[Comprehensive] Obsessive-compulsive disorder

The afternoon class was very boring, and it was still spring, so everyone in the classroom was drowsy.The location of Kazama is in the last row, which can be regarded as quite hidden. As long as you don’t sit so straight and the people in front block you, you won’t be caught dozing off by the teacher.

Kazama yawned, and stuffed a piece of lemon candy into his mouth. Tears were about to flow from the sourness, but his mind was cleared up a lot.It's true that the illustration book is not usable yet, but fortunately, she usually prepares some, so that she won't have nothing to eat.This kind of lemon candy is super sour, just like the Xiu Dou she ate in her previous life, but it won't become sweet. Fortunately, the candy is very small and will melt quickly.

In her previous life... I don't know if it was because she talked about the topic of rebirth with Li Baoen, and she recalled it again.

If the current Kazama were to judge her, she in her previous life was a bun who made some corrections but was a step too late.

Her parents died unexpectedly when she was very young, so she didn't have much memory of them.She was then handed over to relatives to be raised.Because of her inheritance, relatives feel that it is not unacceptable to adopt her, but they just take care of her so-so.In addition, the relative's son said that his family adopted her since he was a child, and she will repay her well in the future.After a long time, Kazama has developed a submissive character.

Later, when she grew up, she also knew that this was not good, so she thought that after she was admitted to a university in another place and lived alone, she would gradually become tougher.Unexpectedly, during the physical examination before the college entrance examination, she was diagnosed with gastric cancer in the middle stage.

Teachers and classmates are good people who raised donations for her, and the school also gave her a double scholarship.There is still hope for gastric cancer to be cured in the mid-term, so although she is nervous and afraid, she still firmly believes that she can survive.

However, she overestimated her weight in the hearts of her relatives.The cost of cancer treatment is very high, regular chemotherapy, examinations, drugs, and hospitalization...these all need money, and for so many years, relatives have long regarded her parents' inheritance as their own money, but they did not treat her as their own child.He was reluctant to spend so much money on a "stranger".

It is also ironic to say that at that time, a relative's child got into a fight with someone at school and stabbed someone, and he had to pay others a lot of money.Compared with the two, she was given up——she was taken back home under the pretext of being transferred to another hospital.

At first, she thought that her relatives were contacting the new hospital, and she was naively waiting at home, but after a long time, her body couldn't take it anymore without receiving regular treatment, so she couldn't help asking relatives.The other party dodged and did not give a positive answer, but his child told the truth with a sneer.At that moment, she thought she had heard wrong, and under repeated pressure, her relatives got annoyed, and it turned into a dispute.

The guilty party always pushes all the faults on the other party in order to embolden himself, and Kazama also encountered the same situation.Facing those reprimands and cursing, she tried her best to refute, but was beaten up by an angry relative, and then locked in the closet.

Then what?She was crying and screaming in the closet. Neighbors came to ask about the situation, but relatives prevaricated.The body suffering from cancer was already weak, and the closet was too stuffy, so she passed out from being overly excited, and when she woke up, she was still locked.

She didn't know how long it had passed, but she only knew that after waking up, she stayed in the dark cabinet and thought a lot.

"Renewing the Three Views" is probably the case. She is not an idiot in the first place, but she is emotionally unwilling to believe it, so she has extravagant hopes.Those words when refuting relatives are actually grievances that have been hidden for many years, and if they are spoken out, it means a complete break.

She thought too calmly, and even vomited blood due to the attack of the illness, which made the closet full of blood, but she didn't even notice it. In the end, she patted on the closet door, begged her relatives to let her out in a crying voice, and swore no It would happen again—and so she was let out.

Because of this "resistance", she was kept under strict surveillance for a while, during which she behaved obediently and obediently.Originally, after she returned home from the hospital, at least one person would watch her at home every day, but now that she was obedient, she gradually relaxed her vigilance.

From being alone at home to occasionally locking the door to go out, she can't remember how long it took, but finally one day, when she tried to open the door, the door was not locked.Then she took the things she had prepared and hidden in various places in the house and fled out.

And after that?It was so confusing that she didn't even bother to recall it.She used all available methods, including the police, lawyers, hospitals, media, and the Internet... Finally, she lay in the hospital and laughed slowly when she heard the lawyer tell her that her relatives and her family had been sentenced according to law.

At that time, she almost didn't even have the strength to laugh.Even the hospital couldn't believe how long it lasted without any treatment.In fact, she just held her breath and wanted to see those people get the punishment they deserved.

She can't live anymore, but everyone in the hospital treats her very well: clinical patients will give her fruit snacks, nurses who take care of her will give her their old mobile phones to play games, and doctors will be more active when she is ill. A full rescue...they are all good people.

It was as if those strangers who only knew what happened to her by accident, took the initiative to help her contact the hospital, donate money to let her receive treatment, and even visit her from time to time. Everyone is a good person.It is precisely because of this that she can face her ending with a smile without resentment.

The day she died was late at night. She had an attack and vomited blood all over the bed sheet. The nurse was shaking her hand. She tried to comfort the nurse, but she couldn't speak. Finally, her eyes fell on the books on the bed. It's a pity. But he closed his eyes in relief.

Of course it's a pity, she wants to live healthy, go to college, and have her own life.It's just that it was impossible for that life, so when it was over, she was relieved—finally she could bid farewell to these pains.

Unexpectedly, she opened her eyes again and became a baby who strayed into the magic lair, and she also had the golden finger of the illustrated book.

Regarding the illustrated book, Kazama was very afraid at the beginning, and also resisted using the illustrated book. The unknown power is too dangerous.And even if she didn't have a picture book, she could still think of a way to escape. Anyway, she had done this kind of thing in her previous life.As for exposing the truth and even taking revenge, if she was given time to prepare, she would definitely be able to complete it—however, the others in the orphanage couldn't wait that long.

So she tried her best to complete the illustrated book of Japanese currency within half a year, and then took the risk to use it.Fortunately, the expected result was obtained in the end, and she kept calling the police anonymously during those six months, which made it difficult for the orphanage to just be on guard against the police, and naturally there was no time to find "guests", and no children could wait safely. At the end.

However, the detective complained to her because of this, saying that it was because the orphanage was "safe" in those six months, and it was difficult for him to find evidence, and it took a lot of effort to find out the past deeds—it's too bad that he didn't find the wrong person. Well, that man is indeed a first-rate detective.

The teacher on the podium suddenly raised his voice, apparently displeased with the drowsy atmosphere in the classroom, Kazama also withdrew his thoughts and refocused on the class in front of him.That's right, she is very satisfied with the current situation, with good health and a stable life. In the future, I believe that she can also be admitted to the ideal university and live the peaceful life she once dreamed of.

That's why she wanted to confess to Li Baoen.Kazama clenched the pen and finally made up his mind.She could see that Li Baoen wanted to lure her into the gang, and he was also a reborn person. Maybe Li Baoen also had a cheat, so she would deduce the fact that she had a cheat.

Li Baoen is very strong, if such a person really wants to lure her into the gang, she will have absolutely no power to resist - no matter what method Li Baoen uses.That being the case, she might as well explain it to herself, so that she can at least take the initiative.

And... Kazama subconsciously pressed the tip of the pen with her fingertips. Tsuna Yoshi is a student of Li Baoen, she thinks it should be fine, that boy gave her a good impression, he will not be an enemy or have a premonition of becoming an enemy , it would be nice to be a companion, right?She can't guarantee the possibility of meeting other reborn people in the future, let alone how those people treat her. It would be great if she had a companion.

Gang Ji was waiting at the school gate, he was a little nervous, after all, it was the first time for him to walk with a girl after school.It's not that he didn't have girls he liked when he was in middle school, and even because of Li Baoen's arrival, some girls liked him.But on the day he graduated from junior high school, he put those two girls down.The Marshmallow star said he was too naive and gentle, but he just smiled and didn't refute.

He really wanted to go on with everyone, but that was based on the safety of everyone. He still said that he didn't want to sit in that position, but the reality couldn't be decided by him.His partners have the ability to protect themselves, but those two girls don't, no matter how strong their hearts are, they are just ordinary girls who don't know how to fight - and he doesn't want to see them get hurt and bleed.

Keeping a distance is the best choice. His "friends" are much less likely to encounter danger than "people he likes".

However, when he actually made this choice, he was more relieved.Perhaps in the process of protection, he has already understood that his "like" has not deepened to that extent, so the previous feelings have also precipitated into friendship over time.

It's a good thing to be able to recognize it in time, otherwise he will suspect that he is a scum who is hesitating between the two girls.

Gangji exhaled heavily, and before he could finish his breath, he noticed that there was a black figure beside him, and he almost choked on himself: "Senior sister, when did you come?" Kazama looked back His gaze: "About 3 minutes ago, I saw that you seemed to be thinking about something and didn't bother you." Her impression of this boy was clean and gentle, so when she noticed that he was a little depressed, she didn't make a sound to disturb, but Waiting quietly for his mood to improve.Everyone has a hidden side, she just pretends not to know.

There were not many people at the school gate, and Tsuna knew at a glance that Kazama must have been waiting for him for more than 3 minutes. The original apprehension suddenly turned into embarrassment, and when he thought about what happened at noon, the embarrassment became even stronger, and he hurriedly said: "Sorry I've been waiting for a long time, let's go now?"

Kazama didn't move his feet, but asked: "To your house or to my house?" The place for the conversation must be determined.

Always feel that this statement is inappropriate?Gang Ji coughed dryly: "That..." "Can you cook?" Li Baoen, who fell from the sky, did not interrupt Gang Ji's self-consciousness at all.Kazama was taken aback, but relaxed after seeing the person coming, and replied: "Yes."

"Go to the supermarket first, and then go to the stupid gang." Li Baoen made a decision, "The money will be paid by the stupid gang, please buy vegetables for dinner."

Tsuna and Kazama were full of black lines, and Tsuna first complained: "I'll pay for it, but it's too much for my senior to buy vegetables and cook, isn't it? Don't you want to have a good conversation?" "Because I've eaten enough fast food Food." Li Baoen looked indifferent.

"You always order takeaway or go out to eat by yourself! Every time I cook, I still pick at the side!" "Stupid, do you want to die once and see? I am saving your tongue and stomach, you You should be grateful." "It's not the same thing as getting my senior sister involved!"

Kazama cleared his throat: "That, Sawada-kun?" "Yes?" Tsunayoshi immediately turned his head. "Where is your home?" Kazama said, and took out a memo from the schoolbag that recorded the sales promotions of various supermarkets.

"Huh?" Before Gangji could react, Li Baoen had already reported the address, and kicked Gangji's calf: "Stupid Gang, tell me all the ingredients at home, and you don't need to buy some." Wait a minute, senior sister really..." Gang Ji didn't know what to say.

"It's really not troublesome." Kazama decided the supermarket to go to according to the address, put the memo back, and nodded to Tsunayoshi, "And I'm more used to talking about things at the dinner table. When the talk is over, it's time to start tutoring."

Li Baoen has clearly conveyed the intention of friendship, and it is also a kind of trust to let an outsider be in charge of the food at the entrance.Now that she has decided to have a showdown, she naturally has to show her sincerity, just cook a meal, and take care of her junior.

Gang Ji scratched his head, so did Li Baoen, and Kazama too, the two of them acted so naturally, he wondered if he was making too much of a fuss.However, even if we want to talk about things, there will be tutoring afterwards, is it really okay for two people to buy vegetables and cook together?

Originally they were just walking together, but now they just turned into going to the supermarket and going to his house... Isn't this too much of a stretch?