[Lu Xiaofeng] Flying flowers

"Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person? Maybe I'll kill you when I get better." Bai Feifei couldn't help but sneer.

Huamanlou always smiles as before.

"you will not."

"How do you know I won't!"

"Because you said such a thing, it proves that you will not. Moreover, I really can't imagine a woman who can cry would want to kill an innocent person."

It was only then that Bai Feifei realized that at some point, tears were streaming down his face.

"Will you not kill someone if you can shed tears? You know, the tears shed may be the tears of death. Death is unintentional. If a person has no intention, will he still be soft-hearted?"

"There are no absolutes in this world, so what about death?" Hua Manlou closed his eyes slightly, as if he was feeling something. "It's like the flowers in full bloom. If they are neglected, they will wither easily. However, once they fall into the hands of those who truly cherish and love flowers, they will always be able to survive."

"Come back alive?" Bai Feifei also closed his eyes: "I'm afraid it's impossible."

The bustling outside the small building is still there, but inside the small building is so quiet that one can't help but feel drowsy.

Bai Feifei was already lying on the bed and fell asleep.Despite being in a coma for three days, her body was still extremely tired and needed a sleep to replenish her lost strength.

Huamanlou sat back in his seat, facing the flowers of Manlou on the second floor, thoughtfully.

Do you want to die?It seems that this is a poor woman who was abandoned by a heartless person.

For some reason, Huamanlou suddenly thought of his good friend Lu Xiaofeng.Lu Xiaofeng is a vagabond.For a woman, a prodigal son is not terrible, but a prodigal son...

Suddenly, a strange idea appeared in his mind.That woman lying on the bed covered with scars, could it be one of Lu Xiaofeng's confidante?

Shaking his head and dragging this idea out of his mind, Hua Manlou couldn't help laughing secretly, when did he have so many weird ideas?

The days after Huamanlou seemed to be the same as before, watering flowers and weeding every day, playing the piano and drinking tea, except for the need to take care of Bai Feifei.

Bai Feifei's injury recovered very quickly. In less than ten days, the wound had completely scabbed over, and it would fall off completely after proper care. However, there were still some hideous-looking scars left on her back. The scars, overlapping with the old injuries from before, looked so shocking, and made people feel terrified and at the same time couldn't help feeling pity.However, Bai Feifei didn't care about these things. Now, she was only at a loss, except for being at a loss.

Unlike her previous life, she in this life has no idea what she should live for.She was bullied in her previous life, but after all she had revenge as a support and Shen Lang as a comfort, but in this life, what should she live for?

She even wondered why God let her live another life.

revenge?That's not what she should do, she and Happy King are two people who have nothing to do with each other, why should she avenge the so-called hatred and repeat the same mistakes!Looking for Shen Lang, let him truly belong to her?Even if she didn't have hatred to avenge, she still didn't have the so-called innocence and kindness that Shen Lang expected.Zhu Qiqi attracted Shen Lang, maybe it was her innocence and ignorance.She would never be able to do this, so if Shen Lang could leave her once, he could leave her for the second time.She no longer has the courage to face this again.

"What is the girl thinking?" Hua Manlou's gentle voice interrupted Bai Feifei's thoughts.

Bai Feifei turned his head to look at Huamanlou, his eyes filled with sadness because of those unpleasant memories lowered slightly.

"I remembered something I shouldn't have thought about." Bai Feifei's voice had returned to its previous cool and melodious voice.

"These things bother you very much." Hua Manlou said affirmatively.

"Yes, it does bother me. I want to forget but I can't."

"That girl, what are your plans?" Hua Manlou asked, obviously, he felt the woman's bewilderment, and was very worried that she would do something she shouldn't do.

"Intention?" Bai Feifei smiled wryly: "I don't even know what the meaning of my life is." Hua Manlou's gentle smile can make people let go of their guards.Facing this "savior" of his own, Bai Feifei suddenly had an inexplicable urge to trust him.

She was at a loss. If she didn't have those feelings, maybe she would have made the most beneficial layout and plan to get herself out of the predicament. However, those memories, every bit and every drop, seemed to be pierced into her heart.Painful memories hurt her, but those happy memories hurt a thousand times more.

Therefore, when facing Huamanlou, she would rather choose to believe that he is a good person.

So, she said that sentence.

"Life is alive, and there is always meaning to living." Hua Manlou smiled at the corner of his mouth, as before, with those dull eyes staring straight at Bai Feifei's direction: "You have to know that life is not as good as it is out of ten. Eighty-nine, everyone has something that bothers them more or less. It’s like a single-plank bridge built on a cliff, if you take a step forward, nothing will happen.”

"That's a premise. Before you step over, you should at least have a place to stay, and I already have nothing." Bai Feifei lowered his eyelids.The other party's eyes seemed to be fixed on her body, those eyes were dull and lifeless, which made her feel inexplicably uncomfortable.She didn't understand that such a man should have a pair of bright and dazzling eyes, just like Shen Lang, but this man's eyes——

Bai Feifei never thought that the other party might be blind, because he really didn't look like one.

"I thought we were already friends." Hua Manlou frowned disapprovingly.

Bai Feifei looked at Huamanlou, and then the corners of his mouth curled up, revealing his first smile after living a life of self-respect, very shallow and faint, but truly from the heart.

"Friend? Are you sure we're friends?"

"Isn't it? At least, I already regard you as a friend."

"Which two people have you met who claim to be friends and still don't know each other's name?"

"..."

"I have been friends with you for a long time, and I already regard you as a friend."

"But I've never had a friend." With a long sigh, Bai Feifei's tone was full of bewilderment.

"You can try to regard me as your friend." Hua Manlou reached out and patted Bai Feifei's shoulder: "Anyway, you have never had a friend, why don't you try to accept a friendship?"

Bai Feifei didn't say a word for a long time, just when Hua Manlou almost thought he wouldn't get any reply, a cold voice suddenly sounded.

"My name is Bai Feifei, Baixue's white, Feiwu's Fei."

Huamanlou raised a bright and warm smile: "Under the Huamanlou, there are flowers all over the building."

"Huamanlou, a nice name."

"Although Feifei's name is simple, it is equally beautiful."

"But I hate this name very much." Bai Feifei's eyes suddenly dimmed: "Because this name has never brought me happiness."

"Since there is no happiness, why don't you want this name? It's just a code name." Hua Manlou was full of doubts, but he didn't ask or say anything.

"No, I want to keep it to remind myself of what I have experienced before." Something called firmness flashed in Bai Feifei's eyes.She will no longer try to forget everything in her previous life, she will firmly remember it, and always remind herself not to repeat the same mistakes.Nothing has started yet, she has a chance to change everything, she still has time.

What's more, he turned his head to look at the small building beside him and the smiling Huamanlou.At least now it's different than before, isn't it?Before, she never knew that there was a Baihualou in the world that would not reject anyone, let alone Shen Lang, there was another person named Huamanlou who could be her friend.

The word friend is so strange to her!

"There has never been a person who has nothing. Eyes can see and they have light; ears can hear and they have sound; noses can smell and they have taste; tongues can taste and they have taste. Owning these means that you still have life. In this world, there is never any problem that cannot be solved, and there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome." Huamanlou shook his folding fan, and he took a bath with a smile on his face. In the sunshine, Bai Feifei actually felt a kind of warmth that he had never felt before in this picture, and this kind of warmth, even Shen Lang, had never brought it to her.

Shen Lang is her salvation, the only ray of sunshine in her once gloomy life, but this ray of sunshine is too far away from her, she can't catch it, so she can only work hard towards this sunshine, hoping that one day, this sunshine can be a little bit brighter. Stop his passing footsteps.Now, the sunshine stayed for her, but this sunshine was no longer the ray she had expected.

"A person who has been told since she was a child that she has a blood feud, and that the enemy is her father, what should she do?" Bai Feifei suddenly had a desire to confide in her.

"Can you tell me in detail?" Hua Manlou knew that what Bai Feifei was talking about was about herself.She was able to try to open her heart and tell him her deeply buried secret. He was very happy, which meant that she really accepted him as a friend.

After listening to Bai Feifei's narration, Hua Manlou knew how the woman's back was injured.Her mother was abandoned by her father, so she hated him deeply. She was forced to kill and take revenge when she was young.Her mother often asks who her enemy is while whipping her. If her voice is not loud and firm, the force of the whip will be stronger. The most unacceptable thing is that after each whipping, her wound still remains To be sprinkled with honey and endure the pain of being devoured by thousands of ants.That pain, Hua Manlou felt unbearable just thinking about it.When Bai Feifei learned that he was not the so-called mother's child by chance, and should not bear this hatred at all, Hua Manlou, who has always been good-tempered, couldn't help but clenched his fists.