[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

Ah Cai raised his eyebrows, looked at the disdainful old man, and tilted his head expressionlessly, "Oh? You said it as if I needed your welcome."

It was the first time Masao Atobe saw such an unreasonable girl, he snorted unkindly, "Don't think that I don't know that you are not the groundhog-like girl before, although I am asleep, everyone in this house I know everything clearly. Do you know how many years I have been here? I...you!" Suddenly, Ah Cai in front of him ignored him, turned around and took off his school uniform neatly, revealing A piece of fair and thin back skin, Rao Masao Atobe, who has been wandering in this world for almost 100 years, couldn't hold back his face anymore. He turned his head angrily and poked the crutch in his hand desperately, "You girl is not reserved at all! You treat me as a dead!"

Aren't you just dead... A Cai glanced at him speechlessly, took out a new school uniform from the closet, changed into it, and went out.Masao Atobe immediately followed, chirping, "Did you hear what I just said? The only one who is qualified to be my daughter-in-law of the Atobe family is the little girl from the Suzuki family. If I find out that you are still pestering Jingwu, believe it or not!" ..."

The little girl who had been walking forward suddenly stopped, turned to him and asked seriously, "How are you?"

"I..." Masao Atobe held me for a long time, and finally squeezed out a word, and said gloomyly, "I will make you regret coming to this house."

Is it the same as not saying this?In fact, she had already discovered that ordinary spirit bodies cannot touch living people, and even if he wanted to do anything to her, he would be powerless.She shook her head, looked at Masao Atobe who was still trying to create a fierce and gloomy atmosphere, and asked quietly: "Have you... been wandering in the world for a long time?"

Seeing that the girl was obviously ignoring his words, Atobe Masao couldn't help but get a little angry, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, the girl lowered her eyes slightly, and said thoughtfully: "For so many years, no one knows your existence, no one talks with you, it's very lonely..."

Masao Atobe was slightly stunned, frowned at her, and forgot to speak for a moment.

"However, loneliness can't bother me," A Cai looked at him with a touch of tenderness in his eyes, but his tone was still indifferent: "When I'm free, I can talk to you. If you are bored and want to find someone Play chess or watch TV, I can also accompany you, but not now, I have to go to school."

Miss A Cai is actually a good girl who respects the old and loves the young, because she has experienced the most turbulent time in Qiaoguo and saw many old people and children starved to death on the side of the road. A Cai has always been very tolerant towards these two types of people .

After finishing speaking, she didn't look at Masao Atobe who was still in a daze, so she turned around and continued to go downstairs, so she didn't notice the thoughtful expression on the face of Masao Atobe who was chasing after her.

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When he came downstairs, Ah Cai unexpectedly discovered that Keigo Atobe was still there.At this moment, he was sitting at the dining table under the morning light, drinking coffee elegantly and reading the newspaper. A Cai had never seen such a noble and elegant demeanor, and she couldn't help but stare blankly.

The bumpkin girl from ancient society was naturally not familiar with the sullen and elegant temperament of the British aristocracy. At that moment, she just thought, how can there be such a good-looking boy in this world?She originally thought that her mature and stable Prime Minister You was already a rare handsome man in the world.

After settling her mind, although she was still a little awkward, the girl walked over and asked, "Are you waiting for me?"

After such a big oolong just now, it seems a bit inappropriate to continue the drama of strangers under the same roof.

Atobe raised his eyes to look at her, and saw that the girl had already tidied up, her smooth black hair was neatly draped over her shoulders, and her fair and delicate face exuded a kind of youthful vigor under the morning light. The school uniform neatly outlined her slender body line.Atobe seems to have discovered at this time that every time she sees this girl, she actually has such a neat and tidy appearance. It is no wonder that after the incident just happened, it is rare to show embarrassment. Even if she is standing in front of him now, the expression on her face The expression is also somewhat unnatural.

Atobe raised his eyebrows, didn't mention the incident just now, stood up and picked up the school uniform jacket on the clothes rack next to him, put one hand in his pocket and walked out Shi Shiran, "Well, let's go."

Ah Cai frowned, but still followed, um, who told her that she was going back to be on duty just now? Under Miss Fujiwara's smiling gaze, she really couldn't tell that she had to walk half an hour back to school. if……

Resignedly following Atobe out of the gate of the house, an extended version of the black Bentley has parked steadily outside the door, Atobe has obviously sat in, butler Sasaki is standing by the open door, seeing her coming, slightly She bent over and said, "Miss, please go all the way."

Ah Cai let out a "hmm". When she was in Qiaoguo, although she was always surrounded by a bunch of bastards, big or small, but after all, she was the king of a country, and Sasaki's housekeeper was still a small battle.

She got into the car, and there were two rows of red leather seats facing each other in the car. In this relatively closed space, only a small glass window was left to connect with the driver's seat in front.Ah Cai saw that the trace department had already sat on the side facing the driver's seat. At this time, a pair of slender legs were crossed, and she was looking at her thoughtfully.

Such eyes made her a little puzzled. After thinking about it, she sat on the seat facing him, raised her eyebrows and looked at him. She wanted to see what he wanted to do.

Under the instruction of the housekeeper Sasaki, the car started slowly, but the two people in the carriage didn't realize it, they just looked at each other quietly.

I was a little surprised by the girl's generous and indifferent eyes. No one has ever looked at him for such a long time without changing his face. Atobe chuckled and spoke first, "I am very curious, how can a person change so much?" ?”

A Cai was calm and composed. Since the Ferris wheel incident last time, she never expected him to find nothing, "So, what is your answer?"

"I think you should take the initiative to confess this answer," Atobe looked at her with deep black eyes, and said slowly, "Are you a ghost, or are you not Atobe at all, huh?"

This man has a pair of good eyes, Ah Cai sighed inwardly, turned his head and looked out the window, without making a sound.

She rarely takes the initiative to withdraw from such a situation of confrontation between the two pairs. However, the loss of any life should be respected, and she cannot compete for victory in this matter.

Atobe looked at the girl's slightly closed eyes, and was a little stunned. Although she was just a stranger who came halfway, but thinking of the guess in his heart, Atobe still had a serious expression, "Atobe adopts her... what's wrong?" ?”

A Cai glanced at him, "You already guessed it, didn't you?"

"She...gone?" Thinking of the weird incident that happened on the Ferris wheel last time, Atobe took a deep breath, and finally convinced himself to believe this unimaginable thing, "It was her who was on the Ferris wheel last time. ?”

"Hmm." Maybe it's more accurate to say, a wisp of remnant soul.

"You take over this body now?"

"Yeah." Although only temporarily.

"You...can see something you shouldn't?"

A Cai couldn't help but glanced at him. He could guess so much based on a few fragmentary clues. Although he knew that this young man had amazing insight, A Cai was still a little surprised, "Hmm."

"Then, here comes the last question." After being quiet for a while, Atobe seemed to have finally convinced himself to accept this matter. He couldn't help but believe that he could see the changes in Atobe, and what happened in the Ferris wheel last time It was too real, and he still remembers the despair and relief look in Ajibucai's eyes when he finally said he liked him.Atobe was already very insightful, so he could naturally see that the girl in front of him was not lying.

But it is too difficult to convince him completely, after all, this matter can no longer be described simply as unimaginable.

Youyou raised her eyes, Atobu stared straight at her sharply, and asked word by word, "Who the hell are you?"

"I..." Ah Cai was about to blurt out, but suddenly her mind went blank, she was stunned, and hesitated, "My name is... Ah Cai."

Atobe frowned, "I'm asking about your own name."

A Cai also frowned, but she frowned not simply because Atobe didn't believe her, but because she suddenly felt that she seemed to have forgotten something very important, "My name is A Cai, and I come from... from..." She Suddenly panicked, something very important seemed to be disappearing quickly, panic flashed across her originally calm eyes, she stared blankly at Atobu, her pale pink lips moved slightly, but she couldn't tell what was going on anyway. if.Where is she from?Why did she suddenly forget?

The girl's panicked expression made Atobe stunned, thinking that he was pushing her too hard, but suddenly he knew that someone beside him might have left, and there were ghosts in this world, Atobe Teenagers are not feeling well either.He rubbed his forehead and sighed, "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, then don't say it."

"I didn't..." A Cai retorted subconsciously, but suddenly found out in shock, nothing?She really couldn't remember anything.She bit her lip hard, turned her head to look out the window, and stopped talking.

Atobe, who rested his forehead in thought with one hand, did not speak.Thus, the atmosphere of silence continued until the car stopped.

Ah Cai felt that his world collapsed all of a sudden, no one knew how panic and helpless a person who suddenly lost his past would be.

The past that had always supported her in her heart and made her move forward with a clear goal suddenly disappeared. Ah Cai felt as if she had fallen into an ice cave, and the world suddenly became terribly strange.

Where is she from?have no idea.

Where is she going back?do not know either.

So, what is the meaning of her life in this world?

Seeing that the car had stopped, Atobe opened the door and got out of the car. He stood outside for a while, but no one else came out.He frowned, leaned over slightly, and looked at the girl sitting in the car blankly, "What's the matter, huh?"

The girl in the car seemed startled by his sudden voice, and looked up at him in a daze.Suddenly, she raised her hand and lightly grabbed the sleeve of his right hand that was holding the car door. Like a lost child, she said in a low voice, "Brother, what should I do? I seem to have lost my past." ..."

A Cai didn't even notice that she unconsciously used the name Atobu Cai usually called Atobu Cai in her heart. She just followed the helplessness in her heart, lowered her head slightly, frowned and asked in a low voice over and over again: "Why? What should I do? Brother, what should I do?"

Perhaps in this world, only Gonglin knows that the master before he found her was actually an orphan who was discarded in a juggling troupe. She grew up alone and never tasted the feeling of being loved by her relatives. The strict control in the regiment, she doesn't even have any friends.Until the age of 16, a severe snowstorm broke out across the country, and the head of the juggling troupe, who could barely support his own people, resolutely abandoned her. Before Gong Lin found Ah Cai, she was almost starved to death so cold.

Therefore, she can't see the loneliness of other people, and she pities the elderly and children who starve to death on the road, and she will want to build Qiaoguo into a country where no children will experience the pain of family ruin and death.

Qiaoguo made her become stronger slowly.However, the current Ah Cai has lost her wonderful country.

Atobu noticed that Ah Cai's fingers pulling his sleeve were trembling slightly, and his eyes were full of panic, as if he was about to shed tears in the next second, but he still stubbornly did not shed a single tear. Seeing Ah Cai like this, he was a little shocked, But I don't know what to do.

He didn't know what the lost past she was talking about was. Besides, would a person's past be so easy to lose?But it seems that whatever strange things happen to her is normal.

What's more, he has never comforted girls.

"You..." For the first time in his life, the Atobe boy felt that his mouth was clumsy. He pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "Come out first, huh? Maybe you just forgot it temporarily. Think about it slowly, and you will think about it."

A Cai shook his head, remained silent for a while, but didn't say anything, and walked out as he said.

Atobe looked at the girl who was standing silently aside, her lips were tightly pressed, her face was pale, and she frowned, "Go back to the classroom first, huh? We'll talk about everything when we get home."

Ah Cai was silent, finally nodded, followed Atobe, and slowly walked into this familiar yet unfamiliar campus, walking, she stopped.The boy who was walking in front keenly sensed her pause, so he also stood still and turned slightly to look at her.

"Brother... Atobe," A Cai looked at him, and said slowly, "Shall we build a grave for Atobe?"

Life is too fragile, he will come suddenly, go away suddenly, and disappear in someone's mind suddenly.

This girl who has been lonely and inferior all her life, she doesn't want her to pass away like a gust of wind, leaving nothing behind. In this world, maybe only she and Atobe remember how painfully this girl has lived through.

Atobe looked at this sad girl, he was so helpless, still thinking about others?But in the end, he didn't say anything, just nodded and said in a deep voice, "It should."

If he had doubts about the girl's words before, now he could no longer doubt them no matter what.

The author has something to say:

Miss A Cai is actually a soft-hearted and good-looking child. For more than 200 years, she has never walked out of the snow-covered night when she was 16 years old.

So Miss A Cai's style of governing the country is actually very gentle and generous. Well, maybe she is the only one who feels that she is very domineering in front of her courtiers.