On how cannon fodder became a group favorite [Transmigration Book]

After Clinique was no longer by his side, Xie Yuanjia's life didn't seem to change much, but there were some changes.

For example, Xie Yuanjia occasionally forgets the external environment when practicing calligraphy in the afternoon and reading booklets, and habitually opens his mouth to call Clinique: "Clinique, I am thirsty, pour me a cup of tea."

And when Lan Kou brought the tea, Xie Yuanjia remembered that Clinique was no longer there. He would stare at the cup of hot tea for a while, and then finish it in silence.

Or sometimes, when Xie Yuanjia thought of something interesting, he turned around and was about to talk to Clinique, but he didn't see a familiar figure where he looked.

After careful calculation, he spends more time with Clinique every day and night than anyone else. Except for sleeping, he spends the rest of the time together, and it is really uncomfortable to disappear suddenly.

After such things happened several times, Xie Yuanjia accepted the fact and stopped mentioning him.

Later, a new little eunuch came to Jingying Palace, who looked a little like Clinique, and was also very smart and lively, but Xie Yuanjia never got close to him again, and his speech and behavior showed a sense of alienation.

It's just that he occasionally feels that the tea made by Clinique is better.

Some growth has to pay a price. Now Xie Yuanjia has gradually learned to hide his emotions, and no longer gives his sincerity to outsiders easily, but he still retains a trace of expectation for humanity deep in his heart, and he is still willing to trust some things he thinks are worthwhile. Those who believe, otherwise life is too miserable.

His change is not very obvious, but people close to him can still feel it. Chunyu Ya Fu Jinghong has a positive attitude towards his change. A qualified emperor should learn to make himself tougher, even if No matter how soft his heart is, he can't let outsiders know, it's safer for him.

And Han Yao Qiuyang was more worried. They thought it was good for the emperor to do this, but would he live in pain if he suppressed his nature like this.

"I think it's good for the emperor to do this." Ji Shaoyan didn't have so many thoughts, "It seems that he is a lot more stable, and he has the courage of an emperor."

"Really?" Xie Yuanjia couldn't help straightening his chest, "Do you look dignified?"

Ji Shaoyan thought seriously for a while after hearing this, and said in embarrassment: "The majesty... I can't see it, but the emperor is still young, and his face is still childish, even if you keep a straight face all day long, you can't see it." Three points of majesty, in a few years when you grow up, you will be able to see it."

"However, if this is compared to the past, you will still have changed. In the past, you were especially easy to bully when you looked stupid, but now you are much better. At least you look like you can fight."

Ji Shaoyan had read very few cultural books, so he couldn't say anything good. Just these few adjectives made Xie Yuanjia dumbfounded, "What does it mean to be able to fight?"

"Hi! It means that if you look like you are fighting alone with someone now, you will not lose your momentum!" Ji Shaoyan was full of pride.

Xie Yuanjia has been in a depressed mood these days, and he couldn't help but relax a lot when talking to Ji Shaoyan, with a smile in his eyes, "Why do I want to fight with others? Aiqing, your weird words are interesting."

Seeing him smiling, Ji Shaoyan was also happy in his heart. These courtiers don't say anything, but actually care about the emperor's state of mind the most. The melancholy in the emperor's eyes can be seen by anyone with discerning eyes, and most people can't figure out the reason , but those of them who know the emperor well know why.

"Your majesty, no matter what kind of person you are, the ministers are willing to follow you." Ji Shaoyan said with a sigh, "There is no harm if you become more powerful, but I still hope that the emperor will be happier because I don't study much and only know how to fight. But I also know that life is short, and some setbacks are destined to be experienced."

"Chen Chen also suffered a heavy blow when he was young. At that time, he was drinking and fighting all day long. After being taught a lesson by his father and elder brother, he realized that it is useless to vent his temper."

"Most of the people who come out of our army are hard-hearted and resistant to fighting and resistance. The emperor doesn't have to suffer like us. You just learn to take in and let go."

"Everyone in this world will not think of betraying and bullying you. Besides, there are ministers and other attendants by your side, so don't be afraid."

Xie Yuanjia raised his eyes to look at Ji Shaoyan's eyes, his eyes were slightly hot. There are many people who talk to him these days, Chunyu Ya, Fu Jinghong, Han Yao, Li Shangshu, and even Qiuyang often come to see him with worried faces, but what Ji Shaoyan said is the most Move him.

He has lost some things, but there are more precious things by his side, let the past go to him.

"Don't worry, Aiqing, I feel very good." Xie Yuanjia said with a smile, "Don't think too much about it."

He remembered the conversation he had with Fu Jinghong in Jingying Palace that day.

"Uncle Huang, why are you..." At that time, his face was full of confusion, he didn't know whether to ask or not.

Fu Jinghong put down the book in his hand, and looked at him leisurely, as if he had been waiting for him for a long time, "What does the emperor want to ask?"

"It's...that..." Xie Yuanjia's eyes flickered, "You know that."

Fu Jinghong smiled softly, took him over and sat down next to him, "You want to ask, why did I change my mind at the last moment and give him a way out?"

"En." Xie Yuanjia bowed his head.

He was also there when the spies came back to report. Knowing that Clinique was rescued from the mass grave, Xie Yuanjia was in a complicated and excited mood, and couldn't help hiding in the dark and crying for a while.

"Since he is no longer useful, it doesn't make any difference to me whether he is dead or alive." Fu Jinghong stroked Xie Yuanjia's soft hair, smiling on his lips, "It is useless to me, but a little manipulation can help." To make you happy, this is a good deal."

Xie Yuanjia said puzzledly: "But, didn't you say that it would be better if he died? The relationship between me and him is not that simple anymore."

"Not bad." Fu Jinghong said approvingly, "Didn't you already do it?"

"The death edict was drafted by you yourself, and the poisonous wine, white silk and dagger were also prepared by you. Although it was not your idea to hang him on the city wall to show the public, it was your acquiescence in the end. No matter what, you have done it. I have reached the responsibility and responsibility that an emperor should have."

"It's just that we shouldn't care about how things will develop afterwards."

Fu Jinghong smiled lightly, looking at Xie Yuanjia's soft eyes, "We gave him three choices, and only one of them is the way of life. If he chooses the dagger and the white silk, he has absolutely no chance of surviving. I will give him There is only a [-]% chance of surviving, but he chose poisoned wine, and he caught it himself."

"We didn't deliberately give him this way of life. He chose the right one himself, and it has nothing to do with us."

Xie Yuanjia was in a daze, "He chose wrong many things in his life, but this one was the only one he chose right. It can be seen that there are indeed gods guiding him."

"When did Yuan Jia start to believe in these gods and ghosts?" Fu Jinghong kissed his forehead, "Happy?"

Xie Yuanjia nodded, "Yes."

"You don't have to feel sorry for anyone. Even if he didn't die, there was no one alive when he was thrown into the mass grave. If no one happened to pass by at that time, he would not survive."

"It's his fate. A series of coincidences made him meet. It can be seen that he should be able to live."

Fu Jinghong was right, and Xie Yuanjia knew it.They just gave him an ambiguous way to live, and it was Clinique who opened the door to live, and he deserved it.

"From now on, we will have nothing to do with each other." Xie Yuanjia said softly, "He can go wherever he wants in the future, no one will recognize him, no one will tell him about the past, and no longer have to bear those heavy burdens In the past, he was free forever."

He gently held Fu Jinghong's hand, "Thank you."

"It's easy to execute a Clinique, but if the price is that you will always have a scar in your heart from now on, that's not the result I want. I said, as long as there is something that can make you happy, why don't I do it? You have nothing to lose." Fu Jinghong looked at him intently, "Since you are so happy, why don't you come closer to me?"

Xie Yuanjia was a little ashamed, but he got closer after all.Immediately afterwards, Fu Jinghong's lips landed on his lips.

Regardless of past life or present life, this was Xie Yuanjia's first kiss. He was so nervous that he didn't dare to move, he could only feel another soft but slightly cool thing on his lips stroking his lips back and forth.

No wonder so many people like to kiss, it turns out to be really comfortable.

Fu Jinghong didn't take any further actions, but just let him go after a little taste, and said with a joke: "The emperor is like a prisoner who is about to go to the execution ground."

"Is there?" Xie Yuanjia was embarrassed.

Fu Jinghong raised his eyebrows, seeing his blushing and fidgeting, he deliberately teased him again, "Your Majesty should look in the mirror and see what you look like now, you are no different from the person who is about to be beheaded."

Fu Jinghong had some nasty things about him. For example, when he was in a good mood, he would call Xie Yuanjia by his name, but when he was thinking of playing tricks, he would deliberately call out the emperor to see how Xie Yuanjia was at a loss.

Knowing that he has made a mistake again, Xie Yuanjia glared at him angrily, there are still such people in this world!Gain the upper hand and tease the victim!

"Uncle Emperor, it's late at night, please go back." Xie Yuanjia said resolutely, "I'm going to rest."

Really angry?

Fu Jinghong said with great interest: "But I still want to stay for a while."

"I'm going to rest." Xie Yuanjia turned his head and didn't look at him. After all, Fu Jinghong had a good life, and he can confuse others the most. His face must be red now, and he doesn't want people to see him like this. Let aunt call someone in!"

Your Majesty, this is really bad learning...

Fu Jinghong was in a complicated mood. He didn't treat him like this before, and he didn't dare to speak to him in this tone.However, this Yuan Jia is also very cute.

After all, he could see the little emperor's slightly red ears.

"The minister will not disturb the emperor's rest."

Fu Jinghong still left that night, and Xie Yuanjia hid in the quilt alone, happy for Clinique and himself.

There was a wind blowing, Xie Yuanjia narrowed his eyes slightly, "The wind is so comfortable."

Ji Shaoyan scratched his head, and closed his eyes to feel like him, "Indeed."

The two of them stood in the spacious horse farm, feeling the soft warmth of the spring breeze blowing across their cheeks, Xie Yuanjia opened his eyes and looked at the sky, as if something in his chest was about to jump out.

I'm doing well and I hope you are too.

I know you must have forgotten a lot of things, but it doesn’t matter, only by forgetting can you start a new life. From now on, live for yourself, and you are in control of your emotions. There is only so much I can do for you. .

I wish you a prosperous future, I wish you a smooth life and no regrets, I wish you a happy smile, I wish you a hundred years of worries, and I wish you... free forever.

Forget about the future and the past.

If there is fate, we may meet again.