Eat chicken and eat the goddess

Bai Hui didn't understand why the people around him always changed so fast.

When she was a child, her father who loved her cheated and her mother divorced, she seemed to be another person. Every time she came home to see her, she was just looking for an excuse to ask her mother for money.

After the mother divorced, she became a workaholic, and the time to take care of her and spend time with her was not as much as the nanny she hired.

And that Yan Qingsu who she thought would love her for the rest of her life, who was still talking softly to her the day before, but the next day when her mother died of illness, was the most painful and helpless, ruthlessly kissed her heartbroken Another stab in her heart forced her to become a third party.

Those relatives who were kind and loving to her when her mother was there, after her mother left, seemed like demons and ghosts with their masks uncovered, wanting to divide the property left by her mother.

Also, the man in front of him who once kept saying that he was willing to wait for her to love her and protect her for the rest of his life.

At the family reunion, the hypocritical exchange of politeness with these seemingly friendly but harboring relatives has already made Bai Hui extremely disgusted, and the sudden appearance of Jin Yan who knelt down to propose marriage and the booing relatives and friends next to her made her feel even more sick to her stomach. There was a surge, as if to spit out all the food I had just eaten.

Jin Yan knew her temperament clearly, but she still wanted to propose to her in front of a group of people she hated the most, which was extremely ironic.

Jin Yan in a suit and leather shoes knelt in front of her on one knee, holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, and a big diamond ring that was so exaggerated that it would drive all women crazy. She looked at her affectionately, and said it again tirelessly A vow that can only move you and others.

"Xiao Hui, let me take care of you, give me a chance, I am willing to give you everything I have, I will always love you, protect you, and be loyal to you forever."

From the eyes of relatives and friends who were watching the bustle and bustle, and some service staff of the hotel who were busy passing by, it seemed that this handsome and beautiful marriage proposal would definitely have a perfect ending.

Bai Hui sat motionless in her seat, the anger in her eyes on her pale face had slowly disappeared, replaced by deep exhaustion and disappointment.

Jin Yan probably relied on her unwillingness to refuse him in public to embarrass him. He put his relationship with Bai Hui on the edge of a cliff. The friendship will be completely broken.

Bai Hui coldly raised the corners of her lips and smiled sarcastically and self-deprecatingly, the hurt look on her face flashed past, and then the cold expression with almost no warmth and emotion, she looked at Jin Yan who was full of expectations and begging, Said coldly without hesitation.

"You know my answer, I told you last time, I only regard you as my brother..."

"So I disagree."

The indifferent voice resounded loudly, instantly quieting down the noisy hotel lobby. The people around had different expressions, as if they had quickly demonstrated their face-changing skills in just a few seconds.

Some people regret, some secretly rejoice, and some sneer, but they all make Bai Hui feel sick, even Jin Yan who knelt in front of her like ashes.

Since you want to gamble with the feelings of these years, then bet.

Bai Hui's indifferent eyes glanced at him lightly, then moved away coldly, she stood up looking straight ahead, and walked away step by step with firm steps without hesitation, leaving the crowd behind in an uproar.

As soon as he walked out of the hotel lobby, Bai Hui suddenly bent over in pain, then covered his severely painful stomach with one hand, and covered his lips with the other, and walked quickly to the trash can.

The feeling of wanting to vomit was so strong, and the discomfort in her stomach made her eyes go black for a while, but squatting beside the trash can without any image, she could only vomit nothing.

Bai Hui's eyes were closed and cold sweat broke out on her pale face. The sudden loss of strength in her body made her probably not even have the strength to stand up.

Until a hand gently caressed her back and patted her lightly, the painful expression on Bai Hui's face instantly adjusted, and then she turned her head to look, but what she met was a pair of dark and gentle eyes.

Yan Qingsu didn't know when she appeared. She was wearing a strapless dress but squatting beside her, her fair and delicate face slowly filled with pity and intolerance, and in those clear and beautiful eyes, there seemed to be a hazy flickering light. The tears seemed to condense into tears and fall down in the next second.

Bai Hui didn't ask her why you appeared, how did you know I was here, but asked her in a hoarse and weak voice.

"Why are you crying?"

The sadness on Yan Qingsu's face was even worse, she parted her lips, looked at Bai Hui in a daze for a while, and then spoke softly.

"Because you cried."

Bai Hui was stunned. Did she cry?how can that be possible?

But when her hand touched her face, she really touched the warm tears. The tears seemed to roll down from her eyes unconsciously, even she didn't notice it.

Bai Hui was stunned for a while, until a figure flashed by the door of the hotel, Bai Hui's face turned cold and he reached out and grabbed Yan Qingsu's arm.

"Take me away."

"it is good."

Yan Qingsu's eyes lit up, he reached out to support Bai Hui, and walked towards the parking lot with his arms around her.

Jin Yan, who was chasing after them, stretched out his hand to stop them. This man who had been rejected countless times seemed to have been dazzled by anger and reluctance. He looked at Bai Hui and Yan Qingsu with red eyes, and a trace of love appeared on his dull face. Self-deprecating sneer.

"Because of her again?"

Bai Hui closed her eyes and leaned her body weight on Yan Qingsu's body. She closed her eyes and didn't even look at Jin Yan in front of her.

Yan Qingsu frowned slightly, and said coldly.

"Excuse me sir, please step aside."

Jin Yan looked at Yan Qingsu, his eyes became terrifying and cold with anger and hatred, this gentle and gentle man changed from his previous calmness to a wild beast dazed by anger, roaring and wanting to kill himself Take out your pain on others.

"Do you know who I am to her?"

Yan Qingsu didn't speak, but suddenly spoke while leaning against her Bai Hui with his eyes closed, his voice was indifferent and devoid of any emotion.

"Nobody."

Jin Yan's anger in the face of Bai Hui's indifference was like a burning fire being doused with a basin of ice water, and it died down before it even started. The punctured balloon curled up weakly and feebly.

Yan Qingsu supported Bai Hui to pass him by, he didn't even have the right to stop him, he had already lost, the bet he lost the feelings and trust he had in Bai Hui's heart.

Isn't this what he wanted, a complete end?

After so many years of entanglement, it would be nice to give myself a result.

Thinking of this, Jin Yan slowly showed a smile on his face that was a little hideous because of the pain, but it was bitter to the extreme.

fair enough.

Yan Qingsu drove Bai Hui to where she lived.

After returning to China this time, she did not live with Yan Zhen as before, but rented a small apartment by herself.

For Bai Hui who lives alone in a three-story villa, Yan Qingsu's new residence is pitifully small, with one bedroom and one living room, not even a study room. The second floor is used as a study.

Although small and pitiful, the layout of the room is clean and warm.

Bai Hui sat on the sofa for a long time without regaining her senses. She looked around, facing the unfamiliar Yan Qingsu's residence, she didn't find this small living room annoying, and even gave her a sense of peace of mind. feel.

Yan Qingsu worked in the kitchen for half an hour before he came out. He put a bowl of egg noodles and a glass of honey water in front of Bai Hui, and then pulled the hem of his clothes with some embarrassment.

"I'm small here, and there's almost nothing in the refrigerator, so I cooked a bowl of noodles for you."

Bai Hui didn't move the steaming bowl of noodles that looked delicious, but looked at Yan Qingsu with a trace of inquiry in his eyes.

"Are you poor now?"

Yan Qingsu stretched out her hand to brush a strand of hair, maybe because she was asked a sensitive topic, she was a little shy, then she lowered her head and smiled.

"Fortunately, enough to live."

When a company that entered abroad was stationed in China as a divisional manager, it wasn't her at first, it was an opportunity she fought hard for, but because of her lack of experience, her salary was half that of the normal stationed manager, and there was still a one-year internship period. If she fails to meet the requirements of the head office after [-] years, she will be fired.

In the past, she didn't take any money from her ex-husband when she left the house, and her property under her name was frozen after falling out with her father. When she went abroad, she relied on the help of Yan Zhen and Lin Chen to make ends meet.

Now that she has a salary, she lives on this salary. Although it is not as good as before, but fortunately, she likes her job very much, and the colleagues in the company get along well.

After Bai Hui asked this question, she fell silent. She silently ate the noodles that Yan Qingsu cooked for her, and ate all of the soup without a mouthful left.

Yan Qingsu originally wanted to ask her if she wanted more, but she wiped the corners of her lips with a tissue and said expressionlessly.

"It's as bad as ever."

Yan Qingsu smiled, not paying any attention to Bai Hui's complaints, and looked at Bai Hui carefully with gentle eyes.

"Then you are the same as before, there is not a single bite left."

Bai Hui froze for a moment, looking at the empty bowl in front of him, yes, there was nothing left as before.

Seeing the time slipping away bit by bit, Bai Hui had no intention of leaving at all. Although Yan Qingsu's small home was small and crowded, it made Bai Hui feel warm and at ease. She suddenly didn't want to leave, didn't want to go back to the big cold villa.

Bai Hui didn't intend to go back, so Yan Qingsu naturally wouldn't offer to send her back, but hurriedly prepared a change of clothes and pajamas for her, both of them tacitly agreed,

Bai Hui fell asleep on Yan Qingsu's bed after taking a shower, while Yan Qingsu slept on the sofa with a small quilt in his arms.

This night seemed destined to be a sleepless night. In the middle of the night, thunder suddenly flashed outside the window. The rumbling thunder was accompanied by bursts of lightning that illuminated the room. Yan Qingsu curled up on the sofa, covered with a quilt, only a pair of eyes were exposed. Looking out the window anxiously.

Not long after the thunder rang, the door of the bedroom was suddenly opened, and there was a faint light inside, and Bai Hui in pajamas came out.

Yan Qingsu closed his eyes, held his breath, and remained motionless, but all his attention followed Bai Hui, listening to her footsteps getting closer and closer until they stopped beside her.

His heart started beating wildly, Yan Qingsu didn't know what Bai Hui was going to do, so he could only squeeze his hands hidden under the quilt, and waited nervously.

Bai Hui's voice sounded softly.

"Stop pretending, what are you pretending to do if you're afraid of thunder?"

Yan Qingsu bit her lip and opened her eyes awkwardly. She raised her head slightly and saw Bai Hui standing in front of her with her arms folded.

Bai Hui saw that she opened her eyes and immediately turned her face away. Under the dim warm yellow light, the lines of her side face were soft, but her tone was still pretending not to care.

"Do you want to sleep with me?"

"what?"

Yan Qingsu blinked, startled by Bai Hui's proposal.

Bai Hui pursed his lips, seeing Yan Qingsu's stunned look, turned his head and walked to the bedroom after leaving a word.

"That's it."

Although Bai Hui's tone was cold, he did not close the back door after entering the bedroom, and the revealed light reflected on the floor of the living room.

Yan Qingsu couldn't tell whether the feeling in her heart was excitement or panic, she hesitated for a while before moving into the bedroom in small steps with the quilt in her arms, and then closed the door.

Bai Hui lay motionless on the bed with his back to the door, Yan Qingsu walked over, first tentatively sat on the bed, and then moved his whole body up, the movements were gentle and cautious.

Until she was completely lying on the bed, Bai Hui, who had his back to her, didn't move at all, as if he was asleep.

Yan Qingsu looked at Bai Hui's back, although she was far away, she always felt that the person beside her was so far away from her, that no matter how hard she tried to catch up, she couldn't keep up with her.

Yan Qingsu stretched out his trembling fingertips to touch Bai Hui's thin and thin back, but stopped when he was about to get close, afraid that he would wake her up, and even more afraid that his touch would make her disgusted.

When she wanted to withdraw her hand, there was a thunder outside the window, but her hand trembled and touched Bai Hui's back.

Bai Hui didn't fall asleep. She kept her eyes open and felt the trembling of the people behind her every time the thunder sounded, so she sighed softly and said.

"If you are afraid, I will hug you for a while."

The voice fell, and after a long time, there was no movement of the person behind him. Bai Hui bit his lip, frowned, and closed his eyes in a fit of anger.

But when she closed her eyes, she felt a soft body slowly approaching behind her. Warm hands gently wrapped around her waist, and her face was close to her shoulders.

Bai Hui closed her eyes and let Yan Qingsu hold her. When she slowly fell asleep, she suddenly felt something wet behind her.

It was near the shoulder, where Yan Qingsu's face was pressed against.

You don't have to guess what that gentle liquid is.

Bai Hui sighed softly, and she suddenly reached out to hold Yan Qingsu's hand wrapped around her waist, and looked at the gently fluttering curtain with her open eyes, full of complexity and confusion.

"Yan Qingsu, do you remember that you once told me that if I give you a little response, you will have the courage to continue. But I have been rejecting you for so long, why do you still persist. "

After a short silence, Yan Qingsu's slightly twitching crying voice rang in her ears with aggrieved voice.

"Because, apart from you, I have no way to be tempted by anyone else."

Bai Hui's hand holding Yan Qingsu's arm slowly tightened, she bit her lip and her eyes flickered, and finally she couldn't help but speak out.

"I'm tired, I want to let myself go, and I want to let you go too."

Her words made Yan Qingsu's heart feel cold, and she asked tremblingly.

"what do you mean."

Perhaps abandoning that so-called pride and lowering your posture once, you won't live so tired. Bai Hui turned around and her dark eyes seemed to be seductive. She stared at Yan Qingsu's tear-stained face in a daze, Parting his lips, he finally let out a soft sigh.

"I'll give you another chance, the last time, I don't want to miss it again."

Yan Qingsu couldn't believe her ears, the hand behind Bai Hui squeezed her arm hard, the sudden tingling reminded her that this was not a dream.

But this dream-like scene and dialogue made her feel a little unreal. The dry heart seemed to be revived in her chest, and began to beat vigorously again and again.

"really?"

Her voice was trembling with tears and eagerness to prove.

"Well, don't let me down, I won't give one person two chances."

The expression on Bai Hui's face softened a lot, she slowly reached out to caress Yan Qingsu's face, and wiped away the wet tears on her face.

It turned out that all her hard work and begging for abandoning her dignity were not without any rewards. Yan Qingsu's tears fell again, and the warm tears just fell on Bai Hui's fingertips.

Yan Qingsu stretched out his hand and hugged Bai Hui tightly without any hesitation.

"Thank you, Xiao Hui."

After a short period of hesitation, Bai Hui's eyes slowly brightened, she smiled in relief and hugged Yan Qingsu back, whispered softly in her ear, and then closed her eyes calmly.

"Thank you, too, for being so persistent and letting me know that I haven't been given up by everyone."

When you find that everyone around you is slowly leaving, but there is always someone who is willing to stay by your side and refuses to give up on you no matter what, then why continue to ignore your heart? Ignore her feelings and respond to her Well, maybe this time you can really be happy.

Who knows if this person will be your destiny, but if you don't try, you probably will never know.

Thank you for being willing to stay by my side all the time.