On how cannon fodder became a group favorite [Transmigration Book]

"Let's get out of here, shall we?" Xie Yuanjia buried his head in Fu Jinghong's arms, "I'm very tired."

"Okay." Fu Jinghong hugged him.

Xie Yuanjia closed his eyes to feel the temperature from Fu Jinghong's body, and said softly: "I'm actually a person who is easy to satisfy. I haven't had so many wishes and things like other children since I was a child, because I You know, I'm not qualified for that."

"My parents didn't get married because of love, and I'm not the fruit of love, so I knew from a young age that only when I'm well-behaved, obedient and sensible, can someone like me." Xie Yuanjia was really a little tired. He didn't know these words before. Tell anyone, but when Fu Jinghong hugged him, he was inevitably a little fragile, and he wanted to talk unconsciously.

"I'm very ordinary, and I don't want to do any big business. I just want to live freely. I can live anywhere. Don't be strict with me, don't be accused of me, and don't have high expectations of me. I can live very happy."

"I never wanted to be emperor."

Fu Jinghong listened to him quietly. He had thousands of doubts in his heart. Yuan Jia Mingming lived in the deep palace since he was a child. Although he was changed into the palace by someone, he was only a few months old at that time. Maybe he remembers his parents' past, so why does he remember his parents' affairs?

He vaguely sensed that Yuan Jia must have some bigger secret that he didn't tell him. Although he really wanted to ask now, he also knew that it was not a good time, not to mention that Yuan Jia had paid him [-] points. He should reciprocate a little bit of his trust, and trust him unconditionally in the same way.He chose not to speak, it must be because there is a reason not to speak.

Maybe Fu Jinghong didn't know how to love someone. He used to think that he could get the one he liked, give him what he wanted, and give him what he didn't want. But Xie Yuanjia taught him what is the right way to love someone The way.You don't need to pledge to each other, you don't need to hide in a golden house, as long as you accompany him silently and give him trust, that's enough.

Two days later, Fu Jinghong really left the courtyard with Xie Yuanjia.During this period, Chunyuya and Ji Shaoyan both came to visit him. Although they also wanted to keep Xie Yuanjia, they both knew that the consequence of forcing Yuanjia to stay would be that he would be unhappy, and they all regarded Yuanjia as a friend. Yes, they don't have the position to ask him anything.

"It's good to go outside and have a look." Chunyuya said with a smile, "Although I can't go with you, I will always pray for the emperor."

"Don't call me the emperor anymore, I have resigned." Xie Yuanjia was a little bit reluctant, "Teacher, if you still like this person, if you still can't let go of anyone, go and chase him back."

Chun Yuya looked at him in surprise, as if she didn't understand why he knew such a private matter.

Xie Yuanjia scratched his face, and said embarrassingly: "I didn't intend to pry into your private affairs, I just learned about it by accident, and it's not because I want to interfere with the teacher's affairs, but I'm about to leave, and if I don't say something, I won't Here's the chance."

"Life is very short. Once you have made some mistakes, don't look back and regret it. But if there is still a glimmer of hope, you have to fight for it again. What if you are happy?"

Chunyuya smiled bitterly, "I've looked for him a long time ago, but he didn't see him behind closed doors. For three whole months, I stood alone in front of his house, and he never came out."

"The teacher did something wrong, and he should be angry." Xie Yuanjia comforted, "No matter how gentle a lover is, if he is hurt badly one day, he will turn around and leave. However, after so many years, the punishment the teacher has received That's enough, you haven't married so far, isn't that just self-punishment?"

Chunyuya remained silent.

"If I'm still here, maybe I can give you some advice, Teacher." Xie Yuanjia regretted, "But I'm about to start a new life, and I can't help you with advice. Listen to my advice."

"Maybe that person is actually waiting for you, but it's a pity that you gave up after only three months. I think that the person worthy of the teacher's admiration must also be a gentle person. For yourself, for him, maybe The teacher can try again."

"Compared with the happiness of being accompanied by a sincere person for the rest of your life, what is the temporary torture?"

Chunyuya's eyes were a little dazed. He remembered that he was standing outside the gate of the Xiang family's ancestral house, standing there against the heavy rain, begging that person to see him again, so that he could express his guilt and thoughts for so long. , but until the rain stopped, until dawn, that person never came out, only a little boy came out and quietly handed him an umbrella.

He was too young, thinking that the man was really cruel and didn't want to see him, but now after listening to Yuan Jia's words, he suddenly realized that if he hadn't left after the rain stopped, maybe he had persisted for a little while, and the door might be closed. Will it open?

After all, when he turned to leave at that time, he did seem to hear a faint sound of light footsteps, but at that time he thought that he had been drenched in the rain all night, so he had hallucinations.

If only I could go back.

Chunyuya's eyes were a little sour. He rubbed Xie Yuanjia's head, "Yuanjia is not very old, but he always surprises me. I should call you teacher."

How could Xie Yuanjia dare to be ashamed to bear this title, he just got the feeling from reading too many love novels in his previous life, so he can't educate people.

Ji Shaoyan was very unhappy on the side, "After you leave, no one will ride with me anymore."

"The general has so many friends, there will be no shortage of a playmate on horseback." Xie Yuanjia laughed, "Aren't you a military commander? Why did you learn so sadly? The mountains are high and the rivers are long. We must meet again time, why be depressed?"

Ji Shaoyan burst into tears, "Your majesty, you are really knowledgeable, and you can speak convincingly. In fact... my father also revealed the news to me yesterday, saying that the court was in chaos and no one could take charge of the situation. The few people recommended were not satisfactory to everyone. .”

"You also know that my father never meddles in the affairs of the court and only cares about fighting. But he told me in private that if the emperor wants to come back, he is willing to bring a hundred thousand troops to support you and return to the court. If this continues, the country will be over."

Xie Yuanjia's eyes hurt a little from what he said. He didn't know that there were really so many people supporting him, and he really didn't do anything. Why did he say that he was the most suitable person?In such a big country, is it really impossible to find a successor?

"I have made up my mind and I will never look back." He said firmly, "We will meet again by fate."

Ji Shaoyan wanted to escort them for a while longer, "We'll leave when we leave the city."

Fu Jinghong acquiesced in their actions, took Xie Yuanjia into the carriage, and the two of them drove out of the city.Xie Yuanjia leaned on the car window and looked out. Outside the window, the moon and stars were thin, black and misty, and it was only around five o'clock in the morning.This time, it will probably be a long, long time before I can come back.

Xie Yuanjia didn't want to care about court disputes, conspiracies, or common people. He just wanted to live for himself.

The carriage had just left the city, and before taking a few steps, I heard the sound of more hurried carriages and horses passing behind, accompanied by an old voice shouting from behind: "Your Majesty! Your Majesty, stay!"

"emperor!"

Xie Yuanjia recognized that the voice belonged to Li Shangshu, and hurriedly stopped Mu Zhan, who was driving, and walked out of the carriage. Ji Shaoyan and Chunyuya who were escorting him hurriedly helped him out of the carriage, "It's Master Li."

"Master Li, it's so cold today. You are so old. Why don't you rest at home and what are you doing outside the city? It's windy here, go back quickly." Xie Yuanjia knew why he was chasing after him, so he simply said something Open it and let him go home.

Li Shangshu didn't wear the usual red official uniform, nor did he wear a hat. He looked like an ordinary old man next door. He got off the carriage and stood upright in the cold wind, his voice still sonorous and forceful:

"Your Majesty, I have come to persuade the Emperor to return to court."

Xie Yuanjia was puzzled: "Master Li, I have resigned from office, and what happens to the court has nothing to do with me."

"The emperor resigned, and the ministers don't agree." Li Shangshu raised his head, his face full of wind and frost: "I know that the emperor must have resentment in his heart, but it happened so suddenly, and the ministers could not react in time. It is the minister's fault." Mistake. If the emperor wants to punish, the ministers will not say much."

Xie Yuanjia shook his head: "I am the one who wants to leave, and it has nothing to do with Master Li. I just don't want to be the emperor, I don't want to go to court, and I don't want to deal with endless papers every day."

"Xie Yuanlan is just an excuse for me to leave. Now that I have no identity constraints, what's wrong? There are many princes who are more suitable than me. Why are you staring at me?"

"There won't be any more." Li Shangshu sighed, "For 200 years, there will never be such a good emperor as the emperor."

Never love power, never rape, never act recklessly, never suspicious, there may be many such people, but there are no such people who can still be like this after sitting in that seat.

Xie Yuanjia listened to such words too much, he didn't want to waste any more time, Li Shangshu was getting old and had a gray beard, looking thin and stooped in the cold wind of the early morning night, looking at himself with earnest eyes, with a trace of pleading, he was afraid I can't stand this look, I'm afraid I'll turn around.

"I said I won't go back, so I won't go back." Xie Yuanjia turned his head, bit his lip and said, "I just want to leave here, let Xie Yuanlan play by himself!"

He climbed into the carriage, turned his head and said loudly: "Master Li! Go back quickly! It's cold!"

Ji Shaoyan lowered the curtain for him, Mu Zhan raised the whip in his hand and dropped it, Fu Jinghong took him back into his arms without saying a word, and the carriage slowly started to move forward again.

Li Shangshu suddenly yelled hoarsely, and knelt down with a "plop".

"Your Majesty! The old minister kneels down for you!"

"Prince Chen has been seriously ill and has been in a coma for two days. The little prince is in a difficult position, and the court is in chaos. It's a trivial matter, but! Do you really have the heart to watch the people fall into disorderly chaos?"

"That traitor Xie Yuanqi has assembled a hundred thousand troops to suppress the border, and keeps saying that he wants to clear the king's side. Are you really going to abandon us and leave the great country to such an ambitious person!?"

"emperor!"

Xie Yuanjia said coldly, "It has nothing to do with me."

His hands were trembling slightly, and Li Shangshu's words were in his ears. He also knew that if a country does not have a good emperor, it will collapse sooner or later. , Xie Yuanqi wants, then...

For people like Xie Yuanqi, the first thing they do after assuming the throne is to wipe out and massacre those who oppose him in the court. Ji Shaoyan, Chunyuya, Li Shangshu, none of them can escape.Then it is to cede the twelve border cities to Yuhu, regardless of the life and death of the people on the border, and then to push Qiuyang to Yuhu and let her die in a foreign country.

He doesn't care about the government at all, he doesn't care about the people's livelihood, the country will decline, be disintegrated, and be divided at the fastest speed. Even if there is no Fu Jinghong, there will be other people to complete the change of the dynasty.

However, that must pay the price of blood, using the bones of tens of thousands of people to complete it. Since ancient times, there has been no revolution without bloodshed.

And all these should be counted on Xie Yuanjia.

Just a nurse, can she really afford such a big crime?

Fu Jinghong hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice, "Yuan Jia, do whatever you want, I'm here."

Xie Yuanjia clenched his hand, he opened the curtain, looked at a little white in the east, and could vaguely see the sun.

"Stop." He heard his own voice, trembling, but never clear.

Mu Zhan stopped the carriage and waited quietly for his next words.

Xie Yuanjia closed his eyes, he knew that the door to freedom was closed again by himself.

"go back."

After all, he is just a soft-hearted person, there are so many concerns about him in the capital, and there are people he wants to protect, how can he bear to let them be hurt?