please love me please

On this day, Han Haoye got up early and packed up to pick up people at the airport. Zhang Peng and Nian Ran are coming back today. They will be separated for a couple of years. Impulsive, he waited for a while before he saw a handsome guy wearing a black windbreaker and leather shoes stepping out of the station. Naturally, he recognized Zhang Peng at a glance. What surprised Han Haoye was Xiao Nian burn.

Nian Ran is more than four years old, wearing a pair of small sunglasses, wearing a much smaller leather jacket, and stepping on a pair of small Martin boots, it is really cool.

"Uncle! Uncle!"

"Hey, Nian Ran," Han Haoye lowered his body and hugged Nian Ran who rushed over, "Oh, my son has grown up a lot, are you having fun?"

"It's not bad, if you're here, I think I'll be happier." Nian Ran hugged Han Haoye's neck and kissed him.

"Oh, why is my son so sensible? Uncle didn't love you for nothing." Han Haoye also leaned over to kiss him, and touched Zhang Peng's shoulder again.

"How's it going?"

"It's almost there." Zhang Peng showed a faint smile, "Are the two old people okay?"

"Okay, let's go home, the two of you got up early to cook for you, we've been waiting impatiently"

"Okay" Zhang Peng looked at the back of Han Haoye and Nian Ran talking and laughing, and raised the corner of his mouth, "Xiao Ran, we are going home."

Han Haoye felt that Xiao Nianran was very similar to Zhao Jingchen for a moment, especially when he didn't speak, it was so painful. Zhao Jingchen went to filming these days, so he was alone, and he was not yet 40 years old. He was asked to retire early, so Han Haoye naturally disagreed, but Zhao Jingchen forced him to go on a hunger strike, and he would not eat until he retired. He had no choice but to listen to his little ancestor.

After Nian Ran came back, he posted all kinds of life photos with Nian Ran in the circle of friends every day, making dumplings with his grandma, feeding the bunny with his grandma.

"Uncle, grandma said, don't overwater the flowers, or they will drown." Nian Ran lay on grandma's rocking chair, crossing her legs and reminding Han Haoye.

"...The flowers need to be watered. If there is too much water, they will only grow better. Don't worry, they won't drown." Take what you say to heart.

After Nian Ran's return, Zhang Ran's mother and grandma moved back to the courtyard. There are old neighbors and friends who have lived with them all their lives, and they are used to it.

Now there are three more sons and one more grandson, and the two have slowly come out of the pain of losing their loved ones.

All of this made the little ancestor who was filming outside blown up. Han Haoye could count his messages on Weibo on one hand, and his circle of friends was even less.

"Nannian, Niannian"

"Grandma, I'm in the courtyard." Xiao Nianran stuffed a bird under the flowerpot, clapped his little hands and ran into the other courtyard, his hands and feet were so nimble that he didn't look like a child.

"Hey, run slowly, don't rush!" Grandma's smiling eyes almost disappeared.

"Grandma, are you calling me?"

"Well, did you drown this flower by you?" Grandma asked kindly, holding Nian Ran's little hand.

"Grandma, it was my uncle who drowned, I reminded him, he said that flowers need to drink more water, so that they can grow faster," Nian Rannuan explained to grandma in a childish voice.

"...What did uncle do? Then I wronged my good grandson. Grandma bought popsicles for you to eat. Do you want to eat them?" Grandma asked quietly.

"I want to eat, but grandma is here. If I find out, will I tell my dad?" Nian Ran also quietly replied.

"I asked your grandma to buy..."

"Grandma, I'm back!" Zhao Jingchen shouted standing at the door.

"..." Nian Ran.

"This kid, you're so startled, you want to scare grandma to death?" Grandma joked with Zhao Jingchen with a smile, "Why did you come back early? You didn't even make a phone call."

"Grandma, where is my uncle? I have something to do with him." Zhao Jingchen ran over and kissed the side of grandma's cheek, "I miss you, so I asked for leave to come back and have a look."

"Haoye and Pengzi went to buy a barbecue grill, and they will have barbecue tonight." Grandma sat on a stool in the yard holding one hand, "This is Nianran. Look, it has grown a lot."

Only then did Zhao Jingchen take a closer look at Gu Nianran, it was almost like Zhang Peng's godlike statue, hmph, so what?One day I know clinging to my uncle.

"It's because I've grown up a lot, why are you still pestering my uncle at this age?" Zhao Jingchen asked angrily.

"Brother, you are so ashamed, what Dad said is true, you are a jealous vat," Nian Ran sat down on the stool and complained about Zhao Jingchen.

"..." Zhao Jingchen won't do it now, such a young baby is eloquent, he has become a genius at the age of four, and he will be fine when he grows up.

"Come here, no matter how big or small, who told you to say that?" As he said that, he wanted to spank Nian Ran's ass.

"Okay, okay, I'll spank Nian Ran's ass if you spank it." Grandma blocked Zhao Jingchen with a smile.

"Grandma, he was the one who talked about me first." Zhao Jingchen stomped her feet a few times angrily.

"How old are you, why are you still arguing so much with your children, your uncle is back"

"Humph" Zhao Jingchen pointed to Nian Ran and ran over to look for Han Haoye, "Uncle, I'm back."

"Huh? Jingchen?" Han Haoye immediately ran into the yard when he heard the voice, "When did you come back? Why didn't you call me to pick you up?"

"I miss you so much, I just came in for a while." Zhao Jingchen hugged Han Haoye, "I took four days off and came back to be with you, otherwise you'd forget about me."

"... Xiao Mian, if uncle forgets, no one will forget you." Han Haoye fondled his hair and kissed him again before moving things together.

"Hey, can star Zhao work? Don't touch the skinny and tender ones." Zhang Peng glanced at Zhao Jingchen, who hadn't changed, and deliberately mocked.

"As long as I know how to eat, let's do your job." Zhao Jingchen said unwillingly, and continued, "Keep your son away from my uncle. This is mine, not his, so don't keep pestering him."

"..." Zhang Peng.

"..." Han Haoye supported his forehead, "Okay, hurry up and move things, we'll talk later"

"Hmph!" Zhao Jingchen entered the courtyard with a stick.

"..." The corner of Zhang Peng's mouth twitched, "Why does everyone change, but he still does it?"

"I also wanted to ask why, but no one answered me." Han Haoye said that he was used to it.

After more than an hour of busy work, everyone finally set up a shelf and began to take the exam.

The mother watched the grandma and the four children talking and laughing from the window, and became sad again. It would be great if Xiao Ran was here.

"grandmother…"

"Huh? Nian Ran, what's the matter?" Mother quickly wiped away her tears, knelt down and asked Nian Ran.

"Grandma don't cry, you will have Dad and Nian Ran to accompany you from now on, Dad Ran hopes that you and grandma will have a happy life, Grandma, be good." Nian Ran wiped his mother's tears with his small hand, and leaned over to kiss her again.

"Well, be good Nian Ran." The mother held Nian Ran and wiped away her tears, saying that she was not sad would be a lie, but she just didn't want to make the children sad.

During the meal, the family sat in the yard talking and laughing. After all, the mother was a woman, and she thought a lot. Seeing Zhang Peng taking care of them with all his heart, he was satisfied.

But Han Haoye is almost forty and has been with Zhao Jingchen for a long time. She thinks she should have a child, even adopting one.

"Xiaochen, Haoye, Auntie has something to tell you."

"Auntie, tell me." Zhao Jingchen responded and was still eating with his head down. Han Haoye put down the chicken wings in his hand and listened seriously.

"You have been together for so long, Hao Ye is getting older, and Xiao Chen is not young, when are you going to have a child?" The mother looked at Zhao Jingchen's obviously stunned look, and smiled softly.

"I can do it, look at Jingchen..."

"I don't want it." Zhao Jingchen stood up suddenly, "I don't want a child, and neither can you, uncle."

This move was unexpected by everyone. They put down the barbecue in their hands and looked at Zhao Jingchen.

"Uncle, you are not allowed to have children." Zhao Jingchen said seriously, "If you insist on having children, then I... just..." and leave you...

Han Haoye was stunned for a moment, got up and took his hand, "I don't want mine, I want yours, just as Nian Ran is still young, the two brothers can grow up together"

"Yeah, Xiaochen, Auntie can still do it. She can help you take care of the children. You can't let them go forever, right? This is unrealistic. You have to pass on the family." The mother thought that Zhao Jingchen didn't like children, so she refused to let them.

"Xiaochen, be obedient, grandma told you, even if you can adopt one, but you have to."

"I don't want it! You don't want it either!" Zhao Jingchen shook Han Haoye's hand excitedly, "I don't allow you to let him have a child, and I don't want it either!"

Han Haoye frowned. To be honest, he also thought about having a child. He didn't care, but he wanted a child from Zhao Jingchen. This would make up for the 11-year gap between them. But why did Zhao Jingchen react so strongly now?

"Zhao Jingchen, this matter is not about you alone. You don't want to be about your Zhao family. Han Haoye has to. Who doesn't want to have someone who can serve him when he gets old, even if it's a daughter or an adopted one? You have to. Don't be so selfish"

Zhang Peng didn't understand what Zhao Jingchen meant. From his point of view, Zhao Jingchen had nothing to do, and he was used to it.

"No! Uncle, I don't want a child! No!" Zhao Jingchen kicked the empty basin by his feet and ran out of the courtyard.

"Haoye, does it mean that Xiaochen doesn't like children?" asked the mother.

"It should be" Han Haoye sat down in disappointment, chewing the roast meat tastelessly, "Hurry up and eat, I'll go and see later"

Nian Ran propped his chin and thought for a while, walked over and said a few words into Zhang Peng's ear, and went to find Zhao Jingchen with a few skewers of barbecue.

"Nian Ran, don't run away," my grandma instructed.

"Grandma, I got it," Nian Ran responded with a click and ran out.

"I think it's because you're too used to him. I support what my mother said, no matter if it's surrogacy or adoption, you must have one." Zhang Peng handed Han Haoye a can of beer.

"I think it doesn't matter if you want it or not, let's see Jing Chen, if he really doesn't want it, then he doesn't want it." Han Haoye touched his head and drank.

A few mouthfuls.

"Haoye, I think what Pengzi said is right. You are too used to Xiaochen. He can't decide this matter. Listen to Auntie. You must have a child. Think about it. You are more than ten years older than him. If you go ahead, who will accompany him? Isn't it a living pain to be alone?"

As a person who has experienced it, my mother understands this feeling of loneliness very well. She hopes that these younger generations will not go that way.

Han Haoye felt a severe pain in his heart, should he or not?Yes, Zhao Jingchen doesn't like it, no, just like what Auntie said, if he leaves first, who will accompany his little baby?A person is so lonely, he can't bear to leave him alone.

"Brother, don't cry." Nian Ran squatted beside him and ate two skewers of barbecue, why is his brother still crying.

"It's all your fault, if it wasn't for your appearance, how could they have let uncle have a child!" Zhao Jingchen complained, sobbing.

"..." Although Nian Ran didn't understand the meaning, he also knew that it was not a good word.

"Brother, do you know how Dad got here in the past two years?"

"Never mind my business." Zhao Jingchen continued to be sad.

"...I was only two years old when Dad Ran left, but now I know everything. When Dad was abroad, he was crying almost every night."

"..." Zhao Jingchen.

"Dad Ran left a mobile phone for Dad, which has tens of thousands of videos, photos, and some places he often visits. I think Dad should be very lonely. Fortunately, I am by his side."

"Brother, are you afraid that if you have a younger brother, your uncle won't love you anymore?"

"..." Zhao Jingchen looked up at him, hugged his head and began to cry again.

"... I heard from my father that my uncle is 11 years older than you. If my uncle leaves when he gets old, there will be no one to accompany you. He loves you so much, so he should be even more reluctant."

"Who taught you this? What do you know as a doll?" Zhao Jingchen sobbed and pinched Nian Ran's little face vigorously.

"Father taught me." Nian Ran patted the ashes on his buttocks and ran in.

Zhao Jingchen wiped away his tears, thinking about what a four-year-old child said to him, but Han Haoye would not put all his attention on him when he had a child, he didn't want Han Haoye like this, he wanted Han Haoye to always see him in his eyes .

After everyone had dinner, Zhang Peng told Han Haoye to go back first, he and Nian Ran lived here, he just came to clean up.

Han Haoye was also in a depressed mood. He went out with the key and saw that Zhao Jingchen was still sitting at the door. He sighed and sat beside him.

"Are you still angry?" Han Haoye poked his face, "Uncle doesn't want children anymore, and uncle is content with having you as a little baby. Are you hungry? Uncle will take you to eat something else?"

"Uncle..." Zhao Jingchen took Han Haoye's arm and said nothing.

"Well, I know, let's go, go home, I haven't seen my little baby for three months, I miss me so much" Han Haoye leaned over and kissed, and dragged him all the way home.

The two were not surprised at night, and the revolution did not embrace each other until dawn.

This morning, because Zhao Jingchen was going back to the set, he got up early to pack his things, Han Haoye didn't care, he heard him coming in and out, thinking he was changing clothes, so he continued to fall asleep, when suddenly he heard Zhao Jingchen seemed to be on the phone , still a little angry, he rubbed his eyes and left the bedroom.

"I've told you several times, to be good-looking, to have a good figure, to have a degree in education, and most importantly, to have a good personality," Zhao Jingchen whispered to the other end of the phone.

At this moment, Han Haoye's heart fell to the bottom, and Zhao Jingchen was looking for someone else outside again. How long has it been?Didn't he swear to himself?I will never cheat again, no wonder...he won't let him have a child, and he reacts so much when he mentions a child.

"Find someone as soon as possible. You must keep it a secret, especially not let Mr. Han know, understand?" Zhao Jingchen settled down a few more words before hanging up the phone.

"Ah... Uncle, are you awake? Why are you silent?" Zhao Jingchen shuddered in fright and subconsciously hid the phone.

"Won't I disturb your good business by making a sound?" Han Haoye approached Zhao Jingchen step by step, and said coldly, "Am I being too kind to you?"

"Uncle, what's the matter with you? Are you sleepy?" Zhao Jingchen hadn't finished speaking when Han Haoye punched him hard.

"Han Haoye! You're fucking sick early in the morning, aren't you?" The phone fell from his hand and fell on the carpet, Zhao Jingchen yelled over while touching his face

"I've held you in my hands for so many years because I'm fucking sick!" Han Haoye punched him unceremoniously again.

"You hit me! Han Haoye! How could you hit me! What did I do wrong! You have to get up early in the morning to hit me!" Zhao Jingchen's eyes were red with grievance.

"Why did you hit you? I found other people behind my back, Zhao Jingchen, Zhao Jingchen, they all said that you cheated and became a habit, I just don't believe in this evil, I forgave you, but what about you? It's only been a few years? You're still Can't stand it anymore? You started messing around behind my back again!"

Han Haoye scolded Zhao Jingchen loudly, why couldn't he live a peaceful life?Could it be that he is really so bad that he can't even touch him?

"You said I cheated? What the hell do you have evidence! Do you have evidence!" Zhao Jingchen hit the portrait that Han Haoye had painted for him.

"Evidence? Do you still need evidence? You are not worthy for me to bother to find evidence." Han Haoye pointed to his heart, "I'm just fucking here as a dog feed!"

"I'm not worthy of making you troublesome? I'm not worthy of making you troublesome?" Zhao Jingchen repeated this sentence in his mouth, thinking that he was still creating surprises for him, and that's what he thought of himself in his heart.

Zhao Jingchen glanced at Han Haoye, who had his back turned to him, "Han Haoye, I know you're bothering me, so there's no need to find any excuses for my cheating, I'll just leave, so as not to dirty your eyes"

When Han Haoye heard the sound of the door, his heart ached sharply. He was still trying to overcome the imbalance in his heart these two days.

He also knew that Zhao Jingchen was afraid that he would not pay too much attention to him if he had a child, even if he stayed with Nian Ran for a long time, he would lose his temper, and he could let you and coax you with anything, except betrayal.