nightmare exec

The first "Purgatory Morning Tea and Coriander Tasting Meeting" held by Song Yin in the safe house ended successfully amidst the lively chatting and ridicule of the participants.

After helping to clean up the dishes, Alexander yawned after eating and drinking, and first set off to go home and sleep.

Immediately afterwards, Qi Zhengnan also prepared to leave.

The benefactor is the benefactor after all, no matter whether he is Qi Zhengnan or not, Song Yin insists on providing farewell service.

So the two came to the small garden side by side.Qi Zhengnan didn't know how to think about it, but he took the initiative to say: "I have something to tell you. About the previous game."

He lowered his voice slightly to avoid being heard by the assistant officer who stayed in the house to study the Qingbao Pagoda: "Although it may be nosy to say so, I don't completely agree with what your assistant said just now."

"Ah? Ergou? What did Ergou say?"

It's not that Song Yin was young and forgetful, but that he has always had the magical ability of "ignoring what he doesn't want to hear".

Qi Zhengnan resisted the thought of flicking his forehead to listen to the sound of water—the conversation he found on his own initiative, and he wanted to keep talking through gritted teeth.

"Your assistant officer said that in the amusement park, there are three schools and nine schools, and they all rely on stealing, cheating, and cheating to gain profits, so you are destined not to win——I disagree with these words."

"Ah...you say this, I don't agree, too much!"

Song Yin slapped his thigh, and immediately became angry: "If it wasn't for those bastards working together to target me, I would still have been laid down by them? Besides, the dungeon of Poxueshan is too cold. People born in summer like me People are particularly afraid of the cold, which affects their performance!"

The Sagittarius who dares to run naked at home this winter really dares to say it-suspecting that Song Yin is testing himself again, Qi Zhengnan hides his contempt in his heart, and still maintains the calm personality of "Yunshi" on the surface.

"You think you are standing here, complaining to me about the unfairness of the game, being targeted, and emphasizing your abnormal performance. Why?"

"Why else? Because I was wronged." Song Yin's eyes clearly expressed the need to be comforted.

It's a pity that Qi Zhengnan didn't intend to give him an indiscriminate hug.

"The reason why you can still stand here is because what wronged you was just a game on the gambling boat. Once you leave the gambling boat, you will face the real copy of the dream. There is no morality, no mercy, and more There is no right or wrong, and the only person you can turn to for help and complain about is yourself."

"I don't agree with what you said." Song Yin curled her lips, "Don't you still have teammates? Teammates who help and comfort each other. I got on the gambling boat to save money and change equipment to find teammates."

Having said that, he asked back: "A senior executive like you must have very reliable teammates. The kind of existence that can trust each other's backs."

"Yes, I have. But it never occurred to me to rely on them."

Qi Zhengnan seemed to hesitate for a while before answering, "In Purgatory, people don't become strong until they have teammates, but they gain the dependence of others after becoming strong. After all, no two people's paths will always be the same. If you blindly If you follow your teammates indiscriminately, you will either go astray or be left behind halfway.”

"I don't even have the shadow of my teammates now. If you tell me these things, I can't resonate with them."

Song Yin muttered a few words in his mouth, but recalled to himself: "But it's true, the follower in the dungeon of the maze before, who was on the saddle all the way, I thought it was a pig teammate, but I didn't expect it to be a [-]-year-old boy, I am .”

He does not mean that.Qi Zhengnan subconsciously tilted his head, his body trembled slightly, and his right foot accidentally stepped on some soft object.

He looked down and saw that it was a listless clump of pansies with red buds that would not open, like drops of half-dried blood.

Qi Zhengnan closed his eyes forcefully, and when he opened them again, the blood had disappeared, leaving only the messy and limp green leaves.

He continued to stare at the clump of pansies until Song Yin noticed his unusual silence: "I said brother... Actually, I wanted to ask just now, you were stabbed by that follower, aren't you angry?"

Only then did Qi Zhengnan turn his gaze back to Song Yin: "It has been born long ago, and it has passed away long ago."

"It's finished so soon?" Song Yin's tongue: "Actually, I still thought about whether to block that guy and beat him for you. Your heart is really big."

"I don't have a big heart. It just happens that there is a garbage dump. Throwing a small bag of garbage into it is nothing at all."

Said some inexplicable words, Qi Zhengnan asked Song Yin again: "How long will you be angry about this matter?"

"How do I know this? Maybe one day, maybe a week, maybe later, when I look back occasionally, I still feel that I have to find someone and beat him up to relieve my anger."

"A beating can relieve your anger?"

"Yes, the beating made him kneel down to beg for mercy and admit his mistakes. The beating made me feel good, wouldn't it just relieve my anger?"

Song Yin was beaming with joy, but Qi Zhengnan lowered his gaze to the clump of plants at his feet.

"A betrayal that can be relieved is not a real betrayal. A real betrayal, even if you are angry, you have nowhere to vent, and even if you vent, it will only add pain. It is like a barb in the heart. If you leave it, it will slowly rot. Pull it out Touch it, and it will bleed. If you have such a barb in your heart, all other pains will be insignificant."

These words were almost squeezed out from between the man's lips and teeth, and even Song Yin felt a terrible depression.

So he asked cautiously, "Brother, what are you doing?"

As if awakened by his voice, Qi Zhengnan turned his eyes to Song Yin again, his eyes seemed to flicker, but he quickly regained his stability: "...It has nothing to do with you."

Just like that, there was a sudden silence between the two of them.

Song Yin, who can speak well, suddenly didn't know what to say.

Instead of thinking about what to talk about next, a bigger doubt appeared in his mind at this moment-is the man in front of him really Qi Zhengnan?If so, why did he suddenly say such a thing?

Has he ever been betrayed?

No, how is this possible.

Qi's family is well-off. As the only son, Qi Zhengnan was kidnapped once at the age of six, but he lived a life of luxury in which he could get the wind and the rain.

Although Song Yin is not a roundworm in Qi Zhengnan's stomach, if something bad enough to make Qi Zhengnan really brood, he must know.

Wait a minute... He thought about it carefully, and finally found a suspicious old event from his memory——

That was three years ago when he was in college, and Qi Zhengnan's catwalk career was developing steadily, which was the key publicity period for gradually building public opinion.However, one of Qi Zhengnan's classmates was bribed, and he planned to take advantage of the party to place illegal drugs in Qi's house.Fortunately, the incident was exposed in advance, so no bad consequences were caused.

At the time of the incident, Song Yin happened to be participating in an activity outside the city, and the incident had subsided when he returned home.He also tried to inquire about the follow-up of this incident, but Qi Zhengnan's reaction was so calm that it made people feel a little abnormal, as if he had completely erased the existence of the betrayer from his memory.

As for the classmate who betrayed him, some said that he dropped out of school, some said that he went to prison, and some said that something worse happened. In short, he never appeared in the university again.

Perhaps, this is the so-called "garbage bag and dump theory".In Qi Zhengnan's eyes, that student was nothing more than a small bag of trash.

Of course, such an inference is still not enough to confirm the connection between Qi Zhengnan and "Yun Shi"-in fact, at this moment, Song Yin began to hope that they were two independent people.

Although he was a little selfish, he didn't want that painful barb to also stick in Qi Zhengnan's heart.

He is not good at comforting people, but he still tried his best to concoct a few words at this moment.

"I've heard that... people are most defenseless against pain only when they are in love. Although the words may not be true, but I think those guys who put the barb in your heart must have failed you." The most precious relationship in the world. But it's their own stupidity and badness, and it has nothing to do with you.

In my opinion, no matter what kind of past you have, it doesn't prevent you from being a strong and perfect person... It's just that sometimes, no matter how powerful a person is, they can't heal their own wounds.Moreover, those who dare to expose their wounds and entrust their trust to doctors after being seriously injured are also people with strong hearts?

Anyway, I will stay in purgatory for many years, if you don't mind, I can accompany you to find a cure.After all, you can be regarded as the first good friend I made here, how is it? "

Qi Zhengnan was really surprised when he heard these words.

He looked towards Song Yin in astonishment, and found that Song Yin was also looking back at him without hesitation, his eyes were unprecedentedly gentle and sincere, even bright and moving.

For a moment, Qi Zhengnan felt a very delicate emotion.

He found himself a little jealous of himself named "Yun Shi".And this kind of absurd jealousy has turned into another kind of possessiveness that is even more nonsensical.

He wanted to occupy this butterfly that flew over on his own initiative immediately, and imprisoned it in his palm forever in retaliation.

And he really stretched out his hand, and the fingertips quietly protruded a few centimeters, and touched the impeccable face that occasionally made the roots of the teeth itchy.

Song Yin did not dodge.It can be seen from his eyes that he seems a little confused, as if he doesn't know whether to avoid it or accept it.

This made Qi Zhengnan suddenly recall a small incident in each other's junior high school.

At that time, Song Yin was still young, more delicate and fair than now, and she looked like a cute girl when she didn't speak.

At first, a few teachers touched his smooth cheeks from time to time out of liking, and then a few bold girls began to follow suit.Later, even the boys would surround Song Yin during the break, and you would feel the so-called "texture of boiled eggs" hand by hand.

But such contacts are not always well-intentioned.

There was a time when Song Yin's face was always blue and purple, and even thin and curved half-moon nail prints could be seen.The good and evil of minors are often unreasonable, and both liking and disliking may lead to the same result.

They were attending a prestigious boarding school at the time.The students' families are either rich or expensive, and the teachers know every student's background very well. Qi Zhengnan even suspected that they even made the background playing cards of each class's students to kill the few leisure time.

An adopted son like Song Yin, who is still an inexperienced child, is probably just a pawn in poker.You can pick it up and put it in the palm of your hand to play and tease, but that's all.

Although Song Yin was young at that time, she understood these truths very well.In order not to cause trouble to the Qi family, he never reported to the teacher any classmate who left marks on his face.Instead, he put on a smiling and indifferent attitude, as if everything was under his acquiescence.

He only occasionally mentioned to Qi Zhengnan that he didn't like being touched like this.

Qi Zhengnan is not Song Yin, Qi Zhengnan is not only a character, he is even a ghost card.

So early in the morning, Qi Zhengnan, a villain, aggressively dragged away Song Yin, a soldier, from the crowd.

Some of the classmates left, and some of them thought they were personalities and wanted to pester them.The outlandish love-hate relationship between the minors quickly turned into a melee.And that was also one of the few scenes where Qi Zhengnan and Song Yin fought side by side.

There are also some things that only Qi Zhengnan knows - for example, after the melee, he took almost all the responsibilities alone, and he did not forget to throw all the photos he took of Song Yin's bruises in front of the teacher and the family .

The matter soon came to a conclusion: in order to give an explanation to other families, only one of the two brothers of the Qi family could be left behind.At that time, Song Yin was preparing for an important international competition with his school teammates.So Qi Zhengnan dropped out of school and went to the United States without hesitation.

But for Song Yin, this time going abroad is just an "escape" by Qi Zhengnan in order to get rid of his followers and take advantage of the trend.

Thinking of this, Qi Zhengnan suddenly felt a pimple in his heart - he who almost broke the hands reaching out to Song Yin at the beginning, what kind of mood and position did he stretch out his hands now?

He seemed to know the answer, but he didn't want the answer to escape from his heart.So it's like holding on to one end of the rope with both hands, fighting each other left and right.

And just when he was contradicting himself, his eyes suddenly turned away and fell behind Song Yin.

That dark, dilapidated two-story building, like a monster, a bunch of lingering shadows, entrenched behind the ignorant Song Yin.

The boundless thoughts were like tentacles that had been splashed with a basin of ice water, and they all retracted into Qi Zhengnan's mind in an instant.

The next second, something ached in his chest, forcing him to withdraw his oozing hand—even though some of the tactile sensation had seeped into his fingerprints.

"Some wounds, if you keep them, you can better alert yourself."

After saying this, he nodded goodbye to Song Yin, walked around the listless pansy at his feet, and walked towards the teleportation point ahead.

But before he took a few steps, Song Yin's voice came from behind: "Wait a minute!"

He turned his head and saw that the owner of the safe house was still standing where he was, with a trace of anxiety on his face that was always easy to handle.It looks like a stray cat waiting to be fed by kind people with three points of wariness and seven points of expectation.

"...I didn't win any money in this dungeon. If I don't have money, I can't buy equipment. Without equipment, I still can't form a team."

Speaking of this, Song Yin immediately explained: "Don't get me wrong! I'm not asking you to borrow money. I just want to find you and Alexander to form a team once in a while, and play a few dungeons...not many times! As long as I earn enough Just pay for the equipment.”

Qi Zhengnan seemed to be still stuck in the association about Song Yin and stray cats, and nodded after a while.

"it's up to you."

After saying this, he stopped looking at Song Yin, and quickly disappeared at the teleportation point.

The author has something to say: ①Wear ever so defense less against suffering as when we love. Freud

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Song Yin: Damn it, Yun Shi actually touched me? !what do I do?If he is really Qi Zhengnan, should I avoid him, if he is not Qi Zhengnan, should I avoid him? ?Wait online, hurry up! !

Qi Zhengnan: When I touch him, his eyes flicker, isn't he very happy?Ah, I obviously almost broke the hands of those who touched him, why do I do the same thing now?No, I'm not like them...we're not like~~~