[Comprehensive] sense of existence

Silence spread across the room.

In the whole studio, only two people were left alone.Charles's indifferent words caused Arale's head to explode into fireworks, and intermittent memories were all about Charles' magnified handsome face and those blue swirling eyes that could be sucked in.

All him?

What means?Whether it was the champagne that time or the Japanese sake last time, is he always by his side?

Could it be that he really accompanied me to fall asleep on the bedside, and the crazy and intoxicating feeling in that vague memory is also true?

Then why didn't he say it, because he was too difficult and troublesome, so he always perfunctory himself with an indifferent attitude?

Arale knew that Charles had been watching her, and she was overwhelmed by the debunked truth.

If this is a joke, it is also the most unlaughable stalk.

But she felt faintly from the bottom of her heart that this was not a joke, Charles would not take this kind of thing as a joke.

Her head was buzzing, and Arale froze there, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.

"Arale." Charles' voice sounded.

"What are you thinking?" In front of Arale, he always said this sentence habitually.

The promise has never been broken from the very beginning.The self-knowledgeable heart forced himself not to read, and Charles was more willing to ask out this curiosity and listen to her answer.

Thinking about what is going on in your heart.

The content of the guess made her speechless.

"Did I... did I scare you?" She pulled out an ugly smile and stammered, "When I drink too much, my wine quality is not very good, and what I say..."

"You did scare me," Charles replied.

Alale's heart with a glimmer of hope was instantly overwhelmed by disappointment.

This is why she has been avoiding, fearing that her first love here will end without a problem, and she still doesn't want to face it.

"I was wondering why such a good girl would fall in love with me, a disabled person." Charles sighed, and gently raised her disappointed face that could not conceal her inner heart, "I once said, you have a big You haven’t wasted your time yet, and you will meet all kinds of people, and sooner or later you will regret it.”

"I won't!" Alale resisted this kind of behavior of giving out good person cards and did not explode, "I will meet all kinds of people in the future, but no one can always pay attention to me like you. Even if my sense of existence is reduced to zero, you will find me... Jarvis doesn't count! Only you, only you will always remember me."

"Is it just because of this that you like me?" Charles' voice was quite serious.

"Of course not!" Alalei blurted out without thinking, "I hate your chicken soup and your holy father plot. I hate you like this. You can have a happier life, so why did you choose such a road destined to be rough? .But……"

"But if you weren't Charles like that, maybe I wouldn't like you. Everything I hate about you is why I like you."

Arale's consciousness is extremely clear now, and there is probably no time when it is clearer than now.

"What's wrong with your disability? I'm often ignored by people! Is it because everyone may ignore me that I can't have the right to like people?"

She was wondering why Charles alone could judge her future thoughts, what happened to the disabled?Can disabled people fall in love, get married, and have children?Who in the end stipulated it!

Arale was very angry.

"You have always shown that you don't care about your legs, but why have you never vented it, suppressed it in your heart, and rejected everyone's favor for you? I don't know how you survived that difficult time, but I know You have never let go, if you let go, it is impossible, then this kind of reason prevaricates me."

"You should give Magneto a hard time, so that the guilt in his heart will really dissipate. The more you pretend not to care, the more you care. That period of depression did not really change your inner thoughts at all. .”

You are inferior.

Alale held back this sentence and didn't say it.

Everyone has the possibility to feel inferior, even the professor who is as beautiful as Yueji has regrets.Although Arale didn't think that this would cause much trouble to her life at all, she knew that not everyone would care about such things.The professor's ability is enough to crush a vote of human beings, so it doesn't matter if he can stand up or not.

Charles quietly listened to her outburst, looked straight at her, and after a while, admitted softly: "Yes, I am indeed shrinking."

Arale looked into Charles' eyes, and within three seconds, she turned her head away and shook off his hand on her face.

"I'm hungry and going to eat..." She stood up and was about to leave, thinking that his acknowledgment would be the reason for the end.

But at the same time she and Charles missed, his hand tightly grabbed Arale's wrist, pulled her hard, and pulled her into his arms.

Arale sat down on his lap, raised her head, and looked at him in disbelief.

"I always thought so when you were drunk for the first time." At this time, Charles' eyes were calm, and his knuckles turned white when he held her cuff with a little force.

"I thought you just had a casual attitude at the time, and when you turned this page, it was like smoke, and when the wind blows, it disperses."

Alale was silent for a moment, and immediately went crazy: "You think this is a Hollywood blockbuster... Well, even if it is a movie, it should be classified as a niche theme of delicate love, not the kind of talk about it Just go popcorn movie!"

If you like someone, how can you just forget about it so casually.They are real people now, living here, just like ordinary people, with feelings, thinking and rationality.

"Yes, I was wrong. I thought I could hide it and be indifferent. Don't think about this beautiful love." Charles' voice was very soft, almost disappearing, but in Alale's ears it was Then there is weight.

It forced her to be quiet again.

"I tried my best to pretend that I could treat this kind of thing calmly, and I tried not to think about whether you will fall in love with others like me in the future, but I still couldn't hold back, and I became more and more fond of you in each incident. You, caring about you, I thought that as long as I could suppress this feeling, it would be fine, but my self-control is not as strong as I imagined."

Charles stretched out his hand and gently embraced her, resting his chin on her shoulder.

Hearing this, Arale froze and even forgot to blink.

"It was only later that I realized how selfish I was. I only cared about my own thoughts, kept shrinking and was jealous of their kindness to you."

Charles' voice was close to his ears, gentle and deep, which ignited Alalei's ups and downs again.

"The second time you went to Bucky drunk, I realized how ridiculous my withdrawal was. I couldn't push you into someone else's arms."

Charles thought of how he felt when he heard that Arale ran out to find Bucky that night, and he hugged her even tighter.

"But I can't see it at all." Alale wanted to laugh dryly, held back for a long time, and finally gave up.

"That's because you ran away before I said anything." Charles' voice was somewhat helpless, "I'm afraid I might scare you."

Scared now too.

"I wanted to slow down for a while, but I found that my concentration was worse than I thought, and I didn't want to slow down for a day." Charles pressed her head and rubbed her cheek against her ear, "So, you Will you be my girlfriend?"

Arale's expression tried to be as calm as his, but the corners of her mouth couldn't stop rising, her hands imitated him and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him.

This time, she never sneaked around again, and hugged him cautiously and aboveboard.

Yes, of course I would.

I would rather give her 1000 million.

Charles said he liked himself too.

Arale received such a confession after being frightened tragically, her heart was rolling up and down like a roller coaster, and now only the indescribable pleasure is left after the fright.

"Those reasons for evading are just caused by my inner inferiority complex. Now I don't care at all, no matter what happens in the future, since you have successfully seduced me, don't even think about getting off this thief ship."

Charles narrowed his eyes, "You have to be ready."

What are you ready for?

Arale didn't understand.

and also.

"When did I seduce you!" She retorted confidently.

"You kissed me." He straightened Alare's body.

"No...impossible!" Alalei had a vague impression, but she still refused to admit it.

"You couldn't help but sit on me, put your arms around my neck, and said that I was a tangible phantom. Regardless of my repeated reminders, you resolutely tore off my kimono and got into my arms."

Alale was dumbfounded, these words made her feel that she was robbing the husband.

"Hands kept groping my body, kissing my mouth was not enough, but biting my tongue..."

"Enough...enough..."

"The most annoying thing is that after you teased me, you fell asleep regardless." Charles was expressionless, playing with his fingers around her hair, "Do you know how uncomfortable I endured it?"

Arale couldn't resist the thick-skinnedness of his description, and the picture of Charles being pressed under him and doing his own hands and feet involuntarily appeared in his mind, and the touch on his fingertips seemed to be left.

"As a result, the next day, when you said that you were drunk, you would always say some duplicity, so let me not care."

Charles tightened his arms and tightly connected her waist to himself.

"You said I was not angry."

Arale almost cried because of such a professor.

She didn't even dare to move her body, for fear that the scene described in all the storylines would happen, and the gun would go off.

But even so, she could still feel the scale under her body through the fabric.

Charles has a very good figure. Even if he has been unable to walk for a long time, from the muscular touch of his waist to the lines on his thighs, it shows that he has never given up the opportunity to stand.

"Are you still thinking about it now?" He rubbed his fingers against her cheek.

Alale shook her head, thinking of what she said from the bottom of her heart just now, she felt ashamed belatedly, and muttered to herself: "Then why didn't you say it at the beginning. You have to wait for me to say everything."

"Because I want to hear you say you like me." Charles took her hand and kissed her fingers lightly.

The warm breath stayed around her hand shallowly, and the temperature in the air also began to heat up.

Arale only felt that her face was hotter than his lips.

She couldn't help but retract her hand, sat up straight, a little bit higher than him, and stared at him with her head down, feeling very happy in her heart, but she still couldn't understand.

"So you did it on purpose!" When she thought of how stupid she was just now, she thought she was broken up and almost didn't spend money to get drunk, but he was very happy to see her, she wanted to go to Doctor Strange to turn back the time and let him taste it. Get a taste of it.

"I heard it naturally after seeing you thinking wildly." Charles said with an obvious smile, "It sounds good."

Arale: "..."

There is no mistake!what is this!Hit a stick for a sweet date?

Arale looked at him with a "did you make a mistake?" expression.

It turned out that Charles had liked him for a long time, and he still pretended to be ascetic. That time, he had to pretend to be aggrieved by being squeezed on the sofa by himself all night even though his legs could get off the ground!

Mingming went to see Bucky dance, but was seduced by his fantasy.

Must be intentional!

unacceptable!

As a result, he still hugs himself so tightly!

Although these words swept away all of Arale's depression, even now her heartbeat is still accelerating.

But... I am so unwilling!

Charles put his hand on Arale's waist, raised his head, looked sincerely, and lightly pecked the corner of her lips.

"So, I will replace you later." He said softly.

"Instead I like you."

The author has something to say:-

Bounce Fungus: Are you happy?you?

And in the next chapter, Xingjue and his team appear [Guardians of the Galaxy will be released simultaneously in North America on May 5th, warm up, it's really funny! ! ! ! 】

small theater:

Charles: Let me like you instead.

Ala Lei: How do you like it?

Charles: Like you twice as much as you like me.

Charles: Doubly love you like you love me.

Ala Lei: When did I miss you! ! ! !