[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

A Cai has been thinking about the possible obsessions that Cai Bucai may have in his mind, and he is... sleepy.

It seems that he has been unable to use his brain more and more recently, and feels sleepy when he uses his brain. After sending Renzu away, Ah Cai walked upstairs while yawning.

Tomorrow is the dinner party that has been organized for nearly half a year. The servants at home have been so busy since a week ago, and A Cai can only see their backs for a moment today—everyone is busy with cleaning. Set up the venue.

Fortunately, Ah Cai has always been independent. Before going upstairs, he looked at the antique wall clock in the hall, um, it's almost six o'clock.

Tonight, Jingwu will be dealing with things in the company until late, so she should go to bed first, and eat dinner after getting up.

It happened that Ms. Fujiwara had finished counting the drinks brought by the ship outside, and was about to ask someone to move the drinks to the cold storage room, when she saw A Cai when she passed the stairs in the lobby, she couldn't help but be taken aback, "Miss, it's almost time for dinner, are you still going up? "

"Well, it just so happens that I still want to look for you." A Cai rubbed his eyes sleepily and said, "I'm a little sleepy. I'll go to sleep first. Just save me some for dinner."

Ms. Fujiwara frowned, looking at the back of her own lady walking up the stairs slowly, with a worried expression on her face.

The lady didn't wake up until almost ten o'clock this morning, why did she get sleepy so early?They have been busy preparing for the dinner these two days, and seem to have ignored the young lady's situation.

Butler Sasaki, who was walking quickly to the kitchen with a list, saw Ms. Fujiwara, paused, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Well, I think there is something wrong with Miss." Miss Fujiwara hesitated, and said, "She actually said that she was sleepy with this point, which has never happened before."

Butler Sasaki was startled, frowned, and looked upstairs worriedly.

The young master said that something is wrong with Miss these two days. This situation is really worrying.

>>>>>>

To be honest, Ah Cai didn't know what happened to him.

She has checked the information and found that women in the early stages of pregnancy will have many symptoms, such as chills, nausea, loss of appetite, lethargy... She has no other symptoms, but lethargy, and she always feels tired easily. Ah Cai doesn't know if this is the case It's normal, but she's been thinking about too many things recently, and she can't take the time to think about it.

Trapped in the soft and comfortable velvet quilt, Ah Cai fell into a deep sleep.

I don't know if it's because he is thinking day by day and dreaming at night, Ah Cai was in a daze, as if he saw a little girl with two braids and a little pink gauze dress, her hands were covered by a man. A woman was leading her, and she was bouncing forward, laughing happily.

Suddenly, the man let go of his hand, the little girl was startled, and raised her head in a daze, the man slowly squatted down, his face was hidden in a mist, and he couldn't see clearly, only a smile on his lips could be seen, Very warm and soft, revealing a deep sense of apology and pity.He patted the little girl's head, stood up, and walked away without looking back.

The little girl and the woman stood there blankly for a while, and the little girl seemed to realize that she was about to cry when her mouth was flattened.

However, before she could cry, the other hand was also released. The little girl trembled slightly, and when she looked up, she saw that the woman was walking forward without looking back.

The little girl couldn't care about anything else, so she quickly spread her short legs and chased after her, crying, "Mommy, mommy, wait for me!"

"Mom, don't you want me?"

"Mom, please, don't leave me behind!"

"...A Cai? A Cai?" A deep and pleasant voice came out bit by bit in the immature and helpless voice, and slowly overwhelmed the scattered noises in his head, allowing A Cai to slowly open his eyes. eyes.

"Jingwu?"

The bedside lamp was on, and the warm orange light shone on the handsome man sitting on the bedside. Atobe leaned over slightly, and looked at her worriedly with a frown, "A Cai, what's wrong with you? You..." He lightly Raising her hand lightly, her thumb brushed the corner of her eyes, with pity in her eyes, "Crying, huh?"

A Cai was taken aback, touched the corners of her eyes subconsciously, and sure enough, she felt the wetness of her hands. She bit her lips, and suddenly stretched out her hands to hug Atobe's neck, and buried her head deeply in his arms.

Atobe was startled, put one arm around her waist, exerted light force, hugged her into his arms, lowered his head and asked softly, "What's wrong, huh?"

A certain person looked at the clock on the wall, and answered irrelevantly: "You...why did you come back so early?"

It's only 09:30 now, and he said earlier that he might not come back until midnight tonight.

Atobe raised his eyebrows, felt the soft touch in his arms, followed her, and said in a low voice: "Butler Sasaki said, there is something wrong with you, so I came back from work early." He didn't tell her. After finishing work early, he didn't even eat dinner. After a pause, he coaxed softly: "I've been a little busy recently, and I haven't had time to have a good chat with you. Ah Cai, have you been hiding something from me recently?"

He said this sentence softly, and after he finished speaking, he waited patiently, as if he would spend with you tonight, and he would not stop until there was a result.

A Cai put his head on his shoulder, felt his solid muscles and the hot body temperature continuously coming from his body, thought for a while, and said: "Well, it is true that I have something to hide from you, but it is not intentional, I forgot to tell you you said so."

Atobe's eyes sank, and he stared at her closely.

Thinking of the little girl in his dream, Ah Cai unconsciously grabbed one of his hands, interlocked his fingers, feeling the temperature of their palms touching, the corners of his lips curled unconsciously, and he was dazed for a while, Cai said: "Jingwu, do you have any impression of... Atobucai's mother?"

After asking for a long time, no one answered, A Cai was taken aback, raised his head, but bumped into a pair of eyes as deep as the sea.

The man locked her eyes tightly, lowered his head slowly, and raised the corner of his mouth dangerously, "Baby, are you changing the subject, huh?"

Ah Cai was stunned for a moment, then thought about it again, slightly embarrassing.

Well, she seems to have forgotten to tell him again.

>>>>>>

Ten minutes later, the bell in the servants' lounge rang loudly. Butler Sasaki, who had just finished his work and sat down to take a breath, stood up all of a sudden, exchanged glances with the bewildered Ms. Fujiwara, and quickly went out to go upstairs.

When he reached the stairs, he saw his young master, who had always been calm and self-possessed, holding the young lady tightly and walked down. Seeing the two of them, he said in a deep voice, "Call the ambulance!"

Although he tried his best to maintain a calm voice, there was still a hint of tremor.

Butler Sasaki was taken aback, and went up to meet him nervously, asking, "What's wrong, Miss?"

Ms. Fujiwara followed closely behind, her eyes worried and anxiously examined A Cai who was in Atobe's arms.

Ah Cai was a little embarrassed, and she didn't understand why Atobe reacted like this. At this time, she couldn't help but struggled to get off the ground, but the man's hand holding her tightened suddenly, and she looked over with a pair of dark eyes, nervous. Looking at her carefully, he said, "Don't move!"

A Cai sighed helplessly, regardless of him, she tried her best to break free, frowning slightly, but in the end she couldn't do anything, so she could only carefully support her waist with one hand and protect her body with the other, watching She stood still and gritted her teeth, "Ah Cai!"

"Jing Wu, I'm just pregnant, not seriously ill." A Cai looked helplessly at the man who was overly nervous, "You don't have to be like this...well, exaggerating."

Butler Sasaki and Miss Fujiwara on the side suddenly widened their eyes.

Miss... Pregnant?

Atobe still had a tense face, and continued to grit his teeth, "That's why I'm so nervous! It's just that you're less than half a month pregnant, how could you have such a big reaction, and the reaction is just tired? A Cai," he suddenly sank The voice, eyes full of joy, excitement, overwhelmed, and nervous, pursed his lips, looked at her without blinking and said, "I'll just listen to my uncle during this time, huh?"

Ah Cai narrowed his eyes, looked at the man in front of him who had lost his usual composure, and finally softened his heart, took his hand and walked upstairs, and said softly: "I'm really fine, um, you're like this, I won't hurt you." Dare to tell you another thing."

The man who originally pursed his lips and stood there unwilling to leave was stunned, and looked at Ah Cai nervously. Seeing her continue to go upstairs regardless, he subconsciously followed, "What is it? Ah Cai, you must not hide anything. Uncle Ben..."

Seeing the figures of the two slowly disappearing at the end of the stairs, the neglected Butler Sasaki and Ms. Fujiwara looked at each other blankly, and suddenly smiled.

Young master, I was really eaten to death by the young lady.

However, Miss is pregnant with Little Miss or Young Master, this is really...

Butler Sasaki felt his nose sore, took out a handkerchief and wiped the corners of his eyes.

The Atobe family is about to welcome a new member. I really thank God for allowing him to live to see this day.

>>>>>>

At the dinner party the next day, A Cai made a promise to someone and was finally allowed to attend.

Atobu is the protagonist tonight, no matter how unhappy he is, he has to leave Ah Cai to preside over the overall situation. After telling Ah Cai to go back to the room to rest for almost a hundred times, and to carry his feet to accompany him all the way, he looked worried. With the helpless assistant Sakai left.

A Cai looked at the back of someone who turned his head three times, feeling a little helpless.

Rubbing his chin with patience, he looked at Ah Cai's still flat belly again and again, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I didn't expect that, I didn't expect that, before you know it, you have Jing Wu's child."

Ah Cai glanced at him, but didn't answer, she has business to do today, if she should get it done quickly, it is estimated that Jing Wu would rather lock her up for ten months than let her take any more risks.

The planes of Atobe's father and Atobe's mother were late, and it seemed that they hadn't arrived yet. Ah Cai looked around but couldn't find anyone, so he had to go to a relatively quiet corner and pick up something to eat.

Enduring to follow her step by step, Ah Cai couldn't stand it, "You don't have to follow me like this."

Like being watched.

"Yo, you think I really want to follow you," Shinobu gave her a cool look, and grinned, "My task is to monitor you, if I fail to complete the task, I will be miserable, you know what kind of man you are Merciful Lord."

Acai: "..."

You don't have to admit so bluntly that this is surveillance.

At this moment, there was a sound of wow at the gate, and many people at the banquet passed by, A Cai couldn't help turning his head to look over, and happened to see a middle-aged man and woman walking in with smiles on their faces.

She was suddenly in a trance.

She had obviously never seen them before, but at this moment she felt a wave of sincere familiarity.

Especially that glamorous and noble middle-aged woman, her face was not very similar to Atobe's, but it easily aroused her mood.

Cai Atobe should be more like her father.

>>>>>>

Seeing the person he had been waiting for tonight, Ah Cai was not in a hurry.

She stood in that corner like this, watching Atobe's mother walk into the hall under the eyes of all the people, socializing with Atobe's father everywhere, with a decent expression on her face.Ah Cai kept watching, and kept watching, and suddenly, his heart ached for Atobucai.

She could feel that there were not many things left in Atobucai, and it was just a touch of consciousness rather than obsession.

She had been chasing after her cold-hearted mother since she was a child, and she was always afraid of being abandoned by her. This fear still existed after her death.

—Mom, don't you want me?

—Mom, please, don't leave me.

However, her mother never took her seriously. Six years ago, she never knew that the real Atobe Cai had passed away. When she came back six years later, she only made a lukewarm phone call. Came over to say hello.

In her heart, what exactly is Atobe Cai?Isn't it her only daughter?

A Cai has been standing here, she hoped that Atobucai's mother would take the initiative to come over and call her with a smile, so that Atobucai would know that she still had her in her heart and that she had not been abandoned.

He couldn't understand why she was standing here all the time, and couldn't ask her the answer, so he had to ask her every once in a while if she wanted to go back to rest, and A Cai just shook his head.

Halfway through the banquet, Atobe finally got rid of all the guests and came over. Seeing A Cai standing in the corner, looking at a certain direction without blinking, he sighed softly, walked over and put his arms around her waist, He said softly, "Are you tired, huh?"

Ah Cai withdrew his gaze, looked at Jibu blankly, and suddenly said: "Jingwu, I feel it."

"Ok?"

A Cai's eyes were slightly closed, hiding the sadness in his eyes, "Little Atobu Cai is crying, I feel it."

Atobe was silent for a while, sighed softly, and said in a deep voice: "She is not a qualified mother, but..."

He didn't say the next sentence.

She is not a qualified mother, but, is a qualified wife.

When she was with his father, he could tell that he was happy and that she took good care of him.

Perhaps in her heart, the whole meaning of family is her husband and children, which are meaningful only when her husband exists.

It's not worth it for Atobe Cai to linger on her deathbed.

He looked distressedly at A Cai who had a tired face, and asked again in a low voice: "Are you tired, huh?"

Standing all the time and paying close attention to Atobe Cai's mother, Ah Cai was indeed tired. She let herself lean into Atobe's arms and said in a low voice, "Jingwu, I won't be such a mother."

Atobe's eyes softened, and he said in a gentle voice: "You won't."

"Well, my child will be the most important in the future, and I won't let him be alone and afraid."

This time, the man didn't respond for a long time, A Caiyang smiled, and stretched out his arms to hug his waist, "You too."

This man is really childish.

>>>>>>

Acai finally stood until the end of the banquet. Atobucai's mother never glanced at her from the beginning to the end. At the end of the song, she couldn't bear the exhaustion of her body and went back to the room first. .

This night, Atobe Cai kept crying in her sleep, crying all the time. In the dream, she looked like a child, maybe because this kind of injury was planted when she was a child. Since then, she has been Can't get out.

The little Atobucai cried until the end, when suddenly a white light flashed in front of him, a man slowly walked out of the white light, squatted down, and looked at the little Atobecai.

Ah Cai couldn't see his face clearly, but he could see the smile on the corner of his mouth, which was very warm and soft, with strong reluctance and love.

Then, he stretched out his hand towards Atobucai, Atobecai raised his head, opened his hazy tearful eyes, looked at him for a long time, and finally, wept and laughed.

Finally, the man led the little Ajibe Cai, and walked slowly into the white light.

A Cai is like a bystander, silently watching the little Atobu Cai gradually go away and finally disappear.

Atobucai, Atobucai, I hope that in heaven, there will be no more loneliness and loneliness, no more heartache and fear.

The author has something to say:

You are right, I can’t finish a chapter! !

Well, I want to end well~

Ah Cai, who is pregnant with the little princess, is in a daze~

And Cai Atobe is probably the most distressing character I have ever written.