[Onmyoji + Sword Three] Love at first sight

Abe Seimei felt that his encounter with Chi Yinong seemed to have nothing to say, it was nothing more than an accident.

The onmyoji, who has one of the best star-seeing skills in Heian-kyo, can guarantee that at the beginning, he had nothing to do with the woman from Tang country.

In other words, at that time, he did not have the so-called predestined relationship.

However, fate is not static, everything is constantly changing, and so is fate.

Or to put it in a simpler way, the world is always full of surprises.

For example, he met Chi Yinong.

The Tang Dynasty girl who accidentally strayed into the monster's lair when she first came to Japan due to unknown circumstances, and the onmyoji who entered the dangerous place alone to eliminate the monster in a moment of enthusiasm.This collocation obviously looks very strange, no matter from which angle it looks extremely out of tune.If the situation were changed, Abe Seimei didn't know what choice he would make at that time, but——

In fact, his choice was already doomed when he saw the girl named Chi Yinong.

The name is the shortest spell, and the two who exchanged names on their own initiative when they met for the first time seemed to be haunted by the spell from the very beginning.

As if the encounter was arranged, the threads of fate that should not have been related to each other were disturbed and entangled.

Although he succeeded in eradicating the monster, the onmyoji who was cursed by the monster with the effect of "falling in love with the first person he saw" ignited a passionate love for the girl from the Tang Dynasty.

In terms of the speed at which feelings arise, it can be called love at first sight.

But Abe Seimei knew very well that this love at first sight was fake.

Although it seems to come from the heart, maybe that feeling is real, but the source and motivation are so unscrupulously false-and driven by such false feelings, I can't suppress the thought in my heart, and It was too embarrassing.

I was talking in my heart to keep a distance, but the behavior of the body was always one step faster than the thinking, and it was not until the end that I realized that it was too close a distance and indulged in my own mood.However, the remorse that spread to my heart at this time is only long overdue, and it has no effect other than adding a little more helplessness.

In the dead of night, Abe Seimei will also recall what he did during the day, and without exception, he will feel that his behavior is too inappropriate.Perhaps the attitude shown under the best control has not changed much, but the mood in his heart, the part he can feel, is more and more day by day.

He felt that he seemed to be divided into two halves, one half of himself was overjoyed by this fact, excited unspeakably, while the other half of himself was worried, feeling more and more affected by the spell that he was affected day by day. Feel worried and distressed.

However, when he wakes up the next day, he will completely forget the regret that filled his heart in the dead of night, and after taking care of his appearance, he will spontaneously go to Chi Yinong before his reason comes online.

Chi Yinong always seemed to be able to find a lot of things to kill time, and every time Abe Seimei went to find her, she almost had something to do at hand.

Sometimes it is grinding and writing, sometimes it is embroidery and drawing, sometimes it is playing piano and chess, or dancing swords with music.Although she seldom leaves the yard, she always has her own things to do, and she rarely even has the real free time to do nothing.Abe Seimei is not the kind of person who insists on letting others put down their own affairs to accommodate him. Although they stay together a lot of the time, the daily routines that appear the most are just doing their own things in the same place. That's all.

The only difference is that Chi Yinong is completely devoted, but he can't help but look at her quietly.

But no matter what you do, even if it's just a simple conversation, even if you just sit quietly together, or if you don't do anything, just looking at her, you will feel...very, happy.

Abe Seimei likes everything that is late, whether it is smiling, distressed, even the occasional stubbornness is fine.It is said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but in his eyes, there is naturally nothing wrong with the person he likes.Whether it's splashing ink and wielding brushes, playing the piano and dancing swords, or burning incense and folding flowers, as long as there is a strong sense of delay, in his opinion, it is all good.

It is said that love can blind a person's eyes, but the girl he likes is such a good girl in the first place.

You are good in everything and beautiful in everything - no matter what, I love you.

In other words, if you are as beautiful as you, how can I not love you.

An unbelievably tolerant tolerance, and an uncontrollable longing.

Is this the feeling of liking someone?

Occasionally, there will be such doubts.

But what comes more than this kind of doubt is the day-to-day self-sabotage.

Even though he knew that the words "be careful on the road" and "you are back" every day, as well as those trivial things in life, were just polite concerns, Abe Seimei couldn't help but feel like a husband and wife.

There are many things that Chi Yinong doesn't know, just like that girl with Yan Ruoqinglan will never know how much her every move can affect him, she will not know that her unintentional How much his behavior will affect him, and occasionally, it will cause him to have some shameless and sad delusions.

this is not right.

Abe Seimei said this to himself, but he was powerless to stop the delusions in his heart.

The darkness in his heart was blatantly mocking his hypocrisy, but he knew his mistake, but still chose to let it go.

She has someone she likes.

She was always going away, and only for a while.

The preparations for breaking the spell are almost ready.

He said so to himself.

Soon, this relationship will be gone.

So, at the last moment, it's okay to indulge yourself a little bit, right?

Using this reason, he continued to get along with the girl, and calmly closed the distance, making more intimate moves.

Occasionally, Abe Seimei would also wonder, would he still have such feelings for Chi Yi Nong if he hadn't been affected by the curse?

He had put a lot of energy into this, but in the end he just found out that things that didn't happen—and couldn't happen, didn't seem to make sense to think about.

Can not be suppressed.

Reluctant to control.

Because of this, he allowed himself to get closer, and then he sank deeper and deeper.

Until you can't tell the truth from the fake.

When looking at the girl under the peach blossom tree and smiling slightly at the peach blossom, Abe Seimei remembered many moments.

The corner of the fresh and tender pink skirt that I saw by chance in the cave, the light figure that seemed to be walking against the wind in the middle of the night, the indifferent figure that turned around, the stunned gaze when standing on the top of the tree and looking down, the eyes illuminated by the fire False expectations, the sweet crispy candies handed to the mouth, the sweet smile when looking back, the hug in danger... So many memories, every time I think about it, there will be subtle changes in my heart throbbing.

Perhaps feelings can really turn those who are addicted to them into puppets.

You lead me to dance like flying, and you lead me to know how to advance and retreat.

I am a puppet in your hands, and your frown and smile are the threads that control me.

And you don't even know it.

Everything is just my own wishful thinking.

That's it.