[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

Chapter 59 [59] It's just an illusion

The town of Poseidon on the coast of southern Japan.

Atobu stood expressionlessly on the high embankment, wearing a simple, clean and well-tailored white shirt and black suit pants, with a dark red tie hanging loosely on the neckline, the top buttons were unbuttoned, revealing a With a small and delicate collarbone, at this time he put his hands in his pockets, his eyes slightly drooping, looking at the rushing waves below, the fierce sea breeze blowing his blue-purple hair, from a distance, the tall and handsome young man is like a green pine tree , stern and desolate.

The townspeople passing by couldn't help but cast a glance at the young man who looked like a man in a picture, secretly wondering why people in the city like to travel to their backcountry these days.

Although, they are very welcome, after all, who doesn't like to see beautiful things.

Shinobu stood not far behind Atobe, looked at the young man who had been silent all morning, and sighed secretly.

As expected of Atobe, in less than half a year, he broke through all the blindfolds he had set up, and followed the clues all the way to find this place.After the people in Atobe caught Yu Matsumoto who had been staying here, he had no choice but to tell the truth.Thinking of the sharpness and pain between Atobe's eyebrows and eyes that day, he endured the shock secretly, but also felt a little sad for his friend.

The woman she loves the most abandons herself, no matter what the reason is, this matter is enough to deal a fatal blow to a man.

Since that day, Atobe has come here every day, and one stop is a day.For a while, Renzu was worried that this guy would jump into the sea desperately, but was told by Matsumoto that before Ah Cai left, he had given him two letters, one was to Mr. Cat from Natsume's family, and she asked him to find a way to get here. The vortex vision was sealed, and the vortex vision brought countless losses to the residents of the town every year. More importantly, she was probably afraid that this man would jump into the sea if he got too hot-headed.Three months after Ah Cai left, Natsume brought a few people who knew magic to seal the vortex vision here.

It is said that the vision here was caused by a powerful dragon monster traveling through time and space a long time ago, when its tail swung so violently that a hole was opened in the gap between time and space.

Another letter from A Cai was addressed to Atobe.

Matsumoto didn't disclose this at the beginning, but after seeing Atobe standing on the embankment for five consecutive days, he found him with a complicated expression and handed him the letter.

"Originally, the master asked me to hand it over to him in two years." Matsumoto seemed to think of something, with a sad face, "that man really likes the master..."

My lord, I also like him very much. Until the moment before leaving, he is the one I will never forget the most. When talking about him, there will be a happy and sad smile on the corner of his mouth.

Renzu took the letter he handed over, frowned slightly, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

What's the use of liking again?Now that I have chosen to leave, no matter how much I like it, it will only become a sin.

At this time, Shinobu looked at Atobe not far away with a faintly blue face, and frowned.

It’s already the sixth day, I don’t sleep for five hours a day, and I go to the beach where the sea breeze is raging before dawn, and I’m blown by the cold and humid sea breeze all day, and I don’t want to eat well, even the steel giant can’t bear it Don't go down!

Ren Zuzu, who grew up in the hospital at home since he was a child, could see the fatigue and weakness between the man's eyebrows and eyes at a glance, and suddenly an unknown anger arose in his heart, and he couldn't help striding forward, grabbing Atobe's hand Elbow, "Atobe, how many days are you going to stand here!"

As soon as he touched his hand, Ren Zuzu was startled, the temperature was extremely hot.

Blowing the sea breeze here with a high fever, this guy is going to die!

Atobe acted like nothing happened, without even looking at him, he said in a deep voice, "Let go."

It's like this again, these days, no matter what he says, this guy always has such a nonchalant expression.A few days ago, Ren Zu was worried about his situation and always avoided talking about the girl. However, at this moment, whether as a friend or a doctor, he could no longer let him abuse himself like this.

"She's gone and won't come back! Don't you understand?!" Ren Zu growled, "No matter how many days you stand here, she won't come back! She abandoned you and chose her country, you When are you willing to face this fact?!"

Atobe's figure swayed, his head was dizzy, and he managed to stand still. He shook off Ninzuzu's hand, gritted his teeth, and the veins on his forehead protruded, "Ninzuzu, get out of here!"

Renzu's heart was also angry. He came here because of a brain problem to be scorned by the young master. He couldn't help raising his voice, "To her, you are nothing at all! You are just a part of her 200-year life. An accident is at most an affair, understand?! In her heart, there are too many things that are more important than you! Even if you show your heart, you will not get any response. Even, you Do you think she really likes you? That's just an illusion after she lost her memory!"

Atobe couldn't help trembling slightly, he turned around abruptly, lifted Ninzuzu's clothes, looked at him sternly, and said word by word: "Shut up!"

"Oh, the majestic young master of the Atobe family, is it necessary for a woman to toss himself into a person who is neither human nor ghost?" Renzu sneered, but there was a helpless and sad light in his eyes, "Don't think that just now That paragraph was my nonsense, if you are stubborn, I don't need to worry about friendship."

He pushed Atobe away violently, frowned when he saw that he was almost unable to stand still due to his weakness, and finally hardened his heart, took out the letter he had always carried, and threw it at him fiercely, "See for yourself Just look at it!"

After speaking, he turned and left.Walking to the side of the main road, he was finally worried, turned his head to look, and saw the man standing far away in the open world, looking down at something, his tall and handsome figure was against the vast sky and the endless sea Down, exuding a sense of loneliness and desolation that people can't bear to look directly at.

He lowered his head and looked at it for a long time, for a long time, he could bear enough to remember that it was a very short letter, but he had read it for so long, every word in it, even an outsider like him, couldn't help but feel distressed after reading it, let alone the original letter. .

He sighed lowly, but saw Atobe in the distance suddenly turned to face the sea, gently raised his hand, and the letter paper in his hand was blown away with the wind, blowing to an unknown distance, he frowned, and saw him Suddenly, I didn't know what to take out, and under today's not so bright sunlight, it reflected a faint light.Then, with a jerk of his hand, the small cluster of faint light flew parabolicly into the churning sea, and was soon drowned by the white spray.

Is it a ring, or a necklace?

Can't help but sigh.

Ah Cai, Ah Cai, no matter what reason you have, as a friend of Atobe, I cannot forgive you.

Do you know that everything you do is enough to break a man's heart to despair.

Suddenly, his expression changed, he looked at Atobe who fell straight down in the distance, and ran over quickly.

>>>>>>

Ace, Ace...

It seems that you are always calm and indifferent, you have a small temper, you have a good face, you are aggressive, you are soft-hearted, you are considerate, you are always unexpected.

Obviously shy but pretending to be calm and said: "I think, I also like you a little bit." You, you who looked up and smiled at me on the court where countless people were watching, you who stood on a high place in the sun, the corners of your mouth Slightly called brother, you who caught me, you who hugged me with attachment, when the love was deep, said brother, you who I like you so much...

You who told me to break up decisively, you who lied to me about the relationship between Matsumoto Yu, and you who said your feelings for me in the letter, maybe it was just an illusion after amnesia, you who wish me to find happiness...

Which one is the real you?Keigo Atobe, did you really know you?

After meeting you, I've always been so unconfident, Ah Cai, maybe all my persistence is just a joke in your eyes, right?

>>>>>>

Ah Cai who was sleeping soundly woke up suddenly, looked at the bright moon outside the window, and touched the position of his heart hesitantly.

Just now, it seemed to hurt a bit here, and now, it is also very uncomfortable.

Since Atobucai left completely, the congenital heart disease that comes with this body has not recurred again. This is the first time that this kind of inexplicable heart palpitations have occurred.

Sitting up halfway, Ah Cai stared blankly at the sky, in this quiet night, it was too easy to evoke thoughts from the bottom of his heart.

I don't know what happened to him, is he still looking arrogant?Have... Have you found your own happiness?

Thinking of another girl staying by his side in the future, laughing with him, experiencing every little detail in life with him, witnessing his flamboyance and arrogance, occupying his arms and kisses, my heart skipped a beat. It hurt, and later, A Cai couldn't tell whether it was a physical pain or a psychological pain.

She sighed.It's really bad, that man is like a poison/drug, once you get it on, you will become addicted.

Heartbreaking addiction.

Definitely won't be able to sleep tonight.A Cai got off the bed and walked out of the tent lightly.

They have been staying here since she asked Zheng Ye to stop the army a week ago.She originally wanted to go back to Qingling Hall to meet the new king, but Zheng Ye said disapprovingly, why bother to make an extra trip, just let him come over.

Zheng Ye seemed to reject the new king from the bottom of his heart, and Ah Cai was speechless about this situation.

But she knew what Zheng Ye was capable of. Since he said to let the new king come over in person, there must be a way.Sure enough, in less than a few days, the news came out from the Qingling Hall that the king had decided to go on a personal conquest after seeing that the Zhengzhou rebellion had not been settled for a long time. Tomorrow, they would come to Luoshui Township where they were stationed. She had already made an agreement with Zheng Ye. At that time, she mixed into the welcoming soldiers and went to meet the new king together.

No matter how unpopular they are, the one recognized by Qilin is the king, and basic etiquette is still required.

new king...

I don't know what kind of person he is.

In fact, Ah Cai was relieved to know that Qiao Country had a new king.For her, Qiaoguo is like a heavy responsibility. After carrying it on her shoulders for a long time, she will get tired and tired.What's more, the king is immortal. It seems that such a heavy responsibility will never be unloaded. Sometimes just thinking about it, I feel that the future is far away, and I don't know when it will end.

When she was a king, she occasionally liked to live among the people for a period of time.No matter how unwilling she is, she will see the familiar people around her experience life, old age, sickness and death. In order not to reveal her identity, she will pretend to be another person every once in a while, go to another place, and meet new people. Then, watch them grow old, sick and die.

In a country, except for the king and officials who have prayed to the king for immortal status, ordinary people are just ordinary human beings.

At that time, A Cai would occasionally think that immortality is actually a curse from heaven on His Majesty, right?To put it bluntly, it just wants to find a long-term free labor force, right?

Now that the status of long-term free labor has been replaced by someone else, Ah Cai thinks it's really good, she will just be an ordinary citizen and silently protect Qiao Country.

Then, experience the birth, old age, sickness and death of normal people, making life a closed loop.

However, if the new king is really as bad as Zheng Ye and the others say, she will not hand over Qiaoguo to him easily.

A Cai was thinking about things in a mess, wandering slowly in the open space outside the tent.The guards all knew that Prime Minister You valued this little soldier for some reason recently, and they pretended not to see her behavior of running out to wander around without sleeping at night.

While walking, something seemed to flicker on the grass not far away, A Cai was slightly stunned, walked over and squatted down to have a look, only to see a ring lying quietly in the grass.

The silver ring is inlaid with a hexagonal diamond. It is simple in style, but reveals a low-key luxury, shining brightly in the dark night.

This is obviously not something that exists in this world. Could it be that it came from another world through an eclipse?

An inexplicable sadness welled up in A Cai's heart, which made her involuntarily pick up the diamond ring and stare at it for a long time.

The author has something to say:

If Miss A Cai doesn't come back, Zheng Ye's little friend will really rebel. To a certain extent, Zheng Ye's little friend is also a wayward child [smile]

There were so few comments in the last chapter, everyone please be active, otherwise I will feel very lonely when writing [laughing and crying]

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