[Jian 3] Pit father's love game

Seeing that Qu Lingyin's symptoms changed day by day, Ling Xuyang wondered if they really had time to rush to Wanhua Valley?Ah Yin...can she really hold on?

So in order to save time and get Qu Lingyin to see a doctor as soon as possible, Ling Xuyang wrote a letter on the night of Qu Lingyin's cold syndrome ([Senhan] is cold syndrome in Ling Xuyang's view) The pigeons sent to Wanhua Valley.At this time, he was very fortunate that he had a good friend who was apprenticed to Wanhua.

His good friend is a disciple of Wanhuayan Zhenqing, so the general idea in the letter is, please ask him to invite a senior medical brother Xinglin with excellent medical skills to come to Luodao as soon as possible. .

After sticking a spell on the pigeon, let it fly.Ling Xuyang, looking at the distant figure of the carrier pigeon, prayed silently: Be sure to hurry up.

The charm can double the flying speed of the pigeon in a short period of time, and it is more spiritual and knows people.Ling Xuyang is one of the few people in Chunyang who practice the way of immortality, and he is also placed in high hopes by his fellow elders because he has this potential.

Once upon a time, the master asked him, would he cut off the world of mortals and devote himself to cultivating the Tao?And his answer is: the disciple hopes to go for a walk in the mortal world before making a decision.So the master didn't persuade anymore, just looked up at the clear sky, sighed and said:

————Once the bondage of the world of mortals is formed, it will be difficult to let go, Xu Yang, have you thought about it?

————Master, this disciple has made up his mind.

What is the difference in the world of mortals, what is the inseparable bond?In order to find out the answer, he kept going down the mountain to practice. He is probably the most frequent downhill among the disciples of Chunyang's generation.After going down the mountain a few times, he saw a lot of birth, old age, sickness, death and suffering in the world, so he will try his best to help those in need, punish the wicked, and gradually form the "Tao" in his heart.Of course, he has his own judgment when providing help and killing villains, and he does not believe in any side.

I remember when he was young, he thought the world was black and white.As for his remarks, the master just gave him a few books with a smile. The strange thing is that they are not works related to Taoism, but like dramas that can be seen everywhere under the mountain or some local cases.

Although he was puzzled, he still finished reading the book Master gave him.A few days later, the master pointed to the name of a man who committed the crime of stealing in the book and asked:

————Xu Yang, do you think he is a bad person?

In that story, the man lived in poverty, so he often stole, and finally got caught.So he replied:

------yes.

Master said with a faint smile:

————— He has two children to support, and a wife who is often bedridden.Is he a bad person to his wife and children?

------this……

When the thief was judged in the story, his family background was indeed taken away, but he didn't think so much...

——————Master, is it wrong to arrest this thief and put him in jail?

————— There is no absolute right or wrong, but since he did the theft, he should be responsible for it.There is no such thing as the best of both worlds.

Master's expression became more indifferent when he said "there is no such thing as the best of both worlds". He didn't understand it at the time, but as he grew older and saw more, he understood it.

———— Xuyang, do you still think that the world is black and white?In fact, black and white in this world are not so easy to distinguish, and the same goes for people's hearts.You just need to keep your own heart.

…………

That year, when he was eleven, he saw many injustices in the world when he went down the mountain for the first time: the rich and powerful whipped a person in the street, and no one stopped him; Even beggars bully each other and rob each other...

He once asked the master in distress, why is there so much injustice in this world?

The master withdrew his smile, turned his back to him, looked at Chunyang's thousand-year-old ice and snow, held an ancient book in his hand, and sighed faintly:

————— Xuyang, why do you want to trouble yourself.There is no such thing as absolute fairness in this world, and what the general trend is, what can you change if you pursue this?If we get to the bottom of it, you and I are also on the "unfair" side.

Later, he went down the mountain and saw a lot, and understood what Master said, so he stopped thinking about it.

He also met many friends at the foot of the mountain, but he never saw the inseparable mortal bond that the master said.I am a little curious, but also a little regretful, what kind of mortal entanglement can affect the "Tao" heart?Having gone down the mountain a lot, and having experienced the myriad of human relationships in the world, he began to consider the advice of his master: cut off the world of mortals and devote himself to cultivating the Tao.

At this time, he met a kind-hearted Miao girl—Qu Lingyin.

When we first met, there was nothing special, he had a good impression of her, but only out of appreciation.Later, gradually, they met more and became familiar with each other.Speaking of it, due to the needs of his kendo practice, he often went to sparsely populated places, but he could often meet Qu Lingyin (Qu Lingyin: On the Magical Use of the Raiders Compass).He had analyzed that he had nothing to plot, and Qu Lingyin did not have the ability to track down his whereabouts without leaving traces, so it could only be attributed to coincidence or fate.

As the number of meetings increased, his affection for her deepened time after time. I don't know when these affections piled up and slowly fermented into an indescribable feeling.And it was too late when he realized this feeling, it was already difficult for him to let go of this feeling, it was as if it was connected with his heart, if he wanted to let go, he would have to drag his heart out together.And every time he wants to give up this feeling cruelly, he will have a faint uncomfortable feeling in his heart. He is obviously used to the environment of Chunyang, but at that time he felt the endless chill between heaven and earth, and the feeling in his heart That person is the only fire, bringing the warmth that makes people willing to indulge.I want to be intoxicated like this, I want... to be with her...

Every time he meets her, he is both happy and worried. This kind of worry is hidden deep in his heart, which is too weak compared to the joy, but he knows that this is the struggle in his heart that is getting weaker and weaker.In fact, when he changed his mind not to go down the mountain, and got along with her unabashedly again and again, he knew: In fact, he had already made a choice.

Even if every meeting makes the bond deeper and makes it harder for him to part, but he still wants to see her, to find her, it doesn't matter if he just indulges in it...

I really want it...

want to be with you forever...

Ah Yin...

The author has something to say:

The cute Ling Xuyang in the baatai ​​period~ Come on, is the setting of the head of the Taoist Su Dao?

It feels different when writing baa-baa. Compared with the little yellow chicken, the style of painting has changed, and it has become taller in an instant. Is there any reason?That's it Sue! ! ! !

Ling Xuyang was already deeply rooted in demons, but he still didn't realize it.