[HP] Start from Spider End Alley

Chapter 33

Merlin, she slept with her own child, no!It's a child raised by herself... It's not quite right, it's a child she watched as a child growing up...

Why was she sleeping with Sev?In Lance's opinion, Sev, a good boy, would never do such a thing!He is the kind of person who treats people well and keeps them silently in his heart, and will not do anything to hurt the other person, okay?Ever since he knew her, he had never done anything that would harm her, not even spraying her with the venom that was said to have a poisonous tongue.Even Lance himself didn't believe that Sev raped her!On the contrary, she is more likely to be strong against Sif.

Thinking of this, a deep sense of guilt hit Lance.She said she wanted to be like siblings, now...why did it become like this...

Lance's first reaction was to run away before Sev woke up.Thoughts were messed up like threads, so Lance, who hadn't moved all this time, quietly turned his head to look at Severus, he was fine, he didn't wake up, he looked like he was in a deep sleep.Lifting a corner of the quilt lightly, and poking his feet into the ground next to the bed...

Hiss...it hurts...Lance froze, wanting to cry but not crying.Well, now she wants to lie to herself that it is impossible to just sleep with the quilt covered, this hot feeling of being torn apart... she eased up a bit before continuing the action just now, slipped out of the quilt, and leaned against the edge of the bed Sit on a thick rug.Lance looked at his naked body, and saw the red and white marks on his thighs...o(╯□╰)o

Don't remind her that this is a mixture of virgin, son, blood and semen, Hun Dan!Lance felt his face was hot, and the corners of his mouth twitched. He did something she had never done in her previous and present life for more than [-] years - swearing...Lance gritted his teeth and whispered a series of swear words...

It was only then that Lance remembered to see what this place was.Huh? ...It's the Response Room...so how did I get here from the lobby!Lance's whole body fell into a violent state.The only thing she is grateful for now is that her clothes are not damaged, not torn, lying on the ground.Lance endured the pain and rubbed over, grabbing clothes and putting them on his body indiscriminately.

"...Lan...s...?"

Lance paused when he put on his pants. He tried his best to adjust his expression to be the same as usual, and he put on his pants smoothly before turning around.

"Sev, you're awake, how are you sleeping? Is there any discomfort..." Bah... Is it appropriate to say this now!The mother's mentality can't be changed for a while!Lance scolded himself in his heart, and tried his best to keep smiling.

Severus' face was full of shock as he half sat up and the quilt slid down, revealing a large chest and...a large tooth print...that position...

Lance felt a toothache, ahhhhh!Sure enough, it was her strong Sif!Who will tell her how much she did yesterday, how many such messy, seven, eight, bad things she did!The boundless sense of guilt!What an innocent boy!Lance's composure was completely gone, his face was full of embarrassment, he was so embarrassed.

"I...you..." Severus looked from Lance to himself, finally remembering what had happened.As soon as his face changed, he opened his mouth and said, "Lance..."

"Wait a minute! Sev, don't talk, everything is my fault! It's my fault, let me calm down and you don't look for me!" Lance interrupted Sif, and shouted the above sentence excitedly, then he was spineless I ran away... I was so embarrassed that I almost fell because of a pain in a certain place on the way...

"Lan..." Severus was about to get up to chase after him, but found that he was naked, so he had to sit back, and Lance had already left after this delay.It was obviously his fault, he couldn't hold back and hurt Lance.Why did Lance say sorry...what did Lance think...

After Lance yelled at Severus, he ran out without even looking at his expression. She had never been so at a loss before, all she wanted to do was run, she thought she needed to be quiet for a while .Lance made a decision on the way back to the dormitory, she was going to China, right now!

Apart from leaving for a while to let herself think clearly, what else can she do, staying here will only make things worse and worse.Lance knew that her mentality was very wrong, so she had better go back to China, maybe she could figure it out after going back to that familiar place for a while, and knew what to do.

Lance moved all the way back to the dormitory, took a shower first, washed off the red and white traces of dried liquid, and packed his luggage.I didn't see Jasmine in the dormitory, so I could only leave her a message before leaving. Lance took a last look at this place, and the pot of bamboo plants that Severus had given was still there, beside her bed.After closing the door, Lance went to Gryffindor to find Lily.

"Lily, take me to the station, I'm going to China, just today." Lance said directly as soon as he saw Lily.Lily stared at her neck with a complicated expression for a while and asked, "Why? Is it... Sif? Yesterday..."

"Well... Now, I still can't decide, so I decided to avoid it for a while."

"That's fine too." Lily said in a low voice, and went to the station with Lance.

The two stood quietly on the platform, with no one around.Lily lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.The car was about to enter the station, and Lance suddenly said: "Lily, do you still remember what I told you when I was a child, happiness depends on management, not only love can be called happiness. Promise me, find a boy who loves you Live a good life, okay, live a happy life, okay. I'm looking forward to seeing Lily's child, he must be very cute..."

Lily raised her head and stared into Lance's gray-blue eyes, in which she saw apologies and blessings and insight into everything...Lance, she knew it!Lance also knew, her unspoken feelings...

"Lance, me."

"Well, I understand, Lily. Remember to write to me, goodbye." Lance waved his hand and got into the car with his luggage.The siren sounded, and the car went further and further away, leaving only Lili watching from the platform. Suddenly, she covered her face and squatted on the ground, tears flowed from her fingers, and fell drop by drop on the stone platform of the platform...

Lance...don't say that...

Lance returned to the place where she was in her previous life, the city that was like spring all the year round, with red flowers and willows and greenery. The scenery she was used to seeing in her previous life was familiar but also strange, because the hospital, home, and even some famous scenic spots in her previous life were gone. It's different, even if she comes back, it's still different.Lance wandered around the city feeling lost for a few days before regaining his energy, and then found a temporary job in a small hospital.

The weather here is completely different from that in the UK, and it is more comfortable.But Lance is not used to it, maybe some people are missing.She has been concerned about Sif ever since she set foot home, what will he think?In fact, he has always been a child with low self-esteem, so he worked harder than others, and wanted to prove that he wanted to be recognized by others, so he used an arrogant and poisonous tongue to pretend to protect himself.

But to her, he has always been like that, he is not good at words, treats her wholeheartedly, and puts all his soft places in front of her step by step through getting along.Because she cared too much, she could easily hurt him. What a sensitive child that was.

In fact, Lance doesn't quite understand his feelings for Sif.Sometimes she would subconsciously want to act like a baby to him. Is this the mentality of an elder?Hearing his confession, in addition to feeling absurd, she was also happy that she didn't want to admit it. Maybe she also liked this Sif, but this realization only made her feel more overwhelmed by guilt.

Lance used to loathe himself for a while, and it was because of her approach that Sev became like this, but she has always indulged him to say nothing, and bound Sif in the name of family affection, wanting to keep him by her side , this is downright disgusting.In terms of mentality, Lance has always been unable to adjust.From the state of poor sleep and bad food every day when she first came to China, she gradually calmed down a lot. Sometimes she would also think, if, if she was with Xifu...

I can't suppress this thought anymore, and sometimes I still feel wrong, but it's much better.Lance thought that he might be able to go back in a short time, to face Sif and try to face his feelings.

She missed Sif... For five months, she hadn't heard from him at all, and they had never been apart for so long.

Lily wrote her a letter, and the wizarding world in the letter was peaceful.But Lance felt vaguely uneasy. At eight months, Lily's weekly letter became once a month, and she still didn't say anything. It was almost a year, and there was no letter in that month.Lance still couldn't sit still, she had to go back and have a look, otherwise she would worry to death those people she cared about.The bad premonition kept haunting her heart, and she made frequent mistakes at work. She thought she was really stuck.

A year after returning to China, Lance packed her luggage again and went back to the homeland she cared about all her life.

No matter how beautiful this place is, it will no longer belong to her after all.When the blond-haired and blue-eyed Lance walked on the street here and was pointed at by passers-by, and looked at as a rare animal by those compatriots she was very familiar with in her previous life, she understood this.For the first time, she understood so clearly that she in her previous life had died a long time ago, and now she is just a 19-year-old girl, ordinary.

She decided to live a good life in this life, and no longer let so many unnecessary things restrict herself.Since you don't want to let go of Sif, then hurry up, her child, no one can take it away!