[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

The exhaustion of returning to this body made A Cai not even have the strength to speak at the beginning, his whole body was limp, his limbs and bones did not obey orders at all, and he rested on the bank of the river until the middle of the moon, before barely standing up.

Renzu stayed by her side all the time, seeing her staggering as if she was about to fall at any time, she pursed her lips and said, "Are you all right?"

"En." A Cai responded lightly, and tried to clench his fist, it's good, he can do it now.

Renzu looked at his watch and sighed softly, "It's already twelve o'clock..."

"Yes..." Acai responded hoarsely.Less than two weeks after leaving the dominant position of this body, she has become unadapted to this point, which is beyond her expectation.

Ren Zu looked at her, was silent for a while, finally let out a long sigh, and said in a low voice: "I will call a car to take you back." After a pause, his glasses flashed, "Do you want to go back to... Atobe's place?"

A Cai lowered his eyes slightly, turned his head to look at him for a while, and nodded slightly, "Of course I want to go back."

Renzu stared at the indifferent girl in front of him for a while, and finally said nothing, put his hands in his pockets, turned around and took out his phone to call her a taxi.

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It was almost one o'clock in the morning when Ah Cai returned to the Atobe Mansion.Before getting out of the car, she clenched her fist again, feeling that her strength had recovered to [-]%.

Standing in front of the familiar gate, she was slightly in a trance.

It feels like... it's been a long time since I left.

I don't know what happened to Jingwu?He must be very angry, right?

A Cai lowered her eyes, pursed her lips, then raised her head to measure the height of the wall, took two steps back, and jumped up smoothly with a run-up.

As soon as she landed in the yard, she keenly felt that there were many more guards around, and the whole yard was enveloped in a dull and solemn atmosphere.She frowned slightly, deftly avoiding groups of guards patrolling the yard, and successfully arrived at Atobe's room, looked up at the balcony leading to Atobe's room, Ah Cai suddenly remembered something, couldn't help it She raised her lips.

It felt like she was climbing a wall every time she went to see him at night, but she just didn't want to disturb too many people, so she just wanted to take a quiet look at him.

Ah Cai looked at the pitch-black room under the thick curtains, and slowly, he was a little dazed.

He was right there, the boy who made her feel joyful every time she thought about it, was inside.

Why, does she feel that he is so far away?

A suffocating pain suddenly hit the bottom of his heart, Ah Cai pursed his lips, no longer in a daze, and nimbly climbed a big tree next to him to the balcony.However, when she stood outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, she still hesitated.

The pain in her heart became more and more severe, and before Ah Cai could react, she only felt a cool liquid flowing over her face.

Touching his cheek in a daze, Ah Cai saw the slightly wet fingertips, unable to recover for a long time.

she cried?

No wonder Gonglin often said that she was emotionally insensitive. It turned out that she was so sad. Maybe, she had been sad all the time.

What should I do, I really want to see him, I really want to see him...

Ah Cai bit her lip, and finally lowered her head dejectedly, the tears in the corners of her eyes were still flowing, she couldn't hold it back no matter what.

How many years have you not cried like this?It seems that since she ascended the throne, she has never shed a single tear.

Too short time and too long time are both tiring things. The former makes you despair of life, while the latter makes you numb to life.Giving humans a limited lifespan is really the most correct thing God has ever done.

She thought she had forgotten how to cry.

In this silent night, in this corner where no one could see, A Cai slightly closed his eyes, gave up resistance, squatted down slowly, and buried his head in his knees.

What the hell is this?

Was it a joke God made for her?

A Cai was so absorbed in crying that it was rare for him not to notice that the curtain covering the window was pulled open suddenly, and the warm yellow light in the room came through.Wearing simple and comfortable off-white home clothes, Atobe, who was sleepless again, looked at the bright moon and stars in the sky, with the corners of his mouth tightly pursed.

Thinking of the person who should be by his side at this time, there is a familiar soreness in his heart.

A Cai, if you don't come back, I will really go crazy.

The hand holding the curtain tightened unconsciously, and Atobe lowered his eyes slightly, but unexpectedly, a familiar petite figure was reflected in his eyes, his pupils shrank suddenly, and for a moment, he even forgot to breathe.

Who is that squatting outside with his head buried deep in his knees?

He felt that he had forgotten all the words and actions, and just stared blankly at the group of small people. He saw her squatting like this, her long hair draped over her shoulders, and her slender shoulders seemed to be shrugging slightly.

Is she crying?

His heart constricted suddenly, and before he could react, he had gently opened the window, walked out, and came in front of the girl.

Looking at the girl who didn't seem to notice that he had come over, the corners of Atobu's mouth were tightly pursed, and there was an inexplicable light in his eyes.

Is this his Ace?His Ah Cai would not be so unaware.

However, if it wasn't his Ah Cai, then why could every slightest movement of hers touch his heart?

Slightly closing his eyes, Atobe took a step back, slowly knelt down on one knee, looked at the girl in front of him, and called out softly, as if he was afraid of shocking something, "A Cai..."

The people huddled in front of them trembled slightly, and slowly raised their heads. In just a few seconds, Atobe found that he could not breathe at all, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and it seemed that he could not even beat. forget.

Because she cried just now, the girl's eyes were moist and her cheeks were slightly red, as if she didn't expect to see him, she was stunned, and after a while, she called out in a low voice, "Jing Wu..."

It's not a familiar name, but with the clear eyes of a young girl, Atobe knows it's her!It's his Ah Cai!

The heart that seemed to have stopped beating just now revived suddenly, beating vigorously one after another, Atobu felt his eye sockets sore.With a low sigh, he stretched out his hand suddenly, and hugged the girl in front of him tightly.

"...idiot," the hoarse voice seemed to be suppressing something desperately, the boy said in a low voice, "I haven't cried yet, why are you crying, huh?"

Suddenly being hugged into a familiar embrace, Ah Cai was a little unresponsive. Suddenly, he felt the hands holding her trembling slightly. However, the strength was not affected at all. Instead, it became bigger and bigger, as if trying to embed her in her arms. It was as if she had entered her own body, and it hurt even a little while hugging her.

Ah Cai's heart suddenly felt like it was bitten by some insect, and it was numb, which made her tears that had been stopped flow down uncontrollably.

She sighed softly, hugged the boy in front of her gently, and called out one after another: "Jing Wu, Jing Wu..."

I miss you so much.

This night, under the bright moonlight, the handsome boy kneeling on one knee quietly embraced the girl in front of him, as if he had found some treasure, he was unwilling to let go for a long time.

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Ace finally fell asleep.

The fatigue from just regaining the dominance of her body, as well as the violent ups and downs of emotions, made her go limp, and unconsciously, she fell asleep in the boy's arms.

The next day, Ah Cai felt the warm sunlight jumping on her eyelids, causing her to open her eyes slightly unconsciously. In a daze, she saw the boy next to her with his head propped on one hand and looking at her without blinking. Subconsciously raised the corners of her mouth and said hoarsely, "Brother, good morning..."

Yesterday was Jingwu, today is brother?

Atobe raised his eyebrows slightly, his eyes were deep, and suddenly he reached out his hand, caressing the girl's tender face, "Are you awake, huh?"

"Hmm..." Ah Cai's head was still a little dazed at the moment, so he answered in a low voice, rubbed against his arms, and said softly, "But, I'm still sleepy..."

Why are you so sleepy?There seems to be a stone pressing down on my mind, heavy, is it the sequelae of being out of the control of this body for too long?

Something suddenly came back to mind, causing Ah Cai's heart to ache, and the hand that was holding the boy's pajamas tightened unconsciously.

"A Cai, I can't sleep because I'm sleepy. You owe me something, are you going to pay it back?" Atobe gently pulled away her hand that was holding his clothes, let her clasp his fingers with him, and turned her over. Sitting up, the whole person was propped up on her body. Her fine hair fell down on her forehead, slightly covering the young man's deep eyes. Under the early morning sun, A Cai looked so closely at the suddenly evil and dangerous girl. The boy felt a thump in his heart, and his heartbeat suddenly became faster and faster.

"Jingwu..."

Atobe lowered his head and gently bit her earlobe, feeling the girl's sensitive trembling, couldn't help laughing out loud, "Why did you suddenly call me by my name, huh?"

In the past, she obviously always called him brother, although he preferred her to call him by his name.

Hearing his name come out of her mouth, the feeling that he occupied her whole body and mind will be more real and intense.

A Cai felt the heat of the young man's body, and the kiss he extended down her cheek all the way, made her heart sore and numb.

No reason, just because the one who called you brother in the past was an incomplete me, but now I am calling your name with my complete soul.

She unconsciously put her arms around the boy's neck, and when his kiss came to her neck, even though she bit her lower lip hard, she couldn't help but let out a low moan.

The body of the boy holding her tightened slightly, and the strength of his hands became stronger. He hugged her, raised his head suddenly, and stared closely at her eyes, which were always full of vigor and vigor. , whispered: "A Cai, do you know that I am very scared..."

A Cai looked at him, feeling a pain in his heart.

"I'm afraid you won't come back and leave me alone... A Cai, why am I so disturbed?" He lowered his head and kissed her lips lightly, his deep and hoarse voice broke her heart, "Those ten days , I don’t know how I got here. A Cai, you can’t leave me irresponsibly after making me fall in love with you completely. "

"Did I say so? Don't worry me."

Ah Cai felt that she was suffocating from the pain. Her boy, the boy who wove a too beautiful dream for her, what should she do to protect him?

How can I say goodbye to him properly?

They shouldn't have started in the first place, she has her unshirkable responsibility, and he also has pride that he shouldn't lose.

How did they finally come to this step?

Ah Cai felt his nose sore, and the corners of his eyes suddenly became moist again.She hugged the young man on her body tightly, and gently and choked back her sobs, she said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Also, I love you..."

So many likes, it should be love.

She loves the way he waits for her with coffee in the morning, loves the way he teaches her how to play tennis patiently, and loves the way he pampers her in every possible way.

However, there is no result between them.

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"Ah Cai, do you remember everything from the past?" Renzu once asked her like this by the quiet river.She lowered her eyes, even though she didn't have the strength to speak, the expression on her face already showed everything.

"Ma Cang, she... is talking nonsense, right? You can't come from another world? It can't be the queen of some country, right? You..." Ninzuzu wanted to laugh mockingly, but seeing the girl's slightly trembling eyelashes, he Couldn't go on anymore, looked at her for a while, and finally said in a deep voice: "I don't know if you can perceive what's going on outside when Asakura is here. That guy Atobe... cares about you very much, I never I've never seen him care so much about a person. During the days when you disappeared, he was going crazy. Can't you...can't you stay for him? "

He looked expectantly at the girl in front of him, but saw her looking at him sadly for a while, then closed her eyes in pain.

He got it.

A king, only in ancient times, the kind of king who shoulders the entire country and people.

He laughed mockingly, "Wouldn't it be tiring to carry so many things on your back? Even..." Even the content after that, he couldn't continue.

He thought that the girl would remain silent this time, but suddenly, he heard a hoarse and broken voice, saying slowly and with difficulty: "Tired..."

"But, I can't... abandon them..."

That was the first sentence the girl said after calling him when she woke up. The heavy weight in it made Ren Zuo startled.

Looking at the girl who looked extremely heavy and sad under the night sky, Ren Zu suddenly realized that this was definitely not a person's pain.

He suddenly felt sorry for the two of them.

What the hell is going on!Renzu gritted his teeth fiercely, couldn't help but bent down to pick up a stone, and threw it into the river suddenly, splashing a splash of water.

A Cai looked at the ripples on the water, bit his lips, and said slowly and laboriously again: "If... I knew all this earlier, I would definitely... never start with him..."

No matter how tempted she is, how much she likes him, she will firmly suppress this feeling.

If I had known all this earlier...

The further fusion with this body sealed her past memories.

Ma Cangyue's soul has a special ability handed down from thousands of years ago, and she can see the memory sealed deep in her soul at a glance.

That night, she looked at her deeply, and said: "Have you really forgotten? Your country, your people? I saw that when you were not there at the beginning, that barren and desolate land was full of people. Starved to death and frozen to death, have you forgotten all this?"

She was taken aback suddenly, and anxiety had already begun to emerge in her heart.

Never thought that Ma Cangyue brought such a bargaining chip.

"But, you and Atobe have already started!" Shinozu suddenly turned his head to look at her, with the corners of his mouth tightly pursed, as if he was suppressing some kind of anger, and said in a deep voice: "As a friend of Atobe, I ask you to stay, then The guy is stubborn, and he won't let go if he decides. If...you really can't stay for him," paused, turned his head with restraint, looked at the lights in the distance, took a deep breath, and said: " Please also, give him a little buffer time. Otherwise, that guy will really go crazy."

The author has something to say:

Ma Cangyue has been an ordinary person all her life, but she was a super evil villain 1000 years ago, the legendary super vicious female partner~

Well, I know that everyone must be in the mood to kill the author after reading this chapter, cough...but!Please take a look at the first sentence of the copy: the warm love story between the lady of the ghost world and Mr. Atobe.

Highlights: warm!warmth! !

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