[HP Doujin] Silver green warmth

"Sirius, I want a big dog!" Sissy pouted her mouth, looked at her "big friend" who was playing with her, and yelled unwillingly, "I like hugging a big dog!"

"Okay!" Sirius pampered the little princess's short blue hair, and transformed into his own Animagus image, then rubbed his big head against the little girl's head, and lowered his head. The body made a "woof".

Seeing the big dog, Sissy happily climbed onto his body, hugged his neck, and said happily: "The Sirius big dog will also accompany Sissy in the future!"

after?Sirius shook his body to make Sissy sit more firmly, and then he slowly thought of the past, he also thought that way, and wanted to ask that woman: Can you stay with me in the future?However, she is now a wife and mother, and even her daughter has reached such an age...

Vivian Heathfield, at first, was a name that he hated. She was the girl his mother liked, the noble girl praised by his cousin, and it was very likely that his family would decide to become his future wife.Under such circumstances, the first time I saw Wei An who was invited to be a guest at home, I had a bad expression and attitude, but this didn't seem to scare her off, so she stayed.

So that night, I sneaked into her room, thinking of rectifying her, but I didn't expect to hear her remarks—are you pretending to be yourself?Although this was very inspiring to me, thinking that she might live like this, I felt some distressed emotions in my heart.

It was also from that time that I didn't feel repulsive about the fact that my unmarried might be her. If I really want to get married, it would be nice to be with her, right?With the subsequent correspondence and the gradual deepening of understanding, the name Wei'an has slowly entered my life. Every time I receive a reply from her, I will be excited for a while. Maybe this is what others call liking. ?

However, since then, I have been hesitating, if she really walks into Gryffindor, will she not be able to be with me?This kind of thinking became more and more intense as their engagement was put on hold for a year or two.According to what my mother said, Mr. Heathfield plans to wait until the child grows up before making a decision, so Wei An won't really have something like a marriage contract in a short time.

I don't like my mother, but that explanation from my mother seems to be the only thing I am willing to believe and accept.

Later, when school was about to start, I met James and Remus, and we chatted very speculatively. I thought that the two of them would like a girl like Vian, and at least they would become good friends, but because of that With the presence of the cold Snape and James' unfriendly attitude, everyone's first meeting was quite awkward.

My worries about the future also became reality from that time on. Between my friend, Gryffindor and her, and Slytherin, I chose my friend, so I walked into Gryffindor and lost The right to have a friendly chat and laugh with her.

It would be a lie to say that I have no regrets, but regrets are worthless, useless, I am still Black of Gryffindor, and she is Heathfield of Slytherin.

Who knows, watching her live with that Snape every day, what kind of jealousy will I feel in my heart?The feeling of being tortured by sour pain accompanied me for almost six years in Hogwarts, until I saw her holding hands with that guy, until I saw her and that guy kissing like no one else... …

Your own choice needs to be borne by yourself.I don't deny this sentence, but the fact that she told me about them being together before graduation completely shattered my last glimmer of hope. In the end, I could only miss her, just because of my pursuit of freedom and eager.

Later, I also joined the war team, but fortunately she was not only a member of a neutral family, but also left the UK and this turbulent place far away.Although I also heard from James that he said that she was timid, but this time I did not refute or correct him. This is probably the difference between people, right?Forget it, as long as you have a good life, then leave and leave!

This time, I didn't see you again until a year later. It was at James and Lily's wedding. I watched you and Snape appearing sweetly holding hands, and saw your face Looking at that damned guy with a sweet smile, even though he was cold but absolutely unable to hide his happy expression, my heart began to feel a little jealous again—if I was standing by your side, would you also so happy?Am I going to be as happy as that damn guy?

There is no answer to this question, you still don't mind my emotions, you said lightly looking forward to my wedding, and left.My wedding... Dear Vian, how can I get married before I forget you and the fact that I fell in love with you?

Afterwards, I don’t know what happened to you, but I just heard that you were intercepted by that person, and then sent out again. It is undeniable that when I heard that you went to that person’s place, what arose in my heart was not doubt but worry , I’m afraid that something will happen to you, even if you didn’t choose me, you are still the girl who gave me the greatest comfort and support in my youth!

It wasn't until Dumbledore arranged for James and me to deal a fatal blow to that man on that bloody night of killing that I slowly realized that you finally came to our side, even though you didn't want to Let us know, but I knew from the comfort of Dumbledore's words that you didn't take refuge in that man.

This made me breathe a sigh of relief. During the trial, I don't need to worry about you, although if I really need it, I will definitely do my best to help you...

If the most exciting day in my life was the disappearance of that person, then when I received the news of your wedding, it was probably the saddest moment. I was so tormented by the emotions of great joy and sorrow that I didn’t know what expression to use to face it. for everyday life.

In addition to Narcissa and my cousin Andromeda, who was expelled from the family, I was the only one left in the Black family.Narcissa wrote to me, hoping that I could return to the family. Although I am the only one, it is also the family inherited by the Blacks.I listened to what she said, there is no need to give everything from the Black family to those idiots of the Ministry of Magic, isn't it?With my Black family here, I can choose how to use those properties through my will, such as helping some wizards who lost their homes in the war?

It was not until a long time later, when I visited Narcissa, that I found out that the letter was actually written by you, please, as a Blake family member.Actually, you also care about me, don't you?

If yes, then it is enough.The girl I used to love the most may also be the one I really love in my life. As long as you live well, then as you said, let's just be friends!Maybe in this way, we will still be together in the future, even if at least friends...

"Sirius, let's go find brother and Draco!"

Sissy on the back urged me with her immature voice, I slowly started to move, and ran towards the two little guys steadily, just like your mother, Sissy, you are also a little princess , I wonder if there will be someone like your father in the future, who will protect you, who also inherited the name and appearance of Heathfield, like protecting your mother?