Blame me, I don't want to be separated from you!

"How? This will be our home from now on." Steve showed me his residence in New York, and sat on the sofa with me in his arms.

"It's fine, but where do I sleep?" I looked at him with wide eyes, the house seemed to be just a bedroom.

"Jess, don't we sleep together all the time?" Steve kissed my cheek, "And I don't feel relieved that you sleep alone like this. Banner said that your memory is still a bit confused now."

Looking into Steve's worried eyes, I gave in.Well, one hand is really inconvenient.

"Tony said the arm can be done in two days"

"I would rather be like this now, even if it is inconvenient, it will not hurt the innocent again"

"It's not your fault Jess, you don't have to bear this"

"But I did it after all"

"It's Hydra, it's them who control you. You don't know how happy I am to see you and know you're alive"

"Steve, I am willing to take on what I have done" As soon as I entered the door, I saw a document he put on the table "Even if Hydra controls me, I remember those people"

"Can we not discuss this for now?" Steve buried his face in my hair

"Can you do it?"

"It should be possible"

"Call me immediately if anything happens!"

"Got it Mama Steve"

I went into the bathroom and went to take a shower.Almost finished washing, "shit!" Because the floor was slippery, plus one arm was missing and the sense of balance was not good enough, I fell down like this.

Steve rushed in when he heard a voice outside, and I sat on the ground against the wall, looking at him with tears in my aggrieved eyes.

"What did I say, you didn't let me stay with you just now, what about now?"

"pain"

He lifted me up, I kissed his lips, his vest was wetted by the nozzle, showing the outline of his pectoral muscles, my hand unconsciously helped him up, the same touch as before.

He put his arms around my waist and lifted me up so that my whole back was pressed against the wall, and my legs were wrapped around his waist. Something was against me, and because I hadn't finished taking a shower, I couldn't do anything. Not wearing.he stopped and looked at me

"Steve, don't stop, please, don't stop"

"Jess, me"

"Shh" put his index finger on his lips, licking his earlobe lightly, "don't you want to?" rubbed him lightly

"I just think we should go back to the bedroom"

"I just want to be here, give it to me"

I didn't sleep all night, and I didn't wake up until noon the next day.When I opened my eyes, I saw Steve's sleeping face. I touched his face unconsciously. He grabbed my hand and held me in his arms.

"What time is it?" With deep sleepiness

"I don't know, why don't we sleep again?"

After falling asleep, it was afternoon, and I woke up from hunger.When I woke up Steve was up, I packed up and went to find him in the kitchen, he was cooking

"do you need my help?"

"Don't come in! Just sit there!"

"Is it that scary for me to go into the kitchen?"

"I'm afraid you'll blow it up again"

"Is it so exaggerated?"

"You have blown up more than once"

After leaving everything behind, after a few days of living without shame and shame.Tony Stark called and asked us to go there, saying that someone wanted to see us, and refused to reveal who it was on the phone.Looking at the messy room, Steve picked me up resignedly, and put on my clothes with difficulty. I leaned on him, rubbing and rubbing

"Jess, do you still want to go out?"

"I don't want to" I fell on the bed and rubbed the pillow

By the time I put on my clothes and went out again, it was almost dark

"Actually I don't like this dress" I looked down at Steve's coat on me, a little too big

"Let's go buy some on the street tomorrow." After finishing speaking, he tightened the coat on me again.

to the building

"Looks like I shouldn't be in such a hurry to disturb the young couple's reminiscence." Hearing this, Steve helped me tighten my coat again.

"After all, it's been 70 years~" Tony Stark said eccentrically, "We have to understand two 70-year-old..."

"Tony!"

"Didn't I kill you?" I asked Howard, and I clearly saw Tony Stark's surprise and frown for a moment.

"Of course not Sergeant Barnes"

My whole body was not well, and my mind started to mess up again. Steve found out that I was abnormal.He explained to the Starks, "Jess is recovering her memory recently, and it's a little unclear, and her memory is confusing."

I just put my new left arm on with my memory confused, and it was still as shiny as before.

"Can you beat them like this?" I muttered to myself.

"Jess, Jess? What are you talking about? Who's the fight? No bad boys from Brooklyn are coming to fight with you now baby"

"Win the remaining five Winter Soldier" Steve was taken aback by my words.

I saw Howard thoughtful, and I said to Howard, "You should also understand why you were assassinated that year."

"They used" affirmative tone

"That's right, it's used, it doesn't repel, it's perfect"

"Young people like me can't understand the conversations of old people."

"What are you talking about? Hydera has five Winter Soldier besides you?" Steve was at a loss

"Who are they?" Howard asked with a serious face

"It's Hydra's most elite death squad, and they kill without blinking before the serum is injected," I explained.

"Compared to you?" Steve seemed to understand something

"It's even scarier, they speak 30 languages, they can hide, infiltrate, assassinate, sabotage in full view, they can destroy any country overnight without you noticing"

"Where is it?" Howard has already taken out the map

"Siberia, once, the base where I was imprisoned" I pointed out to him on the map

"Can someone control them?" Howard asked, frowning.

"It was because no one could control them that they were frozen. Otherwise, how could such a weapon, Hydera, not be used. In the two years when I defected, Karpov controlled them to go out on missions, but in the end it caused more serious consequences. The whole The team was exposed and was almost caught. They kept freezing and didn’t come out, so they searched me harder.” Speaking of this, I thought of some bad memories again, and said with a sigh of relief, “You are going to destroy them, If they were released, the consequences would be disastrous."

"What about you, Jess?" Steve asked me

"I, I'll wait for you at home" Siberia, I don't want to go anywhere at all.

Because a bigger story broke out and they got busy again, Steve was worried about me being alone, so he asked Natalia, my former student, to accompany me.

"Are you okay?" I asked her

"Still alive" lukewarm answer

The two fell into silence, "I used to be so good at teasing girls, why don't I talk now?"

"Maybe I haven't remembered yet"

"That's too bad, the original you wouldn't make the atmosphere so blunt"

"What else would I do?"

"Anyway, I won't stay here alone, waiting for the man to come back"

"You don't understand Natalia, or call you Natasha?"

"Natasha, you know I understand that feeling"

"I don't want to go back to the old life"

"No one has ever thought of this kind of life. What should your original life be?"

"Not on the front line, not being a sniper. I should be in medical school, finish school, go to the hospital to be a doctor, save a lot of people, and Steve and I will not be separated"