where the wine was put after drinking, but even so, he still couldn't hide the smell of wine on his body, so he immediately got up to wash his hair and take a shower.

Finally refreshed, Tang Zhuojian changed into clean clothes and came out. He saw a bowl of glutinous rice balls on the coffee table, so he went into the kitchen and saw Bie Han washing the dishes.

"Don't be cold!"

"Ok?"

"I love you!"

"..."

Bie Han turned his head and glanced at Tang Zhuojian as if he was insane, but he couldn't do it, so he could only say helplessly: "It's early in the morning, I just woke up, and I don't have the strength to feed you."

"...What the hell!" Tang Zhuo saw the reaction, and couldn't help but feel ashamed of Bie Han's brain circuit, "I wanted to say it yesterday! I fell asleep! So I woke up in the morning to make up for it!"

Yu Bi then answered in a low voice: "What's wrong with just waking up? It's not because you can't do it because you just woke up and have no strength."

"Tang Zhuojian."

"I was wrong, I was joking hahahaha!"

Tang Zhuowian's daily tasks of being a monster. (1/1 completed)

I've said what I want to say, I should be drunk, and the grievances in my heart are finished. After waking up today, Tang Zhuojian felt much lighter.

He cleaned up the whole house, packed out his luggage according to Bie Han's request, hung the clothes that should be hung in Bie Han's closet, and found a place to put other things. After practicing nursery rhymes for a while, Bie Han followed a Like the invigilator, he sat on the sofa with his legs crossed and stared at him as he sang, and he would say a few words after singing, and then he would go wherever Bie Han went. She turned her head and asked him: "You have been following me like a follower, what do you want to do?"

So Tang Zhuo Jian went up to him and hugged him by the waist, and said with a smile: "You know that I really don't like to be clingy, but I just want to cling to you now, and I won't accept rejection."

"You..." Bie Han wanted to say something but didn't say it, and hugged him helplessly, pressing him against the wall and kissing.

In the end, both of them nestled in the bedroom and played the game.

At the beginning, I didn't play World of Warcraft, but I played StarCraft 2 together.

Tang Zhuojian figured out how to play this game. He played several rounds in a row, and all ended in victory. This game wasted his mind and energy, and he couldn't play it after two hours of playing. After the butcher cried bitterly, he went on the road to survival again. After being duped by his teammates into doubting his life, two Overwatch came. The two fought against Hearthstone.

"Take you to Gaoling to see the night view." Bie Han said, and asked Tang Zhuojian to form a team in the game.

At least Bie Han thinks that the map of Gaoling is a romantic place, where there is perennial heavy snow, and the highest mountain in the entire World of Warcraft, at the top, you can see the blue starry sky.

It is like the snow on the top of the Alps, which is blown horizontally to the endless abyss by the wind at night. When he stands on the top of the mountain and looks into the distance, he clearly knows that some souls may still be silent in this mountain forever, but he is about to return to the lights recession.

Alone and forever.

"Do you come here often?" Tang Zhuojian asked him, he only came here when he was doing missions, but it was daytime, far less shocking than nighttime, so naturally he didn't feel any emotion.

"No, I just found this place. I didn't expect to bring people here in the future." Bie Han laughed as he said that. In fact, he thought of this place when he saw Tang Zhuojian for the first time. He thought that The temperament of the people on the stage was very similar to that of the mountain top, but he didn't bother to say it.

Tang Zhuojian didn't really want to ask what Bie Han didn't say, but thought it was good to keep a little secret.

The two problem children were addicted to the Internet for a whole few days, turning their good bedroom into an Internet cafe, and wandering around the room in their pajamas from beginning to end.

Playing games, watching movies, ordering takeout, eating potato chips, drinking coke, and then sleeping in each other's arms, an extremely rotten life.

At the beginning Tang Zhuojian would ask Bie Han if it would be bad if he didn't go to work, if he was delayed, but Bie Han's attitude was very firm, he just wanted to stay at home with him, indulge for a few days now and then, it was no big deal.

Unbeknownst to Tang Zhuojian, several other people have created a new WeChat group without anyone noticing it, and named it: Special for discussing important matters.

I'm sexy: [Let's take turns to make trouble? ]

WHS-: [I have already made up my mind, I will go to the boss tomorrow. ]

I am sexy: [The day after tomorrow, I will think about what I want to do. ]

Josue: [The day after tomorrow?I also don't know how to make a guy happy, but I can make him happy if he's in a relationship with me. ]

Josue: [I'll borrow Tang Zhuojian from the boss for a day, and I'll be his boyfriend for a day. ]

I am sexy: [You will be killed. ]

Tang Moyan: [==It's not good to live? ]

WHS-: [Ma Yi, your idea is very dangerous! ]

Josue: [Ah!I'm about to melt, because, you are too sweet, are you sugar?Your last name is Tang!Dear baby Tang Zhuojian, I love you!Come, come to my bed, I will drive you crazy! ]

Bie Han: [Are you sure? ]

Tang Moyan: [==]

WHS-: [Do you like to eat snacks? ]

Josue: [Boss, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I just said it. ]

I am sexy: [I dare not say that, you have such a big heart. ]

Bie Han: [Discuss with yourselves, I quit the group. ]

Bie Han has left the group chat.

Tang Moyan: [== Mentally disabled Ma Yi. ]

Josue: [Woo, I really didn't mean it, boss, don't be angry! ]

Ma Yi urgently chatted with Bie Han in private: [Boss, I really didn't mean it, don't be angry! ]

Bie Han: [Not angry. ]

Ma Yi: [Then you can lend me Tang Zhuoxian for a day. ]

Bie Han: [dreaming. ]

Ma Yi: [I just want to comfort him. ]

Bie Han: [You bring your head to see me, I'll borrow it for a day, can I wash the tofu inside? ]

Ma Yi: [I don’t have tofu in my head...]

Bie Han: [Shut up, you! ]

Are you kidding me, can't my daughter-in-law know how to coax her?Lend it to you to coax?